Loyal heart travels a long way

When Gu Zhiyao washed and washed, his mind was in a daze, he was in a state of confusion, he didn't know how to explain this matter to Qin Yong.

In fact, a child of an ordinary family should be dreaming and thinking about spring at such an age.

But for one thing, they would no longer lie down and sleep together with their elder brother, and secondly, no elder brother would wash his brother's underwear for such a private thing.

If it is someone else's family, the elder brother finds out that his younger brother has a dream and vents himself, at most he will be shy for a while, and the two of them can just make fun of it.

But I can't do it myself.

I have ghosts in my heart.

Gu Zhiyao felt that he had tarnished the brotherhood between the two of them with such a shady friendship hidden in his heart.

What happened last night was hazy, true and false, the spring scenery inside the window was boundless, and the rain beat the plantains outside the window, Gu Zhiyao couldn't tell whether the kiss was a dream or it really happened.

He was so confused that he could no longer deceive himself or others.

I can't hide my admiration for Chu Dancheng at all, the friendship overflowing in my eyes, and my instinct to get into someone's arms when I fall asleep... If I were Chu Dancheng, I would have discovered it long ago.

But he didn't say anything.

Said nothing.

Is it true that my brother thinks that his feelings are wrong, and there should be no such feelings between the two of them.

Gu Zhiyao buried his face in the water, he opened his eyes in the water, his eyes hurt so much.

It's okay, if you feel pain, you will wake up, and you shouldn't be obsessed with it.

After a while, Gu Zhiyao straightened up with a "squeak" and his hair stuck to his face and neck. Some drops of water trickled down his hair into his neck, and some water drops fell to the ground along his broken hair and disappeared into the dust.

Gu Zhiyao raised his hand and grabbed his collar, feeling a little out of breath.

What is it all called?

His Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally he calmed down a little, and sat in front of the bronze mirror to tie his hair.

Chu Dancheng combed his hair in a ponytail for the first time, and today he still combs his hair in a high ponytail.

But why did the corners of my mouth sink so low? No matter how hard I tried to raise the corners of my mouth, they still drooped willfully.

It's funny.

Gu Zhiyao combed his hair slowly, his lips trembled twice, and he raised his hand to scrape his ears.

No shame!

Gu Zhiyao smiled self-deprecatingly, the corners of his mouth could finally be raised.

You can't stay in this room all the time, it smells like Chu Dancheng, and you can't calm down if you don't go out.

Gu Zhiyao pushed the door open and walked out of the room. It rained last night, but today the sun is very good.The sun was dazzling, and everywhere was pure white, making him look even dirtier.

He suddenly felt that everything in this house was unfamiliar, and even the smiling face that Babao showed when he saluted him seemed to be laughing at him.

Look, this is the person who, being carried back by Chu Dancheng, has moved his mind that he shouldn't have.

Yes, what is the difference between such a person and Qin Xian?

No, not as good as Qin Xian.He didn't dare to say anything, he only dared to be a bastard with his head shrunk, but he couldn't hide his tail.

It's funny, it's funny.

Gu Zhiyao seemed to hear many voices in his ears, getting louder and louder.

Noisy! !

Gu Zhiyao gasped for breath twice, Babao saw that his master's expression was not good, he couldn't help but asked, "Master, what's wrong?"

Gu Zhiyao waved his hand, signaling Babao to ignore him.It's too noisy here, he needs to find a place where no one is around.

When he reacted, his own hand had already pushed the study door open, Gu Zhiyao paused, and walked in anyway.

Chu Dancheng's breath in the study became heavier, but he was reluctant to leave here.

Gu Zhiyao walked around the bookcase in a trance, his hands brushing the rows of books unconsciously.

By the time the consciousness came back, it was almost noon.The cold air from the rainy homework receded, and the dry air gradually rose, Gu Zhiyao realized that his breakfast was useless, and he just walked around in a daze for more than an hour.

He lowered his head and rested his hand on a book.

"Shui Jing Zhu".

When he was in Xiapi back then, Chu Dancheng often read this book, and it was the same book he read for the first time when he saw him.

Gu Zhiyao took the "Shui Jing Zhu" off the bookcase and flipped through it casually.

He doesn't like civil engineering and water conservancy and the like, he only likes to read the art of war, and of course he has never read "Shui Jing Zhu".But now he wants to know what Chu Dancheng usually reads, so he can't help but flip through the pages.

Chu Dancheng has always been attentive in reading, and the annotations are written in vermilion small script on the book.In fact, Chu Dancheng's cursive writing is better, and his pen is as sharp as a knife carving, but when he reads, he always uses lower case for annotation.

Just because Xiaokai is a typeface with distinct vertical and horizontal lines, when writing, Chu Dancheng reminded himself to keep his spirit altar clear and sober at all times.

Gu Zhiyao flipped through the book, and just turned to volume 25.

There is no annotation on this page, but a poem is written in cursive.

"Who knows what life experience is, and it will be more than one after a lot of rivers and rains."

This page of paper is not as smooth as the other pages, but it looks like it has been soaked in water, and the whole paper is a little yellow and wrinkled.

Gu Zhiyao stretched out two fingers to caress that night, feeling that this is not a single page of paper.

He glanced at the sunlight, and sure enough there was an interlayer, but he didn't know what Chu Dancheng put inside.

Gu Zhiyao had no intention of spying on his elder brother's affairs that he could not know, everyone has their own secrets to keep.

Suddenly, I felt nothing interesting, and I didn't know whether I was reminiscing something or torturing myself after staying in this study for a long time.

Gu Zhiyao shook his head with a wry smile, closed the "Shui Jing Zhu" and put it back in the bookcase.

Forget it, let's go out and be quiet for a while.

Gu Zhiyao turned around and planned to go out.

Some things are probably destined, and these things should be discovered by Gu Zhiyao.He had already stepped forward, but suddenly caught a glimpse of something in his peripheral vision:

paste.

Gu Zhiyao paused, then walked back, raised his hand to pick up the paste.

The paste was placed in a small porcelain bowl, and there was still a little sticking to the edge of the porcelain bowl, Gu Zhiyao reached out to touch it, it was wet.

This paste was just used today.

Only he and Chu Dancheng can enter the study, that is, Chu Dancheng just used the paste today.

It is self-evident what is sticky.

"Who knows what life experience is, what life experience is..." Gu Zhiyao recited this half line of the poem twice, and had a vague guess in his heart.

A terrible conjecture, a conjecture that frightens me when I think of what it might be.

Gu Zhiyao's face turned pale in an instant, his pupils flickered twice, suddenly he didn't feel dry, but felt cold all over his body.

I hope it's just my own wild thoughts, which are all things that have no shadow.

Gu Zhiyao closed his eyes, raised his hand and took down the "Shui Jing Zhu" and turned to volume 25.

The paste was not completely dry yet, Gu Zhiyao couldn't wait to call the servant to deliver a pot of hot tea, so he directly brought the pages of the book to his lips, took two breaths of hot air, and then forced himself to separate the two pages little by little.

The pages of the book glued together were slowly separated by Gu Zhiyao, his heart beat faster and faster, and he could hardly control his trembling hands.

Finally, he opened a mouth that was big enough to pull out the stuff inside.

Between the two pages of the book is a piece of rice paper that has been pressed extremely flat, and the crease in the middle of the rice paper is about to break because it is too deep.

Gu Zhiyao tried to calm himself down a little, and unfolded the rice paper.

"My son's far away kiss."