If the fleeting year has not come

Where did this inexplicable learning ability come from? In an instant, I felt that the whole person was not very well. A strange electric current rose from the lower abdomen. The body that had never been developed seemed to have some kind of inspiration. heat up.

Looking at Suzi's somewhat blurred eyes, her intoxicating expression seemed to be telling something, and her moist eyes were as charming as stars shining, I guess she and I felt the same at this time.

The bursts of numbness and throbbing from the bottom of my heart seemed to fall into a dreamlike realm in an instant, and the slight panting sound in my ears brought a strange sense of weightlessness, and my hand rubbed Suzi's slightly sweaty skin , the whole person is like a cherry-colored flower floating in the sky with the wind, and the soul dances with the petals.

Just as I was about to reach out and walk downstream, a strange sound came, and if I didn't listen carefully, I would think it was an auditory hallucination.

"Are you farting?" For some reason, I suddenly said such an unpleasant remark.

I obviously felt that the aura under my body cooled instantly, and regretted that I could not find any medicine to take. I can only be embarrassed by my gaffe, please call me the atmosphere terminator.I thought Su Zi would push me away, but I never expected that she would turn around and cover me, and gag me directly.

The slight sound lasted for about half a minute, and the rustling sound came from the living room, and then the light in the living room was turned on, and someone came back.The agreed adults are all cool and won’t go home. I couldn’t figure out the situation for a while, I could only stare at Suzi in a daze, completely ignoring the feeling of kissing, only flustered and a little incomprehensible. Emotions.

In case of being discovered, how should I explain it, or simply admit this fact that is not accepted by ordinary people, and a fierce tug of war started in my heart.A realistic idea popped up without warning, and even though it was accepted by Suzi's family, I didn't have the capital to make any promises.I, who can't even control my own future, really have the position to say something in front of Suzi's parents.

If it is said that she simply slept at her classmate's house, it would be a great harm to Suzi. Although she did not acknowledge my existence in words, she showed her position in her actions and revealed her care for me everywhere.

What should I do? I stared nervously at the ajar door, not daring to breathe.

"What are you thinking?" Suzi asked softly, probably sensing my distraction.

"Someone is back." I also answered in a whisper, turning my head to try to avoid the warm breath in my ear.

"I know." Su Zi's voice was calm, as if he didn't take his family's return seriously.

I was about to say something more, but in the next second, I received a strong stimulation from my ears. Suzi sucked my sensitive earlobes in my mouth, and goosebumps instantly spread all over my body. The neck and ears were the most unbearable areas for me.

"Um...don't be like this..." I tried to keep my voice down as much as possible, pushing my head away from my ear.

Being discovered is no joke.In the past, it was just wishful thinking that it would be good to be together, but now when it is possible to face Suzi's family, I realize that I have no ability to do anything, even self-reliance.

I’m not evading responsibility by saying this, but I just feel that perhaps we should formally tell Su Zi’s parents about us at some more mature time, instead of scaring each other unprepared like now.

Of course, no matter what the future holds, it is impossible for me to give up on this person I have loved for almost my whole life.It’s just about the future. I seem to have a deeper understanding. In addition to flowers, love should also have bread, and it’s best to add a little butter and cheese.

"Why, don't you like it?" Su Zi's attitude became cold, as if he was very dissatisfied with my rejection.

This rhythm is a bit strange, even if I am dull, I can feel it.When someone came back from the family, it wasn't panic, fear, or confrontation. Instead, he continued unfinished business as if nothing had happened, and became enthusiastic and active for no reason, as if he was suddenly changed by some kind of stimulation. It must not be my illusion.

"What's wrong with you." I carefully observed Su Zi's expression, trying to see the clue from her eyes.

"It's nothing." Su Zi rolled over and got out of bed, took out her pajamas from the closet in the dark and put them on, "I'd rather watch videos when I sleep."

It's an insult to my IQ. How can such an abnormal behavior be nothing.I followed suit and sat up from the bed, no longer in the impulsive mood before, just wanting to know what happened to cause Suzi's transformation.

The light in the living room was turned off again, and the sound of water came from the bathroom. The people outside didn't seem to notice that there was anyone in Suzi's room, and ran to take a shower on their own.

"Is that your dad?" I asked tentatively.

"Probably, how do I know." Su Zi said casually, and the cold tone made me feel terribly strange.

The problem may lie here, the relationship between Su Zi and Su's father is not good.Is it because the relationship between father and daughter is not getting along well, so all the housework is handed over to Su Zi? Isn't this the modern version of Cinderella? It's too bloody, isn't it?The conclusion was overturned by itself, and I continued to diverge my thinking.

