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"Double insurance, you really can't escape this time." Chang Qin warned.

Xi Ling didn't recover from this sudden surprise for a while, he hurried to turn on the light, and under the dim light, he carefully looked at the ring finger on the ring finger - a very simple style with a layer of surface It was made of frosted material, the light gathered on the slightly raised ring surface, and there was a circle of golden light around the edge. The ring was firmly placed between his fingers, like a circle of fireballs, burning his skin hotly.

Seeing that he was silent for a long time, Chang Qin put his arms around his waist and asked with a smile: "Why, are you so happy? You can't talk anymore?"

Xi Ling raised his head, still blankly: "When did you buy the ring?"

Chang Qin smiled, and said lightly, "Before I came here, I planned to tell my parents about it before giving it to you, which is also considered as a certificate for you, but to see my mother gave you her wedding ring at night, I am happy, so I will Take it out together, I secretly measured the size of the ring while you were sleeping, it's not bad by an inch, don't worry." Chang Qin scratched the tip of his nose with a smile.

Xi Ling was full of warmth, but he didn't know what to say. After turning all kinds of thoughts in his mind, he suddenly frowned and took the ring off his ring finger.

"What are you doing?" Seeing his reaction, Chang Qin immediately smirked.

"What's the matter with us blatantly wearing the ring now? Are you provoking your parents?" Xi Ling explained.

Chang Qin thought for a while and sighed in disappointment: "Okay, then put the ring away first, and we will put it on after my parents agree." After speaking, he also took off the ring on his hand.

Looking at his bald fingers again, Xi Ling couldn't bear it, so he looked away, rubbed his fingertips on the emerald for several times, then carefully took it off, and walked to the desk , put it back in the big red velvet box.

Seeing this, Chang Qin immediately smiled again and deliberately teased him: "Don't forget to wear this one too."

Xi Ling sneered, and replied: "You can get local materials, this ring was given to me by my godmother, so that I can marry my wife."

Chang Qin stepped forward in two or three steps, pulled him into his arms, and said, "If you dare to marry a wife, I won't eat you."

Xi Ling suppressed her laughter, and retorted: "I'll marry you, what can you do to me?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Xi Ling immediately felt a strong force pushing him towards the bed, he staggered a few steps backwards, his center of gravity was unstable, and he fell into the soft bed.

In the next second, Chang Qin was bullied, groped with one hand and tore off the belt on his bathrobe, and said provocatively: "Mr. Xi, don't forget, this is on my territory, and everything is up to me." It's up to you."

Xi Ling met his eyes without fear: "How dare you?"

Chang Qin said with a wicked smile, "Look at me, dare I."

Seeing the flames in his eyes, Xi Ling immediately showed timidity, bent his knees and kicked Chang Qin away from him, and crawled to the inside of the big bed with hands and feet, the bathrobe on his body slipped straight down, and most of his shoulders were exposed.

Chang Qin's eyes were sharp and his hands were quick. Before he could slip far, he grabbed his smooth ankle, and with a force of his arm, Xi Ling was dragged back to his original position. Chang Qin bent down and bit the other's tender neck .

Xi Ling was tickled by him, laughing and begging for mercy.

The next day, Chang Qin took Xi Ling to visit his former alma mater, and showed him the places where he used to hang out when he was a child. Xi Ling admired and listened to Chang Qin's explanation, with a pious expression on his face.

Once, Chang Qin would stop by to buy a few steamed buns for breakfast every day before going to school, while Xi Ling was on the other side thousands of miles away from him, taking the family car to go to school with his sister; He would go to the school playground to play basketball with a group of friends, but Xi Ling was alone, practicing silently in that unattended court; She buys her favorite ice cream, but Xi Ling leaves his hometown, and in a sleepless night, he is tortured by his uncertain sexual orientation.

It turned out that they used to be two incompatible people, but now, they are like conjoined twins, neither of them can leave the other.

Sometimes fate is really a wonderful thing. You don't know who will come quietly one day, let alone that person may become your bondage for the rest of your life.

