Pet me, are you addicted?

A Yang, when we met you, we seldom chatted, so we always seemed to be familiar strangers.

The first time I went to see you was in November [-].When I arrived at the gate of the medical school, I dialed the mobile number you gave me.You answered the phone, and you and your classmates were playing games in an Internet cafe.This is the first time I hear your voice, sweet and gentle.You guide the way on the other end of the phone, let me walk along the right wall of the school gate, and you will come to pick me up from the alley at the other end.Sure enough, we met on the way.At that time, I didn't fully recognize your appearance. Your appearance was more mature than in the photo. It was your eyes that made me stop.

In [-], at the end of April, I was in Chongqing, and Ayang returned to his hometown county from Changsha.

"What are you doing on May [-]st Labor Day?" A Yang actually took the initiative to chat with me on the chat software.

"No special arrangements, any good suggestions?" I replied.

"No, hehe!"

"Why do you often go home?"

"I'm done with my graduation exams."

"Then you come to Chongqing to play, the temperature will cool down here this weekend. I miss you so much, answer me quickly."

"How can I go, where is the money!"

"Then I'll go home and play with you."

"I don't know about this, you can see for yourself."

"Are you still going to Changsha?"

"June, get your diploma."

"I went to Changsha during the Dragon Boat Festival holiday."

"When was that?"

"December 6."

"I don't even know what day I go to school."

"Then let's get in touch again!"

"kindness."

"Where's your boyfriend?"

"I am single."

"I don't even want to be in love now, I just want to have someone to live with."

"Oh, that's not love."

"It's different. People who live together can be just friends. Don't fall in love with each other. Besides, two men can't get married and start a family."

"Hehe, why are you together?"

"Are you saying that people in the circle cannot be friends?"

"That's right!"

"Now I feel that the relationship is not so complicated, hey!"

"Yes!"

"You really think so, you're still perfunctory to me!"

"I've always felt so."

"Then why are you still single?"

"That has to be appropriate."

"What do you think is the right request!"

"The personality is right, the feeling is right, we can accommodate and understand each other!"

"How do I feel that I can meet these requirements!"

"Hehe, it sounds like it can be satisfied."

"Do you think we will have a chance in the future?"

"I don't know, hehe!"

"I remember you seem to be level 08!"

"No, I have been to Changsha since 07."

"Okay, I misremembered."

"I got you."

"Haha, I've always regarded you as a primary school student."

"Hehe, oh yes, it's my junior! You graduated earlier than me."

"So, I'm your brother."

"Oh, hehe, how are you doing at work?"

"Works just fine."

"That's good."

"Why did you have sex with me the first time you met me?"

"I don't know, I don't know, I just want to kiss."

"You made me cum, I don't know why. How do you feel about Changsha?"

"I have a bad impression of Changsha."

"I miss my life in Changsha very much. It was the place where my heart grew up. At that time, were you afraid that I would fall in love with you?"

"No."

"Okay, I'm thinking too much."

"Hehe, my spiritual growth is not there."

"Is that in the county seat of my hometown?"

"more or less!"

"Have you been in love since junior high school?"

"No, high school."

"If only we knew each other in high school!"

"I don't know. At that time, all the people I knew were from the provincial capital."

"Why sometimes, I don't believe that homosexuality is normal, am I sick?"

"Hehe, then I don't know."

"Do you think I'm really gay?"

"Look at this for yourself, if it's not, then it's not!"

"Are you sure you're gay?"

"I can do it, I just don't take the initiative to girls."

"You mean, you can have urges on women."

"It's okay to feel impulsive."

The second time I want to see you is still in winter.You said, "I'm going to spend my birthday with my classmate tonight, so I'm sorry." I suddenly felt very sad, and my heart ached, but I didn't reply to you.After a while, you sent another message, saying: "It's okay if you want to come, but I won't have time to accompany you until later." Like the cloudy weather, I jumped up excitedly, the joy in my heart , It's like I was abandoned by others, but suddenly I was favored by others.After taking a shower, I put on a cotton jacket one size larger than my height and set off for the distant medical school.It was already past eight o'clock in the evening when we arrived at the medical school.I came to that alley by myself along the road you took last time, and dialed your phone.

"How was your May Day?" A Yang asked.

"I went hiking for one day, and stayed at home for the other two days."

"Hehe, that's okay."

"After work, there are not so many people and places to play. I just want to sleep well and watch the show well."

"Hehe, that's true."

"Haha, by the way, dear Doctor Qi, I have small blisters on my hands, which are very itchy, what should I do?"

"Just one, or are there several?"

"many."

"It's tinea manuum, just go to the pharmacy and buy some ointment."

"I tried all kinds of medicines, but nothing worked."

"Just tell the pharmacist that you have tinea manus."

"This is Wolf's Poison, which can be good for everything."

"Ok."

"Why do these grow?"

"Fungal infection."

"It will be contagious to others. Shouldn't you use antiseptic hand sanitizer frequently?"

"Hehe, as long as you don't spread the water in the blisters on others, it won't be contagious."

"Oh."

The third time to find you, summer has come.That day I went to open the room first, the innermost one, the layout is different, the bathroom is a bit bigger.

