Yamaishi

When Zhou Ke met Shen Zhuoqing, the latter was eating in the cafeteria.Picking up the green peppers patiently, he put an empty bowl beside him.

"I'm leaving school tomorrow." Zhou Ke sat down opposite him and said blankly, "Li Fangqian went back to the dormitory to pack his things before he left. He asked me to bring you a message."

In fact, when Li Fang Qian returned to the dormitory, he completely lost the spirit of arguing, and was scuffled by Ruan Linlin and entered the door, wearing a crumpled T-shirt.Although Li Fangqian is very unwilling to show any lost or depressed look in front of Zhou Ke, and even less willing to admit Zhou Ke's set of values.But the fact is that he went back in despair and accepted Zhou Ke's review as a victor.

Shen Zhuoqing raised his head slowly, no emotion could be seen in his eyes.

"He told you to go ahead and do it, he will persevere." Zhou Ke said "bah" as if he had said something funny, "You have made him more and more childish."

"It's a pity that you don't understand these things." Shen Zhuoqing put down the chopsticks and smiled at him.

And on the third day after Zhou Ke left, Shen Zhuoqing, who was still struggling, received a call from Wang Xia and a notification from the Political and Education Office at the same time.

Shen Zhuoqing returned home as quickly as possible.

In the yard, Wang Xia was sitting on a bench, her eyes were red, her hands were tightly clutching the back of the chair, her knuckles were turning white from the exertion.The coat fell at his feet.Qiu Huhu was not too cold, but Wang Xia was shaking violently.

"Mom..." Shen Zhuoqing whispered, and stepped forward to put on Wang Xia's coat.

Wang Xia didn't stop him either, no matter what he did, she didn't speak.

"You're in such a hurry to call me back...what's the matter?"

In fact, there is already an answer, but Shen Zhuoqing is just holding a little luck, praying that it is not the one in his mind.

It is not unreasonable that this saying can be widely circulated.

He heard Wang Xia say something, and then his ears started buzzing, almost unable to stand.

"Li Fangqian, his mother, called me."

Wang Xia's hoarse voice turned into a dagger, and every time she uttered a syllable, she slashed Shen Zhuoqing's body, face, and heart in depth.

Not fatal, but extremely painful.

"Mom..." Shen Zhuoqing came to prepare the belly draft prepared ahead of time, but at this moment he couldn't say a word, only the figure of Wang Xia silently serving dishes and cooking, twisting thread and sewing.

"Mom, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Wang Xia seemed to be stimulated by this sentence of sorry, grabbed the clothes on her body, and threw it at Shen Zhuoqing viciously.

Tears welled up in her eyes, she could only bite the back of her hand and warn herself that Shen Cong was resting, she couldn't let him know, she couldn't let Shen Cong know...

"I'm sorry..." Shen Zhuo couldn't stop apologizing, and he didn't know whether it was for what happened in the past, or for the possible rebellion in the future.

Wang Xia bit her arm and whimpered in a low voice.

For a long time, there was only suppressed crying in the yard.

The air was too thin, Shen Zhuoqing couldn't absorb oxygen at all during this silence.

The feeling of suffocation shrouded for a long time, and his throat began to lose sound.

"Shen Zhuoqing." Wang Xia cried until the end, almost gnashing her teeth, and threw out nine words one by one, "People need face."

The dearest person really knows where it hurts the most.

People, all, are, want, face, of.

Said this sentence to Shen Zhuoqing, but also to herself.

Ruan Linlin's phone call was made out of frustration after failing to communicate with Li Fangqian.Wang Xia didn't even want to recall the fierce tone and harsh words.

But Wang Xia was still masochistic. After listening to the other person scolding her son and the whole family with extremely insulting words, she hung up the phone without saying a word.

Because she wanted to know what happened, but she didn't want the other person to hear her hoarse voice, adding another straw to the already unbearable family image.

Shen Zhuo was as clear as a stick in his throat, and he didn't even have the strength to raise his head.

Another long silence.During this infinitely prolonged time, Wang Xia seemed to think of something again, opened her mouth, and cried silently.

"Get back..." She looked up at the dark clouds and limp trees, "Get back when you graduate..."

Shen Zhuoqing knew that Wang Xia had given almost everything for this family, and now she was on the verge of emotional collapse.

Shen Cong is not in good health, let alone be stimulated.

At this time, he should be soft, say "yes", or think about it in the long run, and he should also thank him for the kindness of nurturing for so many years.

But, in the far south, there was a man who said he would keep going.

If he lied at this time and suspended the army, after that year, if he suddenly said that he wanted to move to N City, it would be even more difficult to end.

"I'm sorry..." He could only bury his head lower, repeating what he had just said.

For the past, but also for the future.

Wang Xia was stunned for a moment, and after realizing what the apology meant, her hoarse crying changed its tone.

She picked up the chair, held the back of the chair with both hands and swung it on Shen Zhuoqing's back.

Once, twice.

"Do you know how we got here all these years! Huh?"

Emotions are agitated, but volume is restrained.Because across the wall, there are people sleeping who shouldn't know about it.

Once, twice.

"Are you so cheap? The soles of your shoes have stepped on your face, and you still have to chase after them!"

Once, twice.

"What are you! What are you? Do you know what people say about you!"

After the beating, Wang Xia was so exhausted from crying that she put down the chair and squatted on the ground, sobbing with her hands on the chair.

The movement of putting it down is still light, not daring to make too much noise.

Shen Zhuoqing stood on the spot without moving a step.Wang Xia understands this attitude: there is guilt and distress, but there is no compromise.

"Why... why..." Wang Xia said desperately, beating her heart.I don't know who to ask.