"Should I go out and make a..."

"No!" Su Zi interrupted before he finished speaking.

"Why..." I felt a little aggrieved. Although I struggled so much before whether to see my parents or not, it is only natural for a classmate to say hello to my parents. It is a bit deliberate to hurt someone to refuse so cleanly.

"Help me dry my hair." Suzi also found out that she was out of control, and took out the hair dryer from the drawer and handed it to me, "Blow dry and sleep, I'm sleepy."

Although I don't know why, since she didn't want to talk about it, I gave up and continued to ask. Sooner or later, I will get the real answer.I took the hair dryer and plugged it in, and was about to turn it on, when I heard a strange, faint sound, which seemed to be coming from the bathroom.

How should I describe this sound? The thin female voice is mixed with the sound of running water. Because it is not real, it has a feeling of daydream. It seems to be doing some kind of high-intensity exercise that is not suitable for children.

"In the bathroom..." Even if I didn't want to be troublesome, I still couldn't help asking.

"If I ask you to blow my hair, you can do it. Why do you care about others?" Su Zi put on an indifferent attitude, as calm as he was accustomed to the current situation.

I turned on the hair dryer, and the whirring wind cut off all the outside noises. I carelessly stroked Suzi's shoulder-length hair, but my mind drifted out involuntarily.

There were two people in the bathroom, a man and a woman, and one of them was Suzi's father, which was a certain conclusion.However, for the description of another person, Su Zi used someone else, indicating that the woman was not her mother.Coupled with Su Zi's sharp attitude and abnormal performance, the correct solution is ready to come out.

"Why didn't you tell me about such an important matter as parents' divorce!" I complained in a low voice.I have shared almost all of my life with her, but she hides such a big thing from me. I hope that when she is vulnerable, I will be by my side.

"They didn't get divorced." Su Zi remained calm as before, but her slightly trembling shoulders revealed the agitation in her heart, "It's okay to change to the right side, because the left side will blow you away."

Swapping the blower to the right, I feel like I've been struck by lightning.The current situation in the bathroom, in layman's terms, is that the father brought the woman who had an extramarital affair home, and did things in front of his daughter.No wonder Su's father was indifferent to the situation in the room, because all his attention was on the woman he brought back, and he went directly into the bathroom to start it as soon as he got home, which could only be done in a hurry.

He is a scumbag, and he is the kind who has no sense of responsibility. The final ending in the novel will definitely end his life and destroy humanity.

"The person in the bathroom..." In the middle of speaking, seeing Suzi's drastically changed expression, I knew I was right.Looking at the person pretending to be strong in front of me, I felt a little distressed, but I didn't know what to say to comfort her.At this time, no matter how much other people talk, it feels more like standing and talking without back pain.

"My mother knew about this. She thought I didn't know, so she endured it all the time." With a blunt smile, Su Zi's expression looked uglier than crying in my eyes, "But I didn't have the courage to tell her that I had Got it, I'm afraid that they will get divorced and the family will fall apart, so I endured it."

"Yeah." I nodded.I can't do it in the way of persuading differences rather than persuading peace that is popular on the Internet, and I don't agree with the traditional thinking that it is better to tear down a bridge than a marriage, so I can only wait helplessly for the next article.I think what she needs is to talk. As for the final decision, she actually has a conclusion in her heart, but she has not implemented it. Other people's words have no effect, but will make people feel cool.

"The result is as it is now. Once people's hearts change, they are really worse than pigs and dogs." Su Zi's smile is still stiff, which is in stark contrast to the words of gnashing teeth, "Sometimes I really want to die together. Forget it, but I don’t dare, I don’t even dare to see my parents get divorced, how dare I die. In fact, the best result is to reveal the whole thing once and for all, which is good for both parties, and there is no need to torture each other, nor Pretending not to see my mother secretly wiping tears, what do you think?"

"I don't know." I answered honestly.Divorce may not be a bad thing, especially when you meet a scumbag, but we don't know what Su's mother thinks, maybe she is waiting for the man she has been with for more than ten years to come back, or she just simply feels old Have someone for company.

"Yeah, I don't know either." The eyelashes trembled slightly, as if trying to wring out the tears that were about to fall, Su Zi turned to a page in the album and pointed it out to me, "This is my mother, it's better than the thing outside." Much prettier, is that man blind or seeing people with a dick."

No matter how time changes, my past, present, and future are the same. My heart is always with you. I don’t intend to take it back. I said to myself in my heart, silently making a promise that I have no capital to say.