Yamaishi

In the next few hours, no one mentioned the parting time.

Just because he was afraid that Shen Zhuoqing would miss the bus and miss tomorrow's morning class, he set an alarm clock at 04:30.The train at [-] o'clock in the evening, counting the one-hour journey to the station, left exactly half an hour in advance for queuing.

After setting the alarm clock, Shen Zhuoqing suddenly remembered the ceiling.Suddenly, I found that I didn't even have a photo of Li Fangqian.

"Mr. Li, don't you think your face is also suitable to appear in my room?" Shen Zhuoqing suddenly changed a serious expression and said seriously.

Li Fangqian was depressed, but was amused by his tone for a while.I was just about to ask him how he dared to post his own photo when he lived with his parents.But when he thought about it, he was about to leave, so what if he just indulged his clumsy and innocent temper?So he happily took him to the nearest photo studio and took a group photo.

The owner of the photo studio only thought it was a classmate who came to take pictures of the souvenir book, and gave many strange templates.Shen Zhuoqing only chose the one that could be released immediately, and took a few random photos under the flash.

Actions and templates are not the point, the point is that they finally had the first photo of the two of them in a hurry.

Holding the crude packaging, Shen Zhuoqing even walked briskly, pulling Li Fangqian to see the stiff expressions of the two people in the photo.

Due to the rush of time, the pictures were released without much modification.The composition and lighting were obviously shoddy, but Shen Zhuoqing decided to make a very delicate photo frame and place it inside the bookshelf.

"Mr. Shen, don't you think you need to stop your expression now?" Li Fangqian teased in a calm and clear tone.

The boyfriend is also too easy to be overjoyed. If you don't make a joke, you are sorry for being so cute.

Shen Zhuoqing understood the joke in the tone, and as soon as he walked out of the photo studio, he was ready to scratch Li Fangqian's itch.Li Fangqian was naturally hiding. He didn't see clearly when he went down the steps, and almost stepped on the air.

This scene was very familiar, Shen Zhuoqing immediately realized it, and said a word of caution while supporting her.

"Mr. Right Leg, it seems that your balance—"

"Beep beep-"

Before Shen Zhuoqing could finish his words, the sharp alarm clock rang interrupted his smile.

The faces of the two of them quickly collapsed, and they looked at each other in bewilderment.The alarm clock rang persistently for a while, Li Fangqian realized it first, and reached out to help Shen Zhuoqing turn it off.

"No, no...it's still early, there are fewer people now, so we don't have to queue for so long..." Shen Zhuoqing suddenly grabbed the phone, set the alarm clock back by 10 minutes, and still muttered: " We can stay a little longer...we don't have to leave so early."

It would be a lie to say that he doesn't feel distressed, Li Fangqian saw Shen Zhuoqing adjusting the time in a panic, slowly held his arm, and comforted softly: "Well, there is no rush."

The two were eager to find something to talk about, to fill the stolen 10 minutes, but neither of them spoke first, but one softly comforted, and the other waited distraughtly for another bell.

In fact, after adjusting his mood, Li Fangqian recalled the scene at that time and regretted it.Obviously, I should find a more romantic place and say some love words that I will never forget in this life, instead of standing in the cold wind and waiting for the 10 minutes to pass by.

Even so, 600 seconds is still fleeting.Before Shen Zhuoqing had time to think about what to order, the alarm clock rang again.He quickly cut off the ringtone this time, making a gesture to continue delaying the time.

"Zhuoqing, be careful of missing the train." Li Fangqian pressed the phone and persuaded: "I'll take you to the station, we still have an hour's drive, don't worry."

"If you miss the train, you will miss the train..." Shen Zhuoqing suddenly hugged Li Fangqian, regardless of people coming and going, with a gentle ending in his words, as if trying to hold back tears, "I won't go I don't want to go back..."

"You still have class."

"No more!"

"Clumsy..."

Li Fangqian admitted that at that moment, he really wanted Shen Zhuoqing to miss the car.But no matter how reluctant he was, it was impossible for Li Fangqian to do such a thing.He could only hold up his boyfriend's drooping head, and trace the bridge of the nose, eyes, lips, and chin bit by bit:

"Look, even if there are no photos, even after many years, I can still remember your appearance. So, don't be afraid, Zhuoqing. At the end of the year...we have a project to visit City B at the end of the year, I will I will definitely apply, trust me, okay?"

