On the first day Cheng Han entered the industry, he asked Shao Che if there were any unspoken rules in this industry.

Shao Che replied: True rock will never have unspoken rules.

"What is the purpose of the unspoken rules? To sell yourself, to be popular, and to be successful. But can rock and roll be called rock and roll if it is really successful?" Shao Che shook his head contemptuously with a cigarette in his mouth: "Why did Kurt Coabin, who knows Nirvana, commit suicide? Is it because he is popular, and he feels that it is a shame that his music is accepted by the public, because the music accepted by the public is not the music he expresses. It is packaged and over-commercialized, and his music is forced to be It has become a trend, a weapon used by businessmen to collect money, and forced to cater to the tastes of the public.”

"But how can rock and roll cater to the tastes of the public?" Shao Che said solemnly: "The existence of rock and roll is to awaken the true spirit of freedom in the subconscious of some people in this absurd world, and rely on the awakened spirit of this part of people to come to life." Awaken, even lead the masses of the future world. Can you understand me when I say this?"

Cheng Han curled his lips: "It sounds like it means having trouble with the whole world."

"Yes, but it's not that we have trouble with this world, but that this world has trouble with us.

If you think about it, people in this world have started to live for other people's opinions since I don't know when.Everyone is desperately trying to make money, buy a house and a car, so many of us are also forced to learn that way of life.Otherwise we are losers!

If you say that there are poor people in this world, everyone sleeps on the street, picks up garbage, and wanders around, you still think that I can’t be looked down upon, do I have to buy a house and a car?Does your mother still think that getting married and having children is the true meaning of life?She will probably only pick up better garbage, sleep better on the street, and wander in a better place as your goals for tomorrow in life.

Because everyone lives like this, and they all think that this is the good life.

If you still insist on choosing the life of the rich, it means that it is your free will.

But do we still have free will?Can it still work?We are all forced to follow the so-called worldview in the eyes of the public.But the world view is a paradox!

The ancients still insisted on having three wives and four concubines!But now our law says that having three wives and four concubines is a crime!

So what is rock and roll?Rock is the pioneer of the solo, the truth in the hands of the few.You want to live differently from others, but you dare not, but rock and roll encourages you to pursue your true self.

Rock and roll is pure free will, a solitary awakening where everyone is drunk and I am alone, and a thorn among the flowers, telling you that life can grow recklessly besides blossoming and bearing fruit.

Not for anyone else, just for yourself! "

Cheng Han thought over and over again about Shao Che's rock philosophy, and made a conclusion,

"So you are encouraging us not to live for the eyes of others. But when we live, we have to take into account other people's opinions. Suppose I live in the deep mountains and forests today, I can take off my clothes and run naked. But we live in the downtown area, if I Take off your clothes and run naked, then I will be a laughing stock, a fool."

"So rock and roll will never be able to achieve success in universal values. Take the streaking you mentioned as an example. If everyone is streaking and thinks it is a normal thing, then there is no need for clothes to exist. In the same way, if everyone lives the life they really want to live, and everyone is free, then rock and roll has no value in existence.”

Thinking about the meaning of Shao Che's words, you can understand why people who play rock and roll don't have unspoken rules.

To put it bluntly, they not only despise heresy on the road to success, but also despise success to a certain extent.

Not only do I look down on mediocre sentient beings who are busy with life, but I also insist that sentient beings do not have the height to understand myself.

With such conduct, who would want to sneak into them!They are happy to be dived, but you may not dare.

So Cheng Han has always been confused about the fact that Sister Zhao wanted to hide herself.

The first time I saw Sister Zhao was when the band held a special performance in a bar in Hangzhou. After covering two old songs that I heard many times before, they started their famous song:

"I was supposed to be a knight, and I should have carried a jug of dirty wine and slashed across the sky,

But degenerated into a beggar, relying on singing and begging for food in exchange for wine, pretending that the world is my home,

To hear what song I sing,

What I sang is Wu Hook and Zhao Ke, and what I sang is Huangsha Dusk,

But if you believe that it is Tianya, you are a fool.

