Good day and beautiful scenery

The quarrel was a bit fierce that day, I slapped him, saw him staring at me blankly with red eyes, but still refused to say a word to explain, my anger was about to extinguish and resurfaced, I endured it and didn't do anything again, just ruthlessly Glaring him a hard look, he slammed the door and ran out.

We had known each other for seven years and lived together for five and a half years. During that time, we came out to relatives and friends. My dad dragged my hair and pressed me to the ground and beat me half to death. Finally, I said "sever relationship".

Despite the guilt and heartbreak that first month, we had a pretty good life for the next few years.He loves me and takes good care of me.Although everyone is a man, it is too sissy to say that he is caring, but the fact is that he is gentle and tolerant. Even if I am picky in every way, I can't say anything bad.

It was because I recognized his goodness that I had the courage to put all my eggs in one basket with my parents.

I was complacent about the only best choice I had made in more than 20 years, but God suddenly struck a thunderbolt and beat me to the core.

I received a MMS, a strange number, a familiar face.

Needless to say, one of them is the man who sleeps next to me every day; and the other, sorry, I never would have imagined that it would be someone who I watched growing up and wished with all my heart that I could not be my own brother.

Although it's not enough to be naked, but the thin quilt lying on the waist of the two of them is really ambiguous and just right. Looking at the peace and tranquility, who knows what kind of turbulent waves/love/tide/turbulent/surge are behind it .

I was in a daze for a long time, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that my head and face were sticky/wet, with cold sweat and tears, which made me wonder if I had too much water in my brain before, and now I just vented it out all at once .

I sat at home all day waiting for my man to come back.

Just like the past half a month, he didn't get home until after dinner time, wearing a suit and leather shoes, with a tired look on his face.

"Working overtime again?"

I stood by the door and watched him bend over to change his shoes.Damn, what I like the most is his back, the waistline is so beautiful.

"Well, it's still the same case. The plaintiff filed an appeal and said that there are new evidences. The matter is a bit complicated and we have to spend more time. Have you eaten?"

Heh, you still remember asking me if I ate or not, he really is a peerless good man.

"What about you?"

"I've eaten. The assistant ordered takeaway. But the taste is not as good as yours. After I'm done working for a while, I'll take a few days off and eat your food every day."

The words were spoken to me, but the eyes did not dare to look at me.

I leaned against the wall with my arms folded, and smiled with my mouth hooked, laughing at myself as a boring criminal/cheesy.That picture shows exactly the romantic hotel we used to go to occasionally.I once told him that it was my lucky place, but now it seems to be someone else's.

"Shen Yan, you fucking think I'm blind? People's photos have been sent to my phone, and you're still pretending to be affectionate here. Don't you feel sick?"

Shen Yan stopped suddenly, I thought he would turn around and explain.As long as he explains and tells me that they just ran into each other by chance, or that they just had too many drinks at a dinner party between friends, whatever, as long as he's willing to give me a not-too-bad explanation, I think I'll be convinced Forgive him yourself.

After all, I only have him in my life.

Time seemed to freeze.

Damn, I hate this dead cold silence, it's more torturous than him directly quarreling with me.

Of course, Shen Yan never quarreled with me.

Not saying anything is either acquiescing, or he feels that it is unnecessary to explain or not, and he already has a choice in his heart.

What a fucking bastard!

For him, I even abandoned my family, but he hooked up with the few people around me who can still be called brothers.

I was so angry that I strode over, grabbed his arm, and slapped him on the right side of the face.

He's a little taller than me, with his head slightly down now, so the angle is just right.This slap was not wasted at all, it all fell on his face, making my palm numb.

I felt like my heart was about to explode.

"Shen Yan, we're done!" I gritted my teeth, deliberately ignored the pain in my heart, and looked at him coldly, "We're done. Back then I didn't even want my home for you, and now I can do the same! Fuck you Damn hypocrisy, I hope you and your concubine can last forever."

I rushed downstairs only to regret not wearing an extra dress.It's late autumn now, and although it's still early before the snow falls, the temperature is already very low. If there is a little wind at night, living flesh and blood can freeze into ice cubes.

I didn't run far, and sat by the flower bed in the community for a long time. I turned my phone on and off, turned it on and off, and shivered with the cold after I folded and closed my clothes.

I didn't even see a ghost of the person I thought would chase out.

Die, die, die, all the fuck!

Frustrated, I got into a taxi, and the master asked me where I was going. I was numb for a long time, and it took me a long time to understand what he asked, but I remembered that I had nowhere to go, so I said to find a decent hotel good.

Fortunately, I have indulged in indulgence for the past two years, and my work has not been left behind.

He also said that he can support me even if I don’t work. After I was happy for a while, after a while with him, I still earn my own money seriously.I still have more or less savings, enough for me to last half a year without going to work.

In the hotel room, I stared at my mobile phone for several hours. After twelve o’clock, I turned off my mobile phone decisively, crawled back to bed and slept, and made up my mind to keep the damn love in yesterday.