Shen Zhuoqing was finally able to raise his head, the corners of his eyes were red, after all, he didn't shed a single tear.

How exciting it is to pick someone up, and how sad it is to see them off.It's obviously the same road, but Li Fangqian feels that every plant and tree on the street is very obtrusive.He even began to hate that well-known pastry shop, the sweet-scented osmanthus honey it sold had a distinctly bitter taste.

Shen Zhuoqing wrote in the palm of Li Fangqian's hand all the way, the two of them were like children, laughing for a long time at the Chinese characters that could not even leave traces.The fingertips were itchy when sliding in the palm of the hand, and the heart was also numb.

"What's this word?" Li Fangqian identified it for a long time, and finally confirmed that it was her boyfriend who wrote too scribbled, not her own limited ability to read characters.

Shen Zhuo paused, and wrote solemnly, stroke by stroke, his eyes were fixed on Li Fangqian, his face alternated between light and dark, mixed with reluctance and deep love.

"Pillow?" After Li Fang subconsciously recognized it, he was still puzzled.The "mountain" and "rock" that I wrote before, Li Fangqian has been edified and understood instantly, but suddenly there is a word "pillow", but he can't think of anything except the pink color of the bed and curtain.

Shen Zhuo gave a hum, and also smiled lowly, and said angrily, "Did you forget what our surnames are?"

Shen and Li each take half, you have me, and I have you.

If it wasn't for the driver's reminder to arrive at the station, Li Fangqian felt that they could play this childish game all day long.However, the driver's impatient urging and the carload of people with large and small luggage reminded them that there was not a whole day left.

The bus platform was quite a distance from the station, Shen Zhuoqing only had a backpack, and got off the bus without much effort.Without the protection of the car window, the coolness in the air couldn't help but seep into his nose, and Shen Zhuoqing immediately sneezed.

Li Fangqian hurriedly put on the coat he had brought.This can also be regarded as his selfishness. Before leaving, let him take away some of his own things, it is better than a wild goose leaving no trace.

Shen Zhuoqing smelled the smell of her lover in a daze, and suddenly regretted why she had to write with her fingers just now, it's fine to write on paper, it's more or less a souvenir, right?

But it can't be repeated, everything can't be repeated.

Shen Zhuoqing wrapped up his coat tightly, climbed a long flight of stairs, and finally arrived at the waiting room.

"The number of steps is about to catch up with the new picture, right?" Li Fangqian looked back at the densely packed stairs, still trying to liven up the atmosphere, "Fortunately, you only brought one bag, otherwise it would be really difficult to carry it up."

Shen Zhuoqing just walked forward with her head buried in her head, her footsteps were hasty, without saying a word, Li Fangqian couldn't even keep up.

It wasn't until entering the waiting room that Shen Zhuoqing stopped, lowered his head and took a breath of the coat, as if it was some kind of energy source, struggling to move his lips.

It is difficult to speak at this moment, because the sourness is rising up in my heart.But you can't cry, no one can cry, otherwise you really can't leave.

"Fang Qian...we are here." Shen Zhuo paused before adjusting his breathing, and then said: "I walked very, very fast just now, so there are still 10 minutes... It's only 10 minutes, let's talk..."

It turned out that the reason for rushing on the road just now was to leave a large amount of time to say goodbye.Li Fangqian's eyes turned red in an instant, he raised his hand to touch his nose, and said silently many times in his heart, don't cry, don't cry, otherwise he will be reluctant to leave, and he will be even more sad...

"Remember to teach well when you go back to City B." With great difficulty, Li Fangqian suppressed his crying, but Li Fangqian opened his mouth only for trivial matters, "Don't be angry with your uncles and aunts, call me when you are tired in class."

"Ah."

"Don't try too hard, eat well."

"it is good."

"My current mobile phone has a long standby time. If I suffer from insomnia, I can stay with you any night."

"Um......"

"Wear some warm cotton-padded jackets, don't be reluctant to spend money."

"know."

"Don't open the zipper casually, it's cool."

