Not A Doctor Mo Chenghuan

In the gap between Sun Xia's long eyelashes, seeing the high ceiling above his head, he knew he was lying on the bed.

The sharp pain in the lower right abdomen that was caused just now has stabilized much after taking the sedative.

Lying on the bed, I can feel the noise of the hospital in the afternoon.What happened to the vice-principal tens of minutes ago seemed to have passed away.

In fact, Sun Xia could think that this was the reason why Lu Dao instructed him to suppress it first.But tomorrow, it will definitely be played out among colleagues.

Now, instead, Sun Xiashan, an emergency patient, has become a hot topic in the surgery clinic. He was urgently hospitalized because of appendicitis.

Sun Xia was surprised that two weeks ago, he performed surgery on a patient suffering from the same disease name for the first time with a scalpel. Changji fell to the ground in front of Lan Yezhi.

If Lu Dao wasn't there, what would have happened?Thinking about it, he bit his lower lip tightly.

Relying on the effect of the medicine, Sun Xia strongly accused herself of being weak even in a daze.Suddenly, the man's fingers came to touch his cheek.Sun Xiacai slowly raised his eyes. It was a pair of powerful hands that would break if he twisted them hard.But those hands were so soft and warm.

"Great, this medicine is effective." Lu Dao's voice was beside him.

Sun Xia was shocked to see that Lu Dao's eyes were filled with sincerity and caring that was rarely seen in ordinary times. He wanted to call him, but he couldn't open his mouth.

"Be happy." Lu Dao's words had a soothing effect.

Being able to see Lu Dao's thin lips filled with a wonderful tenderness made Sun Xia's heart turmoil.

"I'm so happy because I'm so afraid you're going to die!"

He frowned after hearing this, probably due to having a fever for a few days, the lines on Sun Xia's face became more graceful: "...don't curse me, okay?"

"If you die...if you don't love me anymore, I might die." Lu Dao said his sincere words.

A dark cloud flashed across Sun Xia's face.

"Are you worried about Lan Yezhi?" Lu Dao's lips were next to his ear: "There was a contact just now, and he has been sent home. Although I said that they will be punished tomorrow, I think it's up to you to solve it. "

Lu Dao spoke, and stroked his sweaty forehead with one hand.Sun Xia was very surprised. It turned out that Lu Dao intended to deal with this matter in the hospital.

"First of all, we must behead the deputy dean first, and then leave those who are willing to serve the dean." Lu Dao spoke in a very mechanical tone.

"... Is there a political consideration...?" Sun Xia asked sadly.

Thinking of his brother Lan Yezhi, he licked his dry lips, and then Lu Dao pinched his tongue and lips with his hands.

"you……"

"But you and Lan Yezhi have a very profound relationship."

Sun Xia's heart skipped a beat, and he would never associate his serious brother with the struggle for political power. Even if it was involved, Lan Yezhi was still a very outstanding doctor.So far, Sun Xia has not been able to judge whether Lu Dao's loosening of the pliers in the operating room will affect the archery target between the vice president's faction, but it is an unchanging fact that tampering with data has already involved criminal acts.

"I……"

Sun Xia wanted to say something, but hesitated to speak, Lan Yezhi could no longer absolve himself of the crime he had committed.

But he didn't have the right to judge Lan Yezhi. In order to protect Lu Dao, he recorded the conversation of Yuguan's biological brother's position advancement and retreat.He can deny the vice president's condemnation of himself, but it is a fact that he betrayed his brother.

There is a power struggle between Lan Yezhi and Lu Dao, and in this struggle, Sun Xia can choose Lu Dao, regardless of his own ethics and justice.I can't even tell if what I did was right or wrong.

"Don't be downcast, I'll be jealous."

Looking at the man whose face was wet with saliva, "Lu Dao, I want to quit my job in the hospital."

Lu Dao asked in confusion, "Why?"

"...I have planned this for a long time. Regardless of whether things go well this time, I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore."

Sun Xia recalled Lan Yezhi's expression in the vice president's room.

The eldest brother must not understand his behavior of bending his arms outward.Although this matter was planned by the vice president from beginning to end, Sun Xia still had the intention to go.

