If the fleeting year has not come

The last half of the year has been uneventful. Every day, I am tossed by mathematics composed of symbols that surpass human cognition and English that emphasizes grammar that is not necessarily understandable. I feel that I am cute if I don’t eat hamsters.

The time that seems to be buried by endless test papers and simulations flies by like a white horse. Although I have returned to my hometown to study, I still don’t have as much contact with my friends as before. Everyone is preparing to part ways and busy with their own affairs. Occasionally, the most talked about in school is the entrance exam and exams, and the relationship between Han Xin and Hao Meng, who have been in the same school for several years, is not as sticky as before.

It is no exaggeration to say that the third year of high school was the pinnacle of all aspects of my life. After the college entrance examination, I intuitively thought that Wu Yingxiong and Wu Yingjie should be brothers and sisters.

During the study break a few days before the college entrance examination, Ye Xiao and Auntie Ye were more anxious than me. Either they forgot to put salt in the cooking, or they suddenly forgot the second half of the sentence in the middle of a sentence. People who don’t know will definitely mistake it for Ye Xiao About to take the big exam.

In the midst of chaos, I finally passed the two-day exam safely. When I saw the standard answer, I pretended to be aggressive in a muffled voice, and directly threw the answer booklet into the trash can, waving my hand and not taking it away. a cloud.

Probably because of the spirit of the test, or the blessing of grandma, the basic sub-questions of the exam are almost all the content that I can answer correctly even with guesswork. I read the content a few more times by accident, and the reading did not break through ten thousand volumes, but the writing was quite spirited, and the world was so beautiful.

So under Aunt Ye's shocked gaze, I calmly walked back to my room.

"How was the exam?" Aunt Ye was a little cautious when she asked, probably because she was afraid of irritating me. After all, before and after the exam, there will always be reports that people commit suicide because they can't bear the pressure.Of course, there are also a lot of news about helping the old lady cross the road. Every year around June, there will be a bunch of heroic deeds, as if they have made an appointment, and the final result is nothing more than a recommended admission or an exceptional admission.Every time I see this kind of news, I especially want to say that today's good people can become Lei Feng without writing a diary, as long as there is public opinion.

"Guess." Withdrawing Piaoyuan's thoughts, I blinked at Aunt Ye.

"You won't know the final result until the results come out. Don't put pressure on yourself." Aunt Ye seemed to be in the chicken soup mode for the soul, and she sat next to me and began to enlighten me.

"The result must be the score I estimated, not far from ten." I answered confidently.

"Well, anyway, you have passed the provincial unified examination, and it is not bad to study in a local university." Aunt Ye patted me on the shoulder.

Looking at Aunt Ye's serious face, I wondered if she had misunderstood something.

"I said, I have obtained all my qualification certificates, and I have not been sick or in pain recently. Are you looking for an excuse to lock me up at home and not let me go out of town?" The second time I agreed with Su Zi to be in the same school, and then I used reasons to prevaricate me from letting me go, and I would turn on the berserk mode.

"Is there something wrong with your body? I have been busy with the exams recently. I was negligent." Aunt Ye said that the wind is like the rain and she wanted to take off my clothes to check.

"Wait!" I stopped her in time and brought the topic back, "The purpose of your coming is to persuade me to go to school near my home so that I can see a doctor?"

"Go for a follow-up visit every six months. It's fine if there's no recurrence. There's no need to go to a doctor." Aunt Ye shook her head.

"So you really agree with me going to the imperial capital, right?" I further confirmed.

"If you don't agree, can you stay there alone for so long?" Aunt Ye asked back, and looked at me with wide eyes as if she suddenly understood something, "So in fact, you did well in the exam, and you are basically sure to be admitted? "

"Hmm." I nodded.Could it be that my emotions are very depressed, and there is nothing to love in life written on my face.

"My God! The spicy chicken scares my father to death, but I am so aggrieved to come here to comfort you! You frankly said it early in the exam, you have a snake spirit!" Aunt Ye raised her voice incoherently, excited His face was flushed, and he jumped up from the stool, "I just said that the people I trained could not pass the exam, and the one who eavesdropped on the outside quickly got out and gave out red envelopes!"

There are people eavesdropping outside, maybe they all think that I did a poor job in the exam. Anyway, I worked hard for a few months, and I didn’t go to bed until the early hours of the morning, dreaming and memorizing history. It must be a scumbag.

"Congratulations." Ye Xiao poked his head out from the door.

"It's all your fault for being mentally retarded, which made me worry!" Aunt Ye gave Ye Xiao a slap in the face without mercy, "This guy just threw out the answer booklet after the college entrance examination, saying that he couldn't even understand the answer booklet , the result is up to me to guess."

