The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

If Chi Yan hadn't turned around at that time, if Gu had rushed through the crowd earlier that day and caught Chi Yan who was outside the crowd, would the ending have been the same as now?

There is no way to verify it, because they still missed it at that time.

Chi Yan didn't speak, didn't speak for a long time, Gu Ji didn't know what to say and fell silent, maybe they were all sighing, sighing that they missed it again and again for so many years, whether it was in Beicheng 7 years ago or 3 years ago Nanhe City, they have never encountered each other, but they can't guarantee that if they meet at that time, the ending will be better than the current one.

Perhaps everyone agrees with this, so no one said anything more about this topic, but the entangled hands held each other even tighter.

"Then your depression, is it okay?"

"I've been fine a long time ago." Chi Yan said with a smile: "After taking the medicine for a while, plus grandma and Chu Yiqi have always cared about me, and gradually got better."

Chi Yan said it lightly, but Gu already knows how tormenting emotional illness is to a person. He is not depressed, but he is anxious, and it is difficult to control himself to a certain extent. He understands Chi Yan's hard work, but he can understand He can't participate in those pasts, and can only protect them in the years to come.

"Did you meet Li Jun after you came out?"

"Yes." Chi Yan said: "Yes, she knows what happened back then, so she naturally knows when I will come out."

"She let you go?"

Chi Yan smiled lightly: "It doesn't make sense for me to stay, I dare not stand in front of you myself, it doesn't matter whether she wants me to leave or not."

Li Jun did find Chi Yan, and Chi Yan also met her, not for anything else, he always wanted to know how Gu Ji had been in the past three years, Cheng Hu knew something, but Li Jun would not know Thoroughly, although she may not tell herself everything, Chi Yan can at least get closer to Gu Ji according to Li Jun's words.

But Li Jun said everything, about Gu Ji's insanity, about his hallucinations, and about him not forgetting Chi Yan until now, but she also said:

"So, do you think it's good for him to show up in front of him now and let him know what happened to you? Even though you have experienced a lot, you still haven't considered the problem comprehensively enough. You know that Gu Ji will do it after he knows What, do you want him to follow the same path as you? You were only sentenced to three years in defense, but what about Gu Ji? Do you think if he is really impulsive, he can come out as quickly as you? "

Everyone thought that Gu Ji would go crazy, and Chi Yan thought so too, so he didn't dare to gamble, and he didn't have the confidence to avoid being discovered by Gu Ji without a trace, so he left without looking back, and never thought of coming back.

Ten years later, Gu, who learned the truth, had gone crazy, but he soon recovered. Maybe it was because Wu Zhuo died, maybe it was because he loved Chi Yan too much, maybe it was because he was more mature, maybe there were many other reasons But if the truth is in those days, who can guarantee that Gu Ji will not go crazy?

Back then Wu Zhuo was not dead, Gu Ji was only 21 years old, and Chi Yan couldn't heal himself, so how could he stand Gu Ji?

Therefore, there is no pity or pity, and there is no should or should. Since God arranged for them to reunite in ten years, that is the most suitable time for them.

"In the past few years, you have been running the tavern and did nothing else? Chu Yiqi said that you often stay alone, and you never socialize with anyone other than him and grandma."

I don’t know when this confession has turned into a situation where Gu Ji simply asked, and Chi Yan only needed to answer. Chi Yan already felt this unfairness, smiled, and didn’t say anything, it doesn’t matter Yes, what Gu Ji wanted to know, he told him himself, anyway, there was nothing he could not say.

"Well, I'm very lazy, I don't want to do it, and I don't know what to do."

"Where did you get your money?" Gu Ji said, "The tavern has no source of income, but your living standard is very good."

Gu Ji still remembers his nearly 30 Yamaha.

Chi Yan smiled: "I said someone raised me, do you believe me?"

Gu Ji didn't say whether he believed it or not, he just asked him: "Male or female?"

Chi Yan laughed sullenly, turned around to look at him after a while, and replied to him very seriously: "Men."

"how old?"

"Brother Ji is jealous?"

"I can't be jealous?" Gu Ji raised his eyebrows.

"No." Chi Yan smiled: "I haven't even asked why Ning Xiushi called you 'dear' when we met for the first time at Nanhecheng Hotel? What is the relationship between you two? Ning Xiu Straight or curved?"

Gu Ji didn't answer Chi Yan immediately, but got up and left, took the mobile phone, dialed Ning Xiushi's number in front of Chi Yan, pressed the speakerphone, and placed it between the two of them. Chi Yan didn't expect that Gu Ji would He really didn't misunderstand that he wanted to stop him in this way, he just rushed here with simple words, and he really didn't feel jealous at all.

