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The whole body is no longer in pain, and in the warm and cool, the body is as frivolous as a drop of water in the deep sea, swaying back and forth and changing at will... The picture in front of me is distorted and calm again, some strange water blue transparent The head was close to me, rubbing against my neck, as if we were born into one body... with the blood in the bones...

I naturally stretched out my hands to hug them, feeling the warmth of caring for each other... During the carefree play, the picture suddenly darkened, and the blood slowly flowed down the six senses and seven holes of the heads, sticking to each other. It covered my whole body thickly, the color of the head looking around in my arms changed, and a mocking face appeared... I hugged her tremblingly, and my whole body was trembling... She moved her lips, What was she talking about, but I couldn't hear clearly at all... The slightly apologetic smile on her face was still there...

"Sorry..."

I heard her voice...

"woke up?"

It's the master's voice.

His hand held my right hand that was outside the quilt, and a warm and cool inspiration slowly passed through his fingertips.

I opened my eyes, wanting to see him, every slight movement made my body ache.

I still saw him, enduring severe pain.

With calm and indifferent eyes, he looked at me seriously.

"What about sarcasm?" As soon as I asked, the great sadness that rose from the bottom of my heart almost overwhelmed me.

"Master, is there something you didn't tell me, who am I?" The corners of his eyes twitched, and he was almost about to cry again.

"A-Ning." Qin Shihuan held my hand and gently exerted force, "You need to calm down. God of War..."

"What's wrong with her?" I became nervous, frowned, and couldn't help but clenched his hand tightly.

"She overused the inspiration, you may... For the time being, there is no way... to walk..." Qin Shihuan frowned almost invisibly, whether it was worry or disgust, I couldn't tell clearly for a while.

Hearing that God of War was fine, I let out a sigh of relief, I didn't worry about the fact that I couldn't walk at all, what I wanted to know more was whether Ming Laoqi was dead or not.Suppressing the spontaneous anger, I gritted my teeth and asked, "Then what happened to Ming Laoqi, didn't you kill him, why did you appear beside Xiaofeng, kill..."

"Ming Laoqi is actually Jie Fusheng of the Demon Race. As for why he has a face that is just like mine, I have no way of explaining it. The Demon Race has rarely entered the world since the battle of the trapped beast. Once he appears There will inevitably be great changes. On that day, I let you go first, just to see what he will do next. I tracked him down and found that he wanted to confuse the memory of God of War, so I made up my mind to kill him. He is indeed very powerful, I also tried to get injured to kill him completely, but obviously this is not the case. He took the opportunity and waited for the opportunity. Almost no one knew that Xiao Feng returned to Yecheng, and he revived Jiao Jiao I’m afraid I’m using the cannibalism of Jiaojiao to attract ridicule.” Qin Shihuan took a deep breath at this point, as if he had fallen into some kind of trouble that he couldn’t understand, “As for why he I don't know the reason why I want to attack the mocking wind. Maybe..."

He raised his eyebrows and looked at me, his complex pupils were hidden in the shadows, and the light and shade were like this, "Maybe, it has something to do with you. But all I can feel about your life experience is your strange power of resurrection, and your unknown power in the Lengjiyuan. How many years. I guard you, I just don't want you to be used by other people."

"So, to you, I'm not important at all, right?" I felt that my voice was very cold, so cold that even I didn't believe that one day, I would talk to the master in this tone.

"Not necessarily." He suddenly smiled, a very gentle smile, all the indifference and indifference in his eyebrows disappeared, and Wen Gu's pampering quickly spread, "You are my apprentice, you have always been."

I looked at him, enjoying the warm feeling after a long absence, and suddenly felt relieved.

I wanted to sit up with my body supported, but found that my legs did not have any feeling and strength as the master said.Apparently the master noticed my strangeness, he leaned slightly, and half hugged me against the head of the bed.

Since leaving Lengjiyuan, she has never been so close.

When Qin Shihuan was about to leave, I grabbed his sleeve, raised my face, and said with a sour smile, "If it's just master, then master will always treat me like this, protect me like this forever, Gu with me?"

In the strange silence, he didn't speak for a long time, his eyes fell gently on my hand that was pulling his sleeve, the other hand covered it, and patted it lightly, "Why is it still the same as when I was a child, I don't want to part with Master ?You will always grow up, you will always have your own world, and you will always meet someone... who makes you willing to give all your heart. At that time, you will feel that Master is not so important anymore."

"No!" I clenched it tighter again, Fangfo used all my strength, and the tears had slipped down at some point, "Master...Master, always the most important thing."

"You must know how to let go, otherwise, you will lose even more." He raised his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and there was pity in his gentle voice, "However, you will not lose me. I am Your master, always will be."

"Master..." I cried and threw myself into his arms, expressing all my grievances loudly and with all my might, as if I was about to cry all at once.

He stroked my hair lightly, and the natural tenderness and satisfaction came out, filling all the holes in my heart caused by suddenness.

"Okay, just cry for a while, it's all right, master will never wrong you again." His comforting words made me feel wronged again, and when I heard me cry loudly again, he smiled helplessly, " If you keep on crying, you will lose your little face, and it won't look good at all. If you don't look good, no one will want you."

