Not A Doctor Mo Chenghuan

Sun Xia only felt an indescribable fear.

He doesn't want to be in this room anymore.

But the hand he wanted to turn around and run away was grabbed by a big hand.

"...you let go...!"

"Don't go! Sun Xia!" Lu Dao stopped him.Hearing this emotional voice, Sun Xia stopped in her tracks.

"I want to ask you." Lu Dao whispered to Sun Xia who was carrying him behind his back.And Lu Dao who said this had a different feeling from before.

"...If it was you, what would you do with the letter that the patient gave you? Would you read it?"

After being asked such a question, Sun Xia turned to look at Lu Dao.He was interpreting the meaning of Lu Dao's words.At this time, Lu Dao's eyes no longer had the coldness just now, but replaced by the most vulnerable part of his heart.

"I will put myself in the shoes of the girl who wrote you the letter, and of course I won't throw it away!" Sun Xiaoshan said loudly.

Lu Dao looked at Sun Xia with uneasiness and sincerity in his eyes.

Sun Xia couldn't help but flash Zhao Xin's smiling face.Why did Zhao Xin write this letter?And how much courage does it take to hand over the letter to Lu Dao?Now even if Lu Dao has regrets, it is obvious that he has failed Zhao Xin's innocent feelings.

"Sun Xia."

Sun Xia wanted to shake off Lu Dao's grasping hand, but was caught even tighter.

"open!"

"I understand... I really understand!"

Lu Dao's sad cry rang in Sun Xia's ears, and he couldn't help but make him look at this man squarely.

"...Even if I should imagine what Zhao Xin's mood is... But, as a doctor, I can't just be special to this girl! He's still a high school student." Lu Dao felt a little regretful in his words.

Sun Xia retorted to Lu Dao: "As long as you read her letter, you are not required to be special to her. This is the minimum respect for the writer. Because she is young, that kind of motivation is genuine. In my eyes, you are not the kind of person who doesn't even have the least respect?"

Lu Dao, who expected Sun Xia to say this, still held his hand and didn't make a sound.

He just looked into Sun Xia's eyes silently.The strong gaze made Sun Xia feel suffocated, but she couldn't bear to avert her gaze.

"……sorry."

Sun Xia was momentarily at a loss for the drastic change in Lu Dao's attitude.

"I'm sorry I'm so complacent." Lu Dao admitted his mistake and bowed deeply to apologize: "I also didn't understand your feeling of thinking about that child for a while."

Witnessing this move, Sun Xia was heartbroken.Because of the stooped Lu Dao's burly figure, he looked like a large dog begging for mercy from its owner.This is obviously different from the usual lively and lively Lu Dao.

"Maybe I'm about to have an operation, I'm a little nervous... Sorry, I lost my composure."

"..." Lu Dao's sincere apology also made Sun Xia feel that he was rash, and he was speechless for a while.

Because Lu Dao is about to undergo a major operation.This arduous task made both Lu Dao and Sun Xia feel very heavy.Facing the surgeon, Lu Dao was under pressure that others could not predict.

I thought that Lu Dao could always face the challenge of surgery calmly, but it was not the case.Sun Xia remembered the first time he held the knife, his words still lingered in his ears.

Lu Dao said that as long as you are a human being, you will feel nervous.I also use this sentence to motivate myself.Even if he is as good as Lu Dao, if the patient entrusts his life to him, can he not be nervous?

"Please forgive... Doctor Lu, I was too reckless." Sun Xia felt disdain for his behavior, and touched Lu Dao's white clothes with both hands: "I should apologize to you, let alone barge in at this time .”

"You're not wrong. But just thinking about surgery makes you nervous... As for the girl who wrote me..."

The profile of Lu Dao biting his lip was more painful than ever.Sun Xia couldn't help but blame herself for making Lu Dao so unbearable.

No matter how nervous you are, no one is allowed to destroy the patient's sense of trust in Lu Dao.

"Doctor Lu..." Sun Xia couldn't continue, she just dropped her shoulders.

"...I'm sorry, Sun Xia, we can only talk about this..." Lu Dao looked at his watch and had to prepare for the operation.

To the reluctant Lu Dao, Sun Xia shook her head and said, "Don't say that, I shouldn't be so emotional..."

"Sun Xia, are you free tonight?"

Sun Xia listened to him asking in surprise.

"I can't say it's to apologize to you. If you are free, can you have a meal with me?"

Sun Xia hesitated, not knowing how to answer him: "Actually, you don't need to apologize to me..."

"Aren't you willing to dine with me?" Lu Dao said with lowered eyebrows.Because Lu Dao's pleading words sounded very sincere.

"No, no, I can't ask for more."

After hearing this, Lu Dao smiled.When Sun Xia saw Lu Dao returning to his usual expression, he was relieved.

"Thank you."

That smile belonged to Sun Xia's respected boss again.Can't help but let out a long sigh.