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Fang Min seemed to have been struck by lightning, his hands trembled involuntarily, so he could only prop himself up on the table, probably trying to stand up, but for some reason he lost his strength, and just as he got off the stool, he knelt heavily on the ground.

The sound of "boom" finally brought me back to my senses.Fang Min was kneeling a bit shorter than me. I looked at him, but I didn't know what to say, so I reached out and picked him up.

My own strength is also limited, a small half of Fang Min's weight is on his arms, and on the contrary, I also fall down.

"I didn't..." Fang Min burst into tears as soon as he uttered it, so that even I was taken aback.

I've never seen him like this.Not knowing whether it was out of self-blame, distress, or other emotions, Fang Min bit his lips, his eyebrows and eyes were wrinkled, and his long eyelashes were wet.

"You didn't? Then tell me, what's going on with these photos."

While I couldn't bear to see him sad, at the same time I was so angry with the backlog of negative emotions that I lost my mind. I maximized the dazzling photos in my phone and threw them in front of him.

"I haven't had a full sleep in those days, and even the nurses asked me why I didn't accompany you to the bed—last time you said why you were so skinny in less than a month. Fang Min, when you are happy outside, what do you think? But can I only eat liquid food every day but can vomit stomach acid at least three times?"

Fang Min suddenly sat on the ground, covered his face with his hands, and buried his head between his legs.I don't know why he whimpered like this, obviously I was the one who was sick, and I was the one who was betrayed, so Fang Min couldn't stop crying.

I thought it would be a relief to say this, but no, I feel that my heart is even more congested.Especially looking at his helpless and desperate look, I even regretted telling the experience of that day in such detail.

What am I doing?Take revenge on him for your pain?The relationship between the two of us is not supposed to fight each other.

In the end, I couldn't bear it, I gently ran down his hair and took him into my arms.

Fang Min took two steps back, as if wondering why I made such a move.

His eyebrows gradually stretched, tears flowed down his cheeks and chin to his collar, but there was a very bitter smile on his mouth.

"Mr. Shi, are you suffering with me?"

Although I was still angry, I subconsciously retorted, it’s not bitter, it’s very sweet, who wouldn’t like you—a warm and lively heart, a unique skin.

The exit became: "Don't dare to suffer."

Fang Min raised his head, his face was full of tears.Forbearance's brows were slightly frowned, and the blush at the end of her eyes was getting deeper and deeper, like a sunset glow.

This person is really disgusting, how can he still look so good when he cries like this.On the contrary, my heart softened even more, and I simply opened my hands and hugged the curled up child in my arms.

The person in his arms was still trembling, not so much but it could reach the palm of his hand every time.

After a long time, Fang Min's voice was not very clear, and I was startled when he opened his mouth.

"You liar," he said.

I'd love to tell him it wasn't me who lied.But at this time, it would be inappropriate to look up some assistant or Zheng Jiu's old accounts, so I can only subconsciously deny it.But Fang Min was sure, and repeated again, you lied.

"It's hard for you to be with me." He clenched the corners of his clothes and wrinkled his clothes. He was a young businessman in a suit and leather shoes, and now his collar was wet and his face was wrinkled.

"Mr. Shi, I have made you so sad, why are you still willing to hug me?"

The young man's hand gradually loosened, but there was still a group of irrecoverable marks left on the corner of his clothes.Fang Min suddenly took a deep breath, opened his mouth but lost his voice, tears also fell down.He bit the back of his hand, as if to swallow the sobs back into his stomach.

Realizing what he was about to say next, there was a sudden buzzing in my ears.The surrounding air seemed to be sucked into outer space in an instant. In short, I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't hear the sound. I could only feel the disordered and rampant heartbeat.

I interrupt him and eat the cake first.

But the outermost layer of the cake is ice cream, which has long since melted into a soft puddle under the high temperature in summer, unable to support the pile of petals.

When roses are in full bloom, they are always picked and given to lovers or framed in paintings. Even if they wither, some people will dry them and make them into introductions.The petals on the ice cream are different. It is stained with a sticky and cloudy liquid, which leaves a sweet and greasy touch no matter how many times it is washed.

It was I who mixed them together, and in the end no one had a good end.

I'm afraid that he won't be able to see the future clearly, and he will be tied to me for many more years because of his responsibility as a lover for seven years or his sympathy for patients.I'm also afraid that he already has another heart, but he is afraid that the so-called morality insists on pulling each other with me here.

But what I'm more afraid of is that we really stop here, and there will be no more each other in our lives from now on.I am more afraid of forgetting than being hurt.We have gone through so many days, how could we just break up?How could I let go of my boy and watch him be with someone else?

I tear myself apart in the tangle.It's already like this, should I let it go?A voice said so.But another voice scratched my eardrum heavily, don't separate, listen to his explanation, you are so in love with each other.

It was Fang Min who made the choice for me.

People are so weird.I usually talk kindly to Fang Min, but he doesn't listen, but he listens to all the angry words, and he still processes them in his mind.

"I really failed." Fang Min said, "I failed to make you fall in love with me seven years ago, and I still make you so sad seven years later."

I shook my head and was just putting a scoop of melted ice cream into my mouth in a daze.Not tasty, bitter.

Fang Min's voice finally calmed down a bit.I heard his breathing was very deep and deep, as if he was trying his best to make a sound.How could he be in such pain, I thought.

"Teacher Shi, you never said you loved me before." Fang Min's words made my nose sore, and seeing his red eyes, I couldn't help but shed tears.

I heard him say, "I really want to hear it."

"I..." The last two words hovered in my mouth for a long time, and finally I only spit out an ice cream-smelling "love", like a sigh.