Surrounded

Ye Shijian hasn't had such big emotional ups and downs for a long time. He has been very indifferent to many things in these years alone. Apart from revenge, he doesn't seem to have any other particularly intense perceptions, and it is impossible for him to be as complicated as he is now.

Complicated, yes, not just angry.There are also fears, emotions, jealousy and... grievances.

Later, Lin Lu was afraid that if Yu Wan missed his hand, Lin Lu really made a big mistake, but when he thought that he did all this for himself, he couldn't help being moved. He thought it was the sincerity of lying on the ice and begging for carp, which finally melted him, but he turned around and found that his love for Yan Chi I trust far more than myself.This kind of feeling is like practicing skills all night long and finally reaching the level of a king. In the end, Lin Lu told him coldly that we have a five-row team and can't take you.Hold!Although Lin Lu doesn't play games.

The reunion between him and Lin Lu was an accident. If it wasn't for that accident, they would have completely disappeared into each other's world. He is grateful for the reunion, but what about Lin Lu?

Has Lin Lu planned his life for the next few decades, and what role does he play in it?Passerby, or host?He even thought naively, if he and Yan Chi had to choose between two, who would Lin Lu choose?

Feelings are too unfair, and it doesn't mean that you can get the same return as much as you pay.How can there be so much luck in the world where two people are in love with each other, and most of them are wishful thinking and self-moving.

Like fucking licking a dog.

Ye Shijian is also cheap.

He never smokes in the bedroom, and today is the first time he has moved in, but he still opened the window very modestly.The weather in December was cold to the bone, and the north wind was blowing in with moisture. Ye Shijian sat on the floor with his back against the bed, with tears at the end of his eyes.

In fact, he wanted to cry yesterday, but because Lin Lu was by his side, he kept holding back.How should I put it, seeing Ye Xi's tombstone being destroyed is no different from watching Ye Xi get stabbed a few times.The dearest family members, after their death, he couldn't keep them safe, and he wanted revenge. Eight years passed with nothing, and finally the enemy slipped away under his nose.

Ye Shijian cried very depressed, crying that he was lonely and courageous, that he was in a dilemma, that his fate was too short, that he couldn't love him, and even more that he was like a waste.

Fuck you, all living beings are suffering, obviously, my mother is suffering the most.

Being kind and upright is useless. Even though he is already so sensible, he still lives his life in a mess.He obviously likes him so much and accommodates him so much, but in his eyes, he becomes pointing fingers, saying that he is not the same person.

A knife in the heart is nothing more than that.

After sitting for too long, his butt was numb to the tailbone, and when Ye Shijian stood up with the edge of the bed, he felt dizzy for a while, as if he had suffered from hypoglycemia. He remembered that he hadn't eaten anything other than breakfast today, and it was already dark.The smell of smoke in the room was very heavy, and he was dizzy from the smoke. He walked to the window with heavy steps, and the cold wind blew on his face like a knife.

He took out another cigarette, and when he turned his body to block the wind and lit the fire, he saw the quiet suitcase in the corner. It belonged to Lin Lu. When he came, he only had this suitcase and a backpack, but it was nothing. Things, just a few clothes.Oh no, there is also a family heirloom. I don’t know what is hidden in the small box. It can’t be a gold bar, it shouldn’t be. It was quite light when I picked it up and weighed it that day.Fuck, it can't be a token of love, it's usually played like this in TV dramas, no wonder it's still locked, what's the password, could it be his birthday?

Ye Shijian stared at the suitcase for a long time, thinking that when he moved to the new house, he had to go through a few trips to move the things, Lin Lu was very carefree.That's right, he probably never really regarded it as a home, and he came and went with ease.

Fuck!

Lin Lu couldn't have run away already!

Ye Shijian froze suddenly, he didn't have time to put out the cigarette in the trash can, turned around and ran towards the door, he only recovered when his fingertips touched the cold handle, he swallowed and put his ears on the There was no movement at all in the living room.

Troubled.

Bang!

He opened the door with the strength of tearing down the house, and then saw his sweetheart who was arranging the dining table.Lin Lu was startled by the sudden sound of the door opening, he immediately looked up, raised the plate in his hand and smiled and asked him, "Are you hungry? The meal is almost ready."

"..."

Ye Shijian is really in a dilemma now. Fortunately, Lin Lu put down the dinner plate and went straight to the kitchen. He took a long breath, went into the bathroom and washed his face vigorously. The cold water was very irritating, and his eyes were still a little Erhong looked like she had cried.

Anyway, just leave.

He went back to the room to get his mobile phone, only to see that Shu Hai had sent him a message an hour ago, saying that the little bastard had a lot of flesh and blood injuries, and that he accidentally dropped it had nothing to do with Yan Chi and the others, Yan Chi I have gone back after finishing the record.

Apart from other things, he actually needs to thank Yan Chi.No matter what the reason was, he didn't need to get involved in this matter, let alone help teach this person a lesson.

Indeed, there are some things that the police cannot do, but someone must do them anyway.

The meal was up and down, and Fengyun was playing on the TV again, but it seemed that it was coming to an end, and Second Meng died to save Nie Feng.Ye Shijian buried his head in swiping his phone, and didn't read any of the colorful words on Weibo, but he didn't want to look up, and didn't want Lin Lu to see his red eyes, like a sissy.

