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The stars in the sky shone lonely and coldly, like light feathers of ice crystals fluttering down from the blue night.The white snow seemed soft and warm, but after falling on the person, it disappeared without a trace, leaving only a condensed tear trail, which slowly slid from the skin.

Ji Yanfei was sitting in the limited-edition sports car, puffing and puffing, the cigarette butt was ignited and extinguished, the red sparks eroded silently, burning the tobacco and rolling paper into ashes.The ashes remained on the cigarette butt regretfully, and could not escape the fate of falling apart.

like his heart.

The silvery white sweeping across the ground was the color of the flag of his disastrous defeat.

The smog lingers in the closed car, Ji Yanfei lightly presses the button, the car window opens a crack, the smell of cigarettes escapes, and the icy wind and snow blows in, he has an illusion that he is naked in the cold night Gusts of wind and snow lingered late, and his body was covered with scars and ruins.But he didn't close the window, but let the fine and dense snow fall on his cheeks, and the cold wind could just wake up his chaotic brain.

Today is Xia Yulian's birthday, how many hours did he stay in Luo Zhen's house?

Race against time is his code of conduct, and he did not expect that there will be moments when he loses the sense of measurement of life.

The cake that was prepared on the back seat of the car had already cooled and lost its hot and fluffy flavor.The ordered candlelight dinner was also canceled by phone, and the expensive birthday presents that could not be delivered were quietly lying in a corner of the dark packing box, no different from the waste in the trash can.

He is used to sitting on a high platform and giving orders, and he has always been unable to refuse what he wants to give to others.But now, he actually felt that these things were just fancy packaging for their rotten and tangled relationship.

The sharp thorns pierce the appearance, and the hideous reality is frightening.

Ji Yanfei often drives the joystick to clear the snow that fell on the car, so that he can see the place where Xia Yulian is at any time from the car window.The engine made a disturbing roar that never stopped.The light belonging to Luo Zhen was always on, and Ji Yanfei squeezed out the cigarette in his mouth with his fingers, and the only light source in the car disappeared.The orange street lamps on the street hit Ji Yanfei's angry and beautiful face, and the shadows ate away half of his face.

What are Xia Yulian and Luo Zhen doing at this time?Starting to undress each other and roll off the couch into bed after a fun dinner together?The place where they made love could be the dining table, the floor, or the bathroom, but it couldn't be the window sill, because he never took his eyes off the closed window.

He almost wanted to laugh, but his cheeks were frozen stiff.

The scene in the room was not as ambiguous and charming as Ji Yanfei thought. Xia Yulian raised her chopsticks and hastily tasted a little of each of Luo Zhen's carefully prepared dishes, then put down the bowls and chopsticks, saying that she was sleepy and planned to go back to her room to sleep.

Unwilling, Luo Zhen stopped him, "I haven't done the most important thing to do today."

He hugged Xia Yulian, breathed lightly into Xia Yulian's ear, his whole body hung on Xia Yulian's body, he pulled Xia Yulian's hand into his buttocks, and manipulated that hand to rub wantonly on his groin pinch.

"I was afraid that it would be too tight for the first time, making it uncomfortable. I lubricated it in advance, and I just waited for you to come in. Why did you wither temporarily?" Luo Zhen was panting louder, and even used his fingers to move in and out of the place behind him. out.Xia Yulian's fingertips also touched the wet and soft place that seemed to have suction, and fell into it.

It's different from Ji Yanfei's.It turned out that the partner who spent years with him had such a tactile feeling inside his body.

Xia Yulian looked out the window worriedly. The car he was familiar with was still standing in the wind and snow, but the snow covering the roof and trunk was gradually thickening.Xia Yulian is sure that Ji Yanfei has never fallen asleep, he should be staring at this place.Xia Yulian was so familiar with Ji Yanfei that she could recognize him just by looking at the skin on his neck.

