Hanqing Japanese Words

Guan Qing didn't have the switch that Cheng Han would break when he drank too much, he remembered everything he did the night before, so when he woke up, he wanted to find a crack in the ground and sneak in, and he and Cheng Han were scattered all over the world. Never see you again.

But obviously this is impossible. After waking up, he regained his former rationality. He looked indifferent and cold on the outside, but he was actually cowardly.

"Are you awake?" Cheng Han came in from the outside with a basin in his hand, obviously he had just taken a shower and his body was still wet.

When Guan Qing saw the tooth marks on his face, he was startled. The right side of his face was swollen from the eye to the bottom, and his cheekbones protruded. He didn't know what he had painted on it. The blue and yellow intertwined, from deep to shallow. It spreads out in a halo shape.

He, the instigator, felt that he was so cruel, why couldn't Cheng Han destroy him?

But Cheng Han was very calm, and his calm made Guan Qing vaguely remember that when they were at the bar door, he scolded him for nothing, and then Cheng Han disappeared for a week.This kind of peace is the most important thing!So what is he going to do with himself this time?Does he go off by himself, or let him go?

Cheng Han was wearing big underpants, and sat on the plastic stool with his long legs spread apart. He had a deep and majestic look, and asked, "Tell me, what happened to you recently?"

Guan Qing originally planned to say a few ambiguous words to deal with it, but he suddenly felt very boring and tired!

"I encountered something that I can't figure out. It's my own problem and I haven't adjusted it. Don't ask about the rest. Give me some time, and I will deal with it."

Cheng Han nodded, the two had been together for so long, he could still see that Guan Qing was not in the mood to talk to him now that he was in a bad state.He didn't force him to explain the whole story, but he thought he should apologize to him, after all, he was too much to others, but the words came to his lips, and he silently swallowed them back.For some unknown reason, maybe some kind of intuition, he felt that it was not a wise move to talk to Guan Qing.As for the question of why he hated Rao Ye so much, he was also sensitive enough not to delve into it.

But Cheng Han found that Guan Qing seemed to have matured after that drunkenness. He became more silent than before, but this silence was not gloomy or dull, but closer to a state of listening; he would look at him in his spare time. Books that he doesn't know how to read, such as "The Weakness of Human Nature" and "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", such books that he finds esoteric and difficult to understand just by reading the names, and a bunch of books on management and financial management and magazines.

What surprised him the most was his attitude towards Rao Ye, which was a little stiff and awkward at first, but then it got better and better. Occasionally when he sang on stage, he would see the two of them sitting together and talking calmly. He knows nothing of its contents.

This change was not promoted by Guan Qing himself, and Rao Ye was the mastermind behind the change.

That day he and Cheng Han went to Su Rida's home in Shucun, and Rao had already arrived, but the band members hadn't arrived yet, and Su Rida wanted to smoke, but the three smokers didn't have a cigarette, so he had to drag Cheng Han with him. He went shopping together.When Cheng Han was about to leave, he was worried that the two of them would quarrel again, so Rao waved at him, "Go, and bring me a bottle of Sprite by the way." Cheng Han reluctantly left.

Of the remaining two, one was sitting under the tree, and the other was looking around in the yard.Rao also took out an unopened pack of Black Ice Marlboro from his bag as if conjuring, lit a cigarette, and said to Guan Qing, "Guan Qing, come here, let's talk."

Guan Qing didn't want to talk to her, he really hated Rao Ye's awl-like eyes that seemed to be able to see through all human nature, but he didn't want to be looked down upon by her, so he reluctantly walked over and sat down.

At that time, there were not as many smoggy days in Beijing as there are now. It was already early autumn, and the leaves in the yard were all yellow but not yet withered. It was also the time when the autumn tiger was dominating the last moment of the arrival of the cold air. It was a good day. The drowsiness.A large tree stump was used as a table in the yard, and a set of tea sets, a few small benches and two bamboo chairs were set up. Rao Ye leaned leisurely on the bamboo chairs and poured a cup of tea for Guan Qing.

In the sun, her fingers are as clear and slender as green onions. She is wearing pointed high heels, and her exposed ankles are also white and clear. The overlapping legs are elegantly curved and straight.Even Guan Qing had to admit that Cheng Han's vision for picking girls this time was a few blocks better than before.

