blood coagulation
Chapter 46
It was night, Wen Qingyou lay on the bed and looked up at the bricks and tiles on the roof.Things in the palace are just different, even the bricks and tiles are much richer and more luxurious than ordinary bricks and tiles.
She thought quietly, Liu Yaxu followed her, could she give her such a life?It is impossible to think about it.Would that be the life she wanted?
She shook her head.I don't fully know how I feel about this girl.
Wen Qingyou closed her eyes, quietly recalling her past. 34 years ago, she was born in a famous school and was the daughter of the head of the sect. Because the big brother joined Xuanliu Villa, she inherited the head of the school.And because of his too pure personality, he pushed the sect directly to Shu Cen Rong, his most promising junior sister at the time.As a result, Shu Cenrong couldn't stand the days without her, and frantically searched for herself, and did many irreparable things during the process.
She desperately recalled Shu Cen Rong's appearance, after seeing Liu Yaxu, she seemed to have forgotten Shu Cen Rong's appearance.When she said Shu Cen Rong's name, what came to her mind was Liu Yaxu's face.
"Shu Cen Rong..." Wen Qingyou frowned, desperately recalling the past between herself and Shu Cen Rong.
'I don't care about the head you gave me!I just want you by my side! '
'How can you be so selfish! '
'You don't even have to die for this girl! '
'Senior sister, I promise you, I will never leave you. '
Wen Qingyou recalled little by little what Shu Cen Rong had said to her, every word was so harsh and straightforward.Suddenly, the words Shu Cenrong said to her when they were young, when they were alone for the first time, resounded in her ears. The long-lost tenderness made her feel a little touched, and her eye sockets became moist.
It was a day when they had known each other for more than a year. Holding a purple jade bracelet, she sat at the stone table in the back mountain, feeling alone.And Shu Cenrong also carefully discovered that Wen Qingyou, who usually doesn't talk much but likes to laugh and play, barely ate that day and left.Shu Cenrong noticed the desolation in Wen Qingyou's eyes when she left the dinner table, so she followed her secretly.
That day was family visiting day.Disciples in the sect will have one day to be with their families.Her father was busy with everything, but her mother left her early. Wen Qingyou, who was not accompanied by her relatives, couldn't help feeling sad.
She slowly took out the purple jade bracelet that she had never worn before from her bosom, and looked at it quietly.Shu Cenrong looked at her quietly from behind, that might be an opportunity.The girl under the moonlight is holding a jade bracelet. Under the moonlight, the purple jade glows with a strange light, which is very eye-catching.Wen Qingyou's profile fell into Shu Cenrong's eyes, and she found a trace of sadness in Wen Qingyou's eyes, and she couldn't hold it anymore.He walked to Wen Qingyou's side in three steps and two steps, and sat down all at once.
Wen Qingyou looked at her and smiled reluctantly, "Why are you here?"
"Senior Sister, I think you haven't eaten much, and I'm worried that you will be hungry. What, do you have something on your mind?" Shu Cenrong looked at her innocently and asked curiously.
Wen Qingyou shook her head slightly, stroked the jade bracelet, and smiled lightly, intentionally or unintentionally, "Is this jade bracelet good-looking?"
Shu Cenrong's eyes were almost occupied by Wen Qingyou, she couldn't hold anything else in her eyes.But after hearing what the senior sister said, he took a serious look.That jade bracelet, with its transparent appearance without a trace of variegation, is indeed top-grade.
A gleam appeared in Shu Cenrong's eyes, "Sister Qingyou, so beautiful! This bracelet suits you very well."
Wen Qingyou stroked it repeatedly, and said softly, "This is my mother's relic."
Wen Qingyou remembered that although her voice was very low, she was still caught by Shu Cenrong.Before she could react, she hugged herself in her arms and let her head rest on her shoulder.At that moment, the long-lost warmth hit her heart.
"Senior sister, I promise you that from today onwards, I will never leave you, and I will not let you suffer any harm." Shu Cenrong's tone was as tender as water, and Wen Qingyou gently blew into Wen Qingyou's ears.
Many years later, when Wen Qingyou recalled that night, she still felt warm in her heart, but at that time, she did not express her emotion directly, but quickly pushed Shu Cen Rong away, frowning, and her words were harsh. He scolded, "I am your senior sister, how decent are you like this!"
Shu Cenrong was slightly startled, and still smiled softly, "Yes, senior sister, I will follow you well in the future, and I will never leave you."
At that time, Wen Qingyou just felt that Shu Cenrong, who had just lost her parents, was not advanced in martial arts, so why should she protect herself?And why not let yourself get hurt?So she didn't want to accept this seemingly ridiculous promise, but her future actions deeply hurt Shu Cenrong, and made the two of them go further and further apart.
In the next few years, Wen Qingyou worked hard to take on the responsibility of the senior sister in the sect. She put all the things she needed to bear on herself, so as not to let Shu Cenrong suffer any pressure that she should not have to bear at her age.Until her father passed away, she suddenly felt completely powerless to bear all this.So he hand-picked his most trusted junior sister, Shu Cen Rong, as the successor, and left quietly by himself, hiding in the mountains.She never thought that her cowardly evasion at that time would cause such great harm to Cen Rong.
After losing Wen Qingyou, Shu Cenrong frantically searched for her, but couldn't find her, so she arrested her brother's family, slaughtered Xuanliu Villa, and forced her to appear.On that day, Shu Cenrong hysterically asked why Wen Qingyou left her, without even saying goodbye.At that moment, Wen Qingyou saw in Shu Cenrong's eyes the hostility that she shouldn't have. At that time, she began to feel a little disgust and fear towards this person.She was afraid of Shu Cen Rong, afraid that she would hurt everyone around her.
The brother's family was used as a bargaining chip in exchange for him. Although he escaped a catastrophe and was not murdered, the Xuanliu Villa really turned into dust overnight.Because of her cowardice, she ruined Shu Cen Rong, and she didn't want to ruin Liu Yaxu again.She swore secretly in her heart that she would take good care of Yaxu and her senior brother's family.
