Good day and beautiful scenery

Zhou Yue is also a reckless person, in the situation just now, if Shen Yan was a little more crazy, and his hands were a little harder, his little life would be over if he said it was over.It's all so noisy, it's no longer a joke atmosphere, and he should restrain himself, but he doesn't, his slender fingers touch the indentation on his neck intentionally or unintentionally, and his eyes look at Shen Yan with a half-smile.

"Hey," he raised his toes and kicked Shen Yan's feet, and said with a smile, "Do you understand what my brother said? Circus performances, Shen Yan, my brother can see clearly than you."

Shen Yan's face was already clouded with clouds, and the bulging veins on his temples were particularly conspicuous.He didn't speak.But obviously he heard what Zhou Yue said, and he heard it in his heart.The eyes that stared at me suddenly became deep, until the wind and snow swept over.

Being stared at by him sent a chill down my back, and a layer of goosebumps sneaked up on my arms.Shen Yan has already gone crazy, I had a premonition that he was going to make a move, but unfortunately, my body's reaction was not as fast as my brain's, and before I could dodge to the back of the door, Shen Yan's wrists were tightly grasped by Shen Yan's pliers-like hands, and then he held him in a posture that could not be resisted. Hold it high above your head.

Enduring the burning pain on my wrist, I growled in a low voice: "Shen Yan, let the fuck go of me!"

"Let you go?" His hoarse voice was as sinister as the way he looked at me, with vicious sarcasm.

He shook his head, clamped my hand, and pushed me roughly to the door.This house is more than 20 years old, and the door panel is also old, not only the color has been mottled, but the bearing strength is not very good.With Shen Yan's merciless push, I was hit, bumped, and couldn't help moaning, and the poor door panel behind me also slammed.

"Shen Yan, or you can kill me."

I closed my eyes, my heart tightened up and down, and my eyes went dark, but it was Shen Yan, that lunatic, it would be better if he killed me, but he wouldn't, he would just press me against the door panel, and when he lowered his head, he would be right at me. Bite hard on the mouth.

Before I recovered from the excruciating pain, he grabbed the back of my head again, squeezed his tongue into my mouth brutally, twisted the tip of my tongue like revenge, and sucked, sucked and gnawed over and over again. ,bite.He only hated that this was not enough, and he still remembered to restrain his strength.

I just felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe, and I was unwilling to be treated like this by Shen Yan in front of Zhou Yue, so I had to secretly gather my strength, and when Shen Yan was distracted and brushed the hair on my forehead, I bit him hard. Tongue, the mouth is filled with the disgusting smell of blood.

Shen Yan covered her mouth and quickly backed away from me, stared at me, said "you" vaguely for a long time but couldn't say anything.But even if he had something to say, I wouldn't be so stupid as to keep the door open and wait for him.

When I slammed the door, I felt the entire old building tremble, as if it was still shaking violently, like a sudden earthquake, followed by me hitting the ground in the spinning and indelible darkness.

I woke up in the middle of the night on the cold hard floor, there was no light in the room, and my ears were so quiet that I was still in a trance for a while, not knowing where I was.

Consciousness gradually became clear, thinking of Shen Yan and Zhou Yue, I had no idea when they left, and now I don't want to know anymore.I have lived to this age, and I have experienced everything. I can see what I can see but can't see it. What is so important at this moment.

Climbed back to the bed in the bedroom with difficulty, lay down but couldn't fall asleep, thinking about the covering of the body under the body, there was no smell of a heavy feast, so I felt like I was lying in a frying pan on the tip of a knife, so I had to He struggled to get up again, rattled and rattled, and the changed sheets and quilts were finally thrown into the corner of the wall like garbage.

Of course I have to go to work the next day.Originally, I wanted to ask for leave, but I thought it was just such a stupid thing, it seemed too hypocritical to play passive and decadent.Besides, I didn't run the company after all, and asking for leave one after another can't live up to the current salary that is still considered satisfactory.

He barely slept all night, and when he woke up in the morning, he turned out to have a dead face, with two dark circles under his eyes that looked horrible as if they had been painted on with ink.I don't care about it myself, but I startled William who had just entered the tea room.

"What's the matter with you?" William always liked to joke, he leaned close to look at me, raised his hand and patted my shoulder vaguely, and said with a low laugh, "I'm not exaggerating, brother Jing, with your face It looks like excessive indulgence and lust. Wasn't it too intense last night?"

I held the cup to warm my hands, took a sip to my mouth, looked back at his face calmly, and said, "What's the matter with your dark face? There was nothing like that last night, could it be because no?"

"Pfft!" William couldn't hold back, and almost sprayed my face with a sip of water, but I narrowly avoided him. He was tongue-tied for a long time, and finally blushed and yelled at me in a low voice.

"I can't do it? How is it possible! Brother Jing, you are slandering naked, naked, naked, don't believe it..."

I was amused by this guy's pretending to be ambiguous, and I stretched out my palm to push his face away again.

"Do you want to go out to play at night?" William suggested after me.

