Good day and beautiful scenery

Zhou Jingwen left by himself within two days, still quietly.I asked my mother, only then did I know that he was selected into the provincial team, and spent two months of summer vacation in other places for intensive training.

I am so happy to be alone, shut up in my room and read a book every day, and sometimes I think of it, and I will go downstairs to play with the basketball in his room for a while.My mother said that I miss my brother, and said to herself that we have not been separated for so long since we were young.

Two months is indeed a long time, and by then I would have left home to go to college.Thinking of what Zhou Jingwen said that time is actually not bad, he and I will eventually become people in two parallel worlds.Because I realize that separation is the final reality, I will inevitably feel a little empty in my heart.

On the day of the school report, I went to the school by myself. After finishing all the procedures, it was already noon. I was a little hungry, but I was too tired to move, so I lay down on the bed in the dormitory and slept.

When I heard someone coming in, I thought it was someone from the same dormitory and ignored it. I opened my eyes suddenly when I felt that the person was sitting at my feet and breathing very close.

Zhou Jingwen leaned over, grinned at me with white teeth, and said, "Brother, are you asleep? But I'm so hungry, please treat me to dinner!"

I was still in a daze, my mind was so confused that I almost forgot where I was, Zhou Jingwen reached out and pinched my face, and smiled indifferently: "Brother, you look so cute like this."

I waved his paws open and got up angrily: "Why are you here?"

"Didn't my mother tell me?" Zhou Jingwen said with a calm face, "My training place is right next to your school's sports academy, and I don't need to drive for half an hour. You can take care of me again in the future."

After taking Zhou Jingwen downstairs for dinner, I realized that I was far less familiar with the school than he was. I didn’t even know where the cafeteria was, but he could tell me which window had the best dishes.

During the meal, he stared at me with a smile on his face, and when I knocked his bowl with chopsticks, he still smiled, and there was no strangeness in his expression of two months apart.On the contrary, I couldn't help being a little wary of the intimacy he showed.

"Brother, do you know that I have already decided to apply for your school."

"No." I said without thinking.

Zhou Jingwen put down his chopsticks and looked at me: "Why not? I have been here many times in the past two months, and I like this school."

I lowered my eyes in frustration: "You can try other schools, there are better ones that suit you."

"I think this is the best place for me." Zhou Jingwen suddenly stopped and asked me in a low voice, "Brother, you are afraid that I will always follow you when I pass the exam, aren't you?"

"No."

"obviously it is."

I couldn't help being a little angry: "Zhou Jingwen, I said this place is not suitable for you."

"How do you know!" Zhou Jingwen suppressed his smile, and finally looked at me like an adult, frowning, and said, "Brother, I know what is suitable for me and what is not. I will apply here because I want to be with you. together."

Zhou Jingwen kept saying that he wanted to be with me, but he didn't know that it turned out that no one was suitable to be with me, or in other words, those who had been with me would not be able to stay in the end.

Ellen is a fool who thinks he knows me well but doesn't really know anything, just hugs me nervously and asks me if I'm in too much pain.

I opened my mouth and inhaled desperately, the more I sucked, the more I coughed. When I turned over, I spit out a mouthful of blood without warning. Alan couldn't hide, and some of it was stained on his expensive shirt.

"Zhou Jingchen!" He yelled in fright.

I stayed awake, wiped my mouth with my hand, and waved Alan to help me sit up. He didn’t move like a child in anger. I thought it was funny, coughing and laughing that he had never seen the world.

"Zhou Jingchen, you are so fucking awesome." Allen said viciously after a while.

I tilted my head and fell on the quilt and laughed silently.I also know that I am awesome. The most awesome thing in my life is that even if I can't choose my origin, I can choose how I live or die.I don't fucking need anyone's sympathy.

After a while of pain, my mind gradually cleared up, and my body gained some strength. I wanted to get up, but Alan helped me silently. Seeing that I couldn't sit still, he simply hugged me up again.

I didn't know what he was going to do, I thought he was going to take me to the hospital, and immediately writhed in disgust: "Alan, let me go. I don't want to go to the hospital."

"Don't go to the hospital?" Allen hugged me even tighter, not allowing me to break free at all. He looked at me and said with a sneer, "Zhou Jingchen, you want to die faster so that you can give your younger brother Atonement?"

I closed my eyes to catch my breath, and after a while I said coldly, "You don't know anything,"

"I don't know. But I know that as long as I'm here, I won't let you succeed. Do you want to die? I'll call Shen later to see if he will let you do what you want. Also, You don't want to be nice to everyone, I want everyone to know how cruel you Zhou Jingchen is."