On that day, in exchange for Liu Yaxu's return as a hostage, he swallowed the golden thread cocoon Gu without hesitation, and once swallowed, he could only live for another 64 days at most.The moment she swallowed the Cocoon Gu, she caught a glimpse of Shu Cen Rong's sad face from the corner of her eye. She looked at herself with resentful eyes, and said tremblingly, "Did you really give up your life for her?"
On that day, she was eager to save people, and she didn't think about it that much. Now that she recalled it, she couldn't help but feel a little heartache.In Cen Rong's eyes, there were three parts of heartache, three parts of pity, three parts of resentment, and one part of nostalgia.What kind of obsession made her become like that.
Wen Qingyou recalled all the past with Shu Cenrong, feeling depressed for a while, a sullen feeling rushed to her internal organs, a feeling of tearing filled her body.
'Senior sister, I will not leave you. '
'Why are you so cruel!He left without even saying hello! '
'I'm telling you, I don't need the head of your charity!I only want you! '
'Did you really risk your life for her? '
'Why!Would you rather die than be with me? '
'Do you know how much I love you? '
'Do you know you are selfish? '
'I don't want that false decency!I only want you! '
'I only want you! '
A tear rolled out of Wen Qingyou's eyes, as soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of all the past with Shu Cen Rong.I have never admitted that she has a very important position in my heart.
She forced her eyes open, staring at the bricks and tiles above her head.The heavy pain in her chest made her breathless.On that day, Cen Rong mistakenly killed Yan Junqi's parents in order to purge all those who did not understand Wen Qingyou's friendship, but was surrounded by Junqi's uncle and forced to climb a cliff.The moment she fell off the cliff, Wen Qingyou jumped down quickly. Just when everyone thought that Shu Cenrong had fallen off the cliff and died, Wen Qingyou slapped her high and kicked her up high. On the edge of the cliff, "Cen Rong, take my share and live well. You promised me that your child will be my child, don't break your promise!"
That far distance may not be heard clearly, but Shu Cen Rong's heart has completely heard it.She deeply remembered the last sentence, she wants to live a good life, she wants to live a good life with the heart of Ai Wen Qingyou, as long as she lives, Wen Qingyou has evidence of existence.
On that day, Wen Qingyou did not expect that when she fell off the cliff, the cocoon Gu in her body would be shaken out by the strong wind.But let her drag this crippled body to live for so many years.
She completely remembered Shu Cen Rong's face, and couldn't help crying on the bed.
What about Liu Yaxu?What is Liu Yaxu to her?She began to recall the past with Yaxu.Can't help but realize that she is just Shu Cen Rong's stand-in.Because I have already let Cen Rong down, I don't want to let Yaxu down again.She was using everything she had to make up for her, but what she really wanted to make up for was Shu Cen Rong.That's why, when she said Shu Cen Rong's name, she would think of Liu Yaxu's face.Liu Yaxu was her spiritual compensation to Shu Cenrong.But this compensation, for Shu Cenrong, turned into another concept.Shu Cenrong thought that Wen Qingyou was in love with Liu Yaxu, so she was desperate to kill her.But Liu Yaxu was lucky enough to become the queen of Fengjin Kingdom, a great country in the Central Plains.Maybe this kind of life is the most suitable for her.
After knowing that Cen Rong had already passed away, Wen Qingyou's mind was full of Liu Yaxu, she hoped that Liu Yaxu could live, so that Shu Cen Rong's crime could be lessened.But at that time, she misunderstood her feelings, she thought she had other feelings for Liu Yaxu.But after what happened during the day, she realized deeply that she just didn't want Liu Yaxu to become the second Shu Cen Rong.Shu Cen Rong was the one she had been hiding from and could never forget.She avoided her because she was afraid of such ungodly emotions, and she rejected her because she knew that there would be no result if they died.Then it was established that no matter who has a child, the other party's name must be in the name.She has been avoiding, she actually loves her.
After thinking about all this clearly, Wen Qingyou's eyes burst, and tears gushed out, soaking a large area of her collar.Her heart really hurts so much.
At this moment, Wen Qingyou suddenly wanted to go down to accompany her, so she took out one after another of the small medicine bottles from her bosom, which were given to her by the chief suzerain to appease her.Wen Qingyou who accepted it at that time was only because she was too guilty and wanted to use this small bottle of medicine to reduce her guilt, so she accepted this bottle of gut-piercing poison that was exactly the same as the bottle that Cen Rong took poison back then.At that time, she didn't think about the real reason for her heartache after getting the bottle. She just thought it was because of her guilt.It wasn't until this moment that she knew that what she refused to admit deep down in her heart was love.She simply uncorked the bottle, and the pungent smell filled the whole room. Wen Qingyou couldn't help but be surprised by the intensity of the smell.But she didn't feel too disgusted, because at this moment, she fully understood Shu Cen Rong's feeling when she drank the medicine more than ten years ago.She just felt a little heartbroken.Cen Rong gulped down such a difficult thing to swallow without hesitation.The tears that I had managed to control with great difficulty spewed out again like a bank bursting.Her heart was really hurting, so painful that the hand holding the bottle trembled unbearably.She sighed deeply twice, and promised in her heart, don't hesitate!When Cen Rong drank the pungent poison for herself, today's Wen Qingyou has to taste it no matter what, and if she drinks the same bottle with Shu Cen Rong, she will die without regret.She collected herself, controlled her trembling hands, and poured the medicine into her mouth suddenly, but an invisible hand pulled her hand.She swiped her hand while raising the bottle, and all the medicine in the bottle fell to the side.Part of the liquid in the bottle leaked onto the quilt on her body, and the quilt was burnt with a big hole.Most of the liquid fell on the marble floor, which was half burned.
Wen Qingyou froze for a moment, and slapped her with an inauthentic slap.Wen Qingyou was startled, and looked up to meet a familiar face full of anger.She looked at the person in front of her in surprise, she didn't quite believe her eyes, she closed her eyes deeply and opened them again, the person in front of her was still there.
"Cen Rong! It's really you!" The tears that burst the dike fell on her face again, and Wen Qingyou couldn't hide her nostalgia for looking at the person in front of her.
