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"In the name of my ten mirror beasts, my soul will return to Tian'an, and you will retreat."

The moment I closed my eyes, I heard Su Qian's very cold and indifferent voice, and what rang out in my ears were the unwilling neighing and painful struggle of the soul beasts, which continued to ring...

"Fang Jing Building competition, Qian Jimen empty ten Fang wins."

When all the sounds disappeared and quieted down, Qin Shihuan's voice woke me up like a passing spring breeze.

I opened my eyes and found myself lying on the floor of Chiryei-in, without any wounds on my body, but extremely collapsed, I didn't even have the strength to stand up.

Su Qian was standing with her back to me, Kong Shifang was standing behind her, his outstretched hand wanted to touch her, but he shrank back as if he didn't dare, and said in a trembling voice, "Shi... Jing... Ah Mirror...is that you?"

"There is no Kong Shijing of Qianjimen here, only Su Qian of Wuxiang Academy." After Su Qian finished speaking indifferently, she walked straight to Qin Shihuan, ignoring Kong Shifang's intentions behind her.

"Ah Jing, don't say such things, you know mine, if you don't come with me, I will destroy this place!" Kong Shifang put his hands aside and held them tightly, obviously hiding himself Emotions.

"I won't go back again." Su Qian was still cold.

"Then just wait for you to go one place, and I'll destroy one!" Kong Shifang said, and he disappeared with a flick of his sleeves.

I have seen his instant shadow technique before, and at this moment he is still able to control the inspiration, but I am too weak to stand up, Qin Shihuan's judgment of winning or losing is naturally correct.

My gaze has been on Qin Shihuan since I woke up.

He calmly announced the result, and calmly let countless emotions surge in my eyes, as calm as a person who never knew me, indifferent, indifferent, and without any emotion.

Those eyes hurt me so much.

But I still want to be near him.

Leaning on his knee like countless times, waving his withered fingers gently, telling him that I want to hear his story.

"Let's go back, shall we?"

I want to pray to him like this.

I gathered all my strength, propped myself up, and moved towards him bit by bit.Su Qian noticed it and hurriedly turned around to help me.I followed Su Qian and stood up, walked in front of Qin Shihuan, stretched out my hand to pull his sleeve, but before I touched it, he avoided it calmly.

"It doesn't matter if you lose, you can also stay in the academy to study." He turned to leave without looking at me.

"Let's go back! I won't make you angry anymore! Okay! I can't bear this kind of world anymore, I really want to go back... I really want to go home..." Faced with his indifference, I again Can't help but make a sound of grievance.

Unable to stand under the excitement, I staggered a step and almost fell on him. I didn't want him to move sideways. Just when I thought I would hit the ground, Su Qian supported me again, raised her hand and wiped my face. Tears, staring at me with the same expression for thousands of years.

"What do you want me to do, what should I do... I don't like you anymore, is it okay if I don't like you?" Su Qian's gaze was too ruthless and indifferent, I covered my face and cried loudly.

"Go back, go back to Mu Qing's side." Qin Shihuan sighed suddenly, and his soft voice pierced into my heart like a needle.

"You hate me so much, don't you hate me so much that I just want to stay by your side?" I looked up, and he had already turned around, leaving me with an extremely distant and thin back.

"Okay, since that's what you expect, then I'll go find him and stay by his side for the rest of my life, as you wish!" I wiped my tears, stared at his back and shouted loudly, heartbroken as if desperate Can't spell it either.I thought that by doing a play, I could test out what he was thinking in his heart, but he never thought that he really expected so much.

I gave you all my heart, and you don't like me either!

In this world, is there any real love!

What is the word "like"!

As soon as he turned around and was about to leave, he saw Bianshu stepping in, with a soothing smile on his face and cold eyes.

"A person of the dark way, how can he be qualified to be with my junior uncle?" While speaking without reading the book, he drew out the long sword behind him, and smiled politely, "Shouldn't it be locked in the soul lamp forever and cannot be reincarnated? "

"It should be like this." Missing Xi's voice suddenly came from behind, and the sound of drawing the sword out of its sheath was slow and painful.