In the evening, the Chang family booked a large box in the dining room, and invited a group of relatives and friends to dinner. It was a welcome change for Chang Qin. Because there were too many relatives, two tables were set up in the box, and Chang's mother sat at a table with several aunts and aunts. Father Chang took Chang Qin and Xi Ling to sit at another table, drinking with a group of elders.

Several men had a good time drinking, all of them blushed, Chang Qin couldn't drink enough, and was forced to drink a few cups of rice wine brewed by his relatives. On the one hand, Xi Ling was worried that he would get drunk and help him If I don’t go back, I don’t dare to open my chest and drink with me. On the other hand, I’m really not used to the noisy atmosphere of pushing cups and changing cups, so I took a few symbolic sips, and kept a decent smile the whole time. The relative showed off that he had a godson who was awesome.

Several women in the family got together and turned into gossips in a second. People in small cities were relatively low-educated. Seeing Chang Qin bring a man back for the New Year at this time caused a stir among the women. There was an uproar.

"Why did Chang Qin bring a man back? Didn't you hear that he found a girlfriend in a big city a few years ago? That girl is very beautiful. Why did he turn around and become a man?"

One night, this is the question that Chang's mother hears the most, it's like the first two big.

With a smile on her face, she patiently answered one by one: "Xi Ling is our godson and a friend of Chang Qin. He used to be a lawyer, but now he has changed his career to become a teacher."

The seven aunts and the eight aunts were not interested in being a son or not a son. After nodding meaningfully, they changed the topic and hit the point: "When will Chang Qin marry a wife? He is a big man. Didn't he start it on his own?" Since I started a company, I must have made a lot of money, but why I haven't been able to find a suitable girl, it must be because your Qin'er's vision is too high."

At such times, someone will immediately come over to answer the conversation: "You know Director Wang from my unit. His daughter just started working this year, and she is young and beautiful. How about I call her out one day and let Chang Qin See, it’s better to find a wife than to find a local, everyone can rest assured if you know the basics, don’t you think?”

Chang's mother listened to her bewitching, and couldn't help but feel a little moved. She was about to tell the other party Chang Qin's mobile phone number, when her sister's daughter—Chang Qin's cousin came over and worried about these people with a straight face. The elder of the family's marriage affairs snorted coldly: "What are you worrying about, I think my cousin is living a happy life now."

This little cousin is still in college and looks weird.When I was studying, I loved to gather around the girls in the dormitory to discuss the hottest little fresh meat nowadays. When I mentioned that there was a cousin in my family who was more handsome than the popular little fresh meat, she was always extremely proud. Qin's photos were taken out for the sisters to admire, and all of them were drooling, with stars in their eyes.

"Little girl, what do you know? Your cousin doesn't even have a woman, how can he be happy?" Her mother heard her daughter talking nonsense, slapped the back of her hand, and reproached her.

"Why don't I understand." The cousin retorted and explained logically, "Mom, you are so special, you don't have to find a woman to be happy these days. I can assure you that the teacher brought back by my cousin, the two of you It's probably a pair." After finishing speaking, he looked at the leader table meaningfully.

Chang Qin was already unconscious, his face was red like two clouds of fire, his head was dizzy, and he leaned on Xi Ling's shoulder, smiling and watching his father and uncle stand in front of each other to persuade each other to drink, while Xi Ling lowered his shoulders a little to let him drink. He leaned more comfortably, turned his head from time to time, and asked him what he wanted to eat. Chang Qin didn't move his hands, just talked, and instructed him to pick up food for himself like a nanny. Xi Ling obeyed, picked up a small piece of potato from the plate, Holding his left hand underneath, he carefully put it into Chang Qin's mouth.

Chang's mother followed her niece's line of sight, and what she saw happened to be such a picture. Originally, a man took care of another drunk man. This kind of behavior was nothing. Chang's father sometimes drank too much, and would lean on the His brother's shoulders kept laughing, but Xi Ling's action of feeding the vegetables was too ambiguous, and the way he looked at Chang Qin was so tender and tender that it almost melted his heart. Thinking back to what her niece said just now, a strange feeling rushed all over her body, she blushed with shame, and quickly looked away, not daring to glance at those two people again.

