I Qinghuan gl
Chapter 40
Unbeknownst to everyone, Yun Tang found a carriage and helped the seriously injured Qing Huan onto it, ignoring the driver, she drove the carriage herself.
But when he drove to the mountain gate, he ran into trouble.
At the snow-covered mountain gate, more than a dozen Beifei disciples of different levels stood neatly, all wearing white clothes, holding long swords, and guarding the mountain gate tightly.
The guard disciple stopped the carriage: "Senior Sister Yuntang, but you were ordered to go down the mountain to carry out a mission? Do you have a stamped document or waist card?"
Yun Tang clenched the reins tightly, and dodged his eyes: "This matter is urgent, and the relevant certificates have not yet been obtained. There is no delay, and I hope to let the carriage out."
"This is not allowed, Senior Sister Yuntang. You understand the old rules of the Northern Punishment, and the carriage has to be searched. Disciples who have not reached the age are absolutely not allowed to go down the mountain..."
Yuntang's eyes were red with anxiety, and he wanted to drive the horse directly, but not to mention that the people in the car could not withstand the bumps, there were dozens of disciples guarding the mountain gate, and it was impossible to force it.
Suddenly there was the sound of horseshoes in the distance, from small to large, the blue robes fluttered, and the man on the horse was tall and handsome, with a burden on his back.
It's shocking.Yuntang suddenly remembered that Jinghu had gone down the mountain to search for rare medicinal materials for the seriously injured Qing Huan a while ago, and it was time to come back.
Yuntang jumped out of the carriage and hurriedly stepped forward to stop Jinghu: "Brother Jinghu, stop!"
Jinghu reined in his horse and stopped, seeing that it was Yuntang, with an anxious expression on his face: "Why are you here? How is Qinghuan? Is the situation not good..."
"Brother Jinghu..." Yun Tang lowered his voice, "Qing Huan is in the carriage behind me, we must go down the mountain now, I will explain to you later, this time we must help her."
Jinghu was taken aback, looked at the carriage quickly, thought for a moment, and said: "Yuntang, you have always been calm in doing things, and I believe you. But I must go with you to be at ease. Just the two of you, you Why don't you take care of her while you're still driving? What if something happens along the way..."
"Senior brother is right! Then thank you, senior brother."
Yuntang got on the carriage and entered the carriage, Jinghu got off the horse and got on the front of the carriage again, reining in the reins and approaching the mountain gate: "We have something important to do, let it go, or not?"
The gatekeeper disciples looked at each other in embarrassment, hesitated for a while, and had to let Jinghu go.After all, Jinghu is often ordered to go down the mountain, and he is also the eldest disciple of the head disciple. He pushed it away and said that he might be the head in the future.If something really happened, they couldn't afford it.
From the north to Kunlun, it will take two days without stopping.
Jinghu drives the car himself, while Yuntang takes care of Qinghuan inside.Qing Huan's physical condition is not optimistic, the low-grade fever persists, her internal injuries are still serious, and her heart arteries are very fragile.
Yuntang put her arms around Qinghuan, took the kettle and gave her the pills, when her fingers accidentally touched Qinghuan's lips, they were hot and dry, as if they were burning badly.A startled voice came from outside:
"Yuntang, she has suffered such a serious injury, what is she going to do?"
"Master is in Kunlun, she is going to find Master."
After a moment of silence outside, he said again: "...why?"
"Brother Jinghu, you pay so much attention to Qinghuan, shouldn't you have noticed it earlier?" Yuntang smiled bitterly.
Shocked and speechless, he drove in silence.He is not blind, nor is he a fool. Countless times, when he stared at Qing Huan, Qing Huan looked closely at Nan Yang with that passionate and admiring gaze.But he didn't want to believe it, and never thought that such a momentary infatuation would lead to anything.Quanbei penalty, there should be no one more worthy of Qinghuan than him.
Uncle Nanyang will definitely not let Qinghuan mess around like this, that's why he went to Kunlun.It's good to go to Kunlun this time, and Qing Huan will completely let go of this absurd thought.
Yun Tang fed some water to Qing Huan, looked at her unusually silent and empty eyes, and felt extremely distressed: "Qing Huan, how does your body feel? Can you still get through it?"