He peeped at Ji Yanfei's days and nights, and Ji Yanfei's image had been cast in his consciousness.Xia Yulian can predict Ji Yanfei's next move.

But he couldn't figure out why Ji Yanfei kept pestering him after he proposed to break up many times.

What's so good about him?Nothing good about him.There is a father in the family who is addicted to alcohol and gambling, and often domestic violence. Fortunately, he passed away long ago.There is also a hysterical and unreasonable mother who doesn't know whether she was born like this or was tortured by life. In Xia Yulian's eyes, her mother has gone crazy after her father died.He himself, on the other hand, doesn't quite match the name Yu Lian, who exudes a clear and fragrant breath.Feminine and unremarkable appearance, third-class crippled height, mediocre talent, unremarkable ability, often swearing when excited, and ignorant of elegant things.Except for the endurance of knocking out teeth and swallowing blood, and barely being a good person, it is really not worth mentioning.

Perhaps it should be added that he was uncharacteristically paranoid.

Ji Yanfei should have investigated him clearly.

But on Ji Yanfei's exquisite face, he should not put on a sad and dejected look for anyone. People in the clouds should always show off freely, and never have troubles that can stop him from moving forward.

He only likes Ji Yanfei like that.He deeply loves Ji Yanfei whom he loves.

Luo Zhen saw that Xia Yulian was thinking about Ji Yanfei, so he decided to rely on it more thoroughly. A tall and straight man leaned on Xia Yulian who was half a head shorter than him, as if he had schizophrenia.

Difficulty moving.

Xia Yulian had no choice but to hug Luo Zhen who was about to fall to the ground. Luo Zhen felt Xia Yulian's touch, and his whole body trembled again, causing the hand to slide towards his waistline, and his voice was extremely sensational, "Ah... ha... I Now I want it so much, considering our brotherhood for so many years, you must not be willing to leave me here alone to solve it, right?"

This statement is of course deceiving.The narrow corridor strongly resisted the intrusion of foreign objects. Luo Zhen gasped for breath from the support of his knuckles, and the rough expansion made him almost cry. Not easy.

But this is his only chance.Even if he is not as outstanding as Ji Yanfei in other aspects, at least he can do what Ji Yanfei can do in bed.

Xia Yulian's reason for opposing him was all because of Ji Yanfei.

Ji Yanfei gave him the humiliation of taking the lead, and he wanted to repay it double.He's just taking back what's rightfully his.

Xia Yulian stared at Luo Zhen who seemed like a stranger. "You've gotten smarter."

Finally, after crying hard, she learned some soft and hard tricks, but her childish nature of acting like a baby has not deviated.

Is this the result of indulging in monopoly?He knows Luo Zhen too well, and he is full of enthusiasm and will do everything.

He took out his phone from his trouser pocket, tapped the screen, and typed a few words.In the option of the sender, he pressed a series of numbers that he knew well by heart. This series of numbers was the information he had inquired about before Ji Yanfei said a word to him.

Wind and snow, easy to catch a cold.Don't look for me anymore.

He felt that even if a stray dog ​​stood alone in the cold winter, he couldn't sit idly by, let alone someone he had devoted all his energy to love.

That fiery passion is like a thing of the past, but Xia Yulian can still find the shadow of the past in her heart.

Luo Zhen saw the contents of Xia Yulian's phone, with a gloomy face, snatched the phone, the recipient was just a string of numbers, it seemed that Xia Yulian deleted Ji Yanfei's phone number.But what is the use of deleting in the mobile phone number book, but I always remember it firmly in my heart.He added a string of words with the momentum of smashing the phone screen, 'His back is much tighter than yours, I'm tired of you. 'Click the send button, and the green prompt indicates that this malicious text message has been sent to Ji Yanfei's mobile phone.

Xia Yulian acquiesced to Luo Zhen's actions, including throwing the phone to the other side of the house immediately.Luo Zhen couldn't stop rubbing against him, "Don't worry about the phone, I broke it for you, so I'll just buy you another one."