"Happy Dragon Boat Festival!" Ah Yang's message.

"Happy!" I replied.

"Remember to eat rice dumplings!"

"I ate it, but it's not delicious, hehe, I want to eat home."

"Bought some from the supermarket, packaged."

"Yes."

"My family didn't have bags this year, and I bought them directly from the supermarket."

"Is this the same person as your profile picture?" I sent Li Lei's profile picture to A Yang.

"Yes, Kim Hyun Joong."

"Halo, why do all the people I like use this person as their profile picture?"

"Hehe, then I don't know!"

"It is estimated that you are destined, let me introduce you to each other!"

"Hehe, where is he from?"

"Chongqing."

"I know why I came here, it's so far away."

"It's the weekend, so boring." I said.

"It's good to have a good rest, you don't have to go somewhere to play on weekends." A Yang replied to me using the mobile phone software.

"Well, I stay in the office and surf the Internet. I don't know the place well, and it's not fun to go out. Congratulations on getting your driver's license!"

"Hehe, there's nothing to congratulate. It's still hot over there? Let's go around on the subway, what are you afraid of?"

"It's raining. People who come out of Chongqing don't have the concept of heat. Compared with Chongqing, it's much cooler here!"

"If it's raining, just stay there. It's more annoying to go out. I think it's okay in Chongqing. You're in Guangzhou now, on a business trip?"

"Yup!"

"—Hehe, shouldn't there be a place for you to arrange?"

"Yes, the company has arranged rooms."

"That's not bad, at least you don't have to worry about it."

"Shanghai is fun, I really want to see it."

"Hehe, many cities are similar to me, it's just the difference between the people. That's the way it is here, Shanghai people are more annoying."

"Haha, I've heard that he looks down on others, right? Look at Zhou Libo's bird."

"It was like this nine years ago, and nothing has changed in nine years. Zhou Libo's words are quite reasonable."

"Hehe, it seems that you appreciate him a little bit, so I won't speak ill of him."

"Hehe, even if I hate people, I will tell the truth. Just like I hate Jay Chou, but I admit that he is talented. I don't have any special feelings for Zhou Libo."

"Then do you listen to his songs?"

"I basically don't listen to it. His songs are not my favorite type."

"Do you hate Liang Jingru?"

"No, but I don't like it either."

"You like Stefanie Sun, don't you?"

"Yes, she is my idol, haha.

"Ha ha!"

The fourth time I went to see you was during the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday.At that time, you had moved out of the school dormitory and shared the rent with your classmates.It's also in the 0731 Internet cafe. I'll go have dinner with you after you get off the plane.You bought a watermelon and didn't order it.After watching me eat, he took me to the room you rented.

"How was the Mid-Autumn Festival?" A Yang asked.

"I went out alone for a while, and the lantern festival is pretty good." I replied.

"And you, where did you go to play?"

"Hehe, you should go back to Chongqing, right? I'm still at work during the Mid-Autumn Festival, haha!"

"No, I have to go back on September 9."

"Oh, it's still in Guangzhou!"

"Yup!"

"There is no holiday for the Mid-Autumn Festival, so diligent! Hehe, then you have been in Guangzhou for more than a month. Hehe, there is no way to have a holiday in this situation."

“还没到，时间安排的正好32天，8月30号-9月30号。”

"So it's like this. What are you in charge of in Guangzhou? You've been going for so long."

"It is a model developed by our project team that is being mass-produced here. The team leader arranged for me and another team member to come over for guidance and acceptance. Will you go home on October [-]?"

"Now I don't know, it depends on the boss's arrangement. You don't go back for the Spring Festival, why are you planning to go home for the National Day this year?"

"No, I won't come back!"

"Then you ask, really."

"Can't you ask? Really."

"That's fine."

"Why are you going to work in Shanghai? Is there anyone special there?"

"No, the family said they want to come here."

"You are really nice."

"It is indeed my brother who needs my help."

I still remember that the last time I met A Yang was in Changsha.That was the last time I went to see Ayang, in December.Two months after I broke up with Tu Hao.I told A Yang about my love affair with Tu Hao.He asked me what my role was.

It rained that day and it was wet and cold.I put on a thick coat, a gray oracle bone inscription inside, and a purple Nike sports jacket outside.It was getting dark, and I drove to the medical school.I met Ah Yang and went to the shared house with him, only to find out that he had moved.

Ah Yang bought a laptop, and we were in the room, lying on the bed together and watching "Million Singer".After falling asleep, I waited for a long time, but he didn't take the initiative.I couldn't bear it, and I wanted to take the initiative, but he refused.I forced myself on top of him, trying to kiss him.

He grabbed me and said he didn't take a shower tonight.We slept stiffly all night.The next day, after leaving, I thought I would never miss him again.

On the eve of New Year's Day, I organized a gathering of fellow villagers and called Ayang to come with me. He politely refused, saying that there were arrangements.At that party, I was very generous and drank a lot of wine.But no one understands my loneliness and loneliness, the happiness I want, and this period of life I have gone through.

In real life, truth and lies are overwhelming.Especially in the emotional world, sometimes, even if you think it is a lie, you are willing to believe it is the truth.