Shu Cenrong stretched out her hand with some distress, and wiped away the tears on Wen Qingyou's face. Wen Qingyou reached out to grab the hand she was caressing on her face, but missed it, and pressed it directly on her own face.She froze for a moment, then stared at the person in front of her in fear.She knew that Shu Cen Rong had died 17 years ago, but now she really appeared in front of her.She thought it was just a dream, but the moment she stretched out her hand, she realized that it wasn't a dream, she didn't leave, but what was left was her soul.
"Why didn't you reincarnate?" Wen Qingyou asked with tears in her eyes, complaining.
"My obsession is too deep, and my soul remains on the bottle." Shu Cenrong said lightly.
"Why did you commit suicide?" Wen Qingyou burst into tears again, looked at her resentfully, and asked tremblingly.
"Don't you know the reason?" Shu Cenrong looked at her expressionlessly.
"I don't understand. You are married to someone else and should start a new life, but why do you want to kill yourself?" Wen Qingyou frowned, her deep and hoarse voice made people feel distressed.
Shu Cenrong stroked Fuwen Qingyou's shoulder, sat on the edge of the bed, said with a faint smile, "I can't live without you."
"Do you love him?" Wen Qingyou frowned and asked persistently.
"Then do you love her?" Shu Cenrong asked back, with a look of anticipation in his eyes.
"It's not the same. There are so many men in the world, why did you choose him? If you choose him, it proves that your feelings for him are different." Wen Qingyou frowned and denied.
"What's the difference? I'm with him, but I'm going to die for you. And now you are in her bedroom, even though you are so intimate with her during the day, you are secretly sad because of my name at night." After finishing speaking, Shu There was a hint of relief on the corner of Cen Rong's mouth.After so many years, it turned out that I was not unrequited love.
"You know everything." Wen Qingyou lowered her head and said softly.After so many years, she finally understood her intentions, but it was too late.
Shu Cen Rong gently lifted her chin, and pressed her lips against it.Wen Qingyou wanted to hug her, but the soul could touch the body, but the body could not touch the spirit, so she passively let her kiss herself.
Shu Cenrong slowly let go of Wen Qingyou, and looked at her with a smile, "Tell me, what have you been thinking about in the middle of the night?"
Wen Qingyou pursed her lips, shook her lowered head slightly, and said softly, "I just realized now that Yaxu is just your shadow in my heart. I don't want her to be as helpless as you are." , going astray like you, so I desperately want to compensate her for everything I owe you."
Shu Cen Rong was startled, although she had already guessed it, her eyes still showed unconcealable joy, she raised the corners of her eyes slightly, and teased, "So you mean, the person you love is me?"
Wen Qingyou blinked her eyes, nodded slightly, and sighed a little sadly, "Hey... If only I found out earlier, I wouldn't let you suffer so much."
Although Shu Cenrong is only a spirit body at the moment, she is very contented now.She leaned against Wen Qingyou's arms and let Wen Qingyou's breath rise and fall under her body. She had never felt so at ease.Her regret was completely made up for.
"Actually, I know that Yu Wei was just married by you to forget me. But you are also considered wise. Among your suitors, he is the most reliable." Wen Qingyou looked at the person in her arms with satisfaction. , although it is still human and ghost, but it is not easy to get rid of the estrangement, and it is really the first time that they are completely together.
"I knew it, you really understand me." Shu Cenrong hugged Wen Qingyou tightly, and said quietly, "Only he, regardless of my past, doesn't treat me as a heinous devil, and doesn't care about me." There is a person in my heart who will never forget, who accepts me completely. And he did not break his promise, my daughter, you are in my name."
Wen Qingyou smiled slightly, caressing Shu Cenrong from the air, she couldn't help but want to touch her, "I know that in the human world, feelings are the most complicated things. You and him are like husband and wife, but you are in , the heart is not there. And I thought that my heart was all on Yaxu, but in the end, I realized that she was just a shadow."
After all, the look of loneliness appeared in her eyes again, she had a question, she wanted to ask her, ever since she hugged her, she always wanted to ask, she thought she could hold back, but in the end she couldn't hold back . "Cen Rong..."
"En?" Seeing that she hesitated to speak, Shu Cenrong looked up at her and smiled, "It's okay, just tell me."
"You and I are both martial arts practitioners. We all know that spirits are attached to objects based on obsession, but now you seem to have opened up your heart knot. Does this mean..."
"What does it mean?" Shu Cenrong asked with a teasing smile.
"It means..." Wen Qingyou's voice trembled a little, and her deliberately low voice revealed unconcealable fear, "Are you going to leave me again?"
Shu Cenrong admired her expression and couldn't help laughing.She didn't restrain her small movements, knocked Wen Qingyou on the head, and said with some disgust, "Fool, since I have become a spirit, I have lost the qualifications for reincarnation, unless I am superseded or destroyed by the bottle. Right now, there are four paths in front of me. One, the bottle is in the spirit; two, being rescued by others;
A person's soul should be obsessed with becoming a spirit, and attached to the object that made her lose her life.When turning into a material spirit, it is no longer possible to enter reincarnation.For example, Sword Spirit, Fan Spirit, and Shu Cen Rong here are Bottle Spirits.If the object is destroyed, if the possessed spirit cannot be transcended or transformed in time, it will be dissipated.Transcendence is to use the Taoist method to re-enter the name of the person who has been expelled into reincarnation so that he can be reincarnated.The transformation is to give the spirit body a new physical body, but the lotus body, the tree body, etc., the bottle spirit is still the bottle spirit. Only after destroying the bottle and completing the transformation before the soul flies away can the fate of the bottle spirit be escaped.Hunfeiposan means that the seven souls and six souls dissipate in different places. It takes more than ten years for a person with high spiritual power to fully gather the spirits.
"So, even if you untie the knot in your heart, you are still a bottle spirit?" Wen Qingyou asked excitedly.
Shu Cenrong raised her head to meet her eyes, smiled slightly, and nodded slightly.
Wen Qingyou put her hands on her sides with relief, and slept in a big font.She sighed slightly, and said, "Human, what a greedy animal. When I lost you, I hoped that you would be by my side. Now that you are by my side, I hope that you can be by my side in human form."
"What? You want to save me?" Shu Cenrong said calmly, but she couldn't help being surprised in her heart. She really cared about herself so much.
"Of course I don't have this ability, but there are people who do." Wen Qingyou whetted Shu Cen Rong's appetite by showing off.