This is the second phone you've dropped for me, and you can't become addicted to breaking a phone.Silently inserted into the monologue in my heart.

Ji Yanfei finally waited until the only message that Xia Yulian sent him on his own initiative during this period of time, a smile finally appeared on his frozen face.However, his warming heart was thrown into the ice cellar by the content within a moment.Three short words, 'go back'.As for the latter sentence, Ji Yanfei only glanced at it, and didn't bother to read it again.It's too obvious who wrote the tone and punctuation.

But why did Xia Yulian allow Luo Zhen to use his mobile phone to send such a message?Ji Yanfei felt that his eyes were blurred by the breath exhaled from his mouth, and the transparent liquid fell from the corner of his eyes, like melted snow particles.

The corners of his mouth were pulled up, describing him as embarrassed.

He really likes this person who has never belonged to him more than he expected. It is precisely because he has never been in his hands that his interest has turned into an obsession day by day.

Xia Yulian took Luo Zhen, who had become a koala, to the window sill.Luo Zhen was already naked, the cold air from the window sill brushed against his naked skin, he was trembling slightly, so he wrapped Xia Yulian even tighter.Xia Yulian looked at Ji Yanfei in the car, even if he couldn't see clearly, he knew that Ji Yanfei was looking at him.He made a clear mouth.

Let's go back.

Ji Yanfei immediately took out his mobile phone and sent Xia Yulian a text message. At this time, Xia Yulian's mobile phone lighted up quietly, and the reminder of unread text messages flashed on the screen.But that message won't have a chance of being opened.

Luo Zhen, who had been ignored for too long, broke a vase, trying to win back Xia Yulian's attention.Holding a piece of fragment aimed at his back hole, he slowly gestured at the entrance.His voice was stable and calm, without the slightest trace of the usual playfulness.

Facing Xia Yulian, he said decisively, "If you don't use your thing to poke in today, I'll poke this piece in, you choose."

Xia Yulian's thoughts were in a mess. He twisted his neck like a robot, rolled his black eyes, and asked dullly and blankly: "Why did we become like this? Are you still good friends as before? ?”

But the bottom of my heart is indifferent, the routine of crying, making trouble and hanging myself, can I improve a bit.

Luo Zhen started to get agitated, the redness on his face was not known whether it was from anger or lust, he pointed at Ji Yanfei's position, "If there is no that guy who intervenes, of course there is nothing wrong." The gritted teeth The gesture seemed to wish Ji Yanfei would disappear into this world immediately.

Obviously he knew Xia Yulian first, and when Xia Yulian was frustrated, he was always by his side.But why is it Ji Yanfei who is with Xia Yulian?Ji Yanfei became the fuse of their relationship again and again.When he called Xia Yulian anxiously, but heard the ambiguous gasp, Luo Zhen felt that the world he and Xia Yulian had maintained all along had collapsed.

Now is his last chance to turn things around.Xia Yulian should have been with him in the first place, without Ji Yanfei's sabotage, their days of joking, laughing, scolding and chasing each other would last forever.

Luo Zheng became furious, "You left him and slept with someone else. No matter how big his stomach is, he will definitely not be able to bear it. The breakup is a foregone conclusion. The result you want can be achieved in this way."

Xia Yulian lowered her brows and eyes, and the things he recognized were deviated one by one.The crush he thought was hopeless for a lifetime was the first to throw out an olive branch. He wanted to break up, but he couldn't escape.Good friends who are playful and compatible, have a gap because of the object of love, and now they have developed to the point where they have to have sex inexplicably.

He lost the god in his heart, and lost the friends around him.

Things are changing and that's why it's fun to be alive.

"I don't like you. No, or rather, I don't like you in love. You are a very important friend in my heart and have always been. I am very grateful that you have been with me so far, so I don't want to lose you This friend made it impossible for the two of us to end." Xia Yulian finally decided to tell her in a tactful way that she came here today, but she couldn't help Luo Zhen's end.He planned to sleep with someone else to make Ji Yanfei completely give up on him, but when the other person was Luo Zhen, he hesitated at the last moment.