The inspirations of the two slowly spread out, complementing each other, they are clearly two people, but it makes people feel that they are one person, and there is no trace of flaws.

I was desperate in my heart, but at this moment, facing the battle between the two of them, I said angrily, "I just want to stay by Mu Qing's side, unless you kill me, otherwise, you won't be able to stop me."

"The competition is over, don't make a move here." Su Qian stepped forward, guarding in front of me, and said indifferently.

"Wuxiang Academy is so famous, do you want to break the rules of the practice world for a person of the dark way?" I didn't see Shu's long sword pointing at me, with a serious face, thinking that Su Qian's sudden intervention would make them ignore it Let's talk about the scene.

"What rules in the practice world, why don't I know?" Mu Qing suddenly appeared behind the missing book, and the Dragon Soul Sword was thrown out, resting on his neck, and said coldly, "I order you as the first disciple of Qiantianmen stop."

A figure fell beside me, it was Ji Mingye, he turned his head and smiled at me, silently reassuring me not to be afraid.The little fox grasped his shoulder with sharp eyes, as if ready to strike at any time.

"Little Master Uncle really wants to protect her. Didn't Master Lin tell you that she is the one who caused you to fall into infinite reincarnation and ruined the good causes of my Xiaodonglaishan Qiankun School?" , I still added, "By the way, little uncle, we don't have to follow your orders since you haven't officially returned to the sect in this life. It is also possible not to listen to your instructions."

"That's good." Mu Qing's blade moved, and it pressed against the skin of the invisible neck, almost bloodshot, "I will fight you as her friend. If you lose, you will let go." She goes."

"Hehe." Without seeing the book, he suddenly chuckled, and his figure disappeared.

Mu Qing vigilantly waved the Dragon Soul Sword behind him, and heard the sound of 'clang', but there was no Mu Qing's Dragon Soul Sword Dao on the bookshelf. Really lost."

"You six realms are dedicated to eliminating people from the underworld and maintaining the balance and stability of the practice world. This is naturally admirable, but our friends did not do anything excessive, and even protected your little one along the way." Uncle Shi, if you generalize it, I'm afraid it won't make sense." Ji Mingye said, his words and deeds were always reasonable.

"There will be no special cases for the elimination of evil in the Six Paths. What's more, this person has disturbed Xiao Donglai Mountain, which has never been stable for a moment. If you don't take advantage of her weakness today, not only Xiao Donglai Mountain, but you in the mortal world may also be defeated." An Sheng." Missing Xi arrived behind Ji Mingye at some point, and quickly grabbed his collar and flung him out.

This kind of demonstrative and humiliating shot made Ji Mingye look ashamed and angry, turned around and landed steadily, with a silver bow in his palm, and shot an arrow at Missing Xi!

"Little Li Zi still dares to make a move, he is beyond his control!" Jian Xi snorted coldly, turned his eyes, and the long arrow suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, and it dissipated into light smoke inch by inch between her words.

"A-Ning, go!" Mu Qing yelled suddenly, and the Dragon Soul Sword burst out with a bluish-white light and pressed on the missing book.

Su Qian also took the opportunity to take my forearm and turned around to leave. I didn't want to miss Xi, who suddenly stood in front of us, threw the long sword into the ground, and slashed the sharp edge of the sword with her fingertips. Finger pulp and point on the cinnabar between the eyebrows.

The cinnabar suddenly burst out with a strong red light, like the third eye opened, staring at me red and bloody.

There was a tingling pain in my eyes, and this pain quickly drilled into my brain, devouring every nerve in me.The chaotic images squeezed into my mind, I was blood-stained and holding the Dragon Soul Sword, I was constantly slashing and killing the people in gray and plain robes.

The jade crown is slumped, the long hair is messy, the blood splatters, there are fallen people everywhere, men or women, old or young, with eyes of hatred or annoyance open...

Why...the look of wanting to tear me apart again?

Mu Qing stood far away on a high place, came slowly with a sword in hand, stared at me with indifference and disgust, like some unavoidable stolen goods.

I, do you hate me like this? What have I done?

wrong... what?