He decided to be sloppy to the end, and he didn't wash the dishes!In the past, no matter who did the cooking, the final job of washing the dishes would fall on Ye Shijian.

"Your hands are for drawing, not for making rags." Ye Shijian said it very forcefully at the time, but now that he thinks about it, he should buy a dishwasher.

When Ye Shijian was lying on the bed after taking a shower, he wandered absent-mindedly for a while, and finally placed an order for a dishwasher with the best sales rating, freeing up the labor force, and starting from now on!

Alas, he sighed again.

The sound of the water in the bathroom stopped, he turned off his phone and shrank into the quilt, unable to sleep, it was too early.

It took Lin Lu a few minutes to blow-dry his hair, and finally got into the warm bed without hesitation.Ye Shijian turned his back to him and stared at the closed curtains and the little light leaking in from the cracks of the curtains. Half of his body was numb, but he still didn't feel sleepy at all, and he might not sleep all night.

The breathing behind him gradually calmed down, and Ye Shijian finally breathed a sigh of relief. He carefully flattened his body and rubbed his numb right arm.He had just breathed a sigh of relief when Lin Lu started to move.

Lin Lu leaned close to him, turned over and kissed his lips, grinding them until it was itchy and numb.Ye Shijian clenched his fists and remained motionless. Lin Lu had no intention of interacting with him. After kissing for a while, he began to lick his chin and neck again, and then he slid down.

Ye Shijian: "!!!"

The quilt swelled into a ball, and there was a faint swallowing sound from inside.

Ye Shijian moved his fist to his lips, he restrained himself from making a sound, but being so teased, he couldn't calm down no matter what, at least his little brother was much more honest than him.

It's always like this, he would rather Lin Lu have a big fight with him like in the afternoon, and he doesn't want to use this way to end the conflict every time, but that person knows him too well, and knows how to do it to make him comfortable and make him feel better. He surrendered.

With a sour look in his eyes, Ye Shijian bit the back of his hand hard, then stretched out his hand and pulled him up.Lin Lu turned on the bedside lamp, and sat on him with his wet lips pursed. When he leaned down to kiss Ye Jian, he rolled over and pressed him on the bed.

Lin Lu's eyes flickered, and he reached out to hug him, but Ye Shijian didn't give him a chance, so he turned him over quickly, like spreading pancakes.

They've tried many poses, but never once has their face been completely invisible like today.Ye Shijian liked to confront him head-on, he knew that Ye Shijian was really angry this time, and he knew it too.

From the beginning to the end, until Lin Lu went to the bathroom to clean up alone, they didn't say a word, they didn't even meet their eyes.Hardened his heart and put on a bad face, it was obvious that no one was happy.

What else can be done?

Do you like him?like.

Do you feel sorry for him?Distressed.

Are you cheap or not?cheap.

Ye Shijian sighed, got out of bed and opened the bathroom door.

"Let's wash together." He stepped forward and hugged Lin Lu.

Lin Lu paused and said, "Okay."

Ye Shijian took off the shower and showered it on the back of his waist. The light in the bedroom was too dim until now to see the bruise the size of Lin Lu's waist clearly.

He frowned: "How did you do it?"

"I hit the shoe cabinet in the afternoon." Lin Lu said truthfully, Ye Shi saw it and reacted immediately, his nose was sore again.

"Did it hurt you just now?"

"No." Lin Lu hugged him back, "It doesn't hurt at all."

The familiar taste came again.Hold!Are you allergic to your lacrimal glands today? Why do you want to cry?

"See you at Ye Shi." Lin Lu whispered in his ear, "I knew Yan Chi before I met you, and it's been ten years."

what?

Ye Shijian was a little unresponsive.

Lin Lu hugged his waist without much strength, but his voice was very clear: "I don't have any friends, he is the only one, I can't do it if you tell me to stay away from him, I always came here like this during the years when you were not around Yes, if you hate him, you might also hate the me I used to be."

"No!" Ye Shijian said anxiously, "How could I hate you! I don't hate Yan Chi either, I just... just..."

"You're just jealous." Lin Lu smiled and leaned on him, "I have nothing to do with him, he is indeed gay but we never had anything. I never slept with him, never slept with anyone else, only you."

Lin Lu repeated: "I only slept with you."

what!

Ye Shijian was completely stunned.

He didn't mind if Lin Lu had that kind of relationship with other people, but when he heard this sentence, it was like being struck by lightning. The white stripes in the waves are a place, and he is his only man.

The only man is not a friend with benefits, and if it is not a friend with benefits, it is fucking love! ! !

Ye Shijian tried his best to restrain the corners of his mouth from rising, he didn't want to look too happy, he was afraid that Lin Lu would have other thoughts, but he was really excited now, all the anger dissipated at this moment.

Maybe it's because we've lived in hardship for a long time that we worry about things like happiness.

He hugged Lin Lu and kissed again and again, and finally asked him expectantly: "Lin Lu, do you like me?"

The hot steam made people's brains swell, Lin Lu breathed heavily, and his sticky snort blew into his ears, he closed his eyes and smiled: "What do you think?"

They did it again, positively.