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In front of her, she carefully comforted him, "Tuanzi, don't be too sad, everyone will leave one day, it's just a matter of time, after going through so much, I don't think there is anything terrible. But, I'm afraid After I leave, you will encounter other dangers if you stay in the palace. So, Tuanzi, I will leave a letter in a while, and you can give it to the emperor. If you can leave the palace safely, go Find the person named Rao Muye in the carriage that day, so I can rest assured."

"Where is Daddy going, won't you accompany Jingyun?"

"Daddy won't go anywhere, Daddy will always be with Jingyun." Touching Xiao Jingyun's head to comfort her, it seems that today really frightened her, "Tuanzi, you have always been very sensible, I know that even if I'm not here Now, you will also take good care of sister Jingyun, won't you?"

Tuanzi nodded, he didn't want Zisu to tell him these things, because it seemed like he was explaining the funeral, but these words might be the last words Zisu said to him.

"Don't be afraid, Jingyun. Daddy will keep his promise to you. I think it's really my fault. Except for a name, Daddy really left you nothing. Come, Jingyun, let Daddy give you a good hug." Zisu was so reluctant, he couldn't bear the pair of treasures outside the palace, he couldn't bear the poor couple in front of him, he couldn't bear the friends who passed by his life, and now, he didn't even have time to say goodbye to them.

He suddenly felt that he was so weak, he didn't even have a chance to survive, he would watch them from another place, without him, the court would still be the court, the world would still be the world, nothing would change.

Fu Purlin finally finished discussing state affairs with the important ministers, thinking of going to see Rao Zisu earlier, but after the ministers left, Fu Yin stayed alone, with no intention of leaving.

"Lao Qi, is there anything else you can do?"

"My brother dares to ask the emperor, this Rao Zisu, should the emperor kill or not?" Ever since Rao Zisu entered the palace, Fu Purlin had kept him under strict protection. Rao Zisu's hatred became deeper and deeper, and gradually turned into an obsession. If he didn't kill Rao Zisu, he would never feel at ease for the rest of his life.

"Lao Qi, what do you mean?" Fu Lin didn't go after what he did to Zisu before, but now he came to question him first, whether he took his intolerance as indulgence.

"My brother learned that the father also wrote another will, which is for the younger brother. Does the emperor know?" In fact, when the old emperor died, he left two copies of the will, one for Fu. Purlin, on it is the order not to kill, and the other is reserved for Fu Yin, on which is the order to kill.

"I said there is only one will, so there is only one will. Does Lao Qi not believe me?" That beheading order was Rao Zisu's beheading order, and Fu Lin was startled when he saw it. Jump, and immediately let someone hide it.

"But what I heard from the empress dowager is that the emperor hid the father's edict with great painstaking efforts, and deliberately refused to let me. I don't know what the emperor means?" Fu Yin hated Fu Purlin's treatment of Rao the most. For Zisu's protection, he deserved to die.

"Lao Qi, there are some things that you should understand in your heart, and you don't have to talk about them. I said that I only have one copy of the will here." Su's life.

"Brother Huang, he is just a pariah. He is not worthy of Brother Huang. Why is Brother Huang so persistent? No one in our capital is better than him. Brother Huang, please look at other people, please look at me." Yin yelled at Fulin, he really endured to the extreme, he is the one who is persistent.

"Old Qi, what are you talking about?" How did the development of the matter gradually deviate from the original direction, and Fu Lin found that he could no longer control it.

"Brother Huang, can't you see? I have been watching you silently, from three years old, to 13 years old, and finally at the age of 23 now, Brother Huang, don't you really know? My heart for you. " Fu Yin yelled hysterically. He had already disregarded the image of the prince. Seeing that Fu Lin's attention was all turned towards Rao Zisu, he clearly heard his heartbroken voice. He was not reconciled. There is no chance, and he should not continue like this.

The maids in the hall were too frightened to speak out when they heard King Yin's words. What they heard was an astonishing event that would make them lose their heads.

"Everyone get the hell out of here." Even Fu Lin couldn't accept this scandal of the royal family. They were brothers, real brothers, how could Lao Qi have such thoughts about him.

