Rebirth Against Heaven [Cultivation]
Chapter 87 Approaching the truth
It wasn't until Qin Zhan's figure completely disappeared outside the door that Fu Jun's tense body gradually relaxed.
He stretched out his hand to close the door again, exerting a bit of force on purpose, and suddenly let out a heavy and muffled "boom", as if intending to use this as a wake-up call to sweep away the fog in his chest and completely eliminate the existence of Qin Zhan just now past traces.
Fu Jun stood leaning against the wall, with his back against the cold wall, as if doing so would keep his mind clear, but he still couldn't help but fall into deep thoughts.
Even though he has been a human being for two lifetimes, this is the first time that Fu Jun has been confessed by someone like this, and the other party is a man of the same gender as him.
...But he was also the only brother he once regarded as, who shared misfortune and good fortune, and who would never bear life and death.
However, after experiencing the betrayal and breaking up in the previous life, he made a promise to be brothers again in this life. Up to this day, Fu Jun no longer knows what kind of relationship between him and Qin Zhan should be counted.
It is impossible to have the pure brotherhood as in the previous life, because as long as it involves the past life, he always has a lot of concealment from Qin Zhan, and he cannot be honest with each other, and even deceives Qin Zhan with lies when he has to.
Fu Jun was not good at lying and was unwilling to lie, but Qin Zhan made an exception time and again.
But Fu Jun is also very clear that as long as Qin Zhan in this life remains so gentle and harmless, and does not kill innocent people indiscriminately, then he will never be able to take the initiative to turn against Qin Zhan.
In this way, enemies are not like enemies, and brothers are not like brothers, but Qin Zhan's every move always affects his heart. Fu Jun sometimes asks himself in his heart, why is it that only when it comes to Qin Zhan's affairs, does he It seemed as if he had completely lost his usual decisiveness, became sloppy, thoughtful, and even became a stranger to himself.
Leaving aside his own abnormal behavior, for Qin Zhan's sudden confession, after the initial shock had passed, at this moment Fu Jun was left with nothing but confusion.
There is no anger, no joy, no love or hate, just a kind of unexpectedness that I don't know how to describe.
But Fu Jun didn't understand why he didn't refuse outright, but used such a tactful sentence to imply that Qin Zhan couldn't get what he wanted.
... Could it be that he just couldn't bear to embarrass Qin Zhan too much?
Fu Jun closed his eyes, clearly feeling the icy chill coming from behind, and slowly opened his eyes again.
...In any case, this is the only explanation at the moment.
In the early morning of the next day, after Fu Jun got up and finished dressing up, he didn't see Qin Zhan in the corridor outside the house for the first time, but he was not surprised at all - because he deliberately woke up half an hour earlier than usual, it would be strange if he saw Qin Zhan.
And Fu Jun didn't knock on the door of the next room, that is, Qin Zhan's bedroom, but walked straight out of Jiaziju, even with a slightly hasty pace.
Normally, he and Qin Zhan used to go to the sword sharpening platform for morning exercises together, but today Fu Jun deliberately avoided all the roads to the sword sharpening platform, and chose Lingjue Peak in the east where there were the fewest people.
Ling Juefeng is far away from the disciples' houses in the front mountain, and the mountain is very steep and precipitous, it is very difficult to go up and down, and there is no one in sight for ten and a half months on weekdays.
But for Fu Jun at this time, it was the best place to practice.
Danxiao Mountain covers a large area and has thousands of disciples, so if you really want to avoid someone, it's not difficult at all.
Fu Jun knew that since he couldn't refuse Qin Zhan face to face, it was the same to express his heart with actions.
Furthermore, although he was a bit reluctant to admit it, he really couldn't pretend that nothing happened. In a short period of time, he might not be able to face Qin Zhan with a normal attitude.
Fu Jun sat facing the wind on the top of Lingjue Peak, closed his eyes and concentrated, quietly absorbing the aura of heaven and earth around him.
Perhaps it was due to the fact that there were too many debts to worry about, and no matter how many accidents happened, it was impossible to be as shocked as yesterday. At this time, Fu Jun's state of mind was unexpectedly peaceful, his heart was clear, and his cultivation was much faster than usual.
Two hours later, Fu Jun opened his eyes, stood up, and slowly exhaled the turbid air that was stuffed in his chest. He felt that he had never been so refreshed and clear-headed.
After knowing Qin Zhan's true intentions, many things that had been puzzling before seemed to suddenly become clear.
Qin Zhan's attitude towards Yanxue as if he was facing an enemy, the vague depression after misunderstanding that he likes Yanxue, and the vague sentence "because she is a woman, does she only need one side"...but it turned out to be because of this.