"So, who is it?" Shu Cenrong asked without hiding her curiosity.
"You know that man, Wei Huo." Wen Qingyou called Feng Xuanzi's name directly, and looked at Shu Cen Rong affectionately.
"Feng Xuanzi? Will he help us?" Shu Cen Rong said with some embarrassment.
"After all, he liked you before!" Wen Qingyou said with a teasing smile.
"Jealous?" Shu Cenrong was a little overjoyed, looking at Wen Qingyou playfully.
Wen Qingyou shook her head, pinched her nose lovingly, and continued to explain, "I think he should help us, you may not know, he is now Ling'er's master."
"Linger's master?" Shu Cenrong frowned, a little surprised.Then it was replaced by an unbearable sense of loss, "I have not fulfilled my responsibility as a mother for so many years, and I am very sorry for her."
"Cen, do you believe in fate?" Wen Qingyou said in a deep voice, "Ling'er's fate seems to have been predestined long ago. We can't intervene, everything depends on her."
Shu Cenrong was confused by Wen Qingyou's words, because she had been sleeping until today, Wen Qingyou's tears really woke her up, she didn't know what happened to Shu Wenling What.She looked at Wen Qingyou anxiously, "What happened to our Linger?"
Wen Qingyou pursed her lips, was silent for a moment, took a breath, and said with a big smile, "I can't finish her 17-year story in one night. Now, tell me, what are you going to do?" Do you want to be a bottle spirit without a body, or seek help from Daoist Feng Xuanzi?"
"Senior Sister," Shu Cenrong's eyes showed a trace of regret, "Even if you can forget it, many people will never forget it. After all, my hands are covered with blood. You love me, so you tolerate me, but what about them? Will they forgive me?"
Wen Qingyou rolled her eyes, lowered her head and smiled, "You have to know, before the bottle is destroyed, you are still the bottle spirit, and the bottle spirit can be attached back to the bottle at any time!"
Shu Cenrong lowered her head and didn't speak. She didn't want to live as a Pingling all the time, but Wen Qingyou was right, it would be much more convenient to be a Pingling. Moreover, there is almost no limit to the lifespan of a Pingling. She can stay with her forever like this.
"I plan to cultivate immortality for you and be with you forever." Wen Qingyou looked at Shu Cen Rong seriously.
The long-lost warmth filled Shu Cen Rong. She hadn't been this happy for a long time. She really wished she could just lean on her shoulder and hug her to sleep.Thinking about the stupidity of what I did more than ten years ago, if I found out the intentions of both parties earlier, there would not be so many things.Perhaps, Wen Qingyou is right, this is fate.
Fate took a big turn and made her return to her side. Fate gave her a jealous and strong character, which made her deviate from her for a while, and made her lose herself for more than ten years.However, if it weren't for the arrangement of fate, I'm afraid the two of them would never be able to be together.Wen Qingyou refused to admit her heart, but Shu Cenrong refused to bow her head and compromise.Perhaps such an arrangement of fate is the best.Perhaps, my own daughter should also go through the test of fate.
Thinking of this, a smile gradually appeared on Shu Cenrong's serious face. This time, she had completely figured it out.
"What about you? Leave your queen?" Shu Cenrong's tone was full of jealousy.
"Hehe..." Wen Qingyou laughed, and looked at her dotingly, "Elf, you are still jealous! She is not my queen, she is the queen of the Central Plains."
The next day, Wen Qingyou left a letter informing her that she had left, and told Liu Yaxu to live well, and that she would always be her aunt.I have not forgotten Liu Yaxu's innocent smile back then, but after all the palace hall does not belong to me.But she didn't mention Shu Cenrong's Pingling, she just said that she didn't want to embarrass Liu Yaxu.And my feelings for her are only between the elders and the juniors, there is nothing else, and let her cherish the people in front of her.Although she didn't tell Shu that Cen Rong might be resurrected, she still couldn't hold back and wrote directly: "Cen Rong's death is the pain of my whole life. Only at that moment did I know who is the most important in my heart. It turns out that I have already Seared her deeply in my heart, but I dare not admit that I love her. Don't forget to take care."
Although it was the expected result, Liu Yaxu couldn't help trembling and astonished when she saw the letter.She cried in the emperor's arms for three days and two nights before she recovered.That's good, at least I got the result, and I don't have to look forward to it anymore.It's not bad that you can completely put your heart on the emperor.This was the path she had chosen a long time ago, but, to her, Wen Qingyou was her first love that was unforgettable and inseparable.She can't forget Wen Qingyou, maybe Liu Yaxu misunderstood Wen Qingyou's actions, maybe Liu Yaxu was too self-indulgent, whatever is fine, now Liu Yaxu has finally recovered from that impossible relationship Freed up.
"Goodbye, the person I fell in love with for the first time, goodbye, my girlish heart." Liu Yaxu sprinkled the petals into the river, and said to herself.
The emperor on the side didn't speak, and watched her quietly. It's not like he hasn't been in love before, but he also knows how difficult it is to be tempted.Of course, giving up will take time.
"Che, from now on, I won't think about it anymore, I will love you with everything I have." Yaxu, who had finished throwing flowers, looked back at the emperor, and said sincerely.
The emperor narrowed his eyes and nodded with a smile.He is very happy now, because he is the biggest king in the Central Plains, and he doesn't need to marry a woman he doesn't love because of his parents' order or the minister's pressure. The only present woman - his queen.As she said just now, he also wants to love her with everything he has. At first, when he saw her first love appearing, he even planned to let her go.But he didn't deny that, when he saw the letter Wen Qingyou left behind, he couldn't help but let go of his hanging heart, and he was secretly happy.Although there are some meanings of second choice (spare tire, hehe), this is the way to truly love someone.After the first choice is gone, the second choice is the final choice.He is really happy to be able to marry her, and he can always have her like this.
Actually, Feng Jin Country has an open secret.King Che, the emperor of Fengjin Kingdom, did not allow anyone except Liu Yaxu to fall in love with him, all the women who seduced him died, and he mercilessly killed all those who seduced or loved him.It's not that Liu Yaxu didn't know, she just pretended not to know, and let him love herself in this cruel way to others.But now, no one in Fengjin Kingdom would dare to seduce the emperor to fly to the branch. This is the prestige that Liu Yaxu and King Che built, although it is a bit cruel.
