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"Teacher Shi! I passed the exam!"

Fang Min stood in front of my desk, shouting at me with a smile and anticipation.Although I didn't look up, I knew that the eyes filled with water vapor must be so bright at this time.

But I can't be moved.

So I continued to write comments for the graduating class, and took the blue pen that I didn't usually use.I don't know why, but the fountain pen normally flows smoothly, but now it stutters when I write.

The young student didn't feel bored at all, and kept that posture for so long that I couldn't help but speak, and then moved my foot.

I said, Fang Min, work hard in school A, the teacher wishes you a bright future.

I'm not worried about his future at all.After all, people who work hard, are smart and have clear goals will probably not be buried wherever they go, not to mention that School A is a key university with such high-quality resources.

I'm only worried that his goal has become an obsession, and in the end, the flag has become a tripping rope instead.

Like the thing about him chasing me.

I am ashamed to say that I have been chased by this little devil for a whole year.

——A teacher with a well-dressed shirt suddenly dropped into a small town, probably very attractive to a young man like him.I can't remember when it started, but Fang Min always likes to run to my office and ask me some vocabulary or grammar questions he can do.

At the beginning, I just thought of it as a teenager, not normal, but then it became more and more serious, and he started to cook for me every day.

The third year of high school is very important to a student. I am afraid that the emotional fluctuations in adolescence will affect his study, and the loss of love is a big blow to a child of this age.

I can't think of any way to make him give up.

One day, when the moon was bright and the wind was clear, he coquettishly asked the teacher to take him home, and I agreed.

For some reason, I thought of the overused phrase "The moonlight is beautiful tonight", and I even felt from the bottom of my heart that Fang Min was worthy of this ambiguity and romance.Probably because the wind was too cool or the moonlight was too bright, I should have been shaken out of my mind.

In short, I actually stopped in the alley with only one light, and said to the boy in front: "I will promise you when you are admitted to a key university."

If I were to select the Top 10 most impressive pictures from my teaching experience in Liuzhen Middle School, the street lamps and flying insects would probably be in the top three that day—of course I know that there is nothing unusual about insects that tend to light in summer, but there is a Spinning and jumping people.

Fang Min was stunned for a moment, then hesitated to speak, as if he wanted to confirm what he just said to me.As if he didn't dare to confirm it, he just slightly bent the corners of his mouth, and then the arc became wider and wider, and finally he opened his mouth directly, and danced several times while hugging the lamppost.

He shouted to the long shadow, Teacher Shi, I will definitely pass the exam.

The joy of young people is inexplicable and enthusiastic, wishing to divide a second into ten parts, and regard a moment as a lifetime.It's just that there are too many seconds in life to endure, and it's better to count on the loyalty of those stray cats and dogs in the town than to count on this kind of love.

Fang Min obviously took this sentence to heart.At the beginning, his ranking was not high. If he played well, he could pass the first line, but he was still far behind the key universities.

But he is undoubtedly smart. He is one of the best in the school in both science and mathematics, and he can even fight against the students of Yunshi No. [-] Middle School in a single subject, but English is lagging behind.

What a coincidence, I am an English teacher.

As the class teacher, I have the responsibility of studying and reading in the evening, so Fang Min's "small stove time" is from 10:30 to [-]:[-] every night.I felt that this was not fair to other students, so I told the class that I would give lectures next to the playground every night. If you think there is nothing to ask about other subjects, you can go there to find me.

The junior high school students in the small town still had a lot of questions about English, so Fang Min and I were finally no longer alone in the room, which actually made me breathe a sigh of relief.

Later, Fang Min really got angry, and the partial subjects were not reflected in the third mock test, and his ranking was stable at the second and third in the class.People who used to like to sleep on the table have learned to race against time.I met him in the toilet many times, and he always held a vocabulary book in his hand.

Can't say it's not comforting.

At this time, the good student was still standing in front of a pile of test papers, his fists clenched tightly.

"So, Teacher Shi just wants to wish me a bright future?" Fang Min's whole body was trembling, "Is there anything else you want to say?"

I finally raised my head and saw him biting his lower lip, looking at me stubbornly and expectantly.

"Also...your parents invited me to attend your school entrance banquet next week, but I have other things to do that day, so I'm really sorry."

This answer should be very cruel, because I saw Fang Min's expression of disbelief, and I was about to cry in the next second.

But he still didn't cry, he just asked me with red eyes: "The teacher didn't count what he said before, did he?"

How dare I speak the truth.

I actually blurted out the words that day, so that I was taken aback.

It turned out that my bottom line was so low.But he didn't arrive, he was still studying, he was my student.But I was an adult seven years ago, and I was supposed to be the more rational and cruel side in this relationship.

Besides, Fang Min's future lies in School A, in the vast and complicated world.What's the matter with being confused with a teacher from Liu Town?

Bullshit.

I cleared my throat and asked, "What did you say? I can't remember."

Fang Min's mood change was just a moment.The previous enthusiasm and expectation were quickly withdrawn from his body, and the person standing in front of my desk seemed to be an old man who had suffered a lot, tired and helpless, with a self-deprecating smile hanging from the corner of his mouth.

"Teacher doesn't like me." Fang Min nodded, his empty eyes seemed to tell me, you see, if you spoil other people's sincerity like this, no matter how infinite enthusiasm you have, it will be wiped out, "If you don't like it, you don't like it. "