Yamaishi

It took Lin Quan more than a year, but he still couldn't get used to being a husband.

Even in the unit, everyone is envious of his lovely wife.But that strange number never heard back.

Disappear on the SMS front page as if it never happened.

Li Fangqian quenched his thirst after seeing people, and finally gradually learned to put away his emotions. He could face the fireworks and the stage calmly. Sleepless nights staring at the empty ceiling.

But he would still bother Lin Quan, wanting to know every detail of Shen Zhuoqing from others.Li Fangqian knew where Shen Zhuoqing went and what scenery he saw.

He learned about a fashionable chat tool from a new researcher, and after the registration was completed, he forced Lin Quan to let Shen Zhuoqing register one too.

Both of them are very lazy, and they use the avatars that come with QQ, which are exactly the same, like a couple's avatar.

Li Fangqian used a string of garbled characters as his nickname, and secretly added Shen Zhuoqing.While praying in her heart that Shen Zhuoqing would not find out, she opened Shen Zhuoqing's personal information as if peeping.

——[Optional] Region: City B.

distance.This was something they had always avoided talking about, but it was brought to the table by Shen Zhuoqing.

When you see this column, the message of passing the verification just came.

At that time, the Symbian machine could not support too many functions, and Li Fangqian was used to using a computer to log in to OICQ.The mouse swiped across the screen a few times, but finally failed to click.

It seems that Shen Zhuoqing really let go.So, keychains or bicycles are nothing more than habits.

Li Fangqian quit this unfamiliar interface with a wry smile.

But I still can't help but open it from time to time. The advantage of technology is that you can get the information you want by yourself without bothering anyone.

For example, he knew that Shen Zhuoqing went to the city center again this day, having dinner with a group of graduates;

Shen Zhuoqing was cooking at home this day, with exquisite color schemes and exquisite platters;

On this day, Shen Zhuoqing went to City A to collect folk songs, where he completed a story about a craftsman and an actor;

On this day, Shen Zhuoqing's script was favored by a famous director, and he took a group photo with the drama actors...

His world is vast and wonderful, his world is monotonous and tasteless.

Li Fangqian self-tortured and refreshed every day, until one day, the little red dot dazzled like a drop of blood.

On this day, Shen Zhuoqing posted a group photo, there were three in total, but the two-person photo with a girl in a red skirt was particularly conspicuous.The two laughed happily. The girl was bright and generous, and she had appeared in a certain hit drama.

Li Fangqian didn't think there was anything to guess at first—it wasn't an actress he knew from a certain crew, or a student or teacher from T Academy—and he didn't know where his confidence came from. Li Fangqian never thought he could really start over.

They're going to pull each other out for life, at least that's what he thought until he saw the next comment.

[Flying De Traces: Ahhhhhhhhhhh Teacher Shen and Meimei Lin are so talented and beautiful! ]

[Mum: /emoticon]

Talented and beautiful.The word immediately jumped into Li Fangqian's mind.

Throughout the ages, this word has always been used when describing a good match, a perfect match, a man with a talent and a woman's appearance, a man with a concubine's love, a harp and a harmony.

No one has ever used similar words to describe them, or even few people know about this relationship.

It started quietly and ended without a problem.

Li Fangqian even began to envy Lin Quan and Liu Dong back then.At least, the entire University of B has waved the flag for them.

But now, the praise he had been waiting for for a long time was arranged on Shen Zhuoqing and a girl.

When I refreshed again, these two comments were gone, but Li Fangqian still didn't give up. Baba clicked on the girl's homepage, flipping through the photo album frame by frame.

It seems that the girl graduated this year, she should have acted in many movies and interacted with Shen Zhuoqing a lot.

From the hidden clues, Li Fang pieced together an image of a bright, cheerful, glamorous and kind-hearted student.I searched through the homepages of girls who follow their friends, and all of them are people who live recklessly, which is very suitable for Shen Zhuoqing.

So be it.

He told himself that people have to look forward.

Li Fangqian learned to quit his mobile phone, learned not to pay attention to status updates on OICQ, and learned to reconcile with himself.

It's just that when I'm in the library, I always go to the literature section and borrow one or two books that Shen Zhuoqing might like to read.

In the special section of N University Publishing House, he found the novel co-written by Shen Zhuoqing and Zheng Qinyi.However, I went to other bookstores and couldn't find this book.

One day, he read about Li Bihua.In the book, resentful couples with different identities and statuses confess to each other before the flood, everything is aimless, birds are living, don't live this life, and step into the barrenness.

He closed the book, as if seeing two people kissing in the raging torrent in S county—kissing him, that was the bravest decision Li Fangqian had ever made in his life.

As long as one person lets go, the other person will not be able to catch up even if they want to.Li Fangqian always thought that Shen Zhuoqing was following him from N University to California, and from California to B University.The moment he decided to give up, he understood what Sun Qianming meant by "the soul is outside the heart".

