Good day and beautiful scenery

I woke up on a hospital bed, wearing an oxygen mask, I was a little timid, I stretched out my hand and pulled it off.

"Are you awake?" Alan's flat voice was next to his ear.

I turned my head to face his bearded face and complicated eyes.

"You slept for a whole day. Why, I just said that the company is not a nursing home, and you really..." He spoke anxiously, and stopped quickly, his eyes stayed on my face for a few seconds, and he lowered his voice helplessly, "How do you feel now? I'll call the doctor over."

"No, there's no need to call the doctor." I hurriedly propped myself up and sat up, smiling flatteringly at him, "Don't call the doctor, I'm fine."

"Zhou Jingchen, have you noticed that these two words are what you tell me the most." Allen looked at me, pushed the chair back a little, stood up, and said, "It's okay or it's okay, only you I know."

I felt uneasy about my secret being spied on, but I still pretended to be calm and tried to cover it up: "It's because you think too much. I had a cold a while ago and I drank some wine, and it happens occasionally when I don't have a good rest. It looks scary." , but it's really nothing."

"You think I believe it?" Allen asked lightly standing at the door.

Suddenly I was a little angry, I looked away and looked at my right hand that had been pierced with an IV, and then I tore it off, and I was about to get out of bed when I lifted the quilt.

"Zhou Jingchen!" Allen yelled and rushed back, grabbed my right wrist easily, lifted it up, and cursed angrily, "You don't think you're fucking dead fast enough, do you?"

"None of your business."

I pushed him with my left hand, and if I couldn't push it, I went straight up. He didn't move at all, and even jumped onto the bed, dragging me back into the bed together.He just lay on top of me, looking at me with red eyes.

I turned my head away from him and smiled feebly: "Chen Lin, I didn't offend you."

Allen sneered: "I offended you a long time ago. I offended you ten years ago. Zhou Jingchen, think about it now, how can you compensate me."

"Make it up to your mother!" I turned my head and stared at him irritably, "Fuck, your family, let go quickly, do you hear me!"

Allen's face was flushed, and for a moment I thought he was going to do something too, but I wasn't afraid, but rather relaxed. After all, there really is nothing in this world that can't be solved without a fight.

But he just stared at me blushingly for a while, then smiled inexplicably, and said, "Zhou Jingchen, just like you are now, you may not be able to fuck if I take off naked and lie down."

"I'm not interested in you." I had nowhere to vent my temper, so I had to resign myself to my fate and close my eyes.

Alan finally let go of my hand, and he lay down beside me. We didn't speak for a while, but he was the one who spoke first.

"Zhou Jingchen, I was wrong."

I looked at him curiously and sneered, "It's too late to let me go now."

"You know that's not what I'm talking about. Zhou Jingchen, I've been thinking recently, if I hadn't conceded first at that time, what do you think we would be like now."

I stared at the ceiling and said for a long time: "Chen Lin, I have no chance with you, not in the past, not now, and never in the future."

"I, fuck! Why do you say that? Just because the grandson surnamed Shen looks like your brother?"

My scalp was numb for a while, and I sat up immediately, staring at Alan's face full of disdain, and asked him tremblingly, "You, what did you just say?"

He put his hand under the back of his head, squinted at me and then turned away, looking at an unknown place, with a mocking smile on his face: "Why do you think I went abroad suddenly at that time? It's one thing for my father to force me, but I understand I lost to myself, there is no way I can win against Shen Yan, that kid is at least [-]% like your precious brother when he smiles."

"You know my brother?" I asked hoarsely, "How do you know?"

Allen turned to look at me, sat up too, leaned against the head of the bed and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Because I can't even have a secret love, I can only find someone to investigate you, and I finally understand what happened to you in those two years. .”

"Chen Lin," I grabbed the pillow at hand and threw it at his face, "Fuck, you bastard!"

"I don't have an uncle, but I do have an uncle. You might know him." Allen smiled at me nonchalantly, "Otherwise, I'll ask him out some other day, and you two will meet and settle our affairs come down."

My lips trembled with anger: "What's the matter with us?"

"Get married." He laughed crazily, "Do you want to die alone? I like you, and I can give you a title. If you are gone, I can go to your grave to burn incense for you, or do you want me to Go tell that grandson surnamed Shen?"

"Chen Lin, you are fucking sick!"

He shrugged: "What's strange."

"Ellen?"

Seeing that he closed his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, I called him uneasily. He opened his eyes to look at me, waited for a few seconds, and closed his eyes again when I didn't speak.

I gritted my teeth, and finally said it: "Alan, since you know, don't waste time on me."

"Waste?" He looked straight over and chuckled, "I don't think so. It's been ten years, and I know exactly what my mood is. I never think it's a waste of time for things that the people I like like. "

"I won't live long." I said, "The test results came out years ago, and the chronic disease has developed into an acute disease. The doctor suggested hospitalization. But apart from this level, what I want to say is that I don't feel that way about you. You don't have to spend time with someone who can't possibly like you."

Allen didn't speak for a long time. I thought he understood, and I was relieved, but my body felt a little weak, so I lay back down again.

"Zhou Jingchen," Alan's misty voice was heard in a daze, "I know a lot of doctors, including some from abroad. There will always be a way, but can you not give up?"

I don't know when the drip was hooked up. When I woke up, Alan was not there, and the ward was so quiet that the sound of water droplets in the needle tube could be heard.I sat up and rested against the head of the bed for a while, then pulled out the needle and took my things and left.

I went to the inpatient department, where Uncle Yun still lives.When I arrived, he was awake and was lying down talking to Uncle Li. When he saw me appearing at the door, he immediately laughed and greeted me in a weak voice: "Why are you here? Your Uncle Li said you still haven't recovered from a cold."