She thought quietly, Liu Yaxu followed her, could she give her such a life?It is impossible to think about it.Would that be the life she wanted?
She shook her head.I don't fully know how I feel about this girl.
Wen Qingyou closed her eyes, quietly recalling her past. 34 years ago, she was born in a famous school and was the daughter of the head of the sect. Because the big brother joined Xuanliu Villa, she inherited the head of the school.And because of his too pure personality, he pushed the sect directly to Shu Cen Rong, his most promising junior sister at the time.As a result, Shu Cenrong couldn't stand the days without her, and frantically searched for herself, and did many irreparable things during the process.
She desperately recalled Shu Cen Rong's appearance, after seeing Liu Yaxu, she seemed to have forgotten Shu Cen Rong's appearance.When she said Shu Cen Rong's name, what came to her mind was Liu Yaxu's face.
"Shu Cen Rong..." Wen Qingyou frowned, desperately recalling the past between herself and Shu Cen Rong.
'I don't care about the head you gave me!I just want you by my side! '
'How can you be so selfish! '
'You don't even have to die for this girl! '
'Senior sister, I promise you, I will never leave you. '
Wen Qingyou recalled little by little what Shu Cen Rong had said to her, every word was so harsh and straightforward.Suddenly, the words Shu Cenrong said to her when they were young, when they were alone for the first time, resounded in her ears. The long-lost tenderness made her feel a little touched, and her eye sockets became moist.
It was a day when they had known each other for more than a year. Holding a purple jade bracelet, she sat at the stone table in the back mountain, feeling alone.And Shu Cenrong also carefully discovered that Wen Qingyou, who usually doesn't talk much but likes to laugh and play, barely ate that day and left.Shu Cenrong noticed the desolation in Wen Qingyou's eyes when she left the dinner table, so she followed her secretly.
That day was family visiting day.Disciples in the sect will have one day to be with their families.Her father was busy with everything, but her mother left her early. Wen Qingyou, who was not accompanied by her relatives, couldn't help feeling sad.
She slowly took out the purple jade bracelet that she had never worn before from her bosom, and looked at it quietly.Shu Cenrong looked at her quietly from behind, that might be an opportunity.The girl under the moonlight is holding a jade bracelet. Under the moonlight, the purple jade glows with a strange light, which is very eye-catching.Wen Qingyou's profile fell into Shu Cenrong's eyes, and she found a trace of sadness in Wen Qingyou's eyes, and she couldn't hold it anymore.He walked to Wen Qingyou's side in three steps and two steps, and sat down all at once.
Wen Qingyou looked at her and smiled reluctantly, "Why are you here?"
"Senior Sister, I think you haven't eaten much, and I'm worried that you will be hungry. What, do you have something on your mind?" Shu Cenrong looked at her innocently and asked curiously.
Wen Qingyou shook her head slightly, stroked the jade bracelet, and smiled lightly, intentionally or unintentionally, "Is this jade bracelet good-looking?"
Shu Cenrong's eyes were almost occupied by Wen Qingyou, she couldn't hold anything else in her eyes.But after hearing what the senior sister said, he took a serious look.That jade bracelet, with its transparent appearance without a trace of variegation, is indeed top-grade.
A gleam appeared in Shu Cenrong's eyes, "Sister Qingyou, so beautiful! This bracelet suits you very well."
Wen Qingyou stroked it repeatedly, and said softly, "This is my mother's relic."
Wen Qingyou remembered that although her voice was very low, she was still caught by Shu Cenrong.Before she could react, she hugged herself in her arms and let her head rest on her shoulder.At that moment, the long-lost warmth hit her heart.
"Senior sister, I promise you that from today onwards, I will never leave you, and I will not let you suffer any harm." Shu Cenrong's tone was as tender as water, and Wen Qingyou gently blew into Wen Qingyou's ears.
Many years later, when Wen Qingyou recalled that night, she still felt warm in her heart, but at that time, she did not express her emotion directly, but quickly pushed Shu Cen Rong away, frowning, and her words were harsh. He scolded, "I am your senior sister, how decent are you like this!"
Shu Cenrong was slightly startled, and still smiled softly, "Yes, senior sister, I will follow you well in the future, and I will never leave you."
At that time, Wen Qingyou just felt that Shu Cenrong, who had just lost her parents, was not advanced in martial arts, so why should she protect herself?And why not let yourself get hurt?So she didn't want to accept this seemingly ridiculous promise, but her future actions deeply hurt Shu Cenrong, and made the two of them go further and further apart.
In the next few years, Wen Qingyou worked hard to take on the responsibility of the senior sister in the sect. She put all the things she needed to bear on herself, so as not to let Shu Cenrong suffer any pressure that she should not have to bear at her age.Until her father passed away, she suddenly felt completely powerless to bear all this.So he hand-picked his most trusted junior sister, Shu Cen Rong, as the successor, and left quietly by himself, hiding in the mountains.She never thought that her cowardly evasion at that time would cause such great harm to Cen Rong.
After losing Wen Qingyou, Shu Cenrong frantically searched for her, but couldn't find her, so she arrested her brother's family, slaughtered Xuanliu Villa, and forced her to appear.On that day, Shu Cenrong hysterically asked why Wen Qingyou left her, without even saying goodbye.At that moment, Wen Qingyou saw in Shu Cenrong's eyes the hostility that she shouldn't have. At that time, she began to feel a little disgust and fear towards this person.She was afraid of Shu Cen Rong, afraid that she would hurt everyone around her.
The brother's family was used as a bargaining chip in exchange for him. Although he escaped a catastrophe and was not murdered, the Xuanliu Villa really turned into dust overnight.Because of her cowardice, she ruined Shu Cen Rong, and she didn't want to ruin Liu Yaxu again.She swore secretly in her heart that she would take good care of Yaxu and her senior brother's family.
On that day, in exchange for Liu Yaxu's return as a hostage, he swallowed the golden thread cocoon Gu without hesitation, and once swallowed, he could only live for another 64 days at most.The moment she swallowed the Cocoon Gu, she caught a glimpse of Shu Cen Rong's sad face from the corner of her eye. She looked at herself with resentful eyes, and said tremblingly, "Did you really give up your life for her?"