Qing Huan nodded, without saying a word, she was immersed in trance all the time.
"Listen to me, when you see Master, don't get too excited. Your heart can't bear it, and don't make violent movements. The wound on your chest will open. Be good, don't hurt yourself, and let us worry about you. Your people are worried, you know?"
Qing Huan was still in a daze, as if she didn't listen to Yun Tang's words at all.After a long time, he said in a daze: "Senior sister... when is it?"
Yuntang hugged her tightly, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes: "Youshi, there is one more day, and we will arrive in Kunlun soon."
"Master... how come she has come so far..." Qing Huan suddenly smiled, her voice was as thin as a windy willow, "Usually at the gate of Rongku Pavilion, this time...how did you get there? It's so far..."
Yun Tang was horrified to see blood overflowing from the corner of Qing Huan's lips, and hurriedly wiped it off tremblingly with a handkerchief: "Okay, stop talking, have you forgotten what Senior Sister told you? Your heart is fragile, so don't be emotionally ups and downs. … Your body is deteriorating, you should find an inn and rest for a night..."
"Senior sister, tell me, will I die?" Qing Huan's voice was choked with sobs, but her eyes were still dull and empty.
"What nonsense? You won't die, absolutely not..."
"If I'm going to die... Even if I don't have time to die by her side, the place where I die can be closer to her... I will also feel very happy..." Qing Huan cried and laughed, her face was shaking, "So, don't Just stop and walk straight towards Kunlun...but I'm afraid, I feel like my body is going to be drained...I feel like I'm going to die, I'm so scared..."
Yuntang kept soothing softly: "Stop talking...don't cry...you won't die, you're just burnt out, just sleep and you'll be fine, sleep..."
"Master...Master..." Qing Huan murmured these two words, and fell into a drowsiness again in a trance.
Yuntang panicked seeing the blood still overflowing from the corner of Qinghuan's lips after falling asleep, and wiped it with a handkerchief, but not only couldn't stop it, Qinghuan's nose also began to bleed, as if she wanted to drain all the blood in her body .
Thinking of what Qing Huan said before, Yuntang panicked even more. Could it be that she really wants to...
Yun Tang stuffed all the rare life-saving pills into Qing Huan's mouth, and then sealed off the big acupuncture points all over her body, and managed to stabilize the situation.But Qing Huan's hand in his hand was so cold that it made people's heart hang high.
Yuntang and Jinghu basically stayed awake for two full days and two nights.
When we arrived in Kunlun, it was already two days later in the afternoon.
The architecture of Kunlun is very different from that of Beifei, but it is also magnificent and vast, and the same snow-covered mountains.At this time, there were sporadic snowflakes floating in the sky, and the temperature was not very warm.
Jinghu arrested several Kunlun disciples for questioning, only to learn that after Cang Min and Nan Yang returned five days ago, they went back to the hidden cave in the back mountain of Kunlun together, and they never came out.
Yun Tang hugged Qing Huan, whose body was getting colder and colder, she thought, no matter what, let Master see Qing Huan.
The carriage drove to the entrance of Huaxujing Cave, Yuntang breathed a sigh of relief, and shook the sleeping Qing Huan: "Qing Huan, wake up, we're here."
Qing Huan tried her best to open her eyes, and weakly propped up her upper body: "It's here..."
"Yes, Master is right behind that door. I'll help you out." Yun Tang helped Qing Huan up with difficulty, and the extremely weak Qing Huan almost gave half of her body weight to Yun Tang, and took half a step All very strenuous.
Jing Hu sat in the front of the car, silent.
Yun Tang struggled to help Qing Huan out of the carriage, just as a girl in her twenties opened the door from the Huaxu Realm, holding a basin of water in her hand, she seemed to want to come out and pour water.
Yuntang hurriedly called to her: "Girl!"
The girl paused when she heard the sound, and looked curiously at Yuntang and Qing Huan, who was holding her, and looked very interested in this combination: "You... are not Kunlun disciples. My name is Bo Xue, what can I do? help?"
"Miss Bo Xue, are senior Cangmin and Master... and Lord Nanyang in there?"
"That's right, I just came back a few days ago. My master and the two elders, Mr. Nan Yangzun, are playing chess inside. What's the matter?"