I burst out laughing, left his embrace a little bit, wiped my tears and looked at him and said angrily, "Others don't want it, master?"

"I want it! If I don't want such a good apprentice, wouldn't it be cheaper for others?" He also joked with me, with a pampering and gentle look on his face.

"I agreed, but you are not allowed to go back on it?" I pushed forward more and more, and I also knew that the relationship between me and the master would only be under the relationship of master and apprentice, and there would be no other existence.After a smile, the tears could not be held back, and the bottom of my heart was sour again.

"Never regret it." He also gently curled the corners of his lips, pampering my petty temper.

Looking at each other and smiling for a moment, my heart was completely calm, and I felt that there was a look passing over, cold but with a hint of resistance.When I turned my head, I saw a hazy figure in a red dress beyond the curtain of the bed.

"Xiaofeng?" I lifted the curtain of the bed and stared at her closely, feeling the master lightly pressing my shoulder.

"A'Ning, I'm going out first." Qin Shihuan, who had regained his composure, contained a hint of annoyance in his words, and seemed to be a little vigilant against the mocking wind.

I grabbed the master's hand and looked at him questioningly. Before I could respond, I saw the mocking wind's eyes turn and land on the hand that was holding Qin Shihuan, his pupils shrank sharply, and his body became heavier The ground tightened.

"A-Ning, she will explain it to you." Qin Shihuan turned his head, smiled and patted my hand, I had no choice but to let go as I said, and watched him walk towards the mocking side step by step , said in an extremely defensive tone, "This is the last time."

Xiaofeng didn't look at him, but stared straight into my eyes, which were so deep that I felt a strange feeling in my heart, I always felt that her reaction was like a god of war.

The master walked out quickly, and the figure standing still in the mocking wind suddenly walked over quickly, and hugged me without warning.The strength was so great that it was almost clamped into her arms, making my shoulder bones ache from the pressure.

This feeling of hugging made me feel very familiar, and I opened my mouth subconsciously.

"Mars?"

As soon as I said a word, Xiaofeng hugged me even tighter. I was more sure of this feeling, and called her again, "God of war?"

"Just let me hold you for a while, just for a while."

Sure enough, it was the voice of the God of War. It was so weak that it carried a subdued cry, and it was so fragile that I couldn't help but hug her and pat her on the back lightly.I really wanted to ask what happened, but facing such a God of War, all the questions were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't get up or down, which made me extremely uncomfortable.

"Am I... or, I hurt you..."

God of War let go of me, and as soon as I retreated, I was about to stay away. I grabbed her long sleeves tightly, and was immediately forced to lean forward by the strength. I saw that God of War was about to fall out of the bed. Steadily catching me, Wu Mo's eyes were full of tension.

"Oh," I smiled gratefully, and said with relief, "Look at you, you are always so nervous about me, how could you hurt me? It was I who asked you to kill Ming Laoqi, it was not your fault. How did you Can you blame yourself for such a thing? Does your reaction make me feel more guilty? "

"No!" The tension in her eyes faded quickly, and she shook her head guiltily, "When Xiao Feng was about to kill Qiao Jiao, I used my inspiration to block her arrow, and..."

I frowned questioningly, her cautious expression made me think that what she said next might break me down.

"It also sealed the inspiration of Xiaofeng..."

My heart froze with shock, looking at this face that belonged to the mocking wind, a thin string formed in my heart, which could be broken at any time, and burst out a mad beast covered in blood and wounds.

"That's why...she...is...being..." My voice trembled slightly, and my anger was like a tiny germ, growing uncontrollably bit by bit.There is only one thought in my mind, that is, God of War sealed Xiaofeng, which caused Ming Laoqi to kill Xiaofeng so easily!

God of War looked at me cautiously, held my hand and slowly backed away, as if he was afraid of touching me, his eyes were full of fear that I would loathe her and shrank back.I chased after her, touched her eyes like this, and all kinds of thoughts flashed in my heart for a moment, and the more important thing was that she had tried her best to protect me since Wuxiang Academy.

I clenched her hand tightly, not wanting her to escape.Suppressing all my emotions, I said coldly, "Why are you in the mocking body?"

"I..." God of War froze, lowered his eyes, full of dodge.

"It's still for me, isn't it?" I watched her raise her head suddenly, her eyes were both startled and joyful of being understood.With a sigh in my heart, I lowered my head and stroked the long and slender fingers that belonged to the mocking wind, and called out softly and helplessly, "God of War..."

"I... don't know, how should I say it." I raised my head, looked at the god of war in the body of Xiaofeng, and wanted to say what I wanted to say in an orderly manner, but when it came to my mouth, I felt that the words were not smooth.

"Then don't talk about it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making you hurt like this. But, in the future, it won't be...not anymore." God of War shook his head, expressing anxiously.