Fortunately, other people are not as sensitive as Mother Chang. After listening to the nonsense of the little cousin, they all expressed absurdity. After all, watching such a lively thing is only considered lively if it does not happen to you. A few people laughed casually for a while, He turned the topic elsewhere.

In the second half of the meal, Chang's mother ate absent-mindedly, with mixed emotions in her heart, and kept thinking about the relationship between her son and Xi Ling, her face turned red and pale, and she wished she could rush to the two of them to ask what happened.

After the banquet was over, Chang's father had already been drunk, and Chang Qin was also very drunk, and the ground shook when he walked. Although Xi Ling was always supporting him, he accidentally knocked over a vase.

Chang's mother came over, supported Chang Qin's other arm, and said to Xi Ling, "I will accompany you to send him back."

"No need for godmother." Xi Ling quickly refused, "Go and take care of godfather, as long as Chang Qin is with me."

"Chang Qin's uncle will take his father back. It's okay. Chang Qin is stronger than you. I'm afraid you won't be able to handle it alone. I'll drive you back to the hotel."

Chang's mother's tone could not be refused, Xi Ling couldn't say anything more, so she could only let her drag Chang Qin, and the two of them resisted the drunk into the car together.Xi Ling climbed into the back seat, put Chang Qin's head on his lap, and looked out the window gloomily, feeling uneasy.

When they came, they only booked one room, and it was a big bed room instead of a double room. At this time, Xi Ling was very annoyed. A man is sleeping in the same bed, no amount of pretense is going to help.

Sure enough, Mother Chang drove the car downstairs to the hotel and insisted on helping Chang Qin upstairs, but Xi Ling was not stubborn, and if she refused blindly, it would make people even more suspicious, so she had to follow Mother Chang's wishes and lead her all the way to the The room where the two lived, took out the room card and opened the door. The two put Chang Qin, who was stumbling, on the bed. Chang's mother panted and looked around, and her tone suddenly became cold: "Why is there only one bed?"

Xi Ling glanced at her, and already knew the general idea in his heart. Chang's mother's insistence on sending Chang Qin back did have a purpose, but he didn't know how much the other party knew, so he didn't dare to speak rashly. Originally, what was his plan with Chang Qin? Let's celebrate the new year with peace of mind first, and then confess to the two elders, so as not to make trouble and make the year go badly.

Xi Ling cleared his throat, and replied as calmly as possible: "This room belongs to Chang Qin, and mine is next door."

Chang's mother took a steady look at him, seeing that Xi Ling was calm and composed, without any signs of panic, she couldn't help but wonder if she was supercilious, and her tone softened a lot: "Oh, it turns out that it's like this, it's not okay for you to open a double room." That’s fine, one room per person, a waste of money.”

Xi Ling smiled without changing his face: "Chang Qin doesn't like to sleep in a small bed, and the school can reimburse the money for staying in a hotel, so we don't feel wronged. It's a mess here, do you want godmother to sit in my room? "

Xi Ling made the invitation with a smile, seemingly calm on the surface, but the corners of his mouth had already twitched slightly, he waited quietly for a few seconds, only to hear Chang's mother say: "No need, your godfather also drank too much, I have to go back to take care of him quickly, you guys go to bed early."

Xi Ling breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that, his beating heart gradually calmed down, replaced by a heart full of guilt, he sent Chang's mother to the hotel gate, and watched her drive away until the car was completely buried in the endless traffic. In the street, he let out a long breath.

He laughed at himself, and it was the first time he had such an absurd thought: It would be nice if I were a woman.

Xi Ling returned to the room, settled down Chang Qin, who was lying on the bed as drunk as mud, took a simple shower, and fell asleep against Chang Qin's bare back, but couldn't fall asleep anyway, the wind was blowing outside the window, and after a while Suddenly it rained cats and dogs. The weather in the south is like this. Even in the cold winter, there is still plenty of rain, but it is rare to expect a heavy snowfall. An ominous premonition, the dark clouds lingering over Chang's head, will soon be a big storm.

