vision of dawn

Xi Wenbai returned to City G in the spring. He didn't bring any luggage and didn't notify his assistant. He walked out of the airport empty-handed and flagged down a taxi.The driver stared at him for a few seconds, then slapped his forehead, "Hey! Did I drive you?"

Xi Wenbai looked at him, but he really didn't have any impression. The driver started the car and asked tentatively, "It seems to be a bar? Were you still drunk at the time?"

"That should be me, Master, going to Mingguang New Village."

"I remember Mingguang New Village! It's really you, what a coincidence!" After driving out of the terminal, the driver realized that he had forgotten to turn on his meter, and hurriedly pulled down the meter.Xi Wenbai leaned his head against the car window, and the camphor tree that flashed by quickly made him feel a little dizzy.

He really came back here, came back here to bid farewell to his past, Xi Wenbo stroked the ring on his hand.The little doctor has already left, and it doesn't make any sense for him to return to G City, but there is a strong emotion driving him, pulling and shouting for him to come back.

So Xi Wenbai came, not only to say goodbye to the past, but also to compromise with his own paranoia.

A month ago, the police arrested the husband at the border of Mexico. He seemed to have expected it and did not resist. He sat quietly in the police car. Through Anze's news channel, he would be sentenced severely, but it is very likely that The sentence will be suspended until his child turns 18.

Xi Wenbo asked Anze how long the sentence would be. Anze shook his head and couldn't tell. It could be 30 years, 50 years, or a lifetime depending on what the judge wanted.

Anze was sad about this matter for a long time, Xi Wenbo stopped his urge to find a lawyer for that husband, Anze was puzzled, asked him why, Xi Wenbo just shook his head.

It wasn't until that night that Anze figured it out. He said, "Just like you at that time, he was also ready to bear the consequences."

"Hmm..." Xi Wenbai nodded.

The blue iron gate of Mingguang community has peeled off paint and looks mottled. All the people Xi Wenbai met along the way were very old people. It seems that this place has become a community for the elderly.But this is also good, the shrubs have grown freely for many years, so the green state is very good, and it is quieter than other places.The corridor has a lingering paint smell, and a four-wheeled children's bicycle is parked underneath, waiting obediently for the little master.

Xi Wenbai walked up to the third floor step by step, gently brushed off the thin dust on the 304 nameplate, found the key, and opened the door.

"Liao Liming..." Xi Wenbai took a step into the darkness, "I wish you were here."

【boss. "Liao Liming stood blankly at the porch, clenched his hands tightly. "You came.】

"I'm sorry, I'm always one step late. One step late to meet you, one step late to catch up with you, one step late... You must blame me when you come back here." Xi Wenbo felt the back of the sofa due to the hazy light in the room. "Sorry, I owe you an apology."

【Boss, is it really you? "Liao Liming said in disbelief, "...I don't blame you, not at all.]

"But..." Xi Wenbo knelt on the cold ground, "I will never hear you complaining about me again."

[Boss, the ground is cold. 】Liao Liming wanted to go to Laxi Wenbai, but he couldn't meet him no matter what.

"A person can only live once." Xi Wenbo stared at the air wistfully, "But little doctor, when you were here, I seemed to live a million times, and when you left, I seemed to die a million times, no matter how much This time, I wake up from a nightmare like death, and then think of you, and I will find that I am actually still alive, and I can still love you with a beating heart."

"I used to blame you for leaving me here alone, but I really love you, everything about you, more than anything, more than life and death." Xi Wenbo's eyes were red, "I should have said these words long ago. told you."

Liao Liming remained silent, and moved closer, letting their foreheads touch their foreheads.

How could I not know that I love you too and have always loved you.

Obviously Xi Wenbai is back, he should be happy, but what's with the tears that can't be wiped away?Liao Liming tried to hug this warm body that he could no longer hug, all he could do was get closer, and then a little closer, into his arms, and reach out his hands to catch his tears like many days before.

"Little doctor, I'm going to have a new start soon." Xi Wenbo felt out of breath.

Liao Liming was stunned.

He thought that he had let go, that when he heard the news, he would be happy with Xi Wenbo, and would openly say that is very good, I wish you happiness.But he didn't, he overestimated his own heart too much.He didn't know that he could clearly feel the pain of the bone being pulled away so clearly after he died.

[It's called Anze.Anze. " Liao Liming went to pat Xi Wenbai's back and put his chin on his shoulder. "That's good.]

