cross me

After thinking about it, I held Jian Xi's cold hand, and I didn't feel alienated and uncomfortable for a while, but fell into a unique kind of warmth and peace of mind.

When I met her clear eyes, I was confused for a moment, and I didn't know how Qin Shihuan was able to deal with her like this.

Thinking of this, I can't help thinking of Qin Shihuan who has come all the way from the ancient times, facing countless beasts, the city of Qingye, the two gates of heaven and earth, and the battle that helped the Ji family rise up. Countless mortals swung the scarlet narrow sword in their hands with what kind of mood.

I followed Bian Xi's footsteps to the thousand-step step at the foot of Shengshan Mountain.

The white steps are made of clean and finely ground gray stone. The ink body is transparent. Each step is seven feet long and one foot and three inches wide. There are ebony columns with a one-foot-square diameter standing on both sides every seven steps. The fine runes It is covered all over the top, and the two ends are closed and surrounded, forming a reincarnation corridor with thousands of steps winding up the mountain.

On the left and right corridors, there is a soul-locking lamp hung every other step on the crossbar.In every lamp, there are the unjust souls who died in the two schools of heaven and earth back then, and there are also souls from other places who have not seen the book and not seen Xi from Qin Shihuan's hands in these years.

This is exactly what Jianxi said, everything I want to bear.

I have to resolve the harm Qin Shihuan brought to these souls and the accumulated resentment one by one.Otherwise, I would not be able to understand the causal changes she made, and I would not be able to correct all the trajectories of her forced changes.

At this point, I finally understood what Su Qian said to me when he left.

It's not that Su Qian doesn't hate, but compared to hating Qin Shihuan, what she cares more about is whether the people and beasts she cherished under Qingye Yicheng can be returned and survived in this world. between.

Jianxi also has the same thoughts, wanting to restore the two schools of heaven and earth at that time, that's why he cared about me all the way, let me understand.

If I really possess the power of all life between heaven and earth, I will definitely have the power to set things right, wake up these dead people, and return them to their proper destiny journey, and I will be able to take Qin Shihuan's hand in hand. Everything that was disrupted is restored to its original state.

She will naturally go the way she should go, her fate!

I don't care at all whether there is still me in this life.

What I care about is that as long as she can walk on safely, that's enough.

Determined to make up my mind again, I let go of Miss Xi's hand with a light breath, and felt her hooking her fingertips again, obviously unwilling to let me go.

I turned around in surprise and looked at her puzzled.

"Have you figured it out?"

Seeing Xi's clear eyes combined with the clear tone, gently stirred up a ripple in my heart, and soon calmed down with the wind passing by.

"Why can't I figure it out?" I pursed my lips and smiled, knowing what she was worried about, and said my thoughts truthfully, "How can I be reconciled? In fact, I am just giving it a go, so let me give it a try." At the bottom of her heart, is it me or Taiqing who is more important."

I put aside her entangled fingertips, lifted the skirt, stepped lightly, and landed on the step surface that was soaked in ink.As soon as I stepped down, the thick black smoke on the steps diffused dizzily, entangled around my feet, and filled my heart with endless sorrow.This feeling of unstoppable flood of emotions, the moment I was held by Tai Hao on the bottom of the glacier, I had the same feeling with the strange inspiration in my body, but at this moment, all my own perceptions were concentrated by this ladder Mo's resentment was covered up.Like a deep mouth of a giant beast, this step opened a gap for venting, all the grievances rolled and rushed towards me, I couldn't bear it for a while, I swayed, and retreated.

As soon as I retreated, all the resentment disappeared. I smiled, raised my hand to wipe the sweat from my forehead, and pretended to be relaxed, "In my world, she has always been alone. Whether it is life or death, I Ah, I don’t want to get rid of her. If she is gone, I will have no meaning to live. After all, I am a selfish and timid person. I can’t bear the pain of losing her, and I am afraid that I will become her lost The appearance of Taiqing. Therefore, it is better for me to go first!"

While speaking, I got an idea, and walked with me in a short white armor, only protecting the vital parts, my black hair was tied up in a high ponytail and the long tail was swaying lightly, and I still wore the light attire I had when I left the cold and silent abyss.First, I went to defend myself, to give these innocent souls a sincere heart, and second, I always wanted to come and go once in the original appearance. If I was lucky enough to meet her, it would not be considered a loss of me The true existence of the mocking wind.

"A Ning!"

Miss Xi probably still has something to say, but when she called out, there was a sound of surprise from the beginning, and she herself raised her hand to cover her mouth as if she didn't believe it, she was so surprised that she couldn't believe it. The voice came from her mouth.

I stepped out of the body, sighed softly in my heart, stared at the thousands of steps that had already been surging undercurrents and smiled, "Look, your choice is right. I, sure enough, still have this A reward for her abilities."

After saying that, I resolutely took a step forward, disregarding Bu Xixi's unfinished words, and once again set foot on this stage of resentment.

A heavy breath was like sleeping for many years, and I suddenly woke up with a sigh, and a whistling wind swept over my heart with a sad mood.

I didn't expect the darkness to come so fast, and I couldn't react in time. I clutched the feeling of oppression and suffocation in my heart, and quickly stepped into the deeper darkness.

"Son, after all, you are still here."

In the darkness, a heavy and thick old voice came with countless broken sounds.

In the darkness with strong resentment, countless floating phantoms pulled my body back and forth. Out of sincerity, I didn't use spiritual intelligence to protect my body, and within a few breaths, my body was already dripping with blood.

Under this familiar old tone, a force pinched my neck, forcing me to choke out the sound. After coughing suddenly, the three dragon spirits in my body moved alertly, breaking through my body and transforming Shapes appeared, respectively guarding my side.Seeing them howling and about to pounce on those illusory floating figures, I hastily shouted, "Stop!"