"I fight against you everywhere to get your attention. I don't want to be just a passer-by in your life. I am the one you fear the most. I am the prince, and you are destined to sit on the throne, but what can I do? , I just can't control myself, I can't control my eyes and dreams are full of your shadow, I can't control my sinking heart a little bit, I thought time would wear away such deformed feelings, but my heart is still easily controlled by you. Emperor brother, I In fact, I don't want to be this prince at all, I don't want to be your seventh brother, brother, look at me, look at me." Fu Yin knelt on the ground and shouted in pain, clutching his heart, 20 years, How many deep feelings have been planted in 20 years, he can hardly breathe in pain, he is eager to get someone's salvation, but he can't get anyone's salvation, so he can only silently, in this desperate relationship In the process, let yourself become a terrible devil.

Fu Yin has never liked the imperial palace. It seems that everyone is friendly with him, but everyone is against him. He is not a legitimate son, but he is especially favored by the late emperor. In the bottom of his heart, everyone hopes that He disappears.Therefore, when Fu Purlin took his little hand for the first time, he couldn't help himself.As long as he is close to Fulin, he will feel warm, and every time he thinks, a little closer, a little closer, and when he realizes that something is wrong, it will be too late and he will fall into it.

"Brother Huang, I love you! I love you in my bones and blood!" Fu Yin had spent all his strength in saying these words, but so what, nothing would change. A king who is high above will not come down for him.

"Lao Qi, you have to understand that I am your imperial brother." Fu Purlin really didn't expect, all along, he thought that the younger brother he loved so much when he was a child is no longer there, and he just loves in a stupid way. Own.

"I know, I know, I know, it's because I know that I can't stand it even more, and I hate Rao Zisu who can stand with you even more, Brother Huang, can you understand the feeling of hating yourself to death? ?He is in heaven, I am in hell, he loves others, I became a devil for you, why can he stand with you openly, but I have to hide in the dark and struggle hard.” Because of the deep It is only because of loving Fu Jin that he deeply hates Rao Zisu. This hatred is mixed with so much jealousy that even Fu Yin himself can't understand it.

What, he can't break free from anything, it's so painful.

Chapter 34

Just when Fu Lin didn't know what to do, he heard your father-in-law shouting outside the door, "Your Majesty, Mr. Rao has gone."

Fu Purn didn't believe it, seeing that he was fine yesterday, why did he go suddenly today, and rushed out of the hall in a hurry.

"No, I won't..." The moment Fu Purlin left Fu Yin and rushed out, Fu Yin really realized what it means to be heartbroken and what it means to live worse than death. There is always such a torture in the world, and obviously no one I touched you, but I was completely injured.

"Brother Huang, the position of my younger brother in your heart is still insignificant..." He staggered out of the palace, unable to see other people's faces, unable to see the scenery in front of him, everything became blurred, what is unknown? The liquid slipped from the corner of his eyes, he reached out to touch it, and smiled at it, ah, so I also have tears.

Rao Zisu had never felt that his body was so light, unobstructed by any objects, and he was free to move through the crowd. When he saw the person lying on the plain white bed, his face was bloodless, his hands and feet were cold, and his eyes were closed. , dressed in sackcloth and white, has exactly the same face as himself.Tuanzi and Jingyun lay on his bed and cried loudly, and he realized that he was already dead. Thinking about it, this might be the soul that the old people said. Sure enough, the soul is light, so he can go to it now. So where do you want to go?

He wanted to reach out to hug Xiao Jingyun, but his hand passed directly through her body. How could he forget that the soul can't touch the living.Reluctantly leaving Qingyuan, he still has many places he wants to go, and many people he wants to meet. Taking this opportunity, he wants to meet the person he wants to meet.

In fact, he kept telling himself in his heart that he came to the ancient house just to see those two living treasures, but when he saw Gu Li again, the string in his heart would still be plucked, playing a sad song, "Gu Li, you Are you ok……"

The people in the old house learned the news that Rao Zisu was dead from Situ Xuan, and the one who didn't believe it the most was Gu Li, who walked towards the palace after hearing the sword-raiser, "I don't believe it, how could Zisu die?" What about death? Didn’t Fu Lin promise to protect him? I’m going to the palace to ask if he made up such a lie to occupy Zisu.”

"Calm down, Gu Li, calm down." Shen Yingchu saw that his expression was abnormal, and immediately flew in front of him to stop him.

"Zisu must have been hidden somewhere by him. I'm going to find him, but he's still waiting for me." Gu Li seemed to be talking to himself, and seemed to be talking to Shen Yingchu and the others, Shen Yingchu stopped him, As a result, Gu Li shot directly to slap him away.

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