"Master Nanyang is our master. We have something to look for her. Can you tell my master that Qing Huan has come to find her." Yuntang said earnestly.
"Naturally.... The girl in your arms is seriously injured. Kindly advise her to settle down and get medical treatment quickly, otherwise her life may be in danger." Bo Xue looked at Qing Huan's pale and sickly face with a little worry, and shook her head , and returned to the Huaxu Realm with the empty basin.
As Bo Xue said, Cang Min and Nan Yang drank tea and played chess as they did in the past many years.
Nan Yang's complexion is not very good, his eyes seem to be on the chessboard, but they seem to pass through the chessboard, looking at a certain point of nothingness.
Cang Min didn't mind Nan Yang's occasional ecstasy, and just played this unusually slow chess game quietly.
Bo Xue came in with a basin and broke the tranquility: "Master Nan Yang, someone at the door came looking for you, saying that it was your apprentice.... Oh, yes, it's called Qing Huan."
light joy.
The black pawn in Nan Yang's hand fell onto the board without warning, messing up the game, her eyes widened.After a long time, the voice was a little hoarse:
"What did you say?"
Cang Min held the white chess and threw it into the bamboo chess basket, and began to tidy up the messy chessboard: "Ah Yang, she is here to find you."
Nan Yang's throat moved, he blinked a few times, lowered his head to hide something, and helped Cang Min clean up the chessboard.
Bo Xue tilted her head: "My lord, can you see me?"
"...No. Let her go back." Nan Yang's voice trembled imperceptibly.
"Oh, good." Bo Xue felt that His Majesty's state was weird, not only just now, this time since coming to Huaxu Realm with Master, she has been acting weird all the time, but she couldn't explain why.
Bo Xue turned around and left again.Cang Min caressed the chessboard and raised his hand to signal: "Ah Yang, Hei Zi goes first."
Nan Yang's mind was in chaos.
She was still injured, her heart was hurt, she couldn't even stand up, why did she come to Kunlun in such a short time?
How is her body?
She... is now at the entrance of the Huaxu Realm Cave.
As long as she takes a few steps outside, she can be seen.
Nan Yang pinched the sunspot for a long time.
Cang Min also just looked at the blank chessboard quietly, without saying a word.She knows when to say something and when to leave her alone to think.
The hole opened slowly, and Bo Xue walked out from inside. Looking at Qing Huan who was getting weaker and weaker, she frowned: "His Majesty Nan Yang said, I don't see you. Girl, she is seriously injured, so hurry up and find a doctor in Kunlun to treat her. "
Qing Huan barely opened her eyes, her voice was empty: "She said...not seen?"
Yun Tang was about to cry, and held Qing Huan tightly: "Did you hear that? Did you give up? Follow me to the doctor..."
Unexpectedly, Qing Huan pushed her away with all her strength, causing her to stagger.As for Qinghuan herself, because she lost her support, her legs softened and she knelt in the snow.
Qing Huan raised her head, her eyes were not sure whether she was holding back her tears or was burned by her body temperature, they were abnormally red: "I won't go, I will wait for her here."
"You are crazy! You will die here!" Yuntang shouted.
The snow in the sky tends to get bigger and bigger, and the snowflakes fall on people's clothes, forming a layer of fine and velvet decoration.
"Then let me... die here..." Xiao Huan laughed, "Look, here... how close to her..."
"Qinghuan! You promised me, don't mess around, you..."
"I'm not fooling around," Qing Huan buried her hands in the snow feebly to support her body, her breathing became heavier, "Where is she... I will always... be there..."
At some point, Yuntang's face was covered with tears.
"Master...Master!" Qing Huan yelled with all her strength, she knew that Nan Yang's hearing could be heard, "Master! Master!!..."
……
She didn't shout anything superfluous, she just shouted those two words hoarsely, piercing her heart.
Nan Yang's hand holding Heizi trembled badly, she bit her lip tightly, and the faint voice in her ear was like the cruelest punishment, beating her heart fiercely with whip after whip.
Cang Min looked at Nan Yang quietly, took the sunspots from her hand, and put them into the blacks chess basket: "How about, let's end this game here."
As Cang Min said, he was about to reach for the chess basket in Nan Yang's hand.
