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Ji Yanfei stepped on the accelerator more and more, and the dark red pointer was shaking at around 150 mph.He was driving on a deserted road, and the strong wind brought by the high speed mixed with white ice crystals smashed on the glass, and the car brush was regularly cleaning up Feixue's body.

He pushed down the window, and the air flowing in the car escaped through a thread.The snow particles scratched directly on the face, causing a little pain, but neither of them complained about it.Xia Yulian turned her head and looked at Ji Yanfei's side face. Perhaps because of the background of the night, Ji Yanfei, who was always full of stars, unexpectedly showed a lonely state.

Ji Yanfei's soul has always been lonely, that's why he resonates with him.The extinguished flame revived briefly, and he wanted to hug Ji Yanfei again, but he felt unspeakable contempt for Ji Yanfei.

It's like treating a beloved white shirt. When it's completely immersed in the mud, looking at the stains on it, you will directly want to throw it away.But after thinking about it again, I calmed down and found that this piece of clothing was out of print, and there was no other item of the same style available, so I couldn't help feeling nostalgic for it and wanted to wash it.

No matter how difficult it is to be brand new.

"Where are you going?" Xia Yulian, who had been silent all this time, finally opened her mouth.

"Heaven." Ji Yanfei uttered an ominous and lucky word.

Even Xia Yulian, who had been walking like a corpse for a long time, was shocked.Ji Yanfei's meaning is clearly revealed, and go to the underworld with him?The joke he said in that hotel turned out to be true.

After experiencing the sudden shock, he closed his eyes, calmly felt the movement of the wind, his heart fluttered with the car, and dizzily thought about the probability of being buried here today.

He wanted to gamble.Gambling season extension is not the remaining sanity.

Ji Yanfei made a sound, like a joke, his tone was relaxed and casual, and the car was still accelerating, "If you do it with me, I will stop."

Xia Yulian nodded as if bewitched by him.The originally planned response was immediately defeated in front of Ji Yanfei.Even when he felt the strongest disgust towards Ji Yanfei, he never had the heart to refuse in person, which is why he has always chosen to communicate with Ji Yanfei by text message.

He was afraid that when he saw Ji Yanfei, he would have to fall into the other party's pace.

Ji Yanfei drifted around the corner, let off the accelerator, and stopped the car.Xia Yulian opened her eyes steadily.He knew that that unbelievable thought of heaven was purely a delusion in his flash.His life is worthless, but Ji Yanfei owns so much, how can these two lives be compared on the same scale.

It was late at night, and there was no one around, only the inaudible sound of snow falling on the ground.The man with a cold expression unbuttoned his clothes, completely ignoring the severe cold outside the car. Xia Yulian wanted to stop him, but he forced her back.

Ji Yanfei's body touched the cold air naked, the most obvious evidence is that the two points on his chest stood upright without touching.The car seat was pushed back so that there was enough space for Ji Yanfei to bury his head in Xia Yulian's cock.

He still remembered that this was Xia Yulian's favorite thing to ask him to do.

Taking off all the clothes on her upper body, she first licked and bit Xia Yulian's fingers carefully, the red marks at the corners of her eyes seemed to be seductive.Unzipping Xia Yulian's trousers, untied the bondage, and kissed the quietly dormant thing with her lips.

Xia Yulian seemed to be still obsessed with the pleasure of the life-and-death thrill of racing, and she never resisted Ji Yanfei from the beginning, or in other words, he didn't want to resist at all.The person who dreamed of it fell into the dust, and he was the witness of this destruction.Even though he was in the countdown of being completely bored with Ji Yanfei, at the last moment when the fireworks exploded, he couldn't bear to escape.

Use up that little heat.

Ji Yanfei, who was struggling to speak with his lips and tongue, looked at Xia Yulian with complicated eyes, and met Xia Yulian's staring eyes.Ji Yanfei's face is sad and sentimental, mixed together, forming a sadistic beauty.Xia Yulian was careless for a moment, and hurriedly pulled out, disarmed and surrendered.The white liquid splashed on Ji Yanfei's face, warming his expression of losing temperature.

Ji Yanfei hooked a little bit with his fingers to taste, it was Xia Yulian's taste, and it was also his achievement.

"Look, my seduction of you is still very useful. You still like me." His out-of-focus eyes aimed at the juice sprayed from Xia Yulian's body on his fingers. Although the target of this sentence was Xia Yulian, he His attention was not diverted to the Lord.