On that day, she was eager to save people, and she didn't think about it that much. Now that she recalled it, she couldn't help but feel a little heartache.In Cen Rong's eyes, there were three parts of heartache, three parts of pity, three parts of resentment, and one part of nostalgia.What kind of obsession made her become like that.
Wen Qingyou recalled all the past with Shu Cenrong, feeling depressed for a while, a sullen feeling rushed to her internal organs, a feeling of tearing filled her body.
'Senior sister, I will not leave you. '
'Why are you so cruel!He left without even saying hello! '
'I'm telling you, I don't need the head of your charity!I only want you! '
'Did you really risk your life for her? '
'Why!Would you rather die than be with me? '
'Do you know how much I love you? '
'Do you know you are selfish? '
'I don't want that false decency!I only want you! '
'I only want you! '
A tear rolled out of Wen Qingyou's eyes, as soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of all the past with Shu Cen Rong.I have never admitted that she has a very important position in my heart.
She forced her eyes open, staring at the bricks and tiles above her head.The heavy pain in her chest made her breathless.On that day, Cen Rong mistakenly killed Yan Junqi's parents in order to purge all those who did not understand Wen Qingyou's friendship, but was surrounded by Junqi's uncle and forced to climb a cliff.The moment she fell off the cliff, Wen Qingyou jumped down quickly. Just when everyone thought that Shu Cenrong had fallen off the cliff and died, Wen Qingyou slapped her high and kicked her up high. On the edge of the cliff, "Cen Rong, take my share and live well. You promised me that your child will be my child, don't break your promise!"
That far distance may not be heard clearly, but Shu Cen Rong's heart has completely heard it.She deeply remembered the last sentence, she wants to live a good life, she wants to live a good life with the heart of Ai Wen Qingyou, as long as she lives, Wen Qingyou has evidence of existence.
On that day, Wen Qingyou did not expect that when she fell off the cliff, the cocoon Gu in her body would be shaken out by the strong wind.But let her drag this crippled body to live for so many years.
She completely remembered Shu Cen Rong's face, and couldn't help crying on the bed.
What about Liu Yaxu?What is Liu Yaxu to her?She began to recall the past with Yaxu.Can't help but realize that she is just Shu Cen Rong's stand-in.Because I have already let Cen Rong down, I don't want to let Yaxu down again.She was using everything she had to make up for her, but what she really wanted to make up for was Shu Cen Rong.That's why, when she said Shu Cen Rong's name, she would think of Liu Yaxu's face.Liu Yaxu was her spiritual compensation to Shu Cenrong.But this compensation, for Shu Cenrong, turned into another concept.Shu Cenrong thought that Wen Qingyou was in love with Liu Yaxu, so she was desperate to kill her.But Liu Yaxu was lucky enough to become the queen of Fengjin Kingdom, a great country in the Central Plains.Maybe this kind of life is the most suitable for her.
After knowing that Cen Rong had already passed away, Wen Qingyou's mind was full of Liu Yaxu, she hoped that Liu Yaxu could live, so that Shu Cen Rong's crime could be lessened.But at that time, she misunderstood her feelings, she thought she had other feelings for Liu Yaxu.But after what happened during the day, she realized deeply that she just didn't want Liu Yaxu to become the second Shu Cen Rong.Shu Cen Rong was the one she had been hiding from and could never forget.She avoided her because she was afraid of such ungodly emotions, and she rejected her because she knew that there would be no result if they died.Then it was established that no matter who has a child, the other party's name must be in the name.She has been avoiding, she actually loves her.
After thinking about all this clearly, Wen Qingyou's eyes burst, and tears gushed out, soaking a large area of her collar.Her heart really hurts so much.
At this moment, Wen Qingyou suddenly wanted to go down to accompany her, so she took out one after another of the small medicine bottles from her bosom, which were given to her by the chief suzerain to appease her.Wen Qingyou who accepted it at that time was only because she was too guilty and wanted to use this small bottle of medicine to reduce her guilt, so she accepted this bottle of gut-piercing poison that was exactly the same as the bottle that Cen Rong took poison back then.At that time, she didn't think about the real reason for her heartache after getting the bottle. She just thought it was because of her guilt.It wasn't until this moment that she knew that what she refused to admit deep down in her heart was love.She simply uncorked the bottle, and the pungent smell filled the whole room. Wen Qingyou couldn't help but be surprised by the intensity of the smell.But she didn't feel too disgusted, because at this moment, she fully understood Shu Cen Rong's feeling when she drank the medicine more than ten years ago.She just felt a little heartbroken.Cen Rong gulped down such a difficult thing to swallow without hesitation.The tears that I had managed to control with great difficulty spewed out again like a bank bursting.Her heart was really hurting, so painful that the hand holding the bottle trembled unbearably.She sighed deeply twice, and promised in her heart, don't hesitate!When Cen Rong drank the pungent poison for herself, today's Wen Qingyou has to taste it no matter what, and if she drinks the same bottle with Shu Cen Rong, she will die without regret.She collected herself, controlled her trembling hands, and poured the medicine into her mouth suddenly, but an invisible hand pulled her hand.She swiped her hand while raising the bottle, and all the medicine in the bottle fell to the side.Part of the liquid in the bottle leaked onto the quilt on her body, and the quilt was burnt with a big hole.Most of the liquid fell on the marble floor, which was half burned.
Wen Qingyou froze for a moment, and slapped her with an inauthentic slap.Wen Qingyou was startled, and looked up to meet a familiar face full of anger.She looked at the person in front of her in surprise, she didn't quite believe her eyes, she closed her eyes deeply and opened them again, the person in front of her was still there.
"Cen Rong! It's really you!" The tears that burst the dike fell on her face again, and Wen Qingyou couldn't hide her nostalgia for looking at the person in front of her.
Shu Cenrong stretched out her hand with some distress, and wiped away the tears on Wen Qingyou's face. Wen Qingyou reached out to grab the hand she was caressing on her face, but missed it, and pressed it directly on her own face.She froze for a moment, then stared at the person in front of her in fear.She knew that Shu Cen Rong had died 17 years ago, but now she really appeared in front of her.She thought it was just a dream, but the moment she stretched out her hand, she realized that it wasn't a dream, she didn't leave, but what was left was her soul.