Because I had the same reaction as Ye Xiao, Auntie Ye, who had learned from the past, took it for granted that in order to fail the exam, she resolutely stewed a pot of chicken soup for the soul to comfort me. This is probably the whole story.

"I'm different from him." I shook my head calmly, looked at Ye Xiao with a smile, and stretched out my hand, "I heard that there are red envelopes."

Ye Xiao patted his head in embarrassment, and took out a large golden red envelope from his pocket, with the four big characters "Study and Achievement" shining brightly on it, the weight of the red envelope is not light.

"It must be different." Auntie Ye took the red envelope and stuffed it into my hand, and lightly uttered a sentence that made Ye Xiao furious, "After all, it was given as a phone bill, so there are too few defects, which makes people feel uneasy."

After Black June, some families are always happy and some are sad. Han Xin and Hao Meng did not go to the same school as they wished, but they just got into the same city, one east and one west.It is said that Li Zhiyang did well in the exam, and got extra points from some preferential policies, and was successfully admitted to the ideal school. However, because she was explicitly rejected before, and there was no contact in the middle, I can only learn about her general situation from the circle of friends, and the specific exam. I don't know where.

Summer vacation followed, and Su Zi returned home in early July. After dealing with troublesome things like filling out the voluntary teacher appreciation banquet, I decided to take the initiative to ask her to honor the reward and fulfill my long-cherished wish to travel together.

The destination of the trip was decided to be Hong Kong, because Suzi has always longed for the legendary shopping paradise, and the refreshments there are mouth-watering just looking at the pictures.Before going, Su Zi officially invited me to her home for the first time. It is said that her parents were not at home that day, and I could stay there at night.Under the influence of Xiao Huangwen since I was a child, a whimsical idea flashed through my mind like a flash, and I am really guilty of being a few months away.

According to the appointed time, I showed up downstairs at Su Zi’s house. Their house hadn’t moved over the years, and they still lived near the primary school. Although the surrounding street scene had changed a lot, I found her house with ease.

Taking a deep breath, I stood at the door of the unit and called Suzi.With toiletries and pajamas in my backpack, I really just came to sleep.

Suddenly recalling that when I was a child, I secretly sent Su Zi home, and my mood is completely different from now.In the past, I just wanted to play with this big sister ignorantly, and wanted to get shelter and care, but the more I grew up, I found that this simple wish has undergone a qualitative change. Just being a good friend and school girl can no longer satisfy the emptiness in my heart.A deeper relationship than a best friend, whether it is rational or selfish, tells me that I should get such a result.

From the companionship without any sense of existence to the enthusiasm that must be reorganized even if the relationship breaks down, this qualitative change seems to be defenseless, but in fact it has been deeply rooted since childhood.Like a vine, the seeds that were inadvertently sown at the beginning grow luxuriantly and occupy one side, and when they burst out, they are out of control, so they have to go down as they please.Whether it is paranoid or selfish, some people even say that they are crooked and they are crooked, why should they make other people crooked, however, I just like her, other people are not within the scope of my acceptance.

"Here we come." While thinking wildly, Su Zi appeared at the stairs and beckoned me to go in.

Follow Suzi upstairs, the houses here are all old-fashioned buildings, only eight floors and no elevators, they are all old neighbors who have lived for more than ten years, almost all the families with people open their doors along the way, walking on the stairs You can also hear the voices talking inside, the warm and popular feeling is really enviable.It’s not like our house, which has two floors and no more than three permanent residents. After dinner, each room is deserted. It doesn’t look like a house where people live.

"This house is quite old, and the lighting is not very good. Pay attention to your steps." Su Zi walked in front, reminding warmly.

"Okay..." I nodded.

As soon as the words fell, I didn't have time to react at all. I kicked an unknown object, tripped, and fell forward uncontrollably.While complaining in my heart, I fell down on the ground, obviously the story of the heroine of the dog-blood drama has nothing to do with me. Reflexively stretched out my hand to support the ground that was about to touch my face, but found that it was resting on a soft object.

"Be careful." Su Zi made a difficult turn around and held me firmly.What I never expected was that she controlled my body, but she couldn't predict the position of my hand.

Sure enough, it was well developed. This was my first reaction. I unconsciously tightened and kneaded my palm, but I couldn't fully hold it with one hand. The appearance of thinness in clothes and flesh in undress probably meant the person in front of me.

"Hey!" Someone who probably wanted to ignore his chest attack could no longer ignore my presumptuous hand, and raised his voice with a straight face.

"Uh, I accidentally kicked the trash..." Cursed secretly at myself, I withdrew my hand embarrassingly, the excellent feel of infinite nostalgia made me have the urge to do it again, and thanked the ground under my feet from the bottom of my heart The bag was kicked and the garbage was scattered all over the floor.