I should have been a beggar, I should have hung a wine barrel to get drunk day and night,

But he became a chivalrous man, riding a big horse with a long sword and pretending that the world is my home,

You envy me for being romantic and unrestrained,

But I don't know that the end of the world is the end of the world, home is home,

Young children are old in the rivers and lakes, and when they grow old, they will go to the rivers and lakes,

No stele, no bones, no one to ask, leaving only a false name for future generations.

Young children are old in the world, old people finally understand,

Understand that the end of the world is the end of the world, home is home,

Until the day when the bones return home, only then will the ghosts fly away. "

At the end of the song, Cheng Hankuo's mouth was full of voice, and he imitated the rampant laughter of the old man in Peking Opera. theater.

This song is extremely difficult to sing, the words are ancient words, but the tune switches back and forth between Beijing opera and rock, if the skill is not enough, you will lose the chain immediately.

Cheng Han cleared his throat, and said into the microphone, "It's fucking hard to sing!"

The audience laughed along, and a buddy shouted: "Drink some wine to moisten your throat!"

Just after finishing speaking, someone really handed wine to the stage.Cheng Han took a sip of the wine, and said, "Let's quit. I'll sing and hiccup later. But shall I smoke a cigarette?"

Then they started shouting again: "Puff it, smoke it!"

Cheng Han smiled and lit his cigarette, and waited for the first puff of cigarette before he said: "Smoking on stage is a disrespectful thing, unless you are like Boss Zhao's seniority, people don't talk about smoking, they just take off their clothes." It’s called strength of character. But none of the people who came here today are outsiders, so please forgive me if it makes you uncomfortable. If you think I can’t sing well, then you come up and let’s chat.”

The audience booed and laughed, and he went on to say:

"Some people think I can put on a show, but someone told me that if rock and roll is not dick, flirtatious, or pissy enough, then it's not rock and roll. Our band used to have a name," before finishing speaking, Immediately someone shouted out from the audience:

"Punishment!"

"Yes," Cheng Han pointed at the buddy with the hand holding the cigarette, "Iron fan! This punishment is taken from the "Shan Hai Jing". Buried in Changshan, although the head is off, but the breasts are the eyes, the navel is the mouth, and the dry Qi Yiwu.

Tao Yuanming praised that "Xing Tianwu is a relative, and his strong will is always there." "Xing Tian is the most rebellious figure in the history of mythology.We just wanted to use this name to express the spirit of our band, but this name is particularly awkward, Xing Tian Band, it can't be called well.The Mengzhi Band is so rough, there is no Xingtian.Our drummer said that there are all kinds of band names now, and we don’t care about the length, so we just use this poem as the band’s name.

But think about it, if the host said, "Let us invite Xing Tianwu and Qi Mengzhigu to be in the band often," how stupid it would be to listen to it!Before singing, recite a poem first.Also, if one day we release a video, the name of the band is longer than the name of the album, it is estimated that we will have to pay more for the cover.

So we simplified this poem as 'Xing Meng Zhi', but at first glance it sounded like a person's name.We just thought, if one day it becomes popular, someone will interview or we will explain the meaning to everyone when we are on stage.

It's sad that no one asked us at all, because we didn't become popular. "

He spoke very jokingly, but everyone laughed and felt a little sentimental at the same time.

"Later, 'Xing Mengzhi' disbanded, and the members changed again and again. Up to now, it is no longer the original Xing Mengzhi, but the gratifying thing is that after the band changed its name to 'Prisoner', it really became popular. I think we are not good enough. , not worthy of the spirit of 'Xing Mengzhi'. But 'Prisoner' persevered, and has been working hard in that direction.

All of you here, those who have dreams but have no dreams, those who have money but have no money, I hope that everyone can remember the spirit of Xing Tian, ​​and I also hope that our prisoners have the ability to pass this spirit on to you, and in the future In life, I can encourage you.Well, I said too much, just laugh at me.Let's keep singing. "

After Cheng Han took his last sip, the lights dimmed, and the smoke came out of his nostrils. His strong wine-like voice became hoarse after being smoked, and his roar was very penetrating, and what he heard was infinite tragedy and vicissitudes.

As a result, as soon as the special session was over, the bar owner said that a female producer wanted to meet him. When we first met Zhao Ying, she was wearing a dark red suit, and there were wrinkles around her eyes, and her smile added charm.

"You are great, I appreciate you very much." This is the first sentence Zhao Ying said to Cheng Han.