"Why didn't you reincarnate?" Wen Qingyou asked with tears in her eyes, complaining.
"My obsession is too deep, and my soul remains on the bottle." Shu Cenrong said lightly.
"Why did you commit suicide?" Wen Qingyou burst into tears again, looked at her resentfully, and asked tremblingly.
"Don't you know the reason?" Shu Cenrong looked at her expressionlessly.
"I don't understand. You are married to someone else and should start a new life, but why do you want to kill yourself?" Wen Qingyou frowned, her deep and hoarse voice made people feel distressed.
Shu Cenrong stroked Fuwen Qingyou's shoulder, sat on the edge of the bed, said with a faint smile, "I can't live without you."
"Do you love him?" Wen Qingyou frowned and asked persistently.
"Then do you love her?" Shu Cenrong asked back, with a look of anticipation in his eyes.
"It's not the same. There are so many men in the world, why did you choose him? If you choose him, it proves that your feelings for him are different." Wen Qingyou frowned and denied.
"What's the difference? I'm with him, but I'm going to die for you. And now you are in her bedroom, even though you are so intimate with her during the day, you are secretly sad because of my name at night." After finishing speaking, Shu There was a hint of relief on the corner of Cen Rong's mouth.After so many years, it turned out that I was not unrequited love.
"You know everything." Wen Qingyou lowered her head and said softly.After so many years, she finally understood her intentions, but it was too late.
Shu Cen Rong gently lifted her chin, and pressed her lips against it.Wen Qingyou wanted to hug her, but the soul could touch the body, but the body could not touch the spirit, so she passively let her kiss herself.
Shu Cenrong slowly let go of Wen Qingyou, and looked at her with a smile, "Tell me, what have you been thinking about in the middle of the night?"
Wen Qingyou pursed her lips, shook her lowered head slightly, and said softly, "I just realized now that Yaxu is just your shadow in my heart. I don't want her to be as helpless as you are." , going astray like you, so I desperately want to compensate her for everything I owe you."
Shu Cen Rong was startled, although she had already guessed it, her eyes still showed unconcealable joy, she raised the corners of her eyes slightly, and teased, "So you mean, the person you love is me?"
Wen Qingyou blinked her eyes, nodded slightly, and sighed a little sadly, "Hey... If only I found out earlier, I wouldn't let you suffer so much."
Although Shu Cenrong is only a spirit body at the moment, she is very contented now.She leaned against Wen Qingyou's arms and let Wen Qingyou's breath rise and fall under her body. She had never felt so at ease.Her regret was completely made up for.
"Actually, I know that Yu Wei was just married by you to forget me. But you are also considered wise. Among your suitors, he is the most reliable." Wen Qingyou looked at the person in her arms with satisfaction. , although it is still human and ghost, but it is not easy to get rid of the estrangement, and it is really the first time that they are completely together.
"I knew it, you really understand me." Shu Cenrong hugged Wen Qingyou tightly, and said quietly, "Only he, regardless of my past, doesn't treat me as a heinous devil, and doesn't care about me." There is a person in my heart who will never forget, who accepts me completely. And he did not break his promise, my daughter, you are in my name."
Wen Qingyou smiled slightly, caressing Shu Cenrong from the air, she couldn't help but want to touch her, "I know that in the human world, feelings are the most complicated things. You and him are like husband and wife, but you are in , the heart is not there. And I thought that my heart was all on Yaxu, but in the end, I realized that she was just a shadow."
After all, the look of loneliness appeared in her eyes again, she had a question, she wanted to ask her, ever since she hugged her, she always wanted to ask, she thought she could hold back, but in the end she couldn't hold back . "Cen Rong..."
"En?" Seeing that she hesitated to speak, Shu Cenrong looked up at her and smiled, "It's okay, just tell me."
"You and I are both martial arts practitioners. We all know that spirits are attached to objects based on obsession, but now you seem to have opened up your heart knot. Does this mean..."
"What does it mean?" Shu Cenrong asked with a teasing smile.
"It means..." Wen Qingyou's voice trembled a little, and her deliberately low voice revealed unconcealable fear, "Are you going to leave me again?"
Shu Cenrong admired her expression and couldn't help laughing.She didn't restrain her small movements, knocked Wen Qingyou on the head, and said with some disgust, "Fool, since I have become a spirit, I have lost the qualifications for reincarnation, unless I am superseded or destroyed by the bottle. Right now, there are four paths in front of me. One, the bottle is in the spirit; two, being rescued by others;
A person's soul should be obsessed with becoming a spirit, and attached to the object that made her lose her life.When turning into a material spirit, it is no longer possible to enter reincarnation.For example, Sword Spirit, Fan Spirit, and Shu Cen Rong here are Bottle Spirits.If the object is destroyed, if the possessed spirit cannot be transcended or transformed in time, it will be dissipated.Transcendence is to use the Taoist method to re-enter the name of the person who has been expelled into reincarnation so that he can be reincarnated.The transformation is to give the spirit body a new physical body, but the lotus body, the tree body, etc., the bottle spirit is still the bottle spirit. Only after destroying the bottle and completing the transformation before the soul flies away can the fate of the bottle spirit be escaped.Hunfeiposan means that the seven souls and six souls dissipate in different places. It takes more than ten years for a person with high spiritual power to fully gather the spirits.
"So, even if you untie the knot in your heart, you are still a bottle spirit?" Wen Qingyou asked excitedly.
Shu Cenrong raised her head to meet her eyes, smiled slightly, and nodded slightly.
Wen Qingyou put her hands on her sides with relief, and slept in a big font.She sighed slightly, and said, "Human, what a greedy animal. When I lost you, I hoped that you would be by my side. Now that you are by my side, I hope that you can be by my side in human form."
"What? You want to save me?" Shu Cenrong said calmly, but she couldn't help being surprised in her heart. She really cared about herself so much.
"Of course I don't have this ability, but there are people who do." Wen Qingyou whetted Shu Cen Rong's appetite by showing off.
"So, who is it?" Shu Cenrong asked without hiding her curiosity.