"June 26th, in Southern France." After an unknown amount of time, Xi Wenbo murmured, staring at the void in a trance.

In the darkness, Liao Liming raised his head and stared at him for a long time.

They were so close, Liao Liming once thought that they would never get so close again.

For a moment.Liao Liming almost wanted to move into his eyes.

[Boss, wait for me. ] Liao Liming said that he hurriedly left 304 and knocked on the door of 203 downstairs.

Grandma opened the door.

【Grandma, I think I'm leaving...】

[Xiao Liao?where are you going? 】

[My boss is back. "There was uncontrollable excitement in Liao Liming's voice, but there were two puddles of tears. "I want to go to South France with him.]

The old man paused, then stared at him for a longer time, and sighed, 【Xiao Liao, you have to know... If you leave, you will never come back. 】

【I know. "Liao Liming nodded. "But I'm still going.]

【Then he has—】

【He has it on him. The ring he was wearing was given to him by me. It must be six or seven years old. I can follow the ring. 】

The old man didn't say anything, but silently stepped forward and hugged him into his arms. 【Silly, my mother-in-law will miss you. 】

[I will miss you. 】

[Really go? 】

[I really want to.This can be regarded as a major event in the life of the boss, and I want to be with him. 】

The mother-in-law hugged him tightly and realized what had happened. [Good boy, you can go if you want, mother-in-law just doesn't want you, and she doesn't want you to be sad. 】

[The boss said he loves me. "Liao Liming had a smile on the corner of his mouth. "When you love someone, you don't need a reason to do anything for him, and you don't need to consider the consequences. 】

[This is Liao Liming's love. said Liao Liming, wiping his tears with his elbow and smiling brightly. "Liao Liming's love is like a series of irrational numbers, there is no order, and there will never be an end.】

In room 304, Xi Wenbai coughed softly, he realized that no one has cleaned this place for a long time.

He struggled to get up, turned on the faucet, and stared at the few drops of water that were still alive.He checked Baidu and found the main water valve in the box at the door. He went back to the house and waited for the muddy tap water to run out.

Xi Wenbai found a rag, soaked it in water, and wiped it bit by bit from the porch, kneeling down where it was too low. He was very unskilled in doing it, but he was very serious.

There was a photo of Liao Liming on the top of the refrigerator, just like in memory, Xi Wenbai started to choke when rubbing on such a small space, and had to stop several times to relax.

When he reached the study room, a thick book caught his attention. The book stayed on the last page, the last page where no words were written.Xi Wenbo ran across the pages of the book with his index finger without getting any dust.

"Liao Liming...is that you?" Xi Wenbo asked in a breathy voice. If there really was a soul, he was afraid that the heavy breathing would scare away his little doctor.

The room was silent and there was no answer.

Although he knew that this move was stupid, Xi Wenbai still took off his tail ring and carefully twirled it three times in the palm of his hand.

Need to chant a mantra?It's been too long since I watched Harry Potter, and the impression of whether there is a spell or not has become very vague. Xi Wenbo looked at the silence and laughed at himself.

Liao Liming really couldn't come back.

He closed the book and put it back on the shelf.Xi Wenbo's eyes were wet with tears, but he didn't notice the square, clean as new scar on the bookshelf.

Three days later, Mingguang New Village.

A young couple walked into the apartment building hand in hand. The woman was very beautiful and well dressed. She wore a light blue linen skirt and a pair of pearl earrings. Her voice was crisp, bright and lovely.The man next to her was much inferior, not tall, and his hairline was a little dangerous.

The woman walked up two steps of stairs, coquettishly said that her feet hurt, she was unwilling to go up, and asked him to carry her back, the man pinched her hand, squatted???, and wanted to make a posture of carrying her back very fondly, the woman giggled She wrapped her arms around his neck, and the high heels were half hanging on her feet, dangling in the air.

"Mom!! I'm back!" The woman opened the door.

The man reached out and patted her head, "You, every time you come here, there will be such a fight, what if you scare our mother?"

The woman smiled, picked up the two pots of small chrysanthemums in the red bag and ran to the balcony, the man continued to take the contents of the bag out, and found that he accidentally bought the oil bag into a red bean paste bag, but fortunately, Qingtuan was right .

Grandma rushed over and knocked on his forehead bitterly.

"Husband, go to the back room and help me look for it. I seem to have left the supermarket card here the last time I came here."

"Hey, good." The man put down what he was doing, turned around and entered the house.It took too long for him to go, and the woman had finished watering the flowers, but her husband was still missing.