"Won't....."

Li Fangqian went through all the difficulties that Shen Zhuoqing might encounter in his heart, and instructed them one by one.Until all the corners and corners were pulled out, a cold notification tone finally sounded on the radio.

"Li Fangqian!" Shen Zhuoqing suddenly raised his voice, and put his arms around Li Fangqian's waist.It looks like brothers saying goodbye, but only Shen Zhuoqing knows that every word he said is heart-wrenching:

"I miss you so much......"

"Fool, I'm right here..."

How could Li Fangqian not understand what he meant, but at this moment, he couldn't say anything except softly comforting him.

"I won't be here anytime soon!" Shen Zhuoqing's stubbornness came suddenly, and he hugged his hands more tightly, "I'll be eating alone, walking alone, and sleeping alone...I won't leave Can you? I really miss you, every night... I won't be able to work, I won't be able to eat properly... Li Fangqian, can I not go?"

After persisting for so long, I thought I was used to being alone, but as soon as I touched you, the wall that had been built for a long time would collapse.Who has seen the sunshine, who would be willing to go back to the wind and rain like this?

"Clumsy...I'll see you." Li Fangqian stroked his back, making a promise that he didn't know when he would be able to fulfill it, but he knew that it was time to advance the next meeting at this time. The most effective medicine.

The broadcast urged the passengers to go to City B for the third time, but Shen Zhuoqing was finally pushed into the queue by Li Fangqian.Once again, like duckweed, Shen Zhuoqing was unable to stand still when pushed by the crowd, but he still stretched his neck and looked back.

Li Fangqian stood outside the yellow line, staring into those clear eyes from a distance.

They always seem to be parting.But this time, the traveler has become a see-off person.

Li Fangqian watched his lover disappear into a clump of heads, and the radio had already started to remind the next group of passengers.The staff at the ticket gate neatly lowered the barrier to signal that all passengers had boarded the bus.

Shen Zhuoqing really left.

There is actually no sound when the railing is down, and even if there is, it is covered by the noisy human voice.But at that moment, Li Fangqian heard a "boom", which was deafening.

The train took the love away, and the crowds at the station suddenly began to twist and spin.All life and sound blurred into a phantom, barely floating around.

Li Fangqian, who was able to adjust the atmosphere and comfort others softly just now, has his consciousness taken away at this moment, and he shuttles through the chaos mechanically, with only Shen Zhuoqing's suppressed complaints left in his ears before leaving.

He won't be able to eat on time, and he won't be able to sleep well, no wonder he is so thin.

How can I let him go?Shen Zhuoqing...don't leave if you don't go, I'll pick you up...

"I'll take you back..."

Li Fangqian lost his soul, whispered repeatedly, and kept walking in a certain direction, even speeding up when he thought of picking up someone.I didn't realize at all that this direction was not back to the waiting hall, but towards the high steps.

"Also, I just forgot to remind him that the water glass should be changed."

Li Fangqian was still muttering, and stepped on the ground.

This time, no one was on the right side to help, and Li Fangqian lost his balance and rolled down.

There are indeed many steps, and every time he knocks, he becomes more conscious. His right leg is used as a supporting leg, and he inevitably sprains it.When he rolled to the bottom, the hurried passengers all looked at him curiously, and a kind-hearted person stretched out his hand to give him a hand, but Li Fangqian stared at that hand in a daze.

You hurt your right leg, how can you hurt your right leg?

Those memories flooded in like a flood, and Li Fangqian finally understood why Shen Zhuoqing, who could not even cry when seeing him off, would cry like that in front of the old campus wall.

Emotional breakdown is really just a moment, and the fuse can be any thing around you.Li Fangqian rubbed his right leg and burst into sobs.

Some passers-by thought it was a hard fall and came over to ask if they needed help.But the person sitting on the ground showed no intention of getting up, and continued to speak words that people could not understand.It wasn't until he was sobbing and breathless that his stiff right leg could move a little.

And on the rumbling railroad tracks, Shen Zhuoqing's heart was beating violently.He seemed to be able to hear intermittent sighs in the sound of the train whistle, coming from a crying young man at a certain station.

"Shen Zhuoqing... How hard it must have been for you to send me away at that time..."