Xi Ling hugged Chang Qin, who had already fallen into a deep sleep, and kissed the warm skin on the back of his neck, telling himself in his heart that no matter what happened this time, he would never let go again.

The next day, the two slept until they woke up naturally. Around noon, Chang Qin received a call from home, and his parents called them to go home for dinner.

Xi Ling stood in front of the vanity mirror and straightened his appearance. Looking at Chang Qin's ignorant back reflected in the mirror, his heart was complicated. After a happy new year, he licked his lips and forced the words back.

Walking into the house, the atmosphere was the same as usual. Seeing the two of them appearing, Chang's mother greeted them with a smile to wash their hands quickly. The dishes were already ready.

They sat down next to the dining table, Chang's father put away the newspaper in his hand, his eyes passed through the thin glass of the presbyopic glasses, and scanned their faces one by one. Chang Qin didn't notice it, he poured a bowl of soup for himself carelessly, and drank it in big gulps.

After a while, Chang's father took off his glasses and threw them aside, his tone was very serious: "You two, don't you have anything to say to us?"

Chang Qin suddenly stopped drinking the soup, half-raised the bowl, and stared blankly at his father.Xi Ling's complexion turned pale, and his fingers trembled involuntarily.

Chang's father sighed: "I heard some bad remarks about you two, you are..." He frowned and shook his head contemptuously, "Chang Qin, Xi Ling, I want to hear you two talk to each other personally. I said, tell me, these are just rumors, not true, right?"

Father Chang looked straight at the two of them, his dark eyes glowing with anticipation.

Chang Qin put down the bowl, nails digging into his soft palm, gritted his teeth and said, "No." He boldly met his father's eyes, his heart beating like a drum, "Dad, those are not rumors, Xi Ling and I are real. "

"What's true and false! Absurd!" Father Chang yelled angrily, and slapped the table vigorously with his palm. The chopsticks on the table were shaken so high that they drew an arc in the air and fell straight to the ground with a crisp sound. , "Speak clearly to me."

When Chang's mother heard the movement outside the house, she immediately walked out of the kitchen and stood at the door of the kitchen watching without saying a word. Chang Qin glanced at his mother, then turned his gaze back to his father, and said without changing his expression, "I don't know where you came from." Hearing those words, but I hope you believe us. The relationship between me and Xi Ling is indeed abnormal in the eyes of outsiders, but we two really love each other. I came back this time to hope that you and your mother can accept our relationship. .”

After hearing what her son said, Chang's mother let out a cry of surprise and almost sat down on the ground. Fortunately, she leaned against the door frame and hurriedly supported the wall with her backhand, so she barely sat down. He leaned over to the sofa and sat down.

Chang's father didn't speak for a long time, but was panting with anger. He stared at Chang Qin without blinking, his eyeballs were covered with deep red bloodshot eyes.

The house was so quiet that a needle could be heard, the tranquility before the storm was the most terrifying, and the rest of the people held their breaths, waiting for the next reaction of the head of the family.

With a "pop", a ceramic bowl shattered to pieces on the wall beside Chang Qin. Blood flowed down his cheek immediately.

Chang's father turned a blind eye to his son's wound, and slammed the table with his palm loudly: "Shameless! Corrupting the family style! What, how did I give birth to such a perverted son like you!"

Chang's mother felt sorry for the wound on Chang Qin's forehead. Seeing him raising his head neither humble nor overbearing, and stubbornly refusing to defend himself, half of his face blushed, which was extremely shocking, and tears flowed down his face.Last night, she tested the relationship between the two in front of Xi Ling, and after returning home, the more she thought about it, the more something went wrong. In the morning, when Chang's father sobered up, she couldn't wait to explain her inner guess to him. Picking up a newspaper and burying himself behind him, he didn't put the newspaper away until Chang Qin and Xi Ling sat at the dining table. The anger that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out at this moment.