"Husband..." The woman probed, "Did you find Mo?"

The man just came out of the house, looking a little dazed.

"What's wrong?" the woman asked, and then found that he was holding a supermarket card in one hand, and a pair of red socks in the other hand.

"Hey, do I still have these socks at home? I've never seen them before."

"I, I don't know." The man said strangely, "I found it next to the supermarket card."

"Let me take a look." The woman took the wool socks, the stitches on them were shockingly familiar, sometimes clear, sometimes blurred.

"Mom?!" The woman suddenly turned her head and took a step towards the empty place, crying, "Mom!"

The man held her shoulders hesitantly, "Our mother is here."

He held his wife's hand and took her to press on his heart, "She's here."

The woman clutched the woolen socks and lowered her head, unable to make a sound for a long time.

"Then you still use the electric foot warmer I bought for you last winter?" The man observed her expression.

"...Yeah." The woman said softly, then turned around and hugged him.Where the man could not see, he mouthed a few words.

I'll take care of myself, she said, don't worry.

The curtains are automatic without wind.

June 26, South of France, Toulouse.

Like a secret agreement, Xi Wenbo really found a white church.Today's weather is refreshing, the clouds are floating high above the head, the path leading to the church is hidden and difficult to walk, there is a section of dirt road that is extremely narrow, Xi Wenbai leads Anze, Anze leads Uncle Shen, a group of people are connected together move slowly.Fortunately, they set off early and did not miss the appointment time with the priest.

Both Xi Wenbai and Anze wore formal clothes, and each pinned a small lavender on their chests.An Ze intertwined his fingers, and every step he took echoed in his ears for a long time.

"...be faithful to him in sickness or in health, rich or poor, till the end of his life?"

"Starting today, whether in good times or bad, rich or poor, healthy or sick, I will always love you and cherish you until the end of time. I promise that I will always be faithful to you."

There were birds passing by outside the window, flapping their wings in Xi Wenbai's heart.

He went away for a while.

"Brother Wenbo." Anze touched him lightly.

"Huh?" Xi Wenbo looked at him.

"Ring..." Anze reminded him.

Xi Wenbo came to his senses and took out two rings from his breast pocket.

"Not this." Anze motioned him.

Xi Wenbo noticed that there was another monk holding a small silver plate beside him, as if he was waiting for something.

He lowered his eyes, staring at the ancient tail ring.

Many years ago, when the snow fell on Qianchuan, Liao Liming held it in front of him.

Xi Wenbo turned the tail ring.

[Look, he will not be with you always] That old, Victorian accent sounded again.

It was he who missed the appointment.

The ring made a crisp jingle when it touched the silver plate.

Someone quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

The ceremony went on as usual, Xi Wenbo didn't get distracted anymore, he was smiling, and he helped Anze when he went down the stairs, caring for every detail.

After the ceremony, they should have set off immediately to the reserved restaurant, but Xi Wenbai only said sorry and ran away after a monk.

Uncle Shen clicked his lips in dissatisfaction.

Anze pulled his parents back and said, "Give him a little time."

Xi Wenbo walked through the arch, through the promenade, through the moss-covered gravel road, all the way to the garden behind the church.It has not yet been repaired, but many statues of gods and angels have already settled in, sleeping in clumps of wild roses growing wildly. Compared with the solemn church, this place is more like the home of God.

"My friend." The monk made a sign of the cross on his chest, "May the Lord bless you."

His tail ring was worn by a very thin silver chain, sparkling in the sun.

A wind blew up in God's back garden, Xi Wenbai took the ring and kissed it solemnly.

"You may keep it," said the monk. "It is our secret."

The cherub with golden wings and a chubby face perches happily under Maria's lap.

May every kind soul have a home.

The monk looked at Xi Wenbai's solitary figure going away, grabbed a handful of unknown seeds, and waved them down.

In the coming year, it will be another green grass road.

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Thanks for watching.I want to say a lot, but I don't know where to start.In addition to thank you or thank you, although the stand-alone status is nothing, this be is destined not to be read by many people, but the occasional few comments will make me happy for a long time, even if there are only three words, or one word, I They will all come to life in an instant, typing every time we see the stitches.Really really, thank you very much for being willing to tolerate me writing such a story.When I was writing about dawn, I was often autistic, and when I was autistic, it would be dawn, and I often wondered whether I should write these things.Ah, forget it, write whatever you want.But I hope that the next time we meet, it will be a noisy but sweet happy ending. I think we will be happier.