Besides, Ning Xiushi helped him so much before, it would be too embarrassing if he was still fussing over these things, but Gu Ji stopped Chi Yan:

"Why didn't you untie the knot in your heart? I thought you didn't care about it all the time. If you had said it earlier, when Ning Xiushi came that day, I should have asked him to make it clear in person."

The call in the mobile phone has been connected, and Ning Xiushi also listened to Gu Ji's words, and said in doubt:

"What's the matter? What are you going to say to me?"

At this point, Chi Yan also knew that it was impossible to stop him, so he let go of Gu Ji, turned around to leave, but Gu Ji took Chi Yan's hand, held it tightly, and said:

"I want to ask you why you called me 'dear' when you were in Nanhe City?"

Ning Xiushi didn't realize it would be such a question at all, and even thought about it for a while before remembering what Gu Ji said, and then he laughed when he understood:

"Yo, Chi Yan is jealous? Why don't you say it in front of me? When you first met me, you said you didn't care. I didn't misunderstand you. It's just an act of affection?"

Ning Xiushi smiled and asked Chi Yan:

"Chi Yan, didn't you feel good those few days? Did you just think about the relationship between me and Gu Ji? Don't worry, just establishing a pure revolutionary friendship with him has already ruined my life for eight lifetimes. It is impossible to have anything else. That voice, dear, is just because I know it is you outside the door, I want to stimulate you, and I want to know whether you still like Gu Ji after ten years of separation at the fastest speed. Your reaction surprised me so much, you just left, you didn't see the way Gu Ji looked at me after returning to the room, you wished you could eat me up."

Chi Yan laughed out loud: "Brother Ning, my older brother is fine, why is it so unlucky?"

"Tsk." Ning Xiushi said dissatisfiedly: "Are you here to answer my questions, or are you abusing a dog? I won't let him say anything wrong?"

"No." Chi Yan smiled: "I am already the best brother in the world."

Ning Xiushi: "...Block the blacklist, you two are free."

Gu Ji and Chi Yan looked at each other and smiled on the phone. Ning Xiu, who was on the other end of the phone, said he wanted to blackmail them, but he didn't hang up the phone, but after a few seconds of silence, he opened his mouth and said something :

"It's really kind of you two to do this."

"Don't be emotional." Gu Ji didn't bother to pay attention to his occasional sentimentality: "It's none of your business, go to sleep."

"Gu Ji, you really..."

Really, Gu Ji and Chi Yan couldn't hear it, because Gu Ji hung up the phone in the next second, Chi Yan watched Gu Ji put the phone aside, and still felt that their operation was not very good. Honestly, he smiled:

"Let's invite Ning Xiushi and Brother Hu to have a meal some other day. The two of them really helped me a lot."

"Okay." Gu Ji replied softly, "But you still haven't answered my question."

Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji: "What's the problem?

"Who raised you?"

Chi Yan smiled, didn't make any more detours, and spoke directly:

"His name is Lin Song. He is about 35 years old this year, but I haven't seen him for more than seven years."

Gu Ji listened quietly and did not speak.

"When I was in there, our former urban village was demolished and rebuilt, and we got a sum of compensation. Brother Hu kept it for me and returned it to me after I came out, but at that time my state I don't know what the money means to me. After returning from Lingyue Square that day, I stood by the river for a long time."

Gu Ji narrowed his eyes slightly, like a silent warning, Chi Yan squeezed his little finger flatteringly:

"Although I was depressed at that time, it wasn't about dying. I was full of motivation just after seeing you, and I didn't think about what I had or what I didn't have."

"What about when you don't see me?" Gu Ji looked at him: "Have you thought about it?"

Chi Yan didn't speak, and Gu Ji knew the answer. Before Gu Ji could say anything, Chi Yan quickly talked about his meeting with Lin Song, and didn't want Gu Ji to dwell on this question:

"Lin Song was standing next to me at that time. I didn't know that the place beside the river was so big. Why did he choose such a place next to me? Maybe it was because he didn't want to die and wanted people to be fooled by him. I pulled him after the incident, but I couldn't think about it at the time, and I really wanted to just walk away, and I did pull him when he was about to jump off."

Chi Yan still remembers Lin Song's appearance at that time. He was wearing an ill-fitting suit and holding a briefcase in his arms. He didn't look particularly shrewd, but he looked like an honest person who would study hard. He belonged to someone else's child since he was a child. Lin Song seriously put the briefcase under a tree by the river, then took off his suit jacket and shoes, and stood a little closer to the river.

Chi Yan has been watching him since the moment he took off his clothes, and when he was about to jump up, he opened his mouth:

"I'm too lazy to move."

Lin Song stopped suddenly and looked at Chi Yan: "You, are you talking to me?"

"I only have this outfit. If I save you, I have to go back wet. If you don't want me to save you, stay away from me. If you want me to save you, just pretend that I have saved you. Don't bother."