Shen Zhuoqing has always been independent.So much so that every decision was made by him pushing Li Fang to sneak away.

Probably because of this, I was able to let go so quickly, leaving only one person trapped in the memory.Li Fangqian thought.

In the second year after Lin Quan's marriage, Ruan Linlin, who had been disconnected for a long time, finally found Li Fangqian again.

"It's all mom's fault, okay? Mom can go and apologize." Ruan Linlin cried hard, "Your dad hasn't seen you for a long time, and he's getting sick. Mom won't interfere with anything anymore. Go back and take a look, okay?" ?”

Be it joy or anger, none of them appeared.After Li Fangqian listened, he just nodded slightly, like a dead tree without joy or sorrow.

The love is still there, but the lovely one is gone.Too late.

Later, a small earthquake occurred near N City, and Li Fangqian applied for a disaster relief survey without saying a word.

There is no signal, no entertainment, only tense rescue and drilling against the clock, so naturally there is no need to worry about whether the person who shouldn't be thinking about will come to his mind, and it is perfect for giving up.

When he got into the rescue team car, he confirmed the information on his phone for the last time - Shen Zhuoqing's update was still last month, and he joined the team to visit the girl.

Habitually, Li Fangqian put the phone back in the left pocket closest to the heart.

In fact, Shen Zhuoqing didn't update for a month because he was busy with Wang Xia's funeral.

This woman, who had suffered all her life, lost her vitality after her husband left, and became so thin that she was out of shape within a few months.Shen Zhuoqing spent a lot of energy on cooking, plattering and making her happy.

However, on the day of Shen Cong's death, Wang Xia still cut her wrist with a knife.

"Thank you." Shen Zhuoqing helped Wang Xia close her eyes tremblingly.

Getting used to funerals, this is the cruelest skill Shen Zhuoqing has learned in the past three years.Another skill, presumably, is to grieve quietly.

For example, when you see the footage of Lin Quan secretly taking pictures, when you watch the fireworks counting down to the Spring Festival Gala, when you hear Li Fangqian’s voice during Lin Quan’s mobile phone call, or when you see a friend who uses a string of garbled characters as a nickname.

Even when sending off graduates, you can find similarities with Li Fangqian from a group of young faces.

But after all, everything is not him.

On the day of Lin Quan's wedding, Shen Zhuoqing didn't plan to go.At least he thought so before seeing Li Fangqian.

Yes, he saw Li Fangqian.But so what?At that time, Wang Xia was still in a deep shadow, and he absolutely did not dare to step on the thunder again.

But he still didn't hold back, turned his back to the tree, took out the thing closest to Li Fangqian on his body, and stared at it for a long, long time.He even heard Li Fangqian's choked sobs, that suppressed, low-frequency cry, like a knife and like sugar.

He didn't dare to stay longer, he only left his back in the shade of the tree, but stopped at the hotel entrance.

His ex-boyfriend dresses handsomely and charmingly, and will attract a lot of attention when he appears in public.

Shen Zhuoqing didn't dare to look any further, when Li Fangqian left, he entered the hotel.

At that time, Lin Quan was already drowsy and unsteady on his feet. Seeing Shen Zhuo Qing coming, he thought it was a hallucination, so he smiled foolishly, and said to him, I saw your marriage partner, he just left.

Shen Zhuoqing helped him back to the wedding car, endured the pain in his heart, and sent him a blessing against his will.

As for the photo of the man and woman together, it was actually an oolong.

Lin Wanyi has developed very well in the past few years, with a good image and aura in acting, and was discovered by the director without a few tricks.

She is currently starring in a play directed by Shen Zhuoqing, so the two of them have gradually become acquainted.

At the end of the performance, Lin Wanyi danced and took a photo with Shen Zhuoqing.Because it was the first big play to be performed publicly, Shen Zhuoqing shared it very readily.He knew that the owner of that string of garbled characters must be paying attention to him all the time.

However, after a while, message reminders such as "a talented man and a beautiful woman" appeared.He frantically clicked delete.Although it's been so long since they broke up, he still doesn't want Li Fangqian to misunderstand anything.

It's like faintly carrying some expectation.

After finishing Wang Xia's funeral, Shen Zhuoqing saw the news about emergency rescue and disaster relief near N City, and subconsciously searched for Li Fangqian in the pictures.

Most of the photos are taken from above. Everyone is wearing the same overalls, and everyone is covered in plaster.

But Shen Zhuoqing found Li Fangqian from the yellow and gray clothes at a glance.The man was half hunched over, and was moving a panel out of the way.Under the baffle was a group of wailing elementary school students.

The magnitude of the earthquake was not high, but fortunately there were no casualties, but Li Fangqian and his team stayed there to detect the source of the earthquake.

Shen Zhuoqing clenched the mouse, silently praying in his heart that the team could go home as soon as possible.

Even, he thought, to hug that person who was on the verge of life and death.