Rao also saw that he was staring at her legs with a confused expression, but he didn't feel uncomfortable at all, so he smiled slightly, "Does it look good?"

Guan Qing quickly turned his eyes away, and turned his face coldly to the side.Rao also laughed crisply like a string of pearls falling into a jade plate, "everyone has a beautiful heart, why pretend to be a hypocrite. If you can really turn a blind eye, it doesn't matter whether you look or not. If you turn a blind eye on the surface, but you always think about it in your heart." , then you can admit it openly and read it openly."

Guan Qing didn't know if she had a ghost in her heart, so she felt that there was something in her words, "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is..." Rao Ye rubbed his chin with his slender fingers, and his eyes showed that awl-like gaze again, with a little meaning, "If you like Cheng Han, you can tell him directly. Since you dare not Tell him, just pretend to be your brotherly love honestly, no matter whether he falls in love with me or someone else in the future, it has nothing to do with you. If you admit that you are in love, don't blame others. "

Guan Qing didn't expect her to speak so directly, he was surprised and angry for a moment, Rao also hit the point in every sentence, not only made him speechless to refute, but also made him feel ashamed.Guan Qing stood up and wanted to leave, but Rao also sarcastically said:

"It's really cowardly to say that you love you. You can't even listen to these two big truths. It's no wonder you haven't had the guts to confess after holding it back for so many years."

"What on earth do you mean?" Guan Qing stared condescendingly, but although he stood tall and had a strong aura, he seemed to be a bit deliberately pretending to be strong in Rao Ye's indifferent smile, and all his hatred was like a piece of paper He was generally killed by her lightly without leaving a piece of armor.

Rao also raised his head towards the wooden chair, "Sit down first, and listen to me."

Guan Qing then sat down reluctantly.Rao also poured her own drink, with a relaxed expression on her face. After taking her last puff of cigarette, she extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray. Seeing that Guan Qing was angry and refused to look her in the eye, she smiled again.

"I really can't understand you guys who are looking for life and death for love," she sneered. "Don't you have nothing else to pursue in your life besides talking about love? Do you know what my pursuit is?"

Guan Qing ignored her, still sitting upright with a livid face.Rao also didn't expect him to respond to her at all, and said to himself: "My pursuit is to have enough food and drink, pat the bed, and you can give me a handsome guy with a good job; pat the butt , you can go for a walk around where you want to go; pat your pockets, a pile of bills bulging. If the first one is not satisfied, then the latter two must be done. If the first two are not satisfied, Then the last one has to be done. But if you can’t meet the last one, the first two don’t work.”

She picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea, sighed in satisfaction, put down the teacup and continued: "I am a kind-hearted person, and I have a little more knowledge in this area than you, and you are a person who treats me very badly. , but the essence is very stupid and naive, so I warn you as a person who has been here and a bystander, if you don’t have the guts to confess, then don’t wait and find something to do by yourself, not only can distract attention, You can also find that there are many things in this world that are worthy of your pursuit and enjoyment. If you have the courage to confess someday, I also bless you. It doesn’t matter whether you succeed or not. Except for flowing eastward, there is nothing left of Mao."

The sincerity of what she said made Guan Qing feel ridiculous, but she was hypocritical, but what she said was reasonable, and she was sincere, but her expression was not serious, as if I just said something casually. One said, don't care about that casual attitude.

"Are you so sure that it's impossible for me and Cheng Han? Are you afraid that if I tell him, he won't be with you?"

"No and no," Rao Ye shook his head, "It's not that I'm sure that you and Cheng Han are impossible, it's that you think that you are impossible. Let's talk about love. There is no first come first, first come first, it depends on the feeling. If the feeling is in place, No one can stop it. People who are married can leave when they meet true love. We are just boyfriend and girlfriend. If he really feels that being with you is better than being with me, then we can get together and break up Oh. Besides, there are so many good bodies in the world, without Cheng Han, there are Wang Han, Li Han, all kinds of men, so I can't live without him?"