...But, compared to the previous life, my attitude towards Qin Zhan in this life is not very good.
Fu Jun Linfeng stood silently for a moment, and then transformed into a green mist sword in his palm, and began to practice a set of formless and shadowless sword techniques that he had recently learned.
This sword practice went straight into the middle of the night, and Fu Jun then slowly returned to Jiaziju.
Before entering the bedroom, Fu Jun couldn't help but glance at the still closed door next door, but he didn't know whether Qin Zhan had rested or hadn't returned yet.
But his footsteps never stopped, he stepped into the house and immediately closed the door.
On the second day, Fu Jun got up early to leave Jiaziju, and went to Zhengyi Palace at the end of the afternoon——Qin Zhan was instructing Lu Wenhua at the Sword Sharpening Platform at Weishi, so he would not bump into him in Zhengyi Palace—— And once again asked Lu Huaifeng for the task of going out and down the mountain, no matter how difficult it is, as long as he can leave the Danxiao faction.
After that, Fu Jun went down the mountain several times, and Fu Jun went to Fanghua Valley several times. Although Mei Zhen met him every time, her attitude became more and more indifferent, and she told him for the last time that she was about to go out for a wandering, and the return date was uncertain. It was February and March, or it might be three or five years.
Fu Jun is not a fool, he immediately understood that Mei Zhen might be completely bored with him, but he just didn't want to say it outright.
Although he has regrets, Fu Jun also feels that some things cannot be forced, and it is best to do his best.
In any case, he owed his life to Mei Zhen for being able to live again. Even if he can no longer be a close friend in this life, he must try his best to repay her.
But Mei Zhen's cultivation is advanced and she rarely asks for anything, Fu Jun can't think of anything to repay Mei Zhen for a while.
He could only secretly decide: Mei Zhen must not be harmed by the matter of the Demon Lord Yang Yu.
After the matter of Mei Zhen came to an end, Fu Jun re-acquainted with another good friend from his previous life—Xin Jiu, the direct disciple of the lord of Taihua Palace, through a mission to eliminate demons.
And Xin Jiu was as enthusiastic as in his previous life, and Fu Jun felt a little relieved when he hit it off right away.
After having Xin Jiu as a friend, Fu Jun met his last close friend Du Yichen not long after. Fu Jun himself was not injured in this life, but Xin Jiu, who was traveling with him, was unfortunately injured in the battle. There is already Du Yichen who is famous outside.And Du Yichen was as kind-hearted as in his previous life, and took the initiative to heal Xin Jiu's wounds.
After suffering a loss in making friends with Mei Zhen, Fu Jun was quite careful with Du Yichen, and tried to keep his actions consistent with his previous life, and he was no longer overly enthusiastic, and the effect was obviously good——Du Yichen said when they left that they would welcome him anytime in the future They come to visit.
Except for the variable Qin Zhan, it seemed that everything was on the same track as in the previous life.
Even in the past few dozen days, there has been no news of other demon cultivators making trouble, and everything is safe.
During this period of time, Qin Zhan unexpectedly did not take the initiative to come to him once.It seemed that Qin Zhan had already understood his intention of refusal, and although he might not be able to fulfill his wish, he let his decision go.
Fu Jun faintly felt that something was wrong with Qin Zhan's unusually calm attitude, but he couldn't say what was wrong specifically for a while.
On the tenth night of October, Fu Jun came back from the mountain again, first went to Zhengyi Palace to report the results of this mission, and then returned to Jiazijuli.
However, this time, Fu Jun stopped when passing by Qin Zhan's room, and suddenly took a step back and leaned against the wall, thinking silently.
He stood there motionless, as if a solitary peak stood tall and the river was congealed.
At Maoshi the next day, there was only a "squeak", the door opened, and a figure in a purple shirt and long robe slowly walked out, it was Qin Zhan who hadn't seen him for more than a month.
Qin Zhan's face is still as elegant and elegant as a crown jade, but there is a faint haggard look between his brows and eyes, and his figure is also slightly thinner than before.
Seeing Qin Zhan like this, Fu Jun didn't know how he felt for a while, and he didn't come forward to greet him.
At this time, Qin Zhan seemed to have finally noticed his existence. His eyes turned back and forth on him, and a hint of surprise gradually appeared in his eyes, but he fell silent after a moment, and returned to calm, as if he realized that he would not appear in this place for no reason. this.
Qin Zhan asked softly as if cautiously: "What's the matter?"
Fu Jun was looking straight at him, but it took a moment before he opened his mouth and said, "Qin Zhan, I have been thinking for a long time how to slowly alienate a person without a trace, but never let the other person notice such intentions, especially when this person is originally It's really not easy for your inseparable good brother."
