Good day and beautiful scenery

"Mr. Zhou." He remembered my surname Zhou, first smiled, then looked down at the luggage on the ground and asked me, "Why are you leaving the hospital?"

I smiled. It turned out that even he knew about my illness, but he didn't care too much. He nodded and said, "What a coincidence."

"Unfortunately, I came here on purpose." This person really likes to laugh, and he seems to have a natural affinity, which is not very offensive.

"Come here on purpose?" I asked him, not understanding his intention.

"Yes. Actually, I've been here twice, but I couldn't see you. I'm lucky today. Mr. Zhou, can I have a chat with you? Soon, it won't waste your time too much."

My time, I have so much time, I really don't care about these few minutes.I invite him in.

He was actually a careful person, and he was not in a hurry to talk to me when he came in, but he mixed half a glass of warm water and handed it to me before sitting down on the chair in front of the bed.

He acts so naturally and considerately, which makes me have a very strange feeling towards him, forgetting his relationship with Shen Yan, as if I have known him for a long time.

After I drank the water, he got up and took my cup and put it back on the bedside table. When he sat back, he suddenly laughed and said, "When I came here, I actually wanted to pretend to be passing by."

I really can't keep up with his thinking, and he probably understands it, and immediately said: "To be honest, I'm a little afraid of your friend. I almost killed me when I came here last time. But Mr. Zhou, I promise I'm really It has no other meaning, I just want to chat with you a few words."

The friend he was talking about, I knew it was Alan without even thinking about it. That person has such a temper.I'm glad he's not here now.

"What do you want to talk about?" I asked.

"Don't Mr. Zhou ask me who I am?"

I smiled and said, "I've seen you a long time ago, on TV."

He froze for a moment, and exaggeratedly touched his face: "Ah, you said that day, you saw it? But I don't know how the photogenic effect is. You don't know that I haven't slept for two nights until that day. Okay, I Let me introduce myself, my surname is Lin, and my single name is Rui, which means wise Rui. As for my profession, how should I put it, it seems a bit special. I used to be called Dr. Lin when I was abroad, but everyone called me Lin when I returned home. Help, in fact, is a personal assistant."

Personal assistant is not an unusual profession, but it is a bit different from what I thought before. I thought he might be a boss himself, just like Allen.

But these are irrelevant. What I'm curious about is whose assistant Lin Rui is. Shen Yan's office is developing well. He used to bring in one or two interns, but Lin Rui is obviously not that kind.

I asked him directly: "Mr. Lin is Mr. Shen's assistant?"

Lin Rui nodded and shook his head with a smile: "It is indeed Mr. Shen, but the Mr. Shen I said may be different from what you think. Shen Ting is my boss, he pays my salary, and I work for him."

"You mean Shen Ting?" It was actually Shen Ting, which I did not expect, but the time we met outside the hospital that day, their relationship seemed far less close than that between him and Shen Yan.

"It's absolutely true." Lin Rui said with a smile, "I can't even remember the boss wrongly. But it sounds a bit complicated here, I will try to keep it simple, because what I want to tell Mr. Zhou, and what I want to say What you know is important to you, to me, and to everyone else."

"But I'm not familiar with Shen Ting."

I'm telling the truth, except that he is Shen Yan's eldest brother, and that time he was taken to the old ancestral hall by his people for confinement, I can count on one hand the direct contact with him.

Lin Rui didn't seem to care, and said with a smile: "I know. But what I want to talk about is actually Shen Yan."

"I'm sorry," I subconsciously raised my hand to rub my temples, and smiled apologetically, "I'm a little confused."

Lin Rui suddenly became nervous: "Is Mr. Zhou okay? Do you need me to call the doctor?"

They seem to be used to being gods as doctors, but they don't know that the diseases that doctors can cure are really limited. Even Lin Rui, a former doctor, believes so blindly.

I shook my head and said with a smile, "Don't bother the doctor. But my friend is really coming back soon."

Lin Rui laughed at himself: "I think I might be a real jerk, as your friend said."

"Mr. Lin doesn't have to do this. You said you wanted to talk about Shen Yan with me, but you should already be very clear about my relationship with him, so you don't know what else you don't know."

"That's right, but it sounds like Mr. Zhou misunderstood me a bit." Lin Rui lowered his eyes and seemed to think for a while, then said, "You may not believe me when I say this, I only recently learned about you. You may have heard that I was a doctor and a psychiatrist abroad before. I only returned to China at the beginning of this year because Shen Ting wanted to buy my studio at any cost. I agreed. On the one hand, to be honest, I came here for Shen Yan."

So it's still for Shen Yan.

I nodded knowingly and said, "I understand."

"No, Mr. Zhou probably didn't understand when he made it clear." Lin Rui's face rarely became serious, "Shen Yan and I, our relationship is complicated, and it is complicated. We grew up wearing crotch pants together when we were young. It is not an exaggeration to die brothers."

"I haven't heard him say that." I said truthfully.

But it is not difficult to understand now that I think about it, maybe after printing that sentence, the really important people are not just talking about it, but are silently hidden in my heart forever.

Lin Rui nodded: "I went abroad to study in high school, and there was no contact for a few years. I did get in touch a few years ago, but things were a bit beyond my expectation. Mr. Zhou, do you know that something is wrong with Shen Yan?"

Seeing Lin Rui pointing at the heart, my scalp felt like an electric current passed through it.I never thought that Shen Yan would have a heart attack.He has always been healthy and usually pays attention to exercise. The gym is the place he goes to most frequently besides his office and home.