Before he knew it, Guan Qing's dislike for her became less. He looked at the girl who was lazily basking in the sun on the back of the chair, and felt that this girl was really thinking openly, not only thinking openly, but also living a very free and easy life.But he felt that this kind of free and easy, a little ruthless.

He looked at the person who was sleeping with his eyes closed and asked, "Do you like Cheng Han?"

"I like it, why am I with him if I don't like it? But," Rao Ye opened his eyes and looked at him with a smile, "All my relationships start with love at first sight, but you can also see that love at first sight is all about love at first sight." It didn’t last long, and it feels like it’s hard to figure out how things come and go without a trace. So if you ask me if I like Cheng Han, I’ll tell the truth that I like it, but it’s hard to say how much and how long I like it.”

Guan Qing asked curiously, "Does Cheng Han know what you think?"

Rao also asked back: "Why do you think Cheng Han is with me?"

Guan Qing froze, shook his head: "I don't know."

Rao Ye snorted softly: "Smells are the same! Love at first sight is either like the same smell, or it is very different. But based on my understanding of Cheng Han, I have to advise you, you, if you don't want to suffocate to death for the rest of your life, you still have to tell him frankly , if you continue to torment like this, not to mention that he can't guess the reason, you may not even be able to be friends in the end. Unless you want to be like Sister Lin, take yourself tossing around with a delicate disease, and write a few love letters to help the wind. When it was over, it was burned to ashes and vomited to death on the bed. But brother Bao still has that kind of affection for sister Lin, so why don't you..."

The unfinished words are self-evident, Guan Qing was so sad by her pitiful eyes that he wanted to laugh, and after a few conversations, his grudge against Rao disappeared, probably because Rao didn't like Cheng Han as much as he did, He suddenly found that when Cheng Han got along with her, it seemed that the two hearts were still not together, so he didn't feel that Cheng Han was completely lost.Or it may be that Rao Ye's free and easy style influenced him, and he found that there are indeed many things in life that can be pursued.

Guan Qing even thought about whether to separate from Cheng Han, stop living together, and live for himself completely, but whenever Cheng Han got drunk and needed someone to take care of him, or couldn't find anything to take care of, he would Always feel that I am needed and irreplaceable.

After all, people are different. He has never been able to let go completely, or fight hard like Rao Ye.

But can it really be uncomfortable?Of course it is still uncomfortable, whenever Cheng Han does not return home at night, or sees the two of them walking side by side, he still feels sad, but he always reminds himself, since he dare not confess, then be his honest friend, Look at him well, wish him well, don't let the feelings in my heart distort and deteriorate, and keep that purity.

And they did not have a long time. Rao is also from Zhejiang. He inherited the family business to do the silk business. He often travels back and forth between Zhejiang and Beijing, and always travels when he is not busy. I went to Tibet.

After coming back from Tibet—she brought back a girl.

She and Cheng Han got together quickly and silently, and broke up quietly. Guan Qing didn't know the fact that they broke up until he saw her and that girl kissing each other like no one else.As for the breakup, the two parties were very calm, not at all sad, just like when they were together, it was so normal.

But later, Rao Ye suddenly wanted to get married with Cheng Han. Even the parents met, and the wedding date was set. Except for the wedding photos, all the items and conditions needed for the wedding were prepared.Those who are familiar with Rao Ye know that this is a formal marriage, Cheng Han is going to be a "same husband" for others, and it is the wedding that did not take place as scheduled that let Guan Qing know that Rao Ye is actually not that free and easy.

She was born in a wealthy family with a lot of money. If she was heterosexual, her family would definitely look down on Cheng Han.But she wasn't. She and that girl fell in love with each other for two full years after they came back from Tibet, so her family tried every means to drag her back to Zhejiang from Beijing. Individuals are married.

They also found dozens of suitable partners for Rao, but she easily ruined them all. Originally, she planned to fight to the end, but the girl she liked also wanted to get married.

That girl is from Fujian. She is an ordinary girl. She doesn't look too aggressive or bewitching. She's just a girl next door with a lot of temperament. She has a slight Hokkien accent in her accent. Delicate and lovely, her first name is Miao Qiongyu, and her nickname is Miao Miao.

