incurable disease

A few rays of light leaked through the gaps in the thickly shaded curtains, bringing a little color to the dark room.Wu Kaile didn't sleep all night and lay on the bed imitating a dead body, motionless. The ticking sound of the alarm clock on the bedside table entered his ears. He opened his eyes. There were a lot of bloodshot eyes in his eyes, and he looked very tired.

Wu Kaile sat up, went to the window and opened the curtains, the sky was just dawn, the blue sky was cold, and the heart was also slightly cold.

well.Wu Kaile sighed, last night's psychological intervention was not completely successful, he had concealed it from Shi Yue, and Shi Yue also saw it.Although the two had an in-depth talk for a long time, and Shiyue counseled him smoothly after being open and honest, but Wu Kaile subconsciously chose to remain silent about his past.

You are still bound by the past.

These are Shi Yue's original words, and Wu Kaile understands them clearly, but he can't control them.Shiyue might know a general idea of ​​what happened in the past, but Wu Kaile didn't want to talk about the details, and even resisted letting Shiyue know.Especially when Yue brought up Wu Kaile's past and wanted to know about it, even if it was a trivial matter, Wu Kaile hurriedly asked to leave in a panic, even forgetting how difficult it was for him to return to China this time.

Shi Yue was obviously surprised, but he just comforted Wu Kaile to sleep well, and he had nothing to say all night.

Wu Kaile felt that times had changed. In the past, he was always mild in his illness, but after returning to China, he became more and more severe.But it didn't seem to have changed, the more gentle the time became, the treatment notice he issued would never be changed easily, unless the condition suddenly changed.Even though Wu Kaile's abrupt request to leave yesterday failed to make Shi Yue withdraw his idea of ​​changing the treatment plan, it seems that the "love letter" must be read.

I don't know how long I sat there, the sky gradually brightened, and there were pedestrians on the road in front of the door.Wu Kaile washed up and walked out of the room. As soon as he turned around, he saw Shi Yue in the kitchen with a hand hanging on his chest, putting the fried eggs on the plate. He was startled and hurried over to take the one in Shi Yue's hand Spatula.

"Brother, why didn't you call me?!"

Shi Yue shrugged indifferently, took a cup with one hand and poured water, "It's time to finish talking."

Wu Kaile was stunned, "You didn't sleep all night?"

"Well, people from the bureau have been transferred here. I don't have to do it myself. Anyway, I can ask for leave for work-related injuries."

Wu Kaile nodded, still puzzled: "Please insist on talking about something in the middle of the night..."

"Discuss with Will and change your doctor." Toki Yue said while handing over the poured warm water.

Will is Shiyue's teacher in the United States, an authority in the field of psychology, and has given them great help in Wu Kaile's treatment.Wu Kaile's brain exploded like boiling water when he listened to the light words, and his already red eyes became more serious.Wu Kaile's lips trembled a little, he lowered his head and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why?"

"Your situation has become unstable. Will also said that I indulged you too much and made you a little anxious. It would be safer to change someone." Shi Yue raised his water glass, "Drink some water."

Wu Kaile suddenly raised his head, his red eyes showed his uneasiness, "Brother, I..."

Shi Yue stuffed the water glass into Wu Kaile's hand, leaned over to look at him, and asked, "Why are your eyes so red? Are you insomnia?"

"I'm not used to the new place yet." Wu Kaile's panic was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't get it out for a long time.

Wu Kaile had a delicious breakfast, and the table was quiet. He looked up at Shiyue next to him, even though he only had one hand to use, he didn't panic, his movements were slow and elegant, making his teeth itch.

Wu Kaile packed up the dinner plate full of thought, and then hesitantly went up to the second floor. When he saw it just now, he carried his notebook and went to the small terrace. If there is no accident, the senior brother must be in contact.Wu Kaile became inexplicably anxious from body to heart, he took a few short breaths, suppressed the sudden discomfort of being betrayed, and trotted over in three steps at a time.

Shi Yue was talking on the phone, different from the usual formulaic greetings, he was greeting in a very familiar tone.

"Well, it's only been a week since I returned to China. I was too busy and I didn't take care of him. I was a little worried. Okay, I'll wait for the materials later--"

Wu Kaile snatched Shi Yue's cell phone and hung it up almost like a snatch, and then "snapped" the notebook on the small coffee table.His heart was beating extremely fast, his eyes were red like an abandoned child, standing there alone, his mouth tightly pursed.

"Lele?"

Shi Yue frowned, not caring about Wu Kaile's unreasonable behavior.He is very worried now, Wu Kaile's thorny appearance has been worn away long ago, what happened to cause him to be stimulated again?What I said in the kitchen before suddenly flashed through my mind. From the time I said to change the doctor, Lele was not quite right.

"Senior brother, don't change people." Wu Kaile gripped the phone tightly, his manicured nails were embedded in the flesh without feeling pain, his expression was a little fragile, almost pleading cautiously, "Senior brother, I don't want to check Alright, burn that letter, let's go back to America, shall we?"