"Alan, you..."

"Am I meddling in my own business?" Allen said with a rogue face, "I've lived for 30 years and I've never been so stupid. But I'm happy with it, you don't care whether you listen or not, you really want to Please die, I will let Shen Yan die with you."

I stared at him and suddenly wanted to laugh: "Okay, you must help me find him."

Allen was so angry that his face turned black, and he didn't insist on sending me to the hospital. He just moved me to the sofa in the living room like carrying luggage, and covered me with a blanket conscientiously.

As soon as he left, I felt sad and wanted to cry, but there were no tears, only a churning pain in my heart.Lying down like a fish with eyes closed, Allen came back again, sat at my feet, wiped my face with a warm towel, and then his bloody hands again.

"Alan... sorry." I looked at him, really sorry.He doesn't owe me, and what I owe him, I will never have the chance to repay in this life.

Allen didn't even look at me: "Stop fucking nonsense."

I smiled, raised my hand and touched his right brow bone, and said sincerely: "You are a good man, Alan."

"I'm going to fuck you."

He angrily threw the towel into a ball and threw it on the floor, and he also got up angrily, and stared at me condescendingly for a while, with knives in his eyes, wishing he could dig a piece of flesh out of my face.

It's a pity that there is really no meat left, I think.

After Alan walked away, I started to feel pain again, the kind of pain that seemed to tear apart the bones of my whole body, which made my eyes black for bursts.I put the blanket in my mouth so I wouldn't make a sound from the pain.

But it was really painful. I needed the painkillers in the drawer of the bedroom, but Alan didn't know where I was so angry. I could barely get up from the sofa and go back to the bedroom to get the medicine.

When I reached the door of the bedroom, I realized that Allen hadn't gone anywhere. He was squatting beside the bed in my bedroom, holding the blood-stained sheet that he tore off in his arms.He was crying, shrugging his shoulders silently, again and again, slowly and heavily.

I didn't go any further, just put my feet away silently, and went back to lie on the sofa again, my mind was in chaos.

I told Allen that I wanted to find Shen Yan. When I first made this request, his expression changed again and again. He stared at my face for a long time, but in the end he didn't say anything and only promised to arrange it.

During the waiting period, I called Shen Yan countless times, but he didn't answer, and finally even turned off his mobile phone.I leaned on the sofa, staring at my phone in a daze.

Allen didn't reply to me all the time, I couldn't wait, and went out to look for it by myself when I was in good spirits.I went to the house where we used to be together, the door was locked, the insole at the door was curled up at a corner, and it was dusty, as if no one had taken care of it for a long time.

It was just getting dark when I took a taxi back, and I walked downstairs slowly, only to see several people stuffing a man into the car.I vaguely felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't see clearly even with my glasses on. I ran after the car for a short distance, and finally didn't even write down the license plate.

After I got home, I was still thinking about it. The more I thought about it, the more I had a headache.

Bleeding was the real trouble. I struggled to go back to the living room and called Alan. He was out on a business trip for the past two days and didn't know if he was back. He answered quickly and asked me what was the matter in a strange voice.

"Hold!"

Hearing that the bleeding couldn't stop, Alan cursed violently, yelled for me to press the wound and hang up the phone, and I was honorably admitted to the hospital again.

This time I only stayed for one night, and I was discharged from the hospital the next day. Alan drove me to Shen Yan's office. He wanted to come in with me, but I refused. He sighed and leaned against the car door to watch me enter the elevator.

I told the lady at the front desk to look for Shen Yan, but she didn't know what she was busy with. She turned her face to the computer without raising her head and said, "You're looking for Lawyer Shen. It's late. He's not here anymore."

"He resigned?" I asked anxiously.

The eldest sister took a look at me. I don't know if it was out of sympathy, but she finally stood up and talked to me: "What are you looking for? We have other lawyers, and I will help you arrange them if necessary."

"Where did Lawyer Shen go?"

"I don't know. I heard that he was going abroad, but some people said they saw him a while ago, who knows."

After thanking the front desk, I actually forgot to take the elevator and walked down from the fourth floor in a daze. When I reached the third floor, I was already dizzy and unable to stand still, so I had to sit down and lean on the railing to breathe.

Allen came looking for me in a hurry. He didn't ask any questions, and easily picked me up and sent me back to the car to lie down.I wanted to tell him I was fine, but no sound came out of my throat.