Xia Yulian couldn't deny it, and nodded, "Well, I still like you, you know."

So what.He likes the sunny day, the breeze, the flowers, and the weather in April, but those things never stop for him.

Ji Yanfei squeezed out a little laughter from his throat, "Then why do you have to leave me? Family? Fame? Wealth? Why do you find that garbage that is not as good as mine? Is there anything better than me? I also know, You don't like him, otherwise how would you be willing to let me see his shameful gesture."

Ji Yanfei, whose face was pale and embarrassed, and his upper body was naked, said the word shame, as if he was laughing at himself.

"Yeah, I like you." Xia Yulian was infected by this desperate atmosphere, and said her most sincere confession, "I can never love someone like I like you again. In order not to let this love expire and corrupt, I decided to keep it forever in a box in my heart, never to be opened."

But Ji Yanfei himself is the key to that box.

"The person you like is not mine at all, right?" Ji Yanfei asked and answered himself not long after, with a fragile and vague posture, as if connected with this boundless snow field.

"What you like is the person you like, that person, not this desperate me." He has always been smart, but he didn't realize it until today.He has fooled himself foolishly until now, until the hour of waking up.

Xia Yulian was silent, an acknowledgment without words.

Ji Yanfei closed his eyes, not wanting the tears to be seen so easily.His pride has long been shattered into pieces, and what he can hold now is only a little bit of residue piercing into the blood.

His love for Xia Yulian will always be a little bit more.The more elusive you are, the more you can't stop.

Xia Yulian pointed out the past events that had completely established a bad relationship, "I admit the confession you planned." That was Ji Yanfei's plan, but it was not his true intention.

If there hadn't been that conspiratorial game confession, the lives of Xia Yulian and Ji Yanfei would have been two straight lines that briefly intersect and then diverge, without so many intertwined connections.Xia Yulian continued to stand in her position silently, observing Ji Yanfei's every move.

No jealousy, just pure admiration and blessing.Jealousy is a product that can only appear under similar circumstances. Facing the bright sun of the nine heavens, the moss in the dark corner can only hide in the bleak shadow, secretly admiring the dazzling brilliance.Even if the light hits its body, it will be exposed to the sun and turned into a dehydrated corpse, it still cannot stay away from the external vitality.

Xia Yulian sincerely hopes that Ji Yanfei will have a happy life like a textbook.That person was a faint light in his bleak and desperate life, far away, but enough to guide him to walk alone on the muddy and dark road.

It was Ji Yanfei who let him know that there is another possibility of radiance in life.Ji Yanfei carried all his good expectations.Believers can gain strength by looking at the gods.

He subconsciously hugged Ji Yanfei's leaning body, thin, tall, slender, and now cold, like a breathing zombie.

In order to obtain sporadic warmth in winter, the little match girl burned her last match.Walking to a tight corner, he personally wiped out his last glimmer of hope for that wrong secret love.

God should not only favor a traitor who is not worthy of pity, but should give the noble and loyal brave a gift.Otherwise, God is not worthy to be God.

Because of Xia Yulian's actions, Ji Yanfei was slightly encouraged, and a little life burst out of his pupils, and then disappeared in the mist that he drank.

"Well, I ordered it." The magic was directly exposed by the audience, so it was meaningless.But life is not a stage, even if it exceeds the script, there is no room for exit.

What's more, the two already knew it well, and they just acted according to the script seemingly innocently.

Ji Yanfei hugged Xia Yulian tightly, and a muffled voice sounded in Xia Yulian's ears, with a forced indifference, although to Ji Yanfei, it could already be regarded as a sign of weakness.

"It was you who confessed, and it was you who withdrew."

He thought that presenting Xia Yulian's obsession with him in front of others would be an irrefutable proof that Xia Yulian would not be able to turn around at all. From then on, Xia Yulian would be firmly trapped by him and overwhelmed by applause.He drove Xia Yulian to a dead end, only now did he realize that the person who really came to a dead end was himself.

"You confessed to me, which means you got into my trap. Do you understand? Promise to witness under the eyes of everyone, I thought you had no room for maneuver."

The one who took the initiative was Xia Yulian. If one day, Xia Yulian repented, then even if what she said was spilled water, Xia Yulian would not be able to avoid it.At the last moment, Xia Yulian's intentions were clearly revealed.Through his design one after another, he and Xia Yulian are not the only witnesses of this relationship. Other insiders are like chains, binding him and Xia Yulian.

