Good day and beautiful scenery

The re-examination was forgotten because I was too busy.

After working overtime for several days in a row, it was past nine o'clock at night when the most urgent case was handed in.I had a little stomachache. I remembered that I only drank a little porridge at noon. I should have been hungry by now.But I couldn't think of what to eat for a while, so I made up my mind to walk all the way there, and let's talk when I meet something I want to eat.

In the end, Zhou Yue was seen again at the entrance of the western restaurant where Zhou Yue and Shen Yan had dinner last time.

It's just that the one next to him this time is not Shen Yan, but another burly man with a not particularly outstanding face and luxurious clothes.

They were coming out of the glass door, shoulder to shoulder, talking in low voices, walking down the steps hand in hand.And the place where I stood, impartial, was at the bottom of the steps.

Zhou Yue and I finally met again after a month or so.

Probably the atmosphere was too ambiguous or sweet, and the man's every move was full of pampering, Zhou Yue's whole portrait was shrouded in a halo of happiness, and he didn't recognize me at the first time, only when he was wrong, his eyes faintly disappeared He glanced at me.

In order to avoid bumping into me, the man put his hands around Zhou Yue's waist naturally, took him to the side, and said "be careful" with a smile, the voice was really not unpleasant.

It's just that no matter how beautiful the atmosphere between them is, in my eyes as a bystander, it becomes extremely awkward and even dazzling.I don't know what kind of psychology I have, but I deeply hate Zhou Yue's ignorant behavior.

The last time he suddenly appeared at my house, didn't he still act like a contender, didn't he keep declaring how much he liked Shen Yan, didn't he like it so much that even my elder brother who had been shouting for more than 20 years could completely turn against me?But now, in his heart, there is still the appearance of Shen Yan.

Seeing that Zhou Yue was about to get into the car with the considerate support of that man.It was a good car, even Shen Yan's consumption could not reach the level, but Zhou Yue enjoyed it for granted.I walked up slowly, stood on the side of the road and watched indifferently, without speaking, but Zhou Yue obviously found me.

"Brother?" There was a hint of panic on Zhou Yue's face.

I looked at him fixedly and didn't answer.

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"Xiao Yue?" The man looked at me warily as a guardian, and quickly judged the situation, so his expression relaxed, he smiled, and asked Zhou Yue, "Your brother? It doesn't look like much."

Zhou Yue had already jumped out of the car, stretched out his hand to hold the man's hand, and discussed it flatteringly; "Can you get in the car first, I'll have a word with my brother, it won't be long."

"Don't call me brother, I can't afford it." After the man got into the car, Zhou Yue stood in front of me, and I said coldly, "Is this man your true love too?"

Zhou Yue pursed his lips, looked up at me, but there was no shame on his face, and he said flatly: "Brother, have you seen it all?"

"You said you love Shen Yan!" I asked sharply, but my voice was not loud.Although I hate it, I don't want to attract unnecessary crowds in a sassy way.

"So what, brother, there is no rule that if I love someone, I can no longer have my own friends. It's the same for Shen Yan, and it's not the same for you. I don't believe that you guys are really so clean."

"Zhou Yue, do you know what you're talking about?" I asked him with trembling lips.

To be honest, I still held some kind of hope in my heart, thinking that Zhou Yue would not be too confused, he just accidentally ran into a bigger temptation and had a momentary disagreement.His obsession with Shen Yan should never have been so short-lived.

And in the final analysis, the person I like so much was snatched away by him by all means, but he didn't know how to cherish it and discarded it like a shoe. This subtle feeling of being ruthlessly despised and crushed made my heart ache.

Suddenly think about things from my childhood.

At that time, in my eyes, Zhou Yue was a well-behaved child who was only occasionally naughty.One thing that impressed me deeply happened when he was 13 years old.

His mother, that is, my godmother, came to my house one day in a hurry to find me. She said that she didn't know what the little ancestor had lost. She hid at home and cried, and couldn't be coaxed no matter how hard she tried. .

In fact, Zhou Yue and I didn't have a good relationship at that time, just because we were both boys, and I was many years older than him, and knew a little more than him, so he usually listened to me.

I went, and just entered his room after a lot of coaxing. After a lot of coaxing, I gradually realized that the lost one turned out to be his favorite toy, because it was given to him by his deceased father, so the meaning is different.

I can understand his mood. I couldn't find anything to comfort him at the moment. I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to do, and when I was a little frustrated because I couldn't comfort others, Zhou Yue called me with tears in his eyes. "Brother."

I felt sorry for his poor appearance, so I asked him if he would feel better if I gave him my favorite things.He stared at me with red eyes and smiled slowly.

Later, the things were not given away, not because I didn’t give them, but because the things I had didn’t particularly appeal to him, so that every time he picked one up, he would casually ask if it was my favorite, and I said Yes, he took it and looked at it, and finally put it back in place.

Zhou Yue said something like a kid at that time. After so many years, I suddenly remembered it clearly because of the atmosphere tonight, and felt a chill down my spine.

Zhou Yue rejected every "favorite" I had, complained dissatisfiedly before leaving, and said, "Brother, do you have anything you particularly like? How could it be possible that everything is a favorite? What does that mean if you don't have any?" no the same?"

He was only thirteen at that time, and I was nineteen years old. I was so blushed by his question that I couldn't think of how to answer his question for a long time.