Nan Yang suddenly pressed the chess basket firmly, not letting Cang Min take it away, and there was little persistence left in his voice: "No...continue playing."
"A Yang, what do you think?" Cang Min asked suddenly.
Nan Yang took a deep breath and held back the tears in his eyes: "Cang Min..."
"Ok?"
"Have you ever...liked someone?"
Hearing this, Cang Min was stunned.After a long time, she withdrew her hand to take the black chess basket, and there was a slight ripple in her eyes:
"Have."
"Do you... like her so much that it hurts...?" Nan Yang's body trembled slightly, and his voice was full of incomprehensible emotions.
"It's more than a heartache..." Cang Min smiled wryly, lowered his head and stroked the red sandalwood table top on which the chess board was placed, "I wish I could die."
Cang Min paused, then smiled softly: "But I can't die. Because I promised her to wait for her to go home. Although, sometimes she won't come back when it gets dark. But you think, if I die too , but her soul has found here, and there is no one at home to welcome her, so she will be very disappointed."
Nan Yang covered her mouth and sobbed softly.
"You like your apprentice named Qing Huan, don't you?" Cang Min stared at the smooth tabletop made of red sandalwood, "A Yang, you have too many restraints in your heart. What restricts you is not moral ethics, It’s not the status of master and apprentice, it’s not going against yin and yang, it’s your own heart.”
"But this kind of feeling...is...wrong." Nan Yang said with difficulty.
"I remember asking you many years ago, is there absolute good and evil? There is no absolute good and evil in the world, and there is no absolute right or wrong. But there is absolute happiness, because of being happy with the person you like, and there is absolute despair , because of the despair of not being able to be together again."
Nan Yang just lowered his head and covered his mouth.
Cang Min shook his robe and stood up: "It's getting dark, I'll sit at the door for a while. If your little apprentice dies at the door, I will remember to let you know."
But when he drove to the mountain gate, he ran into trouble.
At the snow-covered mountain gate, more than a dozen Beifei disciples of different levels stood neatly, all wearing white clothes, holding long swords, and guarding the mountain gate tightly.
The guard disciple stopped the carriage: "Senior Sister Yuntang, but you were ordered to go down the mountain to carry out a mission? Do you have a stamped document or waist card?"
Yun Tang clenched the reins tightly, and dodged his eyes: "This matter is urgent, and the relevant certificates have not yet been obtained. There is no delay, and I hope to let the carriage out."
"This is not allowed, Senior Sister Yuntang. You understand the old rules of the Northern Punishment, and the carriage has to be searched. Disciples who have not reached the age are absolutely not allowed to go down the mountain..."
Yuntang's eyes were red with anxiety, and he wanted to drive the horse directly, but not to mention that the people in the car could not withstand the bumps, there were dozens of disciples guarding the mountain gate, and it was impossible to force it.
Suddenly there was the sound of horseshoes in the distance, from small to large, the blue robes fluttered, and the man on the horse was tall and handsome, with a burden on his back.
It's shocking.Yuntang suddenly remembered that Jinghu had gone down the mountain to search for rare medicinal materials for the seriously injured Qing Huan a while ago, and it was time to come back.
Yuntang jumped out of the carriage and hurriedly stepped forward to stop Jinghu: "Brother Jinghu, stop!"
Jinghu reined in his horse and stopped, seeing that it was Yuntang, with an anxious expression on his face: "Why are you here? How is Qinghuan? Is the situation not good..."
"Brother Jinghu..." Yun Tang lowered his voice, "Qing Huan is in the carriage behind me, we must go down the mountain now, I will explain to you later, this time we must help her."
Jinghu was taken aback, looked at the carriage quickly, thought for a moment, and said: "Yuntang, you have always been calm in doing things, and I believe you. But I must go with you to be at ease. Just the two of you, you Why don't you take care of her while you're still driving? What if something happens along the way..."
"Senior brother is right! Then thank you, senior brother."
Yuntang got on the carriage and entered the carriage, Jinghu got off the horse and got on the front of the carriage again, reining in the reins and approaching the mountain gate: "We have something important to do, let it go, or not?"