To put it bluntly, it is not very glorious.But it doesn't matter, the result can meet his wishes, so that's good.There will be no pies in the sky, let alone lovers.What you want, you must rely on your own actions to fight for it. The hunter who waits forever for the silly rabbit to hit the stake will end up starving to death.

Ji Yanfei understood that Xia Yulian would know the truth one day, but he did not expect that Xia Yulian chose to tell the truth when they broke up.If it were not in this situation, but in a more peaceful place, the small flaws at the beginning would not hinder the love after the raw rice was cooked and cooked, but would become some little fun for adjustment, with two words of apology In other words, action compensation is not, harmless.

He thought about it for a long time.

But he underestimated Xia Yulian too much, and overestimated himself too much.

Xia Yulian looked like she had known this before, "Well, it really was your plan." He stroked Ji Yanfei's temples with his hand, and put it through his black hair, "How can someone who is usually afraid of not being able to please you dare to do it for real?" Offend you."

Socializing is a matter of how to defile the white lotus that has emerged from the mud without staining it into dirty dung.Putting a person in a group is an act of giving up part of the self and compromising the environment.Emotional infection cannot be avoided. Once the head is hot, the original intention can immediately drift away in the distance amidst the booing of the crowd.

People's words are terrible, especially better than torture.

"But you still did as I wished, and then raped me in the hotel."

The vitality flowing in Ji Yanfei's blood vessels was slowing down, and the ancient clock was beating in Ji Yanfei's heart, one click, one click, it was the countdown to his death sentence.

"Because I'm a person who can't resist the temptation of desire." In fact, after the confession was accepted, Xia Yulian discovered that Ji Yanfei's influence on him was more serious than he predicted.Even if Ji Yanfei became within reach, he still couldn't let go of his obsession with Ji Yanfei immediately.

The moment Ji Yanfei agreed, he was tormented by deep remorse and entanglement. He couldn't do such a thing as breaking up immediately after confessing sincerely just now. If he did, it seemed that he was deliberately playing with Ji Yanfei.Ji Yanfei was indifferent to him before, like a cat teasing a mouse.

Xia Yulian guessed that Ji Yanfei wanted to humiliate him, make him lose all face in front of the public, lose his self-esteem, and use his poor and humble crush as a small joy in his life.

But he still couldn't let go of Ji Yanfei, the image that accompanied part of his life.So he has been waiting for the breakup proposed by Ji Yanfei in the near future.

He can ignore that night of chaotic love, Ji Yanfei was forced by him.

In this way, Ji Yanfei can still be innocent in his mind.

Luo Zhen is a variable in his relationship with Ji Yanfei.When Luo Zhen learned of his feelings for Ji Yanfei, a thunderstorm broke out in a moment, and he told Xia Yulian with great excitement what a bad person Ji Yanfei was, and he wanted to shoot Ji Yanfei into a sieve with a gun before he could stop.

Xia Yulian started to change the subject and bypass Ji Yanfei, but when Luo Zhen choked him several times, he also got angry, and said to Luo Zhen, "He is more than enough compared to me, no matter how he is with me, it is a waste." He', then slammed the door and left.

In the evening, he sent Luo Zhen a text message suggesting reconciliation, inviting him to watch a movie together tomorrow, without mentioning Ji Yanfei, Luo Zhen didn't reply to him, Xia Yulian's inexplicable resentment came up all of a sudden, and she dropped the phone and didn't hear it Do not ask.In his eyes, Ji Yanfei's matter is not even a problem. Whoever he likes and has a relationship with, he has no obligation to report to Luo Zhen.

A few days later, he received a call from Luo Zhen who was drunk, and hurried to see Luo Zhen.Luo Zhen, who caught his sight, was in the middle of the road in a daze, and the red light was about to turn green.The terrified Xia Yulian quickly moved Luo Zhen to a safe side of the road.I don't know if it was unintentional or intentional, once Luo Zhen entangled him, he would not let go, dumping all the accumulated feelings for him over the years.At that time, he gently comforted the crazy Luo Zhen, helped Luo Zhen back home, poured sober medicine on Luo Zhen and scrubbed his face.

In action, he is ardent and caring, but in his heart, he is as quiet as a dead lake.He didn't think it was a big deal for Ji Yanfei to accept his confession, and he didn't think it was necessary for him to respond positively to Luo Zhen's feelings for him, pretending to be stupid and maintaining a close friend relationship that seemed to be close to each other.

