In front of the North Gate

In fact, the person Zhou Liang envied most was Lou Huaiyu.

People don't feel envious of people whose circumstances are much different from their own, but they subconsciously compare themselves with people who are similar to them, resulting in envy and jealousy.

In Zhou Liang's eyes, Lou Huaiyu always seems to be luckier than him.

And my own misfortune always seems to be more special.

Just like Zhou Liang didn't enjoy a day, and was full of expectations to enjoy the comfortable life, Lou Huaiyu enjoyed it for three years and didn't want it anymore.

He didn't want it, so someone took him away with great violence, and led him away under the gunfire, which was very different from Zhou Liang who was struggling to live.

It was as if he thought that two people were suffering from the same disease, and they both fell in love with someone who was unlikely to be his significant other. The next day, Zhou Liang saw Shi Jichang holding a bunch of bright red azaleas, expressing his love and pity for Lou Huaiyu.

And I stayed up all night, thinking lingeringly, amidst the ridicule, Liang Sibo walked out of the door with his arms around Yan Huan.

Liang Sibo said that they were childhood sweethearts, that they had already made a marriage contract, but the time was wrong and they didn't have time to get married.

The gentleness Liang Sibo gave him was fake, because Zhou Liang finally realized that his true gentleness was much more grand.The love and warmth in his eyes seemed to be overflowing, so that the recipient could feel at ease knowing that it was firm love, not the repeated and meaningless self-doubt like him.

"Zhou Liang," Liang Sibo called him, showing a familiar smile that would make him suspicious, and said to him, "Are you stupid?"

Zhou Liang said "ah", he felt that he couldn't stay any longer, so he said, "It seems to be a little dizzy, go to sleep first."

Zhou Liang naturally did not fall asleep, because during the long night with his eyes open, he discovered something more terrifying than unilateral attachment failure.

That is, even though it was so dazzling and painful, he still couldn't give up this relationship.

It's not that he wants to get involved in the relationship between the two of them, and he also knows that he can't get involved, he just... wants to hide in a place not too far away and continue to watch, secretly and without disturbing.

Because Zhou Hao seemed to have no other choice.

Zhou Liang didn't know if Liang Sibo knew what he wanted, but after that, Liang Sibo didn't express any opinion on his apparent alienation.

Liang Sibo led them to rendezvous with the big team. From then on, there were more people of all kinds around him, and their strength was also greater.As they went south, the enemy seemed to be defeated like a mountain, which made them move quickly and smoothly.

However, after more than three months, they have already achieved great victories all the way, attacking the Central Plains.

This inevitably caused some pride and underestimation of the enemy in the army.And this is also the biggest reason why they will encounter disadvantages in Lin County.

The commander-in-chief made the wrong decision to mobilize all troops to encircle and intercept them, which resulted in them being ambushed and attacked by the enemy.

Zhou Liang had already gotten used to the artillery fire, so he didn't panic like he did when he was in the Fan's compound at first, but he also realized the unusualness of this battle more quickly.

He made a decision that he regretted more than falling in love with Liang Sibo in this life. He was self-righteous and wanted to go to Liang Sibo, but he actually thought he could protect him.

The fact is that three months of tailwinds won't bring much experience.

Zhou Liang will always remember the frightened expression on Liang Sibo's face when he saw him.

His yelling also lost its transmission power in the sound of gunfire, Zhou Liang could only see his arms waving, over and over again, waving at him, and running towards him again.

"Zhou Liang!" After staying close enough, he heard the other party say, "Be careful!"

This should have happened in an instant, but Zhou Liang was awakened by countless memories in his dream, so every minute and every second of that day, he could stretch infinitely, remembering the trajectory of the bullet, Liang Sibo's posture when he fell to the ground, and his arm being hit by a stone. Depth of scratch.

I remember Liang Sibo's rare expression of pain and his cry of pain.

I remember that he struggled to raise his gun and shot the enemy behind him for what he didn't have.

I remember him saying: "I can't seem to move, are you okay?"

I remember the blood dripping from Liang Sibo's back, it was hot, scalding, everywhere, and he couldn't cover it——