Another new day.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with a person's life. You can concentrate on your work, lie in bed at night and concentrate on comforting your body.

In this world, no one can live without anyone.

I like to eat Chaoshan dishes near my company.One day after get off work, I walked over alone and chose a corner table to sit down.The familiar boss, Uncle Li, personally wrote the menu for me.

"Where's Uncle Yun, why didn't you see him today?" I scanned the store again to make sure I didn't see another boss.

Uncle Li was writing with a brush, looked up at me, and said, "I asked him to rest at home. He is old, and when the weather turns cold, his body feels uncomfortable. He had a fever yesterday and went to the hospital for an injection. Today he is a little bit sick. better."

I usually get a lot of care from Uncle Yun, so I am a little worried.But Uncle Li smiled knowingly, comforted me and said, "I'm a little jealous of your year-end friends. Don't worry, I won't let him mess around with me. I'll watch over him when he takes medicine and injections."

I'm not worried about that.Uncle Li and Uncle Yun have been in love since they were teenagers, and they are lifelong friends. In 30 years, their feelings have already been integrated into each other's flesh and blood.

And what worries me is that they are too affectionate.

I ran into Uncle Yun by chance in the hospital half a month ago. He was alone, wearing thick clothes, a hat and a mask, and was on an IV drip in the infusion room.And I sat next to him.

I have a stomachache.A while ago, I didn't eat well, and my old problem recurred again. Taking medicine by myself didn't work, so I had to go to the doctor, and I was prescribed an IV for two days.

Even men are inevitably psychologically fragile when they are sick, especially seeing so many people in the injection room, most of them are in pairs, it feels more and more uncomfortable.

Holding the mobile phone and wanting to make a call, but unwilling, he hesitated and caught a glimpse of Uncle Yun sitting next to me.

In fact, he was well dressed, so it was not easy to recognize him, but he was probably weak at that time, and he was leaning back on the chair. From under the brim of his hat, he could just see a scar at the corner of his right eyebrow, which was not long, but But Uncle Yun's complexion is fair, and the scar is slightly pink, so it is very obvious.

Uncle Yun closed his eyes, he must have fallen asleep, but I didn't see him wake up after watching for a long time.Until I saw that his drip was almost over, I rang the bell to call the nurse to change his medicine.

He woke up.

I greeted him with a low voice: "Uncle Yun."

Uncle Yun squinted his eyes, recognized me, bent his eyes, and smiled at me: "It's you. What's going on?"

"Stomach pain." I said, pointing to his bottle and asking him, "How about you? Why didn't you see Uncle Li?"

Uncle Yun still laughed, lowered his eyes and coughed a few times before speaking, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Little problem, I can do it myself."

"Have a cold?" Many people catch a cold in cold weather.

Uncle Yun nodded, and didn't speak for a while, I was afraid that he would be too tired to speak.When I was about to finish the injection, Uncle Yun said again: "Don't tell your Uncle Li, lest he worry about it again."

After saying goodbye to Uncle Yun, I went back to the nurse's station and made an appointment for the next day. I happened to see the nurse who was changing Uncle Yun's dressing. Out of curiosity, I asked her if Uncle Yun had a serious cold.

"Cold?" The nurse looked at me a little surprised, "Who said Mr. Su had a cold."

"Isn't it?" A trace of doubt flashed in my heart.

But the nurse was so busy that she didn't have time to talk to me, so she pushed the treatment cart and walked away.I had to give up.I went to get an injection the next day and didn't meet Uncle Yun.

And because I had a lot of things at the end of the year, I brought a computer to catch up with the progress, so I forgot about him.

Then I was busy for more than a week, and stayed up all night for three nights.

During the period, Shen Yan came to see me once, and I was afraid of making trouble in the company, so I agreed to go downstairs for coffee with him.

My stomach is still not fully healed, so I shouldn't have drunk it, but while waiting for him to speak, it was too embarrassing not to do anything, so I took the cup and drank it in one gulp.

"You've lost weight, and your complexion is not good." Shen Yan said, as if I couldn't eat or sleep well without him.

I didn't bother to care about his hypocrisy, so I said coldly, "I'm busy. What exactly are you looking for?"

Shen Yan choked on me.

He really deserves it, when I love him, of course I can't wait to speak with honey in my mouth.Now, I have no such obligation.

I put down the glass impatiently, intending to get up.But he grabbed his wrist.He used so much force that it hurt my skin.

I didn't bother to throw him away, I still stood there, looking down at him.

His eyes flickered, like a wounded beast.Damn, I was the one who got hurt.

"Shen Yan, talk about things when you have something to do, isn't it good to talk like this?"

Shen Yan suddenly let go.

I almost wanted to laugh when I saw him drooping his eyes and pursing his lips without speaking.Before, I didn't know that he was so fraternal. He wanted one but refused to let go of the other. He really regarded himself as a lover.

Seeing that he had nothing to say, I turned and left.