"kill me……"

I pushed Su Qian's hand away, opened my eyes, and looked straight at Miss Xi.

When I said those words, a lot of things went through my mind.

Whether it's the picture of Wen Gu getting along with the master at the bottom of the cold and silent abyss, the joy of being lost and found in the heart when meeting Mu Qing, or the natural intimacy when facing Qin Shihuan, or facing the doubts and hopes of God of War, in the end, they all come to nothing. After the complex guilt of being held down by the soul beast, combined with the bloody cruelty in my mind at this moment, I don't want to entangle it anymore.

Maybe the master is just the unlucky person who made me fall in love with him, caused him such trouble, and made him feel sorry... I am such an unlucky person who doesn't know who I am People, probably, shouldn't exist anymore.

There are so many people who hate me, let them get their wish, does it count as the word "kindness" that the master once said?

"Escaping will not solve the problem."

Qin Shihuan wore a white shirt, and walked slowly towards the blue light and shadow of the invisible sword formation.

The self-sustained calmness of his jade-cut face made me feel that even though he was walking towards me, he was still farther away.

"I didn't escape, I just made my own choice in the face of your ruthlessness." After saying this, I felt calm in my heart, tilted my head, and looked at him with a smile.

"Why bother to come..." Qin Shihuan straightened his body indifferently, keeping his footsteps side by side, as quiet as bamboo.

"You once said that I would be regarded as a human being by Shanmei, a monster by humans, rejected by the fairy world, rejected by monsters, not accepted by ghosts and animals, and not recognized by this world. It is painful. I was originally Believe it or not. I don’t believe it because I believe that there is a person who will never leave me, who will accommodate me, protect me, and give me boundless joy. I believe it because your words at that time didn’t feel fake at all. But Now, these words are really confirmed. Those who fall to the bottom, whether they believe it or not, are suffering. Since you said why bother, then I don’t want this suffering, I want to get rid of this suffering, don’t you? Is it also the choice of why bother to come?" Gently watching Qin Shihuan's brows gradually frown, it was the first time that I felt that I had won the master once.

"You guys go away, I don't want to do anything." His eyes slid, as if deliberately avoiding me, he turned his head slightly and refuted loudly.

"Look, it's not me who escaped." There was joy and sorrow in my heart, and my body walked towards him uncontrollably, which made me have a strong feeling that this body didn't belong to me again.

"Go, all go!" Qin Shihuan took a step back, once again under my approach, he chose to back off.

My heart was cold, and I was twisted into a ball in pain, and I froze as I watched him under the brush of his sleeves, the jade ruler was thrown out, and a piercing inspiration burst out, and the whole person stood in a sky-blue light, all alone It felt like all my senses were flooded at once.

"No one can leave, before we capture this evil monster of the underworld!" Miss Bushu let out a long roar, and landed in front of Jianxi. The dazzling spread out, and the whole world suddenly fell into the ultimate whiteness, and the vast land was quiet and desolate, with nothing left.

Without Qin Shihuan, without seeing the book without seeing Xi, without Mu Qingji Mingye, without Su Qiangun, even myself disappeared...

I can't see my body, I can't feel it, only endless whiteness, endless whiteness...and...

I……

What is all this...

"This is your world."

In the pure white, Bu Xi walked out slowly, dressed in gray and plain robe, with cold eyes, and a little cinnabar in this blank world became more and more colorful.

my world?

Why is it like this?

Shouldn't it be at the bottom of the endless abyss of coldness, leaning on the master's lap, he gently stroking my hair, whispering the story that has been told thousands of times?

Thinking like this, the surrounding scene changed for a while, the endless darkness of Lengjiyuan permeated, the endless blue butterflies on the tree of life and death fluttered their wings lightly, and a white-clothed and white-haired man with white hair lay on the knee of a dead bone in the center of the tree. The girl, with the dry bones running along the girl's long hair, in the quiet and soft picture, I can read the sense of sadness on the dry bones.

Master, aren't you happy with me like this?

Is that so?

"To be attached to what you are not attached to is suffering."