He stretched out his hand to close the door again, exerting a bit of force on purpose, and suddenly let out a heavy and muffled "boom", as if intending to use this as a wake-up call to sweep away the fog in his chest and completely eliminate the existence of Qin Zhan just now past traces.
Fu Jun stood leaning against the wall, with his back against the cold wall, as if doing so would keep his mind clear, but he still couldn't help but fall into deep thoughts.
Even though he has been a human being for two lifetimes, this is the first time that Fu Jun has been confessed by someone like this, and the other party is a man of the same gender as him.
...But he was also the only brother he once regarded as, who shared misfortune and good fortune, and who would never bear life and death.
However, after experiencing the betrayal and breaking up in the previous life, he made a promise to be brothers again in this life. Up to this day, Fu Jun no longer knows what kind of relationship between him and Qin Zhan should be counted.
It is impossible to have the pure brotherhood as in the previous life, because as long as it involves the past life, he always has a lot of concealment from Qin Zhan, and he cannot be honest with each other, and even deceives Qin Zhan with lies when he has to.
Fu Jun was not good at lying and was unwilling to lie, but Qin Zhan made an exception time and again.
But Fu Jun is also very clear that as long as Qin Zhan in this life remains so gentle and harmless, and does not kill innocent people indiscriminately, then he will never be able to take the initiative to turn against Qin Zhan.
In this way, enemies are not like enemies, and brothers are not like brothers, but Qin Zhan's every move always affects his heart. Fu Jun sometimes asks himself in his heart, why is it that only when it comes to Qin Zhan's affairs, does he It seemed as if he had completely lost his usual decisiveness, became sloppy, thoughtful, and even became a stranger to himself.
Leaving aside his own abnormal behavior, for Qin Zhan's sudden confession, after the initial shock had passed, at this moment Fu Jun was left with nothing but confusion.
There is no anger, no joy, no love or hate, just a kind of unexpectedness that I don't know how to describe.
But Fu Jun didn't understand why he didn't refuse outright, but used such a tactful sentence to imply that Qin Zhan couldn't get what he wanted.
... Could it be that he just couldn't bear to embarrass Qin Zhan too much?
Fu Jun closed his eyes, clearly feeling the icy chill coming from behind, and slowly opened his eyes again.
...In any case, this is the only explanation at the moment.
In the early morning of the next day, after Fu Jun got up and finished dressing up, he didn't see Qin Zhan in the corridor outside the house for the first time, but he was not surprised at all - because he deliberately woke up half an hour earlier than usual, it would be strange if he saw Qin Zhan.
And Fu Jun didn't knock on the door of the next room, that is, Qin Zhan's bedroom, but walked straight out of Jiaziju, even with a slightly hasty pace.
Normally, he and Qin Zhan used to go to the sword sharpening platform for morning exercises together, but today Fu Jun deliberately avoided all the roads to the sword sharpening platform, and chose Lingjue Peak in the east where there were the fewest people.
Ling Juefeng is far away from the disciples' houses in the front mountain, and the mountain is very steep and precipitous, it is very difficult to go up and down, and there is no one in sight for ten and a half months on weekdays.
But for Fu Jun at this time, it was the best place to practice.
Danxiao Mountain covers a large area and has thousands of disciples, so if you really want to avoid someone, it's not difficult at all.
Fu Jun knew that since he couldn't refuse Qin Zhan face to face, it was the same to express his heart with actions.
Furthermore, although he was a bit reluctant to admit it, he really couldn't pretend that nothing happened. In a short period of time, he might not be able to face Qin Zhan with a normal attitude.
Fu Jun sat facing the wind on the top of Lingjue Peak, closed his eyes and concentrated, quietly absorbing the aura of heaven and earth around him.
Perhaps it was due to the fact that there were too many debts to worry about, and no matter how many accidents happened, it was impossible to be as shocked as yesterday. At this time, Fu Jun's state of mind was unexpectedly peaceful, his heart was clear, and his cultivation was much faster than usual.
Two hours later, Fu Jun opened his eyes, stood up, and slowly exhaled the turbid air that was stuffed in his chest. He felt that he had never been so refreshed and clear-headed.
After knowing Qin Zhan's true intentions, many things that had been puzzling before seemed to suddenly become clear.
Qin Zhan's attitude towards Yanxue as if he was facing an enemy, the vague depression after misunderstanding that he likes Yanxue, and the vague sentence "because she is a woman, does she only need one side"...but it turned out to be because of this.
...But, compared to the previous life, my attitude towards Qin Zhan in this life is not very good.