The gatekeeper disciples looked at each other in embarrassment, hesitated for a while, and had to let Jinghu go.After all, Jinghu is often ordered to go down the mountain, and he is also the eldest disciple of the head disciple. He pushed it away and said that he might be the head in the future.If something really happened, they couldn't afford it.
From the north to Kunlun, it will take two days without stopping.
Jinghu drives the car himself, while Yuntang takes care of Qinghuan inside.Qing Huan's physical condition is not optimistic, the low-grade fever persists, her internal injuries are still serious, and her heart arteries are very fragile.
Yuntang put her arms around Qinghuan, took the kettle and gave her the pills, when her fingers accidentally touched Qinghuan's lips, they were hot and dry, as if they were burning badly.A startled voice came from outside:
"Yuntang, she has suffered such a serious injury, what is she going to do?"
"Master is in Kunlun, she is going to find Master."
After a moment of silence outside, he said again: "...why?"
"Brother Jinghu, you pay so much attention to Qinghuan, shouldn't you have noticed it earlier?" Yuntang smiled bitterly.
Shocked and speechless, he drove in silence.He is not blind, nor is he a fool. Countless times, when he stared at Qing Huan, Qing Huan looked closely at Nan Yang with that passionate and admiring gaze.But he didn't want to believe it, and never thought that such a momentary infatuation would lead to anything.Quanbei penalty, there should be no one more worthy of Qinghuan than him.
Uncle Nanyang will definitely not let Qinghuan mess around like this, that's why he went to Kunlun.It's good to go to Kunlun this time, and Qing Huan will completely let go of this absurd thought.
Yun Tang fed some water to Qing Huan, looked at her unusually silent and empty eyes, and felt extremely distressed: "Qing Huan, how does your body feel? Can you still get through it?"
Qing Huan nodded, without saying a word, she was immersed in trance all the time.
"Listen to me, when you see Master, don't get too excited. Your heart can't bear it, and don't make violent movements. The wound on your chest will open. Be good, don't hurt yourself, and let us worry about you. Your people are worried, you know?"
Qing Huan was still in a daze, as if she didn't listen to Yun Tang's words at all.After a long time, he said in a daze: "Senior sister... when is it?"
Yuntang hugged her tightly, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes: "Youshi, there is one more day, and we will arrive in Kunlun soon."
"Master... how come she has come so far..." Qing Huan suddenly smiled, her voice was as thin as a windy willow, "Usually at the gate of Rongku Pavilion, this time...how did you get there? It's so far..."
Yun Tang was horrified to see blood overflowing from the corner of Qing Huan's lips, and hurriedly wiped it off tremblingly with a handkerchief: "Okay, stop talking, have you forgotten what Senior Sister told you? Your heart is fragile, so don't be emotionally ups and downs. … Your body is deteriorating, you should find an inn and rest for a night..."
"Senior sister, tell me, will I die?" Qing Huan's voice was choked with sobs, but her eyes were still dull and empty.
"What nonsense? You won't die, absolutely not..."
"If I'm going to die... Even if I don't have time to die by her side, the place where I die can be closer to her... I will also feel very happy..." Qing Huan cried and laughed, her face was shaking, "So, don't Just stop and walk straight towards Kunlun...but I'm afraid, I feel like my body is going to be drained...I feel like I'm going to die, I'm so scared..."
Yuntang kept soothing softly: "Stop talking...don't cry...you won't die, you're just burnt out, just sleep and you'll be fine, sleep..."
"Master...Master..." Qing Huan murmured these two words, and fell into a drowsiness again in a trance.
Yuntang panicked seeing the blood still overflowing from the corner of Qinghuan's lips after falling asleep, and wiped it with a handkerchief, but not only couldn't stop it, Qinghuan's nose also began to bleed, as if she wanted to drain all the blood in her body .
Thinking of what Qing Huan said before, Yuntang panicked even more. Could it be that she really wants to...
Yun Tang stuffed all the rare life-saving pills into Qing Huan's mouth, and then sealed off the big acupuncture points all over her body, and managed to stabilize the situation.But Qing Huan's hand in his hand was so cold that it made people's heart hang high.
Yuntang and Jinghu basically stayed awake for two full days and two nights.
When we arrived in Kunlun, it was already two days later in the afternoon.