When Miao Miao is not talking about work, she is a coquettish and weak woman. When talking about work, she turns into a heroine. When she goes out to discuss cooperation with people, she directly smiles affectionately at the receptionist:

"In order to save our business costs, please call out someone who can take charge here, and I will talk to him directly."

Everyone in their company said: As long as Mr. Miao is in charge, there is no order that cannot be taken!

Guan Qingxing had the opportunity to see her business posture once. Among a group of men of all ages, she was modest and calm, with impeccable EQ and IQ.

Rao Ye and Miao Miao are the most representative women in this era. They are better than men of their age.If part of Rao Ye's free and easy is due to her superior family background, then Miao Miao's success is entirely due to her own hard work. They are more comfortable in interpersonal communication than Guan Qing can't achieve, and they have the shrewd talent that he looks up to in work. , and even if they are as good as them, they are still moving forward and working hard. How can he, a big man, continue to live his life in a daze and self-pity?

Rao Ye and Miao Miao changed her free-spirited style after dating, and the two went out together, but Miao Miao would be jealous if she talked to people a few more words, and the two always had cold wars over trivial matters, so they put down their identities first and apologized Always Miao Miao.As I said before, Rao Ye is a bit like Cheng Han, and he is probably a domineering general in love, and Miao Miao is two years older than Rao Ye, so he always gives more tolerance in life.

The two of them lived together for a while, and Guan Qing occasionally saw the tender love in their eyes when they looked at each other, always thinking that they would grow old together.

Misfortunes never come singly, the former Rao had just been forcibly escorted back to Zhejiang by his family, and Miao Miao’s father was hospitalized with lung cancer. Miao Miao was an adopted child. Her adoptive parents had no biological children, and she was their only treasure.

Miao Miao's father was tortured by the illness for three months before he died. These three months made Miao Miao feel heartbroken and at the same time more aware of the responsibility on her shoulders. She couldn't let her elderly mother add more beauty to her, so she told Rao Ye Said: Let's break up, I can't let my mother worry about me anymore, although I won't get married soon, but marriage is inevitable, I must let her spend her old age with peace of mind.

Rao Ye's family background is completely different from Miao Miao's. Her father died young, and she relies entirely on her mother to support the family business. However, she and her mother have never been at odds with each other, so they will never allow her family to get involved in her future.

On one side, she fought with her family every three days, and on the other side, she was irritated by Miao Miao's grief and grief and wanting to admit defeat because of the loss of her father. In front of his mother, the love Rao Ye gave is so humble, relatives and families are in the same place as comrades

There is a gap in love that can never be bridged.

The loss of Miao Miao made her lose all reason. She once drove to Fujian for six hours in the middle of the night, and stayed downstairs at Miao Miao's house until dawn, but the two of them only relied on information exchanges, and the small words one by one told the truth. It's all about retention and parting.

At that time, Cheng Han and his band moved from Beijing to Zhejiang for various reasons. They were in the same city as Rao Ye’s family. Of course Guan Qing transferred and followed to Zhejiang.

Rao also knocked on the door of their house that night, and the first thing he said when he entered the door was: "Cheng Han, let's get married."

Guan Qing looked at her worriedly, not because she was going to marry Cheng Han, but because she was in a very bad condition.

Her jeep was parked downstairs. She smelled of alcohol, regardless of the dangers of drunk driving, she continued to drink as soon as she entered the door. Then she hung her head at the table, holding the bottle and began to cry.Not to mention Guan Qing, even Cheng Han had never seen her cry.

They both sat in front of her at a loss, unable to say a single coaxing word.

"I really love her," Rao Ye laughed at himself while weeping, "I really like her, and it hurts me too! Do you know?" Rao Ye looked at Cheng Han with that terrifying crazy gaze: "Heart-cutting-out It hurts. I can't bear to lose her! I'm going to die, I can't bear it," she had a creepy look on her face, as if she really made up her mind to die, "marry me, since I can't keep her She, let her suffer more than me, since I am not feeling well, everyone should not think about it!"

A thin and beautiful girl, an excellent and wanton girl, her free and easy attitude has finally fallen.Guan Qing thought: If you really love someone, no one can escape the hurdle of being sad.