Luo Zhen is not someone he can treat so casually, now, it's not too late to stop.

Even if it is so frank, it is really embarrassing, and he wants to give Luo Zhen a chance to clear his head.

Although the part he didn't spit out was much more hurtful than the above words.

Luo Zhen, who heard Xia Yulian's words, felt pain as if his soul had come out of his body for a short period of time.His hand was bloody and bloody from the piece of broken porcelain, but compared to his heart that was riddled with holes, it was nothing worth mentioning.

Why didn't he get what he deserved when he loved Xia Yulian with all his heart.Obviously, when they first met, he had fought for Xia Yulian.

Luo Zhen's pale face made a big and hearty smile, "It's okay. Like and do are two different things. There are so many people looking for prostitutes, and they can't say that they have any feelings for prostitutes. If you have difficulties, I will help Well, it’s just a shot, it’s a big deal, you don’t need to be so polite. Don’t worry, I’m sure I won’t be as dead-faced as the person who came to find you in a luxury car. If you want to stop, I will cooperate at any time. It’s just that the time is too short I'm afraid he won't give up. If you don't want to maintain this relationship, I can become friends with you immediately, as if nothing happened. "

"But first." Luo Zhen's face turned cold, and he kept rubbing against Xia Yulian's key points with his crotch, trying to arouse excitement.The bloody hand appeared in front of Xia Yulian, Xia Yulian was taken aback, and rushed over to stop it.Luo Zhen immediately scratched his arm with a piece of broken porcelain, and the red liquid couldn't wait to pour out, and then used a sharp point to press against the entrance behind him.Xia Yulian stopped in her tracks.

He finally gave Xia Yulian a chance to choose, because he thought that he might use the back later, so he didn't directly scratch it with the tile. "You either fucked me today, or watched me cripple myself, choose."

Xia Yulian silently unbuttoned her trousers, the meaning was self-evident.The mistake is his, but the world is stingy with giving him a chance to correct his mistakes and let him snowball his mistakes bigger and bigger.There is no need to doubt that with Luo Zhen's cerebral cortex, which is as smooth as a wall, it is not surprising that he does any out-of-the-ordinary behavior.

Moreover, he still wanted to find out what deviations had occurred in Luo Zhen's growth path.Was it Luo Zhen or him who stayed in the youthful years?

It would be better if it was earlier, earlier, the weak voice in my heart was looking forward to it.

Luo Zhen finally threw the piece of porcelain on the ground, touched Xia Yulian's cheek with his red palm, and couldn't wait to kiss Xia Yulian.He stopped Xia Yulian who was about to bandage him, and told Xia Yulian to get down to business first, it doesn't matter if it's a small injury.

He added more fire to dispel Xia Yulian's concern about Ji Yanfei in the snow. "There are countless people who like him, one more than you is not much, and one less is not less. What do you think you are in his heart? Without you, he has countless more suitable choices, but I am different, you In my heart, it is the most important and irreplaceable thing. Without you, I will die. I need you far more than him, do you really want to cruelly leave me to find him?"

Xia Yulian finished licking the blood dripping from him with the tip of her tongue, and patted her face gently, "Silly boy, remember from now on, don't use yourself to threaten people who don't care about you, they won't care about your life and death."

Then he ruthlessly threw Luo Zhen onto the bed and separated his legs, "Since you have made up your mind, then even if you say no to the process, I will not stop."

From the day he went to meet Ji Yanfei, he has no right to stop.

People who keep saying they like him, to what extent can they like him, and tolerate him having sex with others?

Luo Zhen twisted and smiled contentedly, Xia Yulian filled his back, and the pain was unspeakable.He finally got his wish.

This was his reward for saving the helpless Xia Yulian in the past.