"No." I raised my hand to touch her cheek, calming her uncertain emotions, "It's not your fault, it's Ming Lao Qi who plotted against us. He knows you, even if he knows that Jiao Jiao is a man-eating beast , will also protect it. Because it is your mount, even if it is going to be executed, you should do it yourself. The mocking wind is not weak, if you don't act like this, you will definitely not be able to stop her. Everything is calculated by Ming Laoqi It's none of your business."

"You... No matter what, I shot and hurt you." God of War held my hand on her cheek instead, under the tense force, I knew she still couldn't let me go.

"But you're making it up, aren't you?" I pursed my lips and smiled, thinking about everything she had done, and felt more and more distressed for her, "You didn't hesitate to seal the power of your soul bone, just because I showed Losing the closeness to Xiaofeng, I attached to her and preserved everything about her, inspiration and memory... Then, can you tell me, what kind of existence am I in Xiaofeng's memory?"

"You...how...know all this?" God of War was very surprised, and looked at me in disbelief.

"I forgot to tell you that I have the ability to see things related to me, but it's just out of the cold and silent abyss. This ability is isolated under the fox mask. When you took off my mask, I didn't feel anything. It’s just that facing you today, this feeling came back somehow.” I raised my eyebrows and pretended to be innocent, “So, your thoughts, including your desire to use the ability of Xiaofeng’s body to block yourself Protect me, I know it all."

"Then... what else do you know?" God of War suddenly let go of my hand, stood up awkwardly, walked to the table with his back turned to me, his standing back was unnaturally rigid.

I suppressed a smile and watched her act like this. What floated in my heart was the scene when I saw her for the first time. At that time, she was a tall and dry bone, with a dignified temperament and unparalleled self-confidence.Since when did she become so cautious, and everything revolved around me?

"God of War," took a deep breath, and the idea of ​​God of War made me more or less nervous.

"When...when did you...like...me?"

God of War's body froze completely, and he turned around slowly, his slightly drooping eyelashes trembling slightly, flapping its wings like a tiny butterfly, trying to suppress the beautiful existence inside.

"It must be ridiculous to like you with your own body?" The fluttering butterfly wings calmed down, self-mockery made her curl her lips, and her eyes reflected my reflection in a sneering tone, step by step Walking over, "I like myself with someone else's body again, it looks even more ridiculous, doesn't it?"

"It's not ridiculous at all." God of War pressed his left hand on my shoulder, and I raised my jaw along her right fingertips, looked up at her with a smile, and truthfully expressed my own thoughts.

"When you like someone, there are always some things that people care about, such as your gentleness, your gentleness, and even your domineering strength in some aspects. If someone likes you, these are all things that people like. So , why do you like me?"

"Probably, it was when I saw that you decided to give up everything and ask for the soul-locking lamp to be banned. Your choice made people feel distressed. It was also from that time that I decided to protect you. Maybe I told myself at the beginning that it was to protect me. body, but I found that this kind of thinking is gradually deviated, I even hope that this body is yours, and I should also have a complete body to face you and hug you." Her thumb has a light The shallow temperature caressed my lips, and my body followed suit, and the eyes were full of a charm that made my breath suffocating.

I held down her hand to stop her trembling behavior. I paused and found a tiny mole under the corner of her left eye. I couldn't explain what prompted me to touch it. "very beautiful."

"Then do you like it?" God of War smiled narrowly.

I came back to my senses for a moment, gave her a sideways glance, and said in contrast, "I like it, why don't I like it?"

"So you like the mocking body in front of me?" God of War lowered his eyes, with the intention of avoiding it.

"Probably." I paused intentionally, and then saw God of War raised his head awe-inspiringly, staring straight at me, and that natural feeling of dominance was laid down along the way.

"However, I prefer the one who wants to protect me no matter what...you." Satisfied with her reaction, I decided not to torment her anymore, smiling and pursing my lips as I watched the astonishment in God of War's eyes turn into unbelievable joy.

"It's really me?" God of War held my face in his hands and repeated it over and over again. Wu Mo's eyes locked mine tightly, not letting go of any changes in my eyes.

"Just as you like me, I also face you with the same mood. No matter what form you appear in front of me, you are still you." I put my arms around her and rested my chin In the hollow of her shoulders, she felt this special warmth.

Liking is a really weird thing.

Master's sudden Wen Gu, after experiencing getting along with the God of War, and when I knew what kind of mood the God of War has to protect me, made me fully understand that this kind of Wen Gu, who I have always been attached to and refused to let go, is not real like.

The feeling for the God of War came out of the blue, and it was a natural thing to let Buddha.

She protected me, from the beginning.

Although she is often too strong to know what to do, her concern and care for me is real.The time we spend together is so short, but I trust her so much and rely on her.Because of her little movements and heartbeats, I will look forward to some of her reactions and words, and I will want to pamper her in front of her childishness from time to time.

I enjoy this feeling.

At the same time, I also want to confirm whether the so-called liking is what the master said, not just Wen Gu, but wholeheartedly want to give everything I have, and also want to get the feeling of equality of that person.

This may not be fair to God of War, but I want to try.

At least this person is God of War, not someone else.

Master, always will be master.

God of War, always will be God of War.

They are different.