The blood slid down Chang Qin's face all the way into his mouth, feeling the fishy sweetness, Chang Qin randomly wiped it with the back of his hand, but didn't frown: "Dad, I admit that I'm corrupt, but I There is no shame, Xi Ling and I are aboveboard, we have not messed around behind anyone's back, apart from gender, I don't think there is anything wrong with us being together."

Chang Qin's righteous words were like a firecracker, directly sending Father Chang's anger to the peak, he stood up rudely, the chair rubbed heavily on the floor, he stretched out his index finger, pointed at his unlucky son, hung His hands trembling in mid-air, holding back for a long time, he didn't hold back a word, but his face was flushed, he irritatedly exhaled a few gusts of hot air from his nasal cavity, and with a wave of his hand, almost all the bowls on the table followed It hit the ground and shattered one after another. The big bowl of soup was half-poured on the table, and the soup inside dripped down the corner of the table, spreading into a river beside the table.

"I don't have a selfish son like you. It doesn't matter if you insist on being with Xiao Xi, but don't recognize me as a father, and don't recognize your mother." Chang's father roared angrily, then turned his head and glared at Xi Ling , Trembling with anger, he closed his eyes, pointed at Xi Ling and said, "The two of us are really blind, unexpectedly, we actually recognize the white-eyed wolf as a godson, Xiao Xi, feel your conscience, I have a relationship with his mother." I'm sorry for you, but in the end, you abducted our only son. You, you are really ruthless!"

After cursing, he went straight to the study room, and with a "bang", he slammed the door from the inside.

"Dad!" Chang Qin immediately stood up from the chair, ran to the door of the study in two or three steps, and knelt down on the ground without thinking. It was winter, and there was no heating in the southern room, and the floor was icy and hard. But he didn't care about it at all, just knelt down straight, knocking on the door with both hands, "Dad, open the door, open the door and let me explain to you. I came back this time to let you understand me. I don't want to make trouble with you." Fan, I hope to get the blessings of you and mother, dad, please open the door, please open the door..."

Chang Qin yelled over and over again until his voice was almost hoarse, but the people inside were indifferent. There was not even a single movement in the study. He waited for a long time, but his father still didn't come to open the door for him. He finally lost his strength in shouting. , both hands fell to the ground empty-handedly, and his forehead leaned against the wooden door.

The man has gold under his knees, he has let go of all his self-esteem, but he can't get the slightest understanding from his family.

The two people on the sofa watched this scene with their own eyes, feeling as if a stone had been placed in their hearts, which was so heavy that they could not breathe. Mama Chang couldn't stand it any longer, so she sighed and got up to clean up the messy restaurant. He also stood up and helped her clean up.

The two of them busied themselves, and finally cleaned up the debris and soup all over the floor, stacked the surviving bowls and brought them into the kitchen. Xi Ling snatched the bowls and chopsticks from Chang's mother, and said, "Damn! Mom, let me wash."

Chang's mother wanted to decline, but seeing his domineering appearance, she had no choice but to give up. She stood quietly behind Xi Ling, looking at his straight back. The thick knitted sweater was put on him, and two bulges could still be seen. The shoulder blades moved up and down with the movements of Xi Ling's hands, and Chang's mother's heart was also broken into pieces. She said quietly, full of regret: "Why can't you be a woman? If you are a girl, It's too late for his father and I to be happy, you are such a good-looking kid, and you have a good character, but why, why just..."

Chang's mother was speechless because she couldn't help but started to choke.

Xi Ling paused while washing the dishes, and was about to explain when the person behind him continued crying: "Don't expect us, your relationship with Chang Qin, I have nothing to say to his father. Maybe I agree, Xiao Xi, you should give up on this idea.

"While you are still young and there is still time to rein in the precipice, promise godmother that you will find a girl to live well. In the future, his father and I will treat you like our own sons, okay?"

Chang's mother looked at Xi Ling expectantly, hoping that he would respond with "yes", but Xi Ling didn't say a word, just lowered his head and carefully rinsed the dishes. With the water in his hand, he turned to look at Chang's mother, and said softly, "Godmother, can you give me a Band-Aid?"