I thought about it and said yes, but he had a hellish expression again.Looking at him like that, I thought he was just asking casually when he said he was going to play, but in fact he had other arrangements, so he clearly wanted to find a way to go down by himself.

"Brother Jing, is there something wrong with you?" I looked at him puzzled, and he smiled suspiciously, "No, I think it's not normal for you to answer so readily. Didn't you never like to go before?"

I want to say that not all people are so fond of changing, let's forget it when the words come to our lips.William's gossip radar is also one of the best in the company, and even a little bit of clues can turn him upside down.

Sure enough, William and the others went to drink in the evening.It is said that it is a newly opened bar, and the waiters are full of foreign girls, especially those from Russia, with slender waists, fair and beautiful buttocks, and the key is long legs.

William sent me a few photos in his busy schedule. I didn't think there was anything beautiful about it, but his face was lewd and smiling. He seemed so excited that he didn't know who he was.

He asked me if I wanted to go there now, and said that working overtime would cost me nothing but my salary.I leaned in the chair, looked at the draft on the computer screen and smiled noncommittally.Of course I work overtime for money, if I don't have money, I don't have the confidence to fight and break up with others.

I returned two red envelopes totaling 250 yuan to William as compensation. He opened it in a fart, and the money went into his pocket. He didn't even say thank you, and sent me dozens of angry emojis before giving up. .

In one week, I took on three more projects, but the boss still refused to give them to me. I asked for them myself.He didn't ask anything. William called me sick, and trying to make money is not the way to spell it. Crazy Allen, who was at the same table for a meeting, said sourly that I would pick up whenever I liked, and there was nothing luscious about it anyway.

With my efforts, the days are as busy as a spinning top, once it starts spinning, it is impossible to stop.During the day, I practiced behind closed doors at the company, and at night when I returned home, I turned on the TV and stared at the computer to continue the night battle.

When people are busy, they can do anything, they can forget to eat, and they can't remember the vague past events around them.

In fact, it's not that I really forgot, but I just want to lie to myself. When I can't be fooled, I know that the things that I forcibly suppressed in my heart suddenly come out, and the sour and painful feeling has not diminished with time.

On Friday, I worked overtime as usual, and Allen probably took on a new project. I went downstairs to the company after overtime, and he happened to come out of the nearby Starbucks to buy coffee.His need for coffee seems to be high.

"How is it going well?" He kept a little distance from me, and opened his mouth first, "Some things are not so urgent, and there is no need to fight so hard."

I didn't feel much about his overtures, but when I thought about what happened later that day, I felt so bad that I didn't even have to say a word or two to him.

After leaving Alan behind, I walked all the way back by myself, passing a western restaurant on the way, and across the not-so-wide road, I suddenly recognized that the person sitting by the window was Zhou Yue.He was the only one at the table, and the waiter in a suit stood respectfully beside him waiting for his order.

This restaurant is not cheap at all.It's not that I look down on Zhou Yue, unless he has made a fortune in the past six months, it's impossible for him to sit here so calmly.Of course, if you have a boyfriend with good financial conditions, it will be another calculation.

I stood in the shadow on the side of the road masochistically, and even Zhou Yue on the opposite side made a total of four phone calls, and it was clear that I didn't get through twice.Zhou Yue is not a good-tempered person, and when he called again at the end, his face was already sullen.

I watched from a distance, thinking that this kid has been spoiled since he was a child, and he will get what he wants without reaching out, so he will not be a person who keeps accommodating again and again.If he is willing to wait, it is naturally worthwhile for him to wrong himself.

Not long after, Shen Yan's car really drove over slowly and stopped at the roadside at the door.The car was an SUV, the color of which could not be seen clearly under the lights at night, but it was new anyway.

He used to drive my car, but now he has changed people around him, so naturally he has to change his car too.

After Shen Yan entered the door, he naturally sat opposite Zhou Yue. He had a flat face, but Zhou Yue acted very happy. Not only did he put away his mobile phone, he seemed to be talking about something happy, and the smile on his face was so bright that it would burst.

Their dishes were served one after another, and they even ordered a bottle of red wine.Zhou Yue loves these the most, he holds up the cup and pretends to look and smell it, and then takes a sip gracefully.The cup crossed the table and collided with the one in Shen Yan's hand.

I don't even know what kind of mentality I have, maybe I'm a little self-defeating, knowing that what I saw in the opposite window has nothing to do with me.

I don't envy Zhou Yue, and I don't hold grudges against Shen Yan. What they are doing now, we have been so arty before.The things I once had, even if they become someone else's in the end, at most it's just a pity, and it's not worth being sad about it at all.

It's as if the favorite things in childhood are gone, and at first I would secretly shed a few tears, but after a long time, it's not like I gradually can't remember them anymore.

Leaning on the tree trunk by the side of the road, I finished smoking another cigarette. I felt my nose getting more and more stuffy, and my temples on both sides began to throb. It is fragrant.

I stood silently for a while, looked at it for a while, and finally, holding the computer that I was inseparable from, hurried across the thin shadow and walked into the bright lights of the world.