It's not like that between people.Even whether I can understand myself is unknown, not to mention the closeness of other people's hearts.

In the final analysis, he still has some nostalgic friendship for Luo Zhen that has been born for many years.He was afraid that if he made it clear that the two of them would really separate their relationship and pass by each other, they would be like strangers who had never met before.After that time, Xia Yulian half-obediently coaxed Luo Zhen to let him go when he made any thoughtful move.Concession and connivance to Luo Zhen time and time again has led to today's fruit.

A month ago, Xia Yulian, if she heard that her future self would sleep with Luo Zhen, would she still be able to laugh at her future self for being knocked out of her brain by a meteorite?But when the horizontal boundary is lowered little by little, the bottom line at the last moment does not seem to be inviolable.

At some point, the actions of Xia Yulian and Ji Yanfei became more ambiguous.Ji Yanfei put on a piece of loose clothes on his upper body, and his trousers were stripped down to his ankles. He straddled Xia Yulian's body, and led Xia Yulian to caress his buttocks with his hand.

Ji Yanfei used his own movements to light a fire for Xia Yulian on the cold winter night, twisting his waist, stimulating the thing that had vented in his mouth just once.

"If I agree to break up, there are two conditions. First, you and I finish here." Ji Yanfei regained his arrogance and composure, at least on the surface, and negotiated with Xia Yulian.

"What about the second?"

"I'll tell you when I'm done."

Xia Yulian used brute force to restrain Ji Yanfei's rebellious body, and her tone was not salty, "You don't need your consent to break up. Love is a wrestling. If one party abstains, the whole game will be stopped immediately. Can you play alone?" A one-man show, that's called secret love."

Ji Yanfei heard the meaning of stabbing him to force Xia Yulian to confess in the words, and gritted his teeth to accept the ridicule.He glanced below Xia Yulian with a half-smile, "You announced the end of the conversation, but your body stood up."

Xia Yulian couldn't deny that Ji Yanfei was someone who could bring out her own charm to the extreme.Just standing there, Ji Yanfei is worthy of the addiction of countless men and women, making people addicted to it.

Delicate roses will eventually wither, and the gorgeous fireworks will only last for a moment.The beautiful destruction is a sad tragedy, and the ugly disappearance is a happy ending.He wanted to put an end to the wrong intersection when his feelings for Ji Yanfei were the strongest, and create a love that would last a lifetime.

Ji Yanfei's persistence puzzled him, but when he thought about if he and Ji Yanfei would never meet again and go back to their own ways, Xia Yulian felt unspeakably melancholy again, as if a part of her body had been stripped alive.He even thought of committing suicide to destroy all of them. Before that, he avoided seeing Ji Yanfei, trying to get rid of his addiction to the growing delusion.

Ji Yanfei itself has become irrelevant. The point is that a big prize falls from the sky, and you are announced as the winner. Who can cut through the mess quickly and be a self-sufficient gentleman.Xia Yulian has been used to the indifference, violence, and disgust from the outside world for too long. Occasionally, he would also like to have a chance to try the taste of luck.

He stared at Ji Yanfei's deliberately soft body, revealing his charm and seduction.This didn't move his heart, but Xia Yulian held Ji Yanfei in her arms, and began to miss the smell of Ji Yanfei's body, scenes of the past emerged before her eyes.

When I saw Ji Yanfei for the first time, he was standing aside, waiting for Luo Zhen who was laughing with other friends.Luo Zhen felt embarrassed because he looked too out of place for being alone. Xia Yulian intentionally went to a crowded place, and accidentally raised her eyes, and saw Ji Yanfei surrounded by everyone.

He couldn't look away anymore.

The brain stopped working for a while, and after a few minutes after Ji Yanfei left, Xia Yulian was still in a daze, breathing the air that smelled like Ji Yanfei.It wasn't until Luo Zhen slapped him on the back and teased him with disgust that he suddenly came back to his senses.

After a long time, he realized that that feeling was called stunning.

Misleading people for life.

Detecting Ji Yanfei's news was the bravest thing he ever did.

It's a pity that even now that Ji Yanfei is holding the almost naked Ji Yanfei in his arms, the fascination that he glimpsed has long since disappeared.

Xia Yulian sighed invisibly, and smoothed Ji Yanfei's eyebrows, "Do you know that your expression is ugly now?"

It's the last time.He must remember every detail of Ji Yanfei well, and spend the rest of his life cherishing it carefully.