Strong pulling is not a business

When Kuang Yaozu woke up from the bed, his whole body was about to collapse, and his naked body under the quilt clearly felt a warm body.This is Rong Yuan, and the person lying beside him is naturally not Qiu Xiaohua.

Kuang Yaozu got up with a livid face, and when he got off the ground, he staggered, holding his head with his hands, and his head was a little sharp. Kuang Yaozu knew that there was something wrong with the tea last night.

Kuang Yaozu put on his clothes, Lou Yiren on the bed stopped pretending to be asleep, and shyly hugged the quilt, and the quilt was unnaturally huddled, revealing bloodstains on the bed sheet.Lou Yiren looked at Kuang Yaozu affectionately, "Master, you, me, last night."

Kuang Yaozu didn't say anything, put on his clothes and went out directly. When he went downstairs, Rong Niang was sitting in the living room, and when she saw him coming down, she stood up, with a smile on her face, "Wake up, mother made you breakfast , come and eat."

Kuang Yaozu looked at her, "Do you know what you are doing now?"

Rong Niang was a little uneasy, but she still forced a smile and said, "You, you are too honest. What's wrong with having more women, and the Qiu family is not gentle and considerate. It would be good if you had more Xie Yuhua by your side."

"You want my son to be in the same situation as me? You have to learn to read the face of a doctor from an early age?" Kuang Yaozu said.

Rong Niang choked for a moment, tears overflowing, "That's what you think, are you blaming me for giving birth to you?"

"I don't blame you, and I can't blame you, I just don't want my children to live the same life as me, I just don't want my mother to plot to come to my bed, mother, you do what mothers should do Okay?" Kuang Yaozu said.

He didn't want to see Rongniang's tears, so he left after speaking. When he was leaving the gate, he said to the adjutant next to him, "Find someone to guard around the gate. Don't let anyone inside come out. Buy whatever you want." It’s too late, especially young women, can’t let it out.”

"Yes," said the adjutant.

When Kuang Yaozu came home, Qiu Xiaohua was about to go out after breakfast, and was a little surprised to see Kuang Yaozu coming back, "I thought you went directly to the military camp from your mother."

Kuang Yaozu's expression was not good, he walked into the bedroom in silence, Qiu Xiaohua thought about it for a while, then waved back the servants, and followed into the bedroom by herself.Kuang Yaozu was lying on the bed with his clothes on, his arms crossed in front of his eyes, motionless.Qiu Xiaohua approached, "If you want to sleep, take off your clothes before going to bed."

"What's wrong if you don't ask me?" Kuang Yaozu muffled.

"What's wrong with you?" Qiu Xiaohua asked.

Kuang Yaozu pulled Qiu Xiaohua's hand and put it on his chest. Qiu Xiaohua was made to lean forward very uncomfortable, so she could only lean against him and sit down, "What's wrong?"

"Yesterday my mother drugged me and let me have sex with Lou Yi." Kuang Yaozu said, blocking his eyes.

Qiu Xiaohua was stunned for a moment, and pulled the corners of her mouth to laugh, wanting to say that you can't comfort me if you have sex with other women, but the faint discomfort rising in her heart still prevented her from laughing.It seems that although a thing is not her favorite, it still makes people feel unhappy if it is used by others.

"Actually, I'm not the son that my father likes as others say." Kuang Yaozu suddenly said, "Before I was ten years old, I actually saw my father very few times. At that time, my family was not as big as it is now, and my mother took me to live in the In the small yard, eating and drinking depends on the face of the old woman. When Dad comes back, the eldest brother and the second child always stand behind my father, and I stand further away. The relatives and guests who come to the house are always in front of the eldest brother, and no one comes ask me."

"At that time, my elder brother often took my younger brothers to play. My mother always said that I was weak and wouldn't let me go. In fact, I envied Kwong Yaozong very much. He followed behind my elder brother without any grievances. My elder brother also protected him and kept him in front of all brothers. The status of the second child."

"He also doesn't want to drink cold water and blow the cool breeze to see dad when he's sick. Dad always wants to see his elder brother when he comes back. He can get familiar with his father by following his elder brother."

"Mother always asked me to study and be an elegant person, saying that my father likes elegant people. He is very happy every time my father takes my test, but he is even happier when he takes the eldest brother and the second child to go horse racing and shoot guns."

"Don't look at my aunt who is kind-hearted and kind-hearted now. She is also a ruthless character when she is young. She said that I am sick and weak. Every time my father took my brothers out, I never went there once."

Kuang Yaozu suddenly sighed, and smiled wryly, "It's no wonder she is, my mother can take advantage of my illness to invite my father, why can't she use my illness to prevent me from going out with my father."