The dragon souls turned around with a low growl, and looked at me puzzled. With my firm eyes staring at me, the dragon souls gradually lowered their voices, suppressed the bursting out of the dragon soul breath, and only vigilantly defended The earth guard was by my side, faintly exuding a startling white dragon's breath light.

My body also seems to recover on its own after being tortured by Sora Shifang in Aoba City.The pain gradually subsided, and I also remembered that this voice was heard in Dili Garden.

"It's you?" I questioned, and asked in a puzzled way, "Why are you here? Could it be that you aren't the heart of the thick soil binding soul formation in Dili Garden?"

"I said, before asking others, have you ever thought about who you are?"

There was no trace of him, only an empty voice rang out.I had no choice but to imagine his existence according to the appearance of the national teacher I saw when I was in Diliyuan.

"Who am I?" When I was touched here again, my heart sank and I took time out, and said with an unnatural smile, "At most, it's just a person who can be used from the thick earth binding soul array they said, but I I think I'm just a poor wretch who doesn't know how to survive."

"The reliance you want is her?" Following this old and soft question, a suspended water mirror flashed in front of my eyes. In the picture, it was Qin Shihuan, who was dressed in red and had silver hair, holding a red narrow sword. .

She walked step by step on the thousand-step steps, and every step she took, the black air of the long steps pierced through her body like a sword blade, and the blood stains under the red clothes became more and more colorful. Winding down the stairs, it flows like a stream, endlessly.

This scene, like the reappearance of the scene in the Dili Garden at that time, my heart suddenly lifted, and the light cracking pain spread, making my whole body tremble uncontrollably.

"Why? Why did you treat her like this!" I scolded and angrily said, I couldn't figure out why I had already stepped into this thousand steps, and why I would bring such a painful situation to Qin Shihuan.

And why did she come here again, for Taiqing, or for me?

"She is in her own cause and effect, and she bears all kinds of things by herself. Others don't care, and neither do you." The old voice was muddy, and continued, "You want to block it for her?" All cause and effect are wrongly planted, this is ignorance. You care about her once, knowing that she has something in her heart, and she refuses to let go. Anger. Greed, anger, and ignorance are delusion. The sudden emergence of delusion is an endless sea of ​​suffering. Cross it by yourself, but it is difficult for you and me. Do you understand?"

"I don't understand!" I took a step forward and looked around, just wanting to find him, but he is like this dark body, which makes people feel powerless, and the sense of powerlessness invades me. Staring dejectedly at the tortured Qin Shihuan in the water mirror, he lowered his voice sadly, "Whether it's greedy or stupid, I just want her well, can't that be okay?"

"You have your own delusions that need to be overcome, and she also has her greed and hatred that are difficult to overcome. If such delusions can be broken, the suffering will naturally be eliminated, and what you seek will be obtained."

"If you say it like this, don't you tell me to let go of everything I have with her? Let go of the tens of thousands of years of getting along with her withered bones at the bottom of the cold and silent abyss, let go of the deception of being with her man, let go of the lingering joy of being a war god with her, How is this possible! How...is it possible!" The more I said, the more bitter I became, and I threw myself on the surface of the water mirror, wanting to touch her, wanting to stop her seemingly inexhaustible crimson blood.

She looks so painful, how can I bear it?

"It's hard to break through, it's Ye Feiye, it's all the truth. Whatever, let you go." He sighed lazily, and the empty compassion filled the air, "All the numbers of cause and effect can't be counted. However, no matter what you want to do or how to do it, once you do it, it will be the cause. Qin Shihuan is originally destined for cause and effect, and she will bear all the causes and effects. Once you create the cause, Then the subsequent consequences will also be borne by her, have you thought about it clearly?"

I pressed against the cold water mirror, and as far as I could see, her unsupported body fell down. After struggling for a long time, I leaned on the red narrow sword in my hand to prop up my body halfway, and her drooping eyebrows were covered The scattered silver hair completely covered it up.

I remembered that when I was waiting for her in Diliyuan, my heart felt terribly empty.

It was so easy for me to wait for her to come back. I didn't want to be separated from her at all, not even for a moment.What I don't even want is for her to suffer any harm and pain.

"If I get rid of my delusion, if I can make her happy too clearly Gu Cheng, if I don't have to experience the thousands of years of parting at the bottom of the cold and silent abyss, if I don't have to kill in Qingye City, and if I don't have to part again after the reunion, then I am willing to give up. This delusional thought of her." Through the water mirror, I caressed her figure, resisting the emotions that were about to collapse, and burst out these words word by word, the tears in the depths of my eyes had already blurred. That bright red color that is deeply painful.

"Then you can only use this incomplete body of destiny to force the power of all life to reverse the causal trajectory she planted. No one can predict what kind of results this will produce. Are you still willing?" this way?"

"I have always had only one choice, and it is nothing more than one of this delusion." I smiled lightly, suddenly feeling a little ridiculous, but at the same time feeling so comforting.At least, I obeyed all my thoughts and made it to the end.

The only thing that is probably not reconciled is that she doesn't care about me as much as I expected.

That is her choice.

What does it have to do with me?

"Since it started because of this, it ended here. It's not bad to come and go, and the cause and effect are empty." I lightly rolled up the corners of my lips, and I smiled in relief. Finally, I caressed her who was out of touch in the water mirror with the utmost nostalgia. Suddenly said the last word lightly.

"it is good."

When he promised, the old voice came from all directions, I let the ensuing erosion of inspiration, in a feeling of utter emptiness, I offered my determination to change Qin Shihuan's fate, and gave everything I had .

This heavy and vain world finally fell down safely.