"You know that man, Wei Huo." Wen Qingyou called Feng Xuanzi's name directly, and looked at Shu Cen Rong affectionately.
"Feng Xuanzi? Will he help us?" Shu Cen Rong said with some embarrassment.
"After all, he liked you before!" Wen Qingyou said with a teasing smile.
"Jealous?" Shu Cenrong was a little overjoyed, looking at Wen Qingyou playfully.
Wen Qingyou shook her head, pinched her nose lovingly, and continued to explain, "I think he should help us, you may not know, he is now Ling'er's master."
"Linger's master?" Shu Cenrong frowned, a little surprised.Then it was replaced by an unbearable sense of loss, "I have not fulfilled my responsibility as a mother for so many years, and I am very sorry for her."
"Cen, do you believe in fate?" Wen Qingyou said in a deep voice, "Ling'er's fate seems to have been predestined long ago. We can't intervene, everything depends on her."
Shu Cenrong was confused by Wen Qingyou's words, because she had been sleeping until today, Wen Qingyou's tears really woke her up, she didn't know what happened to Shu Wenling What.She looked at Wen Qingyou anxiously, "What happened to our Linger?"
Wen Qingyou pursed her lips, was silent for a moment, took a breath, and said with a big smile, "I can't finish her 17-year story in one night. Now, tell me, what are you going to do?" Do you want to be a bottle spirit without a body, or seek help from Daoist Feng Xuanzi?"
"Senior Sister," Shu Cenrong's eyes showed a trace of regret, "Even if you can forget it, many people will never forget it. After all, my hands are covered with blood. You love me, so you tolerate me, but what about them? Will they forgive me?"
Wen Qingyou rolled her eyes, lowered her head and smiled, "You have to know, before the bottle is destroyed, you are still the bottle spirit, and the bottle spirit can be attached back to the bottle at any time!"
Shu Cenrong lowered her head and didn't speak. She didn't want to live as a Pingling all the time, but Wen Qingyou was right, it would be much more convenient to be a Pingling. Moreover, there is almost no limit to the lifespan of a Pingling. She can stay with her forever like this.
"I plan to cultivate immortality for you and be with you forever." Wen Qingyou looked at Shu Cen Rong seriously.
The long-lost warmth filled Shu Cen Rong. She hadn't been this happy for a long time. She really wished she could just lean on her shoulder and hug her to sleep.Thinking about the stupidity of what I did more than ten years ago, if I found out the intentions of both parties earlier, there would not be so many things.Perhaps, Wen Qingyou is right, this is fate.
Fate took a big turn and made her return to her side. Fate gave her a jealous and strong character, which made her deviate from her for a while, and made her lose herself for more than ten years.However, if it weren't for the arrangement of fate, I'm afraid the two of them would never be able to be together.Wen Qingyou refused to admit her heart, but Shu Cenrong refused to bow her head and compromise.Perhaps such an arrangement of fate is the best.Perhaps, my own daughter should also go through the test of fate.
Thinking of this, a smile gradually appeared on Shu Cenrong's serious face. This time, she had completely figured it out.
"What about you? Leave your queen?" Shu Cenrong's tone was full of jealousy.
"Hehe..." Wen Qingyou laughed, and looked at her dotingly, "Elf, you are still jealous! She is not my queen, she is the queen of the Central Plains."
The next day, Wen Qingyou left a letter informing her that she had left, and told Liu Yaxu to live well, and that she would always be her aunt.I have not forgotten Liu Yaxu's innocent smile back then, but after all the palace hall does not belong to me.But she didn't mention Shu Cenrong's Pingling, she just said that she didn't want to embarrass Liu Yaxu.And my feelings for her are only between the elders and the juniors, there is nothing else, and let her cherish the people in front of her.Although she didn't tell Shu that Cen Rong might be resurrected, she still couldn't hold back and wrote directly: "Cen Rong's death is the pain of my whole life. Only at that moment did I know who is the most important in my heart. It turns out that I have already Seared her deeply in my heart, but I dare not admit that I love her. Don't forget to take care."
Although it was the expected result, Liu Yaxu couldn't help trembling and astonished when she saw the letter.She cried in the emperor's arms for three days and two nights before she recovered.That's good, at least I got the result, and I don't have to look forward to it anymore.It's not bad that you can completely put your heart on the emperor.This was the path she had chosen a long time ago, but, to her, Wen Qingyou was her first love that was unforgettable and inseparable.She can't forget Wen Qingyou, maybe Liu Yaxu misunderstood Wen Qingyou's actions, maybe Liu Yaxu was too self-indulgent, whatever is fine, now Liu Yaxu has finally recovered from that impossible relationship Freed up.
"Goodbye, the person I fell in love with for the first time, goodbye, my girlish heart." Liu Yaxu sprinkled the petals into the river, and said to herself.
The emperor on the side didn't speak, and watched her quietly. It's not like he hasn't been in love before, but he also knows how difficult it is to be tempted.Of course, giving up will take time.
"Che, from now on, I won't think about it anymore, I will love you with everything I have." Yaxu, who had finished throwing flowers, looked back at the emperor, and said sincerely.
The emperor narrowed his eyes and nodded with a smile.He is very happy now, because he is the biggest king in the Central Plains, and he doesn't need to marry a woman he doesn't love because of his parents' order or the minister's pressure. The only present woman - his queen.As she said just now, he also wants to love her with everything he has. At first, when he saw her first love appearing, he even planned to let her go.But he didn't deny that, when he saw the letter Wen Qingyou left behind, he couldn't help but let go of his hanging heart, and he was secretly happy.Although there are some meanings of second choice (spare tire, hehe), this is the way to truly love someone.After the first choice is gone, the second choice is the final choice.He is really happy to be able to marry her, and he can always have her like this.
Actually, Feng Jin Country has an open secret.King Che, the emperor of Fengjin Kingdom, did not allow anyone except Liu Yaxu to fall in love with him, all the women who seduced him died, and he mercilessly killed all those who seduced or loved him.It's not that Liu Yaxu didn't know, she just pretended not to know, and let him love herself in this cruel way to others.But now, no one in Fengjin Kingdom would dare to seduce the emperor to fly to the branch. This is the prestige that Liu Yaxu and King Che built, although it is a bit cruel.
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