At that time, Cheng Han only said that he met a close friend in the circle, and the two only chatted for a few words that night and said goodbye.

But in the next month, Zhao Ying frequently asked him to go out to eat, sometimes with band members, sometimes not, they were all famous musicians, and they looked like they wanted to praise him.

But Cheng Han's heart is clear, Zhao Ying's eyes are becoming more and more explicit, and they have long gone beyond the scope of simple appreciation.

That day, Zhao Ying asked him to catch up with the dinner again, and Cheng Han refused, but she said that Shao Che would also go, so she thought it would be better to take this opportunity to speak clearly.

After drinking for three rounds, Shao Che was fed up and vomited, and Zhao Ying put her hand on his shoulder, and said kindly in front of all the strangers: I like him very much, he is a talent.

Cheng Han's complexion was not so good, and he was forced to drink a few more glasses. After the banquet was over, as soon as he stood up, he felt that something was wrong, and he couldn't even stand firmly, so he immediately called Guan Qing Ask him to pick it up.

But he was half-dragged and half-carried into a room by a waiter, Zhao Ying came in and stuck him on the chest,

"Drunk? How about washing your face first?"

The high-end perfume on her body kept gushing into Cheng Han's nose, which was strong and coquettish, making Cheng Han want to vomit and feel uncontrollable excitement.

"Sister Zhao," Cheng Han tried to stay awake, "It's not good for you to do this?"

Zhao Ying smiled amorously, "What did I do?"

Cheng Han pushed her away a little, and said with some effort, "You drugged me."

"Yeah," Zhao Ying shook her head, "You're just drunk."

Cheng Han was too lazy to talk to her, so he went directly to pull the doorknob, but Zhao Ying pressed against it again, her breast was squeezed softly against his chest, and she reached out her hand from under the hem of his shirt, scratching lightly.

Cheng Han's legs were weak, but he wanted to laugh and felt uncomfortable. How could he not get his shoes wet when he often walked by the river.He took a deep breath and felt even more dizzy.

He said: "Sister Zhao, why bother to give me medicine, I am not impotent, and I don't rely on this stuff, my stamina is still amazingly capable."

Zhao Ying felt that he was very good, and immediately smiled charmingly, "I'm afraid I'm an old cauliflower, and you won't be able to use your strength."

Cheng Han said with a smile: "I have strength, but I can't do it. You don't know, I have killed people and been imprisoned before. Before, if someone dared to play with me like this, I would immediately fire his whole family. Now, I don’t kill people, but I still have the strength of character. Sleeping with everyone is sleeping, and it’s not bad for me. I’ll pat my ass and leave when I’m done, but I have to pay for playing. You say I sleep After finishing you, you still have to post back, how cheap you are!"

Zhao Ying's face fell down with a click, and she patted Cheng Han's face insultingly,

"Sister Zhao, I've seen the world too. Little boy, I really think you're the only one in this industry for the first time? Speak harshly to me? You're such an awesome person, never speak harshly. Do it directly."

Her eyes were full of scheming, compassionate and disdainful like a turtle in a urn, "Let's just wait and see."

"You agree." After Cheng Han said this, he finally opened the door and walked out.

He tried his best to make his steps firm and steady, but he didn't know that each step was weak and weak. When he saw Guan Qing downstairs, he immediately became half paralyzed.

Guan Qing carried him home, and Cheng Han shut himself in the bathroom, when he heard a sudden plop, Guan Qing rushed in.

I saw Cheng Han stripped himself naked and fell to the ground, his eyes wandering, and his lower body was straight.

Guan Qing stepped forward to help him up, Cheng Han basically lost consciousness, took Guan Qing's hand and put it there,

"Brother, you lost your adulthood today," he said with a big tongue, "Please do something about it, after tonight, pretend it never happened."

Guan Qing's hands began to move||moving, and he heard him breathing in and sighing at the same time, crying and laughing,

"What the hell, life, why is it so difficult?"

The water from the shower splashed on his face, there was a shadow under his eyelids, his brows were furrowed and then loosened, but his lips were tightly pursed, looking unhappy at all.

Guan Qing was not happy either, he carefully leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek.

That lightness made Cheng Han always think it was an illusion.

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