Fu Jun Linfeng stood silently for a moment, and then transformed into a green mist sword in his palm, and began to practice a set of formless and shadowless sword techniques that he had recently learned.
This sword practice went straight into the middle of the night, and Fu Jun then slowly returned to Jiaziju.
Before entering the bedroom, Fu Jun couldn't help but glance at the still closed door next door, but he didn't know whether Qin Zhan had rested or hadn't returned yet.
But his footsteps never stopped, he stepped into the house and immediately closed the door.
On the second day, Fu Jun got up early to leave Jiaziju, and went to Zhengyi Palace at the end of the afternoon——Qin Zhan was instructing Lu Wenhua at the Sword Sharpening Platform at Weishi, so he would not bump into him in Zhengyi Palace—— And once again asked Lu Huaifeng for the task of going out and down the mountain, no matter how difficult it is, as long as he can leave the Danxiao faction.
After that, Fu Jun went down the mountain several times, and Fu Jun went to Fanghua Valley several times. Although Mei Zhen met him every time, her attitude became more and more indifferent, and she told him for the last time that she was about to go out for a wandering, and the return date was uncertain. It was February and March, or it might be three or five years.
Fu Jun is not a fool, he immediately understood that Mei Zhen might be completely bored with him, but he just didn't want to say it outright.
Although he has regrets, Fu Jun also feels that some things cannot be forced, and it is best to do his best.
In any case, he owed his life to Mei Zhen for being able to live again. Even if he can no longer be a close friend in this life, he must try his best to repay her.
But Mei Zhen's cultivation is advanced and she rarely asks for anything, Fu Jun can't think of anything to repay Mei Zhen for a while.
He could only secretly decide: Mei Zhen must not be harmed by the matter of the Demon Lord Yang Yu.
After the matter of Mei Zhen came to an end, Fu Jun re-acquainted with another good friend from his previous life—Xin Jiu, the direct disciple of the lord of Taihua Palace, through a mission to eliminate demons.
And Xin Jiu was as enthusiastic as in his previous life, and Fu Jun felt a little relieved when he hit it off right away.
After having Xin Jiu as a friend, Fu Jun met his last close friend Du Yichen not long after. Fu Jun himself was not injured in this life, but Xin Jiu, who was traveling with him, was unfortunately injured in the battle. There is already Du Yichen who is famous outside.And Du Yichen was as kind-hearted as in his previous life, and took the initiative to heal Xin Jiu's wounds.
After suffering a loss in making friends with Mei Zhen, Fu Jun was quite careful with Du Yichen, and tried to keep his actions consistent with his previous life, and he was no longer overly enthusiastic, and the effect was obviously good——Du Yichen said when they left that they would welcome him anytime in the future They come to visit.
Except for the variable Qin Zhan, it seemed that everything was on the same track as in the previous life.
Even in the past few dozen days, there has been no news of other demon cultivators making trouble, and everything is safe.
During this period of time, Qin Zhan unexpectedly did not take the initiative to come to him once.It seemed that Qin Zhan had already understood his intention of refusal, and although he might not be able to fulfill his wish, he let his decision go.
Fu Jun faintly felt that something was wrong with Qin Zhan's unusually calm attitude, but he couldn't say what was wrong specifically for a while.
On the tenth night of October, Fu Jun came back from the mountain again, first went to Zhengyi Palace to report the results of this mission, and then returned to Jiazijuli.
However, this time, Fu Jun stopped when passing by Qin Zhan's room, and suddenly took a step back and leaned against the wall, thinking silently.
He stood there motionless, as if a solitary peak stood tall and the river was congealed.
At Maoshi the next day, there was only a "squeak", the door opened, and a figure in a purple shirt and long robe slowly walked out, it was Qin Zhan who hadn't seen him for more than a month.
Qin Zhan's face is still as elegant and elegant as a crown jade, but there is a faint haggard look between his brows and eyes, and his figure is also slightly thinner than before.
Seeing Qin Zhan like this, Fu Jun didn't know how he felt for a while, and he didn't come forward to greet him.
At this time, Qin Zhan seemed to have finally noticed his existence. His eyes turned back and forth on him, and a hint of surprise gradually appeared in his eyes, but he fell silent after a moment, and returned to calm, as if he realized that he would not appear in this place for no reason. this.
Qin Zhan asked softly as if cautiously: "What's the matter?"
Fu Jun was looking straight at him, but it took a moment before he opened his mouth and said, "Qin Zhan, I have been thinking for a long time how to slowly alienate a person without a trace, but never let the other person notice such intentions, especially when this person is originally It's really not easy for your inseparable good brother."
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