"So when I was very young and didn't know anything, I thought that all my children came out of the womb of one person, and he shouldn't suffer the same fate as me. This belief became more obvious and firmer as I grew older. . " Kuang Yaozu stopped suddenly, thinking of yesterday's situation, which hit his bottom line.

"Sometimes I also think that it would be great if my mother wouldn't let me study, and I would be a person who listens to her words and competes for favor. Occasionally, I would be jealous of my aunt and elder brother. I have lived my whole life with ambitions and talents."

"But I just let me read and understand. Can you understand the feeling of suddenly knowing that I have been wrong for the past ten years?"

"The kind of jealousy and grievance when I was a child is true, but now I tell you that you should not be jealous or wronged. Mother let me compete for favor, let me covet my father's afterbirth, this is not right. But the unprovoked seeds have been planted It pops up from time to time, why can't I?"

"I hated my mother, really, when I was thirteen or fourteen, I hated her. I hated her for being stupid, I hated her for being stupid and ambitious. At that time, my father started to spend more time at home, and my mother was quite popular with him at that time. At some point, my aunt even backed down a few steps."

"While I despise it, I can't help but be intoxicated by it. The feeling of being in the center of everyone is so good. As a child loved by my father, the treatment of being treated by others is completely different."

"At that time, I always walked in front of my eldest brother with my chin raised on purpose. I was clinging to my father, and even Kuang Yashu couldn't touch my father's side."

"My aunt has tricks, she didn't do much, first accepted the fourth aunt, and then took in the fifth aunt, and my mother fell out of favor."

"I don't want to talk about my mood during that time. It was too dark and disgusting. You might want to stay away from me after hearing this." Xiao Hua saw him.

"Later, I wanted to fight on my own, so I don't hate my mother. When my eldest brother goes to study abroad, returns to China, gets married, joins the army, I can never catch up with my eldest brother. My father also said bluntly that my eldest brother will fight on his own." After laying down the family business, the second child is developing well, and if nothing else happens, most of his things will be distributed to me."

"It seems that I got what I wanted, but I'm not happy. I started to think about the journey along the way again. Who is stupid? Who went wrong?"

"I saw it clearly at noon today. It turned out that it was not someone else. I was stupid and wanted to go astray. My mother showed me the wrong way, but I have a chance to get back to the right path. I can even persuade my mother to let go of her obsession, so that she And it’s not going to end up being kicked out.”

"When I mature and my mother starts to rely on me, I should stand firm. I shouldn't indulge her. She is a descendant of a deep house, and all her wisdom is just to compete for favor. She doesn't know who is approaching with ulterior motives."

After Kuang Yaozu finished speaking, Qiu Xiaohua listened quietly. Kuang Yaozu held her hand tightly and said bitterly, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"I'm very unhappy that you had sex with other women." Qiu Xiaohua said, "I'm not happy that you are still trying to excuse your mother."

Kuang Yaozu put down his hand covering his eyes, and said with flushed eyes, "I'm not trying to excuse my mother. Me, her. I can't break away from her."

"I want to find a secluded and comfortable yard for her to meditate in." Kuang Yaozu said, "I admit to being said to be unfilial, and I can't let her have a wide range of friends."

"What about the Louyi people?" Qiu Xiaohua asked.

Kuang Yaozu's face was gloomy, "You don't want to know these things, and you won't let her appear in front of us again."

Qiu Xiaohua looked at him, and finally understood his resentment for being forced, Qiu Xiaohua reached out to touch his face, and Kuang Yaozu looked at him.

"A concubine is just a birth, and it shouldn't be your shackles. You just need to remember that you are the son of the commander-in-chief. You don't have to remember that you are the son of the commander-in-chief." Qiu Xiaohua said, "The aunt might be afraid of you in the past, but Not anymore, you just need to be yourself.”

"Happiness is only when someone has a high status and power, and happiness is only when someone has a simple life." Qiu Xiaohua said, "With our current identities, it is easy to think of high status and power, and it is okay to want to be ordinary, so we will do everything from our heart. Do what we want to do , eat the food you want, meet the people you want to see, and be so happy, okay?"

Kuang Yaozu looked at her, "Will you stay with me?"

Qiu Xiaohua looked at him and nodded, "Marry a chicken and follow the chicken. If I don't accompany you, who else can I accompany you?"

When Liu Yuxing came to see Qiu Xiaohua, Rongniang had already been sent to the nunnery on the nearby Qingshan Mountain.

"Is he really willing?" Liu Yuxing was a little surprised, the sons of the Kuang family were all very filial mothers.Kuang Yaozu's move was quite unexpected.

"Borrowing in the nunnery first, I have already chosen a good place to build another courtyard for her." Qiu Xiaohua said, "I didn't know he was so sensitive about having children with women other than his wife."