After so many years, I finally know the answer to that question.

It's not that I don't have favorites, and it's impossible for everything I own to be favorites. However, for various reasons, I never dare to act like that.

I have had so many experiences that I have gradually become afraid. The deeper I am afraid, the more unbearable the pain of loss.

Because I remembered what happened many years ago, some kind of fear welled up in my heart, and my hands and feet trembled uncontrollably.I looked at Zhou Yue sadly, and asked him with a wry smile: "You don't actually love Shen Yan that much, do you?"

Zhou Yue's expression was stagnant, but soon he smiled with relaxed brows and eyes, as if what I asked was a question that was not worthy of his deep thinking before answering.He sneered nonchalantly: "Brother, why do you think so. Of course I love him."

"Love him but still hang out with other men! What do you think of him?"

"It's because you think too seriously." Zhou Yue shrugged, looked back into the car, his face made no secret of his admiration for that man, but said to me, "Brother, Shen Yan doesn't mind, really .Okay, my friend is waiting for me, so I won’t tell you, goodbye.”

"Zhou Yue!"

I was angry and hated, and when he turned to walk away, I rushed up to pull him.But I was too slow, no, I was so anxious that my eyes turned black, and before I could recover, Zhou Yue had already got into the car and drove away.

I struggled for a few days, wondering if I should call Shen Yan, at least remind him.

But then I thought about it again, in what capacity and position did I call him, the ex who never forgets the old love, or the smug person who desperately wants to see their jokes?

In the end, I wanted to understand another truth. In fact, what Zhou Yue said was right. He and Shen Yan are a perfect match. If they split each other after cheating on each other, who has the right to blame the other party for not being loyal enough.

When I figured it out, I forgot about it with peace of mind.

Besides, I am also busy, and I often catch up with the pictures in the dark, my eyes are red, and I don't care so much about other things.

There are a few people who care about me, and the boss is the one I can't ignore the most.He has asked me about my progress several times overtly and secretly. I understand his feelings. The money paid to my card every month is not small anyway, and he has never been in arrears. effort.

Sometimes I can't even guarantee a meal when I'm busy, so it's reasonable that I can't remember William's birthday.

But William, who has always been so lively and face-saving, obviously couldn't understand my negligence. He knocked on the door of my office before get off work, and without any surprise, he was choked by the smoke in the room and frowned.

I looked up to say hello and got back to my own business, not paying attention to the fact that William had been standing with his hips akimbo at my desk for quite a while.

"Hey, look at me." William finally couldn't help knocking on my table and ordered in an unhappy tone.

I flicked ash into the ashtray and swipe the mouse, smiling without looking up and asking him for instructions.

"Fuck!" He burst out, without stopping, he snatched the half-smoked cigarette from my hand and put it out in the ashtray, "Sooner or later, you will get sick from smoking like this."

"It's too early." I said casually, "What's the matter?"

William probably gave up, just laughed again, and said: "I still expect you to remember it, my birthday is today, I told you 800 years earlier, it seems that you don't worry about it at all."

his birthday?I was stunned, and to be honest, I really didn't think of it at all.But he is a big man, does he care so much about a bad birthday?

In the end, he pushed away the chair, put his hands behind his head, and looked at William with a smile: "Who are you, wife or mother, I have to remember your birthday all the time?"

William's face turned red from being blocked by me, and he laughed angrily after a while: "Brother Jing, you have such a mouth! It's okay if you say you're pretending, I don't invite everyone on my birthday."

"Okay, let me pretend." I was in a good mood, "Then what gift do you want?"

William grinned and supported the table: "I don't have anything else I want. Why don't you give me a lake view villa, and it's not too big. One hundred and eighty square meters is barely enough, and I have to struggle for 30 years."

I looked at his rosy face and laughed: "Why don't you learn from others, but learn from others?"

"Fuck you, who cheated on you?" William didn't realize until he finished speaking, he was so angry that he walked around the table and was about to throw himself on me, but I kicked him away.

I asked him sternly, "Tell me, how do you want to celebrate."

"Let's have dinner together tonight, and my wife will come too."

"Your wife?" I couldn't help laughing, "Is the marriage settled?"

William scratched his head, his face was a bit distressed, but he still smiled: "Is there any agreement or disagreement? The raw rice is not only cooked, but also boiled into porridge. Isn't it inevitable to get married? Don't talk about it, you can clean it up." Pack up, let's go together."

I have nothing to pack, just a coat.But for William’s birthday, it’s not that I don’t have gifts. During my last business trip, I saw a set of purple clay teapots for him in the local antique street, but I haven’t found a chance to give them to him yet.

When I got up from the chair, my eyes were dark again. I gained experience, and I was fine after standing on the table for a while.William noticed something was wrong and asked me what was wrong.

I waved my hand: "Smoking too much and lacking oxygen."

"Let me just say, you really use yourself as a chimney." William said in a tone of hatred, and then said after a while, "A few days ago, I heard from my aunt that you fell in the tea room, are you okay? "

When William asked me this, I had already taken out the purple clay pot from under the coffee table and handed it to him, but he only looked at it, and said no without answering it.

I smiled and threw it into his arms, and said, "Don't even think about the lake view villa. If you don't want this, I'll give it to my aunt as a hush money. It was raining that day and the ground was so slippery, but fortunately she was the only one to see it." arrive."

"Is it all right?"

"It's all right." I said.