"It's ready." I walked over and stood by the foot of his bed, looking at him with a smile, "Uncle Yun, although it's a bit late, I wish you a happy new year!"

"It's not too late, so are you. Happy New Year." Although Uncle Yun's face was pale, he was in good spirits, but he still coughed softly when he said these words.

Uncle Li got up to pat him, but Uncle Yun raised his hand to stop him, smiled gently, and said, "Xiaojing is here, let me talk to him, you go downstairs and have a look around."

"I can't listen yet?" Uncle Li was angry, and he seemed to feel that it was inappropriate, so he turned his head and smiled at me, "I'm going downstairs to smoke, so don't let Uncle Yun talk for too long."

"Uncle Li, are you acting like a baby?" I laughed softly after Uncle Li went out.

Uncle Yun also laughed, and beckoned me to help him sit up. I put two pillows on his back. His body was too weak, and he was a little breathless when he moved a little. I looked at him worriedly.

"It's okay." Uncle Yun shook my hand considerately, and said, "I thought I'd have to wait a few more days, and I wanted to call you even if you didn't come."

"Do you want to tell me about Uncle Li?" I asked.

Uncle Yun smiled: "You know everything, and it doesn't bother me to say it. Xiaojing, I won't live for a few days, and you Uncle Li also knows whether he can accept it or not. I don't worry about it, but there is one thing I want to ask you for help..."

"Don't say that..." I was so sad that I couldn't continue, so I could only hold Uncle Yun's cold hand tightly.

He held me back, with little strength, coughed a few times, and continued: "Your Uncle Li has been with me all these years, I know he feels guilty, thinking that I tried my best to save him back then, But he doesn’t know that I planned the Rush case back then, I love him, I don’t want him to live a life of licking blood, I promised to cooperate with the police.”

I was completely stunned, because I was shocked, and because I thought too much in an instant, until Uncle Yun said this, I had a reasonable explanation for my past questions.I finally understood why they could hide in such a city for so many years without incident after having such experiences.

I suddenly thought of another thing, and my heart suddenly felt uneasy: "So Uncle Li..."

Uncle Yun shook his head and smiled wryly: "He probably doesn't know, otherwise, with his temper and spirit, he wouldn't have stayed with me for so many years. This is exactly what I owe him. He has ambitions, but I Pulling him to live an ordinary life...Xiaojing, after I leave, can you tell Uncle Li for me, I'm sorry..."

"Uncle Yun, Uncle Li loves you very much."

"I know. But some things are much, much more important to men than love. Your uncle Li's greatest wish when he was young was to carry forward the career his father left him, and to gradually return to the right path. He is an ambitious man. People with this ability also have this ability, but I am too selfish."

"Don't think so, Uncle Li values ​​you the most."

Uncle Yun laughed, his eyes were so clear that he didn't look like a critically ill patient, but the sparks in his eyes seemed to be on the verge of turning into ashes, and the current scene was just a flashback.

I couldn't bear to look again, turned my face and closed my eyes, trying not to shed tears.

"Uncle Yun, I promise you."

"Thank you Xiaojing, thank you." Uncle Yun was very happy, and shook my hand weakly, "It's a pleasure to meet you."

After all, he was still exhausted. Uncle Yun suddenly started coughing. Although he seemed to be trying his best to bear it, he couldn't control it at all. His whole body curled up from coughing. I was so frightened that my hands and feet were cold, and I rushed forward and pressed the bedside call bell.

Almost at the same time, Uncle Li had already rushed in from the door, collapsed on the bed, and hugged Uncle Yun in his arms to help him calm down. Doctors and nurses also came in quickly, and the ward was suddenly in a hurry.

With the presence of professionals, Uncle Li and I were unable to help. Instead, we were regarded as an eyesore, and we were simply asked out of the ward.About ten minutes later, Uncle Yun finally calmed down, but his spirit suddenly collapsed, and he lay unconscious on the bed.

Uncle Li and I stood by the bed in silence for a while, then he got up suddenly, walked out the door first, and greeted me back at the door: "Come, accompany me downstairs to smoke a cigarette"

We didn't go downstairs, Uncle Li was worried after all, he chose the stairs closer to the ward, lit a cigarette for himself, and threw me another.

I took it and held it in my hand without clicking: "Uncle Li."

"I know what you're going to say." He looked at me through the smoke, "I was outside the door just now."

I looked at him, my heart was so blocked, I didn't know what else to say, but Uncle Li took a puff of cigarette first, leaned his head against the wall, smiled at me, and said, "He thought I didn't know anything. Then I Just pretend you don’t know.”

It was a complete shock again, and I said loudly: "Uncle Yun said he was sorry..."

"That's why I said he was stupid. I couldn't understand such a simple truth. How could it be worthy of the so-called smart person he said. I didn't expose it because I knew that if I was still in that bureau, it would be impossible to respond to his feelings. It’s not that I care what other people think, but as he said, I’m blindfolded by countless other things.”

Uncle Li raised his eyes to look at me, his face was not very clear in the smog, but those eyes were too cold, completely obliterating his usual image of smiling and smiling.

"He is stupid, I can only be more stupid than him, at least I have to make him believe it."

"Why didn't you tell him? Uncle Yun always felt that he owed you too much."

"You don't understand that." Uncle Li smiled mysteriously and helplessly, "If he doesn't care about it, he won't be able to last for so many years."

"By the way, Xiaojing," Uncle Li said suddenly, "I haven't told you Uncle Yun yet, but I have such a plan to take him back to our hometown in a few days. He will stay there from now on, and I will always Will be at."

I couldn't hide my heartache, but I knew that parting was inevitable: "When?"

"Just these two days," Uncle Li took a puff of his cigarette, as if he had finally made up his mind, "the sooner the better. So, Xiaojing, it's time for us to say goodbye."