The architecture of Kunlun is very different from that of Beifei, but it is also magnificent and vast, and the same snow-covered mountains.At this time, there were sporadic snowflakes floating in the sky, and the temperature was not very warm.
Jinghu arrested several Kunlun disciples for questioning, only to learn that after Cang Min and Nan Yang returned five days ago, they went back to the hidden cave in the back mountain of Kunlun together, and they never came out.
Yun Tang hugged Qing Huan, whose body was getting colder and colder, she thought, no matter what, let Master see Qing Huan.
The carriage drove to the entrance of Huaxujing Cave, Yuntang breathed a sigh of relief, and shook the sleeping Qing Huan: "Qing Huan, wake up, we're here."
Qing Huan tried her best to open her eyes, and weakly propped up her upper body: "It's here..."
"Yes, Master is right behind that door. I'll help you out." Yun Tang helped Qing Huan up with difficulty, and the extremely weak Qing Huan almost gave half of her body weight to Yun Tang, and took half a step All very strenuous.
Jing Hu sat in the front of the car, silent.
Yun Tang struggled to help Qing Huan out of the carriage, just as a girl in her twenties opened the door from the Huaxu Realm, holding a basin of water in her hand, she seemed to want to come out and pour water.
Yuntang hurriedly called to her: "Girl!"
The girl paused when she heard the sound, and looked curiously at Yuntang and Qing Huan, who was holding her, and looked very interested in this combination: "You... are not Kunlun disciples. My name is Bo Xue, what can I do? help?"
"Miss Bo Xue, are senior Cangmin and Master... and Lord Nanyang in there?"
"That's right, I just came back a few days ago. My master and the two elders, Mr. Nan Yangzun, are playing chess inside. What's the matter?"
"Master Nanyang is our master. We have something to look for her. Can you tell my master that Qing Huan has come to find her." Yuntang said earnestly.
"Naturally.... The girl in your arms is seriously injured. Kindly advise her to settle down and get medical treatment quickly, otherwise her life may be in danger." Bo Xue looked at Qing Huan's pale and sickly face with a little worry, and shook her head , and returned to the Huaxu Realm with the empty basin.
As Bo Xue said, Cang Min and Nan Yang drank tea and played chess as they did in the past many years.
Nan Yang's complexion is not very good, his eyes seem to be on the chessboard, but they seem to pass through the chessboard, looking at a certain point of nothingness.
Cang Min didn't mind Nan Yang's occasional ecstasy, and just played this unusually slow chess game quietly.
Bo Xue came in with a basin and broke the tranquility: "Master Nan Yang, someone at the door came looking for you, saying that it was your apprentice.... Oh, yes, it's called Qing Huan."
light joy.
The black pawn in Nan Yang's hand fell onto the board without warning, messing up the game, her eyes widened.After a long time, the voice was a little hoarse:
"What did you say?"
Cang Min held the white chess and threw it into the bamboo chess basket, and began to tidy up the messy chessboard: "Ah Yang, she is here to find you."
Nan Yang's throat moved, he blinked a few times, lowered his head to hide something, and helped Cang Min clean up the chessboard.
Bo Xue tilted her head: "My lord, can you see me?"
"...No. Let her go back." Nan Yang's voice trembled imperceptibly.
"Oh, good." Bo Xue felt that His Majesty's state was weird, not only just now, this time since coming to Huaxu Realm with Master, she has been acting weird all the time, but she couldn't explain why.
Bo Xue turned around and left again.Cang Min caressed the chessboard and raised his hand to signal: "Ah Yang, Hei Zi goes first."
Nan Yang's mind was in chaos.
She was still injured, her heart was hurt, she couldn't even stand up, why did she come to Kunlun in such a short time?
How is her body?
She... is now at the entrance of the Huaxu Realm Cave.
As long as she takes a few steps outside, she can be seen.
Nan Yang pinched the sunspot for a long time.
Cang Min also just looked at the blank chessboard quietly, without saying a word.She knows when to say something and when to leave her alone to think.
The hole opened slowly, and Bo Xue walked out from inside. Looking at Qing Huan who was getting weaker and weaker, she frowned: "His Majesty Nan Yang said, I don't see you. Girl, she is seriously injured, so hurry up and find a doctor in Kunlun to treat her. "
Qing Huan barely opened her eyes, her voice was empty: "She said...not seen?"