Of course, staying away from the medical system can also facilitate avoiding political protests.However, when asked whether he would sacrifice his own brother at all in order to keep his status, Sun Xia was at a loss for what to do.

"No! I won't allow you to resign!" Lu Dao's tone was very firm: "...I knew the evidence that you betrayed me, and continued to pretend not to know. In this way, we can get rid of those guys one by one !"

Listening to this, Sun Xia closed his eyes in fear.Now he finally understands that what Lu Dao said is true.

The vice president who planned to get rid of Lu Dao, but Lu Dao cunningly used him instead, all for the purpose of taking him as his own.

But Lu Dao miscalculated, because he did not choose his brother, but chose him.

"Lu Dao...are you serious?"

Lu Dao's hand gently touched Sun Xia's confused lips: "I said that I am a very jealous person, even if I have to pay for your life, I am not afraid."

Lu Dao made it clear that no matter how despicable the means were, he didn't care, he just wanted to control Sun Xia and possess him

Sun Xia suddenly remembered what Lu Dao had said—comrade lovers, at best, it was just a verbal agreement—this sentence fully revealed his uneasy side.

"...Besides, I still have something to confess to you. I promise these words will make you look at me with admiration."

The more Sun Xia listened, the more her heart twisted into a ball.

"As for Lan Yezhi's future in the hospital, I will not make things difficult for him." The man's big palm rubbed Rusun Xia's shrunken cheeks: "Because I also regard him as my elder brother."

Sun Xia blinked his unbelievable pupils, because he thought Lu Dao was just telling a bad joke.

"Because you and I, Sun Xia, are no longer strangers." Lu Dao whispered while kissing his earlobe.

Sun Xia was so excited that she forgot that she was still injecting the IV, and reached out to punch Lu Dao's oblique abdomen.

"...Why do you hit people at every turn?" There was no displeasure on Lu Dao's face, and Sun Xia felt an indescribable peace of mind.

"Don't just talk nonsense!"

Lu Dao smiled slightly, sneaked into his thin shirt lightly, and slid into his lower abdomen.

"Don't touch me!"

Lu Dao refused, and his hard fingers suddenly came to Sun Xia's private place.

"Do you want to be beaten again?" Sun Xia really punched him on the head, and it happened to hit him.

"Wow! It hurts me to death! Didn't I tell you not to hit me again?" Said with a smile, Lu Dao buried his face in Sun Xia's neck.

"Then don't touch your hands...!"

"I may have had sadistic tendencies by nature."

Sun Xia looked at Lu Dao who said this in disbelief.The latter began to move with his clever tongue again.

"Sun Xia, listen to me!..."

"...I don't think it sounds good, I don't want to hear it."

Lu Dao continued to talk: "Do you remember the first time I accompanied you to have the surgery? Even I was so nervous that my hands were red with a brush."

Of course, Sun Xia remembered that when he first performed a scalpel, in a nervous and fearful mood, it was Lu Dao's heartfelt words that woke up his clueless self. Even the surgeon he admired would be nervous, which had a huge impact on him Inspirational.

"Actually, none of that is true."

When Sun Xia heard this, anxiety flashed in his eyes.

"Sorry for saying that. Because I've never been nervous about any kind of surgery in the past."

Of course, it was the same when Lu Dao operated on the patient for the first time.

Lu Dao said quietly in a deep voice: "I also have the same attitude towards fathers. Even though I understand many things very well in my heart, I never show emotion. I regard other people's stomachs as It is an object, even if the operation fails and he dies, I just take it as an experience and am completely indifferent. Therefore, I am not afraid of the cold internal organs."

He was not afraid of anything, but Sun Xiahan was terrified when he heard it. In Lu Dao's dictionary, the word fear or fear does not exist.

Because he has grown up without a mother's love since he was born, so how could Lu Dao understand such feelings as interpersonal relationships, love or broken love.

It was only now that Sun Xia understood why he would always feel uneasy and unreliable when he was by Lu Dao's side, and the answer was finally revealed.It turned out that he was a man without love. He neither knew how to love nor knew how to be loved by others.

But what was frightening was that this man knew himself better than anyone else.

Since nothing can touch his heart, why should he be afraid...