But he actually has a heart attack?

I thought of a lot in an instant, like a thunderbolt, I looked at Lin Rui in disbelief, my voice was a little stiff uncontrollably: "You mean him... I have never seen him have symptoms of heart disease, I thought, I Thought he was healthy..."

Lin Rui got up suddenly, and stretched out his hand to hold down my unconsciously raised hand. The needle on the back of the hand had been deflected and scratched out from the skin, but I didn't feel any pain at all, so I simply pulled off the adhesive tape.

"Mr. Zhou, don't get excited, it's not what you think," Lin Rui grabbed my wrists and pressed me on the head of the bed, his face was full of worry, and he said anxiously, "Listen to me, He is not a heart disease, but a mental illness, the difference between the two is really big."

I gasped for breath with difficulty, looked into Lin Rui's eyes blankly: "Isn't it a heart attack?"

Lin Rui shook his head firmly: "No. It's all my fault that I didn't make it clear. I'm sorry."

I drooped my head in exhaustion, and laughed for a moment: "It's because I'm confused, and it has nothing to do with Mr. Lin."

"Don't say that." Lin Rui let me go, pulled the quilt around my waist for me, sighed, and said, "Shen Yan has always been aware of his situation, so he was the first to contact me. He has been very cooperative with the treatment plan I made for him for several years. It was already almost done. Unexpectedly, at the beginning of the year, his brother Shen Ting suddenly found me and told me that Shen Yan was crazy, and asked me to cure him no matter what method I used. .”

"He," I grabbed the quilt on my chest, but I still couldn't control my body trembling, "what's wrong with him?"

Lin Rui sat back on the chair, smiled reassuringly, but said, "Bipolar disorder, I don't know if you've heard of it?"

I nodded, I've heard of bipolar disorder, but I don't know what Shen Yan is.

Lin Rui then explained: "In other words, depression may be easier to understand, but Shen Yan's situation is more complicated than simple depression. When it occurs, it will be accompanied by emotional instability, impulsiveness, destructive behavior or suicidal tendencies."

After all, Lin Rui is a psychiatrist. Even if the topic he is talking about is definitely not easy, his facial expressions are well controlled, a little bit of clarity, a little bit of regret, and finally all mixed into his signature smile.

"Shen Yan concealed it well, it's normal for you not to notice."

In fact, I don't feel nothing at all.Shen Yan has changed, it started before we broke up, until today, I only thought he was like that because of cheating.

Thinking about it now, sometimes he suddenly disappears for a few days, sometimes he comes back from the gym with injuries, and he used to have a good temper and then occasionally loses his temper... So I know so many details, but I never thought that there is still other reasons.

Thinking back when he hit me, my heart was deader than heartache, and now my heart seems to be unable to beat: "We even fought after we broke up..." It was more than a fight, we almost killed each other.

Lin Rui's face rarely showed his emotions: "He is a person whose self-control is beyond my imagination. In fact, he didn't have this disease in the past few years. His mother has this disease, and the possibility of heredity is very high, so His mother passed away very early, and after Shen Yan was autistic for a period of time, from then on, Shen Yan received far more favor from the Shen family than his elder brother Shen Ting, because everyone felt that they owed him."

Hearing what Lin Rui said, I really realized how little I knew about Shen Yan: "He never talked about his family affairs...but I know that because of me, he has a bad relationship with his brother..."

"Mr. Zhou doesn't have to think that way either. Although Shen Ting is my boss, I won't talk nonsense about him being a pervert."

Lin Rui dared to say it, but I could only smile awkwardly. He paused for a moment, and then said: "Chen Tingchang Shen Yan is about ten years old. After their mother passed away, their father married a young wife. She is an unknown third- and fourth-tier star. From then on, his thoughts were not at home. Shen Ting looked weak on the outside, but he was very strong in his bones, and his methods were high. He took away his father's seat in the family company, and in front of Shen Yan, he also played the role of father and brother to the fullest. Very deep, he tried to control everything about Shen Yan, including his choice of a partner."

I don't care what kind of person Shen Ting is. I already knew he was abnormal, but he never approached me in the past few years, so I mistakenly thought that he had figured it out and accepted the relationship between Shen Yan and me.

It's just that looking back now, Shen Ting didn't look for me, probably because Shen Yan didn't allow it.It's just that they don't know how they reached the agreement in the first place, and how they can keep it.

Just as he was thinking wildly, before he could figure it out, Alan came back, carrying a large bag of medicine, standing by the door with an uneasy expression and asked Lin Rui, "What the hell are you doing here again?"

"Ellen."

I tried to stop him, but he had already walked in, threw the things at the end of the bed, reached out and grabbed Lin Rui's shirt, and said in a bad tone: "Didn't I say don't bother him anymore? Can't you understand people's words?"

I was so anxious to get up, I sat back before I moved a little, panting from exhaustion: "Stop... Alan..."

Allen looked back at me, although he was unwilling, he obediently let go of his hand, but he was not stingy at all: "I don't care who you are, so don't bother him with your mother in the future, or I will hit you every time I see you." Believe it or not?"

Lin Rui was not angry. He lowered his head and tugged at his clothes, got up slowly, smiled at me across Alan, and said, "Mr. Zhou, I feel that my luck today can win the big prize. I plan to try it. So, how much do you want?" Take care, we'll talk again when we have a chance."

"Get out!" Allen growled.