Chi Yan's words seemed to open up Lin Song's chatterbox. Maybe he didn't really want to die, but just wanted to find someone to talk to. So after Chi Yan spoke, Lin Song seemed to grab a life-saving straw He grabbed Chi Yan's hand.

Chi Yan shook off him irritably, but did not leave.

Lin Song didn't mind Chi Yan's actions, and didn't even care whether he listened or not, so he just opened his mouth and said a lot, roughly meaning that he was underappreciated, the software he spent two years developing couldn't find investment, he was sorry for his parents, I'm sorry for complaining like the teacher, but the bitter water in my stomach is probably more than the water in the river in front of Chi Yan.

But at that time, Chi Yan couldn't find the direction of life and the purpose of living, and maybe he was more willing to give others the meaning of life, so he stayed where he was, and listened to a person who was a few years older than himself talk about his troubles, and unexpectedly Then listen to him.

In the end, I didn't know which muscle was wrong, so I asked Lin Song, "How much money is enough to invest in your project?"

Lin Song said the number, and then Chi Yan suspected that Lin Song was a fraud, because the demolition payment for his house happened to be consistent with the number Lin Song said, but some people always have one or two moments when they don't want to be rational. Don't think about it too much, Chi Yan's mental state was not very good at that time, he felt that even if Lin Song was cheating, there might be some reason for him to cheat.

Lin Song just complained and didn't give any reason, but Chi Yan found several for him, such as seniors and juniors. Anyway, Chi Yan gave the money to Lin Song in the end, and he only kept One hundred thousand:

"If you can't complete your project by a hundred thousand, then you'd better go back to the river and jump."

When Chi Yan told him this, Lin Song was not angry. He kept Chi Yan's ID and bank card number, but he didn't have an IOU. He said that this was not borrowed from Chi Yan, but Chi Yan's investment. When he succeeds , Chi Yan will be the largest shareholder in the company in the future.

Chi Yan didn't take it seriously, and even forgot about it when he drifted to Nanhe City for half a year. Anyway, he is the same whether he has money or not, and he won't live well. But definitely not bad.

But when Chi Yan decided to settle down in Nanhe City a year later, there was a sudden transfer in his bank card, not much, 3.

After that, it disappeared for a while, and it took another half a year before it became stable. It started from 3 per month and gradually increased to 5, 6, 8, and 10. Until now, the annual income is almost 8 figures .

Lin Song has never looked for him, never talked to him, but the monthly remittances have never stopped. Later, Chi Yan searched the name of Lin Song, only to find that he had already successfully fulfilled his dream and became that A rising star in the industry.

In fact, Lin Song could not give Chi Yan the money at all, or he would not give him the money after the original money was paid off, but Lin Song did not. He may have remembered the time when he trusted a stranger by the river all his life. Chi Yan, without Chi Yan, there would be no Lin Song today.

So Lin Song is always grateful.

And the life that Chi Yan originally planned to make do with has also changed because of Lin Song's success.

Sometimes people's fate is so strange, but fortunately Chi Yan is lucky.

He lived for nearly 30 years, and grew up under the care of Chi Pingsheng for the first 16 years. After Chi Pingsheng left, he met Gu Ji and became acquainted with him. Although they were separated for ten years, Gu Ji never forgot him. , has been waiting for him, and besides these, he also met Chu Yiqi and grandma, and also met Lin Song who looked like a fraudster but never remembered the original promise.

He was still lucky, although he had regrets in the end, he never lost it.

After the story was told, Gu Ji also listened to it and said:

"Good."

"That's pretty good. If it wasn't for Lin Song, I wouldn't be able to get the income I have now." Chi Yan smiled: "But I don't feel at ease with the money, it shouldn't be mine, he owes me I have already paid off the money. I didn’t dare to come back before, so I don’t know how to contact him. But now that I’m back, I’m thinking about going to his company sometime and telling him not to do it again. .”

Gu Ji nodded: "Okay."

Chi Yan didn't say anything more, and stared at Gu Ji for a few seconds: "Brother Ji, isn't today a confession round? But you asked me the following questions, and I didn't seem to ask you anything at all."

"It's fine now." Gu Ji said, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

"Yes." Chi Yan leaned closer to Gu Ji: "I've been thinking about Brother Ji all these years when I masturbate, I want to know, what is Brother Ji thinking about when he is masturbating?"

Gu Ji never expected that Chi Yan would ask such a question, and stared at him for a few seconds with a half-smile:

"Didn't I tell you this morning?"

This morning?Chi Yan's memories of this morning are exhausted and begging for mercy, so she laughed sullenly: "Then I understand."

Gu Ji also smiled lightly: "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

Chi Yan shook her head: "What I want to know, Brother Ji's eyes have already told me."

His eyes kept saying: I love you forever, Chi Yan.