Chang's mother was stunned for a moment, but suddenly realized that she walked out of the kitchen with obvious disappointment, took out a Band-Aid from the drawer and handed it to Xi Ling, and at the same time said: "You go first, I think Chang Qin's father should I don’t want to see you for now, and neither do I.”

Xi Ling's heart skipped a beat. He took the Band-Aid, gritted his teeth and nodded, feeling his throat was extremely dry, as if tens of thousands of needles were stabbing at him. He walked around Chang's mother and walked towards Chang Qin who was still kneeling on the cold floor. , squatting down, carefully wiped off the dried blood on his face with a damp paper towel, then tore off the outer packaging of the Band-Aid, and carefully pasted it on the wound at the corner of the eyebrow.

Chang Qin turned his head, raised the corners of his lips to give him a bitter smile, nodded slightly, and expressed his thanks silently.

Xi Ling squeezed his hand, touched the surface of the skin, it was rarely colder than his own, his heart suddenly clenched into a ball: "I'm going first, the ground is cold, you..." He wanted to say don't freeze I, thinking that I have no position to take a cushion for Chang Qin at the moment, had no choice but to swallow painfully, and added in a low voice, "Don't worry, I'm here."

He stood up with a heavy heart, said goodbye to Chang's mother standing stiffly behind him, opened the door, and left without looking back.

He went back to the hotel alone, and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows with his arms folded. It had just rained last night, and the sky was gloomy at this time, without a ray of sunshine.

The current situation is even worse than what they expected. Xi Ling's face sank like water, and his brows were about to be twisted into a ball of twists. He swore to himself that even if it got to the most unbearable point, he would not give up easily. Like a rapidly spinning electric motor, various thoughts flew through his mind over and over again, and he had to come up with a perfect plan to accompany Chang Qin through this difficulty.

This station is one day and one night.

The next day is the New Year’s Eve, after tonight, the new year is coming, the long night passed, the sky turned white, Xi Ling rubbed his swollen legs, took a hard step forward, After standing for too long, his feet were stiff, and he almost collapsed when he stepped on the soft carpet. He hurriedly held the glass window to stabilize for a moment, then went to the bathroom to wash his face, put on his coat and opened the door to go out.

At this time, it was just dawn, and the winter in the south was cold and humid, and Xi Ling wrapped his thick woolen coat tightly, and couldn't help sneezing. He came downstairs to Chang Qin's house, but he didn't go upstairs. He was hiding in the dark corridor, staring intently at the elevator not far away, waiting for someone to appear.

About an hour later, Xi Ling felt that he was about to faint from the cold, so he finally waited for Chang's mother, only to see that she was carrying a black leather bag, holding a few shopping bags in her hands, and she looked like she was about to go shopping. Xi Ling rushed forward and said timidly, "Godmother, I'll go shopping with you."

Seeing his sudden appearance, Chang's mother was startled, she wanted to refuse without even thinking about it, but she was caught off guard by Xi Ling's eager eyes, and the words of refusal suddenly stopped in her throat. The chickens are flying like dogs, but this year is still passable. Usually, Chang's father will accompany her to the vegetable market, but this stubborn donkey shuts herself in the study for a day and a night. She hasn't come out until now. Chang's mother can only She went shopping by herself, but she suffered from the fact that no one helped her to carry her things. Xi Ling's appearance was like a lucky star, which solved her current distress, so she curled her lips and walked out of the gate without saying a word.

Xi Ling took her as acquiescence, rubbed his frozen hands, and followed behind step by step.

It was really embarrassing for two people with their own concerns to go to the market. Xi Ling turned into a good baby and accompanied Chang's mother silently. Every time she bought something, Xi Ling would take it over and help her carry it. For most of the day, after several laps, Xi Ling's hands were full of big and small bags of ingredients, making him miserable.

Coming out of the market, Mama Chang strode forward, Xi Ling hurriedly followed, raised her hand full of bags and tugged at her sleeves, begging: "Godmother, there is a coffee shop in front, I invite you to have a drink." Coffee, by the way, I want to tell you something, okay?"

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As the May Day holiday is over, I wish you all a happy work!