If Shi Yue was just surprised last night, then he is shocked and regretful now.Shiyue's treatment methods have always been gentle, with Wu Kaile's wishes first.With his sudden aggressive attitude and the substitution, the excitement was too much and it backfired, making Wu Kaile even more unwilling to break out of the haze, and even want to shrink back into his shell.The treatment direction analyzed by Professor Shi Yue and Will and the simulation of the response to Wu Kaile were completely overturned, and they fast-forwarded to the worst level.

When Wu Kaile saw it, his face was full of shock but he didn't speak. He didn't know what to do.He has always been unpredictable about Shi Yue, and sometimes even feels scared, although he doesn't know what he is afraid of.However, he clearly remembered that he was able to meet Shiyue because of his luck, and his illness happened to hit Shiyue's research direction, and he was discovered with strange symptoms, large and small.It is quite rare for these symptoms to appear in the same person, plus the same nationality or brothers in the same school.

Thinking of this, Wu Kaile's face turned pale.To my senior brother, I might be a living research subject. The first one or two years was like cell fission, which was very interesting. After a long period of time without any changes, he pretended to be healed, so he was impatient, right?

"Lele."

"Lele? Lele..." Looking at Wu Kaile's unpredictable expression, Shi Yue could guess what this brat was thinking. The most urgent thing to do now was to appease him. He didn't want to waste all his hard work in the past six years.There was no response after shouting several times, so Shi Yue could only go forward and hug Wu Kaile's stiff body with his good hand, and patted him on the back lightly.

Wu Kaile woke up like a dream, childishly grabbed the corner of Shiyue's clothes, and said in an angry voice: "Brother, really, we're going back to the United States, I don't want to check anymore, I..." I'm afraid of pain.

Wu Kaile didn't say the last two words, because even he thought it was ridiculous.Wu Kaile has never been afraid of pain since he was a child. He is courageous but also smart. He lives smoothly and has a successful career.Floating in the sky for a long time and being shot down once, he was never afraid of being so ruthless or deadly. After getting to know Shi Yue, he who was not afraid of death suddenly became afraid of pain.But now, the only person he cares about seems to want to leave him, the pain is so painful that his bones and blood are boiled into thin needles, and every cell is full of anger.

"Brother, let's go..."

Every drowsy nerve of Shi Yue was frightened soberly. He hugged Wu Kaile like a child, and he didn't bother to apologize to the so-called new doctor who was hung up for no reason.Although he was in a hurry, he didn't promise casually. He just responded to Wu Kaile in a low voice, spread his palms in front of him, and said with a smile, "Let's go."

Wu Kaile was stunned for three seconds, and put his hand up without hesitation, "Where are you going?"

"Go back to sleep when I'm sleepy, Lele, help me take the notebook too." Shi Yue nodded at his hanging hand with his chin, and said helplessly.

Wu Kaile held his obedient mobile phone and notebook in one hand, and was led back to the master bedroom, which was also Shi Yue's bedroom.

Shi Yue covered Wu Kaile with a quilt, and covered his eyes with his slightly cool palms, his voice was so clear and forceful that no one could refuse, "Lele, remember what I said next. Since you reject changing doctors, then we will No change. However, you must fully cooperate with the next treatment, no matter whether I change the treatment plan or not. Can it be done?"

Can it be done?Wu Kaile's ears were buzzing, and his body was stiff for a long time without any response.Shi Yue was full of patience, did not ask again but waited silently.Finally, Wu Kaile nodded slowly.

"Get a good night's sleep first, and talk when you wake up."

"Master."

Shi Yue lifted the quilt and said a little coldly: "Go to sleep, I'm sleepy."

Wu Kaile didn't dare to open his eyes, his heart was tormented by the two worlds of ice and fire, while rejoicing at Shi Yue's compromise, he repelled opening the door to the past.He always felt that once they crossed that point, they would stand at opposite ends of the line and gradually move away.He couldn't understand and couldn't control it, he just felt pain.

Yes, he is just afraid of pain, so he would rather escape.

Wu Kaile fell asleep in a daze, and fell asleep until the next day. For a full 22 hours, he couldn't wake up no matter how much he screamed.Fortunately, Shi Yue was sure that he was just asleep, otherwise he would have had a heart attack.The ignorant Wu Kaile just had a dream and was awakened afterwards.

In the dream, he strangled someone's neck expressionlessly, and with the sound of "da, da, da" footsteps, the beating pulse in his hand changed from loud to calm, from warm to cold.The sound of footsteps stopped, and he dropped the man limply on the ground. He lowered his eyes carelessly, and the pale face just broke into his eyes, and the blood overflowing from his mouth and nose made his pupils constrict.

Brother?how come? !

Wu Kaile stumbled forward and hugged Shiyue, but couldn't utter a sound with his mouth open. He looked at his hands and the pinch marks on the other's neck in disbelief, and was suddenly overwhelmed by an overwhelming hatred.He wanted to wake up Shi Yue, but he couldn't make a sound. He could only sit withered in the sea of ​​blood holding the gradually cooling corpse.

He lost someone important again.

Brother.

"Lele."

"Don't be afraid, come here."

From a distance, it seems to be in the water, and it seems to be separated by a water wall, and the sound passing through the barrier is covered with a protective film.Wu Kaile trembled uncontrollably. He stretched out his hand and said in a hoarse voice, "Brother."