Yun Tang was about to cry, and held Qing Huan tightly: "Did you hear that? Did you give up? Follow me to the doctor..."
Unexpectedly, Qing Huan pushed her away with all her strength, causing her to stagger.As for Qinghuan herself, because she lost her support, her legs softened and she knelt in the snow.
Qing Huan raised her head, her eyes were not sure whether she was holding back her tears or was burned by her body temperature, they were abnormally red: "I won't go, I will wait for her here."
"You are crazy! You will die here!" Yuntang shouted.
The snow in the sky tends to get bigger and bigger, and the snowflakes fall on people's clothes, forming a layer of fine and velvet decoration.
"Then let me... die here..." Xiao Huan laughed, "Look, here... how close to her..."
"Qinghuan! You promised me, don't mess around, you..."
"I'm not fooling around," Qing Huan buried her hands in the snow feebly to support her body, her breathing became heavier, "Where is she... I will always... be there..."
At some point, Yuntang's face was covered with tears.
"Master...Master!" Qing Huan yelled with all her strength, she knew that Nan Yang's hearing could be heard, "Master! Master!!..."
……
She didn't shout anything superfluous, she just shouted those two words hoarsely, piercing her heart.
Nan Yang's hand holding Heizi trembled badly, she bit her lip tightly, and the faint voice in her ear was like the cruelest punishment, beating her heart fiercely with whip after whip.
Cang Min looked at Nan Yang quietly, took the sunspots from her hand, and put them into the blacks chess basket: "How about, let's end this game here."
As Cang Min said, he was about to reach for the chess basket in Nan Yang's hand.
Nan Yang suddenly pressed the chess basket firmly, not letting Cang Min take it away, and there was little persistence left in his voice: "No...continue playing."
"A Yang, what do you think?" Cang Min asked suddenly.
Nan Yang took a deep breath and held back the tears in his eyes: "Cang Min..."
"Ok?"
"Have you ever...liked someone?"
Hearing this, Cang Min was stunned.After a long time, she withdrew her hand to take the black chess basket, and there was a slight ripple in her eyes:
"Have."
"Do you... like her so much that it hurts...?" Nan Yang's body trembled slightly, and his voice was full of incomprehensible emotions.
"It's more than a heartache..." Cang Min smiled wryly, lowered his head and stroked the red sandalwood table top on which the chess board was placed, "I wish I could die."
Cang Min paused, then smiled softly: "But I can't die. Because I promised her to wait for her to go home. Although, sometimes she won't come back when it gets dark. But you think, if I die too , but her soul has found here, and there is no one at home to welcome her, so she will be very disappointed."
Nan Yang covered her mouth and sobbed softly.
"You like your apprentice named Qing Huan, don't you?" Cang Min stared at the smooth tabletop made of red sandalwood, "A Yang, you have too many restraints in your heart. What restricts you is not moral ethics, It’s not the status of master and apprentice, it’s not going against yin and yang, it’s your own heart.”
"But this kind of feeling...is...wrong." Nan Yang said with difficulty.
"I remember asking you many years ago, is there absolute good and evil? There is no absolute good and evil in the world, and there is no absolute right or wrong. But there is absolute happiness, because of being happy with the person you like, and there is absolute despair , because of the despair of not being able to be together again."
Nan Yang just lowered his head and covered his mouth.
Cang Min shook his robe and stood up: "It's getting dark, I'll sit at the door for a while. If your little apprentice dies at the door, I will remember to let you know."
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Naruto: By lying low and hiding, he eventually became the leader of the Legendary Sannin.
Chapter 274 8 hours ago -
I will traverse countless worlds and become a god entirely on my own!
Chapter 521 8 hours ago -
Naruto: The Caged Bird Cannot Confine Me - Feng Hou Qi Men
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They won't let me pilot my mecha? I'll just transform into Noah!
Chapter 188 8 hours ago -
I'm in Teyvat, join the chat group.
Chapter 196 8 hours ago -
Reborn to Make Games: My Girlfriend is a Game Streamer
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Simultaneous Transmigration: Freedom Across the Heavens
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Naruto: From Shikotsumyaku to Otsutsuki
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In Detective Conan, you call this just an ordinary lawyer?
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