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I had a very long dream.Fang Min stood under the colorful light.He has the most beautiful arc in the world when he bows his head.

The little leopard seldom bows his head now.

It has been a day since Dr. Liu scolded me.

I found myself lying on a hospital bed with a drop bottle attached to the back of my hand.I don't know what was put in the potion, it was cold and stinging.I asked the doctor if he could give me a warming patch.

While helping me paste it on the infusion tube, he scolded: "I know it hurts now? Young people nowadays, can you treat your body better?"

Dr. Liu is my attending physician and was once my mother's college classmate.

I looked up at the light, and there were bugs circling it.

When I just resigned from Yunzhong, I lived a long period of smoking and drinking, and turned upside down day and night. At that time, my stomach always suffered from minor problems.But I've never felt such pain before, it's the kind of pain like a sharp object churning in my stomach.

Hearing what the doctor said, I felt my stomach start to churn again, and I couldn't help retching.

Probably seeing that I was in such pitiful pain, Dr. Liu finally softened his tone and said that the nurse called the family last night and told me not to worry and lie down.

When I heard the word "family member", how could I lie still, and I struggled to get up and asked who he called.

"Don't worry about it!" Doctor Liu was obviously angry again, and pushed me back to the hospital bed. "Who else can I give it to? I only know Lin Qian."

call my mom...

The expectations in my heart suddenly fell through, and the next second, I began to worry about my mother's reaction after she found out.Probably scolding me for not taking good care of myself, and at the same time cooking noodles for me in distress.

"But...it was transferred to voicemail." The doctor pouted, "Can you get through?"

I couldn't get through either. Fortunately, my dad answered the phone very quickly. According to him, he and my mom went on a trip.

Afraid of disturbing their good mood, I didn't dare to say that I was living in the courtyard, so I hung up after a few pleasantries.I wanted to go home to see them after I was discharged from the hospital, but Dr. Liu refused to let me go, saying that the free gastric acid was low or lacking, and fiberoptic endoscopy was needed.

This term sounded scary at first, and I retreated instinctively, but Dr. Liu's expression was too serious, so I obediently listened to the persuasion.

The examination process was very painful. The stomach pain was unbearable. The fiber tube was sent all the way to the internal organs.I vomited until I had physical tears all over my face, and finally finished this difficult examination.

I thought the pain would end here.

The next day, Dr. Liu came to me and asked when my mother could come to the hospital.

That's not a good start.Thinking of that inspection, I suddenly had a premonition.I can't tell you exactly what it is, but before I was distracted, the doctor said, if Lin Qian can't come for a while, do you have any family members here, can you come?

"Doctor Liu, I'm not a child anymore, if there's anything wrong, can you just tell me?"

Dr. Liu hesitated to speak, and after a while, he said that he would try to tell me the condition in as straightforward a language as possible.

I felt a buzzing in my ears, and in the end I could only see his mouth opening and closing, and his mind went blank.

The focus of my eyes shifted to the window, and I saw a few sparrows jumping on the wires, against the sky, it looked like a stick figure—the kind that high school students often draw in art classes, me and my hometown.

However, Ningcheng is not my hometown. No matter how beautiful the sea here is, without that person, I would never fall in love with this city.

Thinking about it, my thoughts ran away.This is probably the brain's stress response, afraid that I will be too sad when I hear bad news.You see, the first reaction of my brain is more reliable than that little bastard Fang Min.

The doctor said, you don't have to worry too much, the cure rate of early gastric cancer is very high.

No obvious abnormal metastasis was found, and the staging after the test showed that it was early stage.In the current situation, only one endoscopic mucosal dissection is needed. If the effect of ESD treatment is good, the 5-year survival rate is as high as 95%.

I waited for a while before driving those auditory hallucinations out of my ears.I could actually smile and say, okay, thank you doctor.

The operation was very decisive. After fully waking up from anesthesia that day, there was no accompanying bed and no freedom of movement. A bunch of tubes were inserted to decompress and drain.

The incision was not big, but the pain always made me sweat profusely. In order to prevent the disease from being covered up, I did not take painkillers. It is said that the pain was 8-9, and it was nothing more than broken ribs or blown fingers.

I don't know how I got through it, and I hardly closed my eyes for a week after the operation.

I couldn't eat on my own in those days, but I vomited every day, violently, and it took at least three times for my stomach acid to end the day.Later, I could finally eat some liquid food or drink nutrient solution, but when I drank it, I felt bloated and painful, and I couldn't sleep all night.

When I was about to faint, I dazedly took out my phone and dialed Fang Min based on my physical memory.

The phone didn't work.

I have fallen into hell, and there is no one to redeem me.

The author says:

It's 2020, and there are still people writing this kind of meme? Why is it so bloody? Hey! ——Okay, let me scold the author for everyone first, and you continue [.