The missing figure was suddenly on the water surface of Dian Leng Ji Yuan, and the ripples trembled away.Her eyes looked at me like a mirror, even though I couldn't see anything that belonged to me in her eyes, I just felt that she was looking at me.

The soul-locking lamp held in her left hand emits pure azure light, which makes me feel extraordinarily peaceful and peaceful.

"So, what is not suffering?"

I heard myself asking, the empty echoes were like ripples, a gust of wind swept across the cold and silent abyss, blowing away the withered figure on the tree of life and death behind Jian Xi, leaving only the girl in white embracing her alone, expressionless Gently pulling the leaves of the blue butterfly, looking indifferently at the fleeting images in the leaves.

"Everything is born with each other, and there is nothing. At its root, there is nothing. It is not bitter, it is nothing." Jianxi raised his fingertips, fiddled with the soul-locking lamp, and the soul-locking lamp turned, and the picture on it clearly printed in front of my eyes.

The picture starts with the two people joining swords together, the moment the white light surges, the reincarnation corridor surrounding Chiryei-in changes, and the soul-locking lamps that have been dark and dull all light up, emitting various It was a strange aura, which floated out from the soul-locking lamp, and condensed into the appearance of a mortal. The black aura in his body was strong, and it quickly enveloped the entire Qingzhimen.

Presumably these are the three souls and seven souls of mortals bound in the soul-locking lamp. They fled in a crowd, but they retreated in horror as if they had bumped into something, floating back and forth above Qingzhimen unwillingly. drift.

"I was born as a twin with the invisible book. Any force in our hands will inevitably produce a relative existence. It is like life versus death, like existence versus nothing. Everything in the world exists, and it must face disappearance. The process from existence to disappearance , is suffering. There is no absolute nothing, but you can choose not to exist in this process, that is not suffering.”

"You mean, it's not bitter, but there is no process?"

"Well, the reason why attachment is suffering is that no matter whether it is the result you want in the end, in the process of experiencing attachment, because you are attached to a choice, do not know how to avoid it, and go on the rampage, it is inevitable that there will be things you don't want to see. When the situation arises, there will naturally be loss and sadness in my heart, and all kinds of pain will arise." Jianxi turned the soul lock lamp, and what emerged was the appearance of Mu Qing and Ji Ming Yegun being entangled by these three souls and seven souls, "You and Their entanglement is suffering. It is because your body in the underworld is not tolerated by the world. We choose to seal and imprison you. They are unwilling. Once they fight, it is not only them who suffer, but also you. But your real purpose , not in the encounter with them, but in that one person. Only this one person, but the relationship changes a process of countless people. If you exchange the pain of countless people for the relationship with this person, what will you do? choose?"

The screen of the soul-locking lamp changed again, and it was the scene of Qin Shihuan fighting against the missing book.

Seeing Qin Shihuan, I felt sad for a while again, and the surrounding pictures shook, as if it was about to collapse at any moment.

Seeing this, the cinnabar shone coldly, looked at me with quiet eyes and said, "In the twin enchantment, under the seal, it corresponds to the same powerful attack technique. Qin Shihuan's body was greatly damaged, and he couldn't last too long." For a long time, not to mention the souls who have been bound by the soul lock lamp for a long time and have deep resentment. Whether each of them is suffering or not suffering for those who have ties to you, the choice is up to you. You choose to have people kill you because of you I can't bear this pain. Since you care about them, why let them experience the same pain as you?"

"Then what should I do? Obviously I have already made a choice? Hehe..." I sneered, "Can't you even die?"

"Death does not mean nothing." Jianxi held the soul-locking lamp high, his eyes became colder and colder, "Only by entering this soul-locking lamp and not entering the way of reincarnation can we cut off all ties."

Do not enter reincarnation, cut off everything?

As I watched Qin Shihuan's figure becoming weaker and weaker as he struggled with the missing book, many images appeared in my mind, and finally calmed down gradually.

"it is good."

Master, no see.

Finally, I said this to the master in my heart, I met Jianxi's cold and clueless eyes, and watched her lightly walk towards the soul-locking lamp... All the pictures gradually disappeared as she approached, and the endless white filled again .