"Where's the Louyi man?" Liu Yuxing asked.

"Probably died." Qiu Xiaohua said, "Originally I wanted to remind him not to let her have the opportunity to hug the child to recognize his relatives, but I didn't expect him to kill him directly."

"Don't meddle in this matter, and don't meddle in such things in the future." Liu Yuxing said, "I will be a mother in the future, so don't get involved in these private matters, and leave some blessings for the children."

Liu Yuxing nodded, "Is the matter between Second Brother and Yutangchun settled?"

"Kuang Yaozong is far more persistent than he imagined, and it is estimated that he can only get his wish in the end." Liu Yuxing said.

Qiu Xiaohua sighed, "It seems that I can only have one child. Even if I can hide from the eldest brother, I can't hide from the second brother."

"Kuang Yaozong doesn't look like someone who likes children. Don't worry about it. Besides, you are the mother of the child. If you don't want to, no one can force you to do it. You treat your mother's family as vegetarians."

When Liu Yuxing returned from Jiangdong, he gave Zhang Xi'an a routine pulse diagnosis and gossip. Zhang Xi'an asked him, "Is my health better?"

"It's a little better than before, much better than before." Liu Yuxing said, "Now you don't have to pass the new year to worry about not being able to live until the next one."

"Well, I want to go outside the pass, will you go with me?" Zhang Xi'an asked.

"Where are you going?" Liu Yuxing asked.

"Same city." Zhang Xi'an said.

Liu Yuxing picked up the wet towel next to him and wiped his hands. Seeing that Mi Hua was just standing aside and didn't say much, Liu Yuxing said, "How can I convince your parents?"

"I go as soon as I want, they just choose not to send someone." Zhang Xi'an said.

"Then I'll go with you too." Liu Yuxing said, "They can feel at ease if I go with them."

"You can also go to see Abai." Zhang Xi'an said.

"I don't think about him that much either." Liu Yuxing said, "At the beginning I asked Jinbao to call me dad, and his grandpa was not happy, but now I also find it a bit troublesome, Jinbao doesn't recognize his father at all now, and his grandma gives him photos every day Let him call him father, but he refuses."

"Jinbao went out when he was full moon, and he hasn't seen each other, how can he remember." Zhang Xi'an said, "When we meet, hug and coax him every day, we will get acquainted."

"You don't need to hug him. You can use your energy to play with him for an afternoon and you'll be familiar with him." Liu Yuxing said, "Now his grandfather and my master have a few more long-term companions, and the energy of one person can't handle this little devil at all."

"It's great to have energy, healthy baby." Zhang Xi'an said.

Zhang Xi'an first told Liu Caiyun about going outside the customs. Liu Caiyun's first reaction was to refuse, but Zhang Xi'an told Kuang Wenwu at the dinner table that night. Form a team.

"It's not just to see Yaowei, but also to see the situation along the way to see if the local economic development point can be found. It is still in the state of blood transfusion in Yu City. For long-term development, the local economy must be revived as soon as possible. Vitality." Zhang Xi'an said.

"It's fine to send someone there, it's too risky for you to go by yourself," Liu Caiyun said.

"I want to go, let me run for Brother An." Kuang Yashu said.

Liu Caiyun glared at her, telling her not to join in the fun.

"I calculated the time, and it will take three months to go back and forth." Zhang Xi'an said, "I have to go this time."

"If you really want to go, go, I'll arrange someone to escort you there." Kuang Wenwu murmured.

After the meal, Liu Caiyun blamed Kuang Wenwu for agreeing, "Where is the front line? He's not in good health. He's exhausted and worried. What if there is an accident on the road? How can you explain to your son and in-laws?"

"Look at him, even if I don't agree, he will go. At that time, there will be no one to protect him. Are you more worried?" Kuang Wenwu said, "Bring more people, nothing will happen. .He didn’t mean to go back and forth for three months, and when he sees Yaowei, Yaowei will rush to send him back.”

Zhang Xi'an wrote to his parents in Jinzhou Port when he was packing his luggage, saying that he was going outside the customs.When Chi Baoyue rushed over, Zhang Xi'an was leaving the next day.Chi Baoyue beat him a few times angrily, "You are determined to go, and you don't care about your parents' worries at all."

Zhang Xi'an smiled, "Mom, I have brought enough people, and Yuxing will go with me, nothing will happen, just go and come back."

"That's also going to the front line. There's no eyes for swords and guns. There's no safety at home." Chi Baoyue refused.

"But what should I do? I miss him, and if I don't see him, I won't be able to hold on anymore." Zhang Xi'an said, with a smile on his face at this time, "I really want to see him."