Shen Zhuoqing was kicked out by Wang Xia, and she didn't even meet Shen Cong.

In this small county, there is actually nowhere to go in the middle of the night.Shen Zhuoqing sat in the public rest area of ​​the factory compound all night.

The injury on his back hurts at the touch, and he couldn't sleep, so he could only send text messages to that familiar number, which might not get a reply.

At dawn, he sneaked to the store where Wang Xia worked.Seeing him, Wang Xia pulled down the rolling gate.

"Mom..." Shen Zhuoqing stood in front of the door and calmed down all night. Although his throat was a bit hard, he was finally able to pronounce a complete syllable, "We can talk—"

The door was rolled open with a bang, and Wang Xia splashed a basin of water on his face, interrupting Shen Zhuoqing's words.

"Do you understand how I feel?" Wang Xia looked at him calmly like a pool of stagnant water.

There is a tearing feeling when the water drips on the wound.Shen Zhuoqing naturally understood the meaning of the splashing water, wiped his face, and could only say "I'm sorry" again.

After reading books for so many years, he couldn't form any language at this moment.

"You can't tell me. Tell your father if you have the ability! The son he was looking forward to coming back became someone else's rabbit master and was kicked out!"

The door was pulled down heavily again, Shen Zhuoqing stood at the door and could only sigh.

The noon sun was very poisonous, and the water on my back slowly evaporated, followed by sweat.Sweat flowed on the wound, and there were bursts of sharp pain.At first, Shen Zhuoqing would gently tug at the corner of the T-shirt, but the moment the clothes and skin separated, the scabs were torn apart.

The pain spread from the back to the whole body, and then invaded the heart.

After being exposed to the sun for too long, Shen Zhuoqing was a little unsteady, the high temperature made his head dizzy, and he seemed to have auditory hallucinations.

"Clumsy!"

At the moment of staggering, a hand stretched out beside him.Shen Zhuoqing turned his head to the side, the person whom he hadn't been able to contact for a long time now really appeared in front of him.

Li Fangqian's eyes were black and blue, his hair was messy, his clothes were wrinkled and old, and there was a strong smell of cigarettes and fast food.

It must have been on the train all night, so I got those smells.

"you......"

Shen Zhuoqing wanted to ask where did you go?How is your situation?Why is it here?Did you see the text message from last night?What shall we do in the future?

But Shen Zhuoqing opened his mouth and moved his vocal cords with difficulty, but he could only make simple syllables.

"My mother said she called your house, and I don't know where she got the number." Li Fangqian stretched out his crumpled clothes, and looked at Shen Zhuoqing with distressed eyes:

"I'm sorry...for whatever reason, I should come to apologize to you."

Shen Zhuoqing didn't feel aggrieved at all, but at the moment when he saw Li Fangqian, all his fragility surged up.

I didn't shed a single tear last night, but my eyes were a little sore at this time.Shen Zhuoqing was really tired, she didn't want to think about anything, she just wanted to lean on him and hug him.

But the outstretched hand was immediately retracted.Shen Zhuoqing shook his head, pointed to his own throat, and pointed to the closed gate.

Li Fangqian understood, and caught a glimpse of Shen Zhuoqing's back turning red.He had an urge to cry, to yell towards the whole yard, to drag Shen Zhuo to run, to hug and kiss unscrupulously in the crowd.

But now he saw Shen Zhuoqing's hand that he wanted to touch and then retracted, and he didn't even have the courage to hold it again.

"Back, have you taken any medicine?"

There is a rolling gate in front of him. This sentence is already the most intimate concern that can be said at this time.

Shen Zhuoqing shook his head, and as if he was worried that he would be worried, he nodded quickly, anxiously thinking about the gate, and tugged on his sleeve.

In Li Fangqian's eyes, this series of actions was tantamount to adding a class to his family's despicable behavior.

Li Fangqian raised his hand and knocked on the gate, three times: "Hello, Auntie, I'm Li Fangqian."

"I'm really sorry...I know, you don't want to see me. I've caused you a lot of harm these days, I'm damned. But I think you need someone to vent your anger, so I'll just stand Here, whether you scold me or beat me, I will never say a word."

There was the movement of bottles and cans in the rolling gate, and after a while, there were footsteps.The shutter door swung open.

Wang Xia changed into brighter clothes, and her hair was coiled up, as if some ointment had been used to cover the freckles on her face.

"No, I'm not worthy of your words." The moment Wang Xia spoke, she saw Li Fangqian's eyes tremble slightly, probably because she was startled by her own voice.

A wave of evil became more and more intense, she insisted on being polite and tolerant, and said with a sneer: "There is no need to beat and scold, it's no bigger than your family's career, I just want to be clean."

"Mom..." Shen Zhuo calmed down for so long, and finally regained his ability to speak, and shouted in a dumb voice, but he didn't know what to say.

Listening to him, Li Fangqian habitually unscrewed the water glass in his hand and handed it to Shen Zhuoqing.Halfway through his hand, he suddenly realized that the occasion was wrong, so he stopped awkwardly in mid-air.

This scene irritated Wang Xia again. Due to the presence of outsiders, she restrained herself for a long time before holding back her tears.

"Should you stop being high-profile and let everyone in the compound know that my son has cheated on a man?"

As soon as the voice fell, there was a bang, and the sound of things rolling down came from behind.

Followed by a muffled sound.

Li Fangqian and Shen Zhuoqing didn't have time to react emotionally to what they said just now, and quickly turned their heads together.

Shen Cong fell not far away, with a bowl of fruit scattered around him.

Half an hour ago, Ruan Linlin called again, looking for Li Fangqian who had suddenly disappeared.

But this time, Shen Cong took the call.