start learning to love you

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I have an urge to not want to contact the outside world. I started to like the life of a small dwelling. As long as I’m resting, I’m sure I don’t even go out the door. I'm too lazy to move, such a sudden change is so different from what I used to like to play.

My sister may have also heard about my situation, so she appeared in front of me with sister Xiaoya one night. When I saw my sister, I subconsciously hid behind the situation. Talking about me, Miss Xiaoya came over to me and said with a smile, "Jinse is afraid that my sister will scold you, so come and chat with Miss Xiaoya for a while."

"I don't" After that, for a long time, I was particularly afraid of my sister being alone with Shijing. During that period, my sister was silent, and Shijing became more gentle.

When I saw Shijing's mother again, my legs were so frightened that my legs were so limp that I fell to my knees. My aunt laughed at this and said, "It's really embarrassing to look worthless."

I was locked behind Shijing and didn't even dare to lift my head. After my aunt left, Shijing took me to sit by the lake, and she said, "Jinse, what's wrong with you, what are you afraid of."

"I'm afraid you will leave" I was very honest, and I didn't hide it. She turned my head and looked at her. "Look into my eyes" she said, and I met her eyes nervously. She said: "If I had to leave, I would have left long ago. Why wait until now, I missed it, and you missed it. Now we are even, okay?" I nodded and turned to look at the calm lake.

I started to send big bouquets of roses and all kinds of gifts to Shijing. At first, she said what to do with wasting the money, but after my insistence, she didn’t say anything. I signed for her after I sent her, and I bought her. accepted.

I started to go to her company every day after get off work and wait for her to go home with her no matter how late she got off work. Even Miss Xiaoya said: "Shijing, Jinse has become more stable." Shijing drank the wine in the glass Ms. Dan Dan, I don’t know what is considered mature and stable. In short, I will not ask about the current situation, whether you love me or not, how you and your ex are, and I will not make some eye-catching actions. , I think it's good that we are like this now, and we feel at ease when we are together every day.

Carefully touching Shi Jing's slender fingers, on the ring finger of his left hand, he was wearing a ring that didn't shine.

"Tomorrow is your sister's birthday, what gift do you plan to buy?" When I was lying in the quilt at night, Shijing mentioned my sister, I turned over and didn't speak, she pushed me down again, and I said impatiently: " Those who have wives and daughters don’t need to worry about it, just sleep with yours, don’t you have an early meeting tomorrow.”

"Why don't you want my sister anymore, you are such a bad guy."

"Then you can buy whatever you say, but let me tell you, with the little money I earn, I can't afford expensive cleaning. Just buy some fruit."

"So stingy"

"Okay, okay, let's talk about it tomorrow, sleepy."

I remember my sister's birthday every year, but I never bought a gift for her. I know my sister doesn't care about my things.That night, I didn't buy anything, so Shijing went to my sister's house after work. Sister Xiaoya bought cakes and flowers, and Shijing bought a bracelet for my sister, while I ate and drank for nothing.

"Jinse, now that I'm a barrister, I don't know how to buy a gift for your sister." Sister Xiaoya walked up to me and knocked on my forehead, and I pouted and said, "It's good when I come. I still want a gift, it’s a beautiful idea.”

"Did you owe me a slap again, little bastard?" It's been a long time since I've talked with my sister and others with a playful smile like before, just now my sister exploded, and I was so scared that I grabbed sister Xiaoya Then said: "Sister, you are the child's mother, teach by precept and example."

"I'll fuck you" As a result, my lower back was kicked by my sister before I finished speaking, and I jumped out immediately to run, but then the sister who strode up grabbed me by the neck and said, "Are your legs and feet very sensitive? I'll come over."

"Oh, it hurts, it hurts." I shouted to Shi Jing at the top of my voice, saying that I murdered my sister, and Shi Jing was teasing the children with sister Xiaoya, but I was beaten by my sister, I beat this There are stars in his eyes.When my sister was gone, I put down my hands on my head, stood up straight, looked into my sister's deep eyes and said, "Sister, happy birthday. I don't have much money so I can't afford expensive gifts. This hairpin is mine. I bought it for 15 yuan on the street and gave it to you. Don’t be angry with me, okay?

Sister, even if you are wrong, you are still my sister. This is an unchangeable fact. I will always remember that when I was young, you dressed me and fed me with your short arms when my parents were not at home. You coax me to sleep and sing me my favorite nursery rhymes.It was you who propped up the crumbling home alone after my parents left, and set up a solid barrier for me, allowing me to be willful and unreasonable, sister, I love you, my dear sister.

When I put the hairpin in my sister's hair bun, my sister hugged me, and she said: "Jinse, you can rest assured when you grow up, remember to see clearly the way ahead, don't be afraid that there will still be people behind you. With me."

At that moment, I suddenly had an urge to cry but I suppressed it. I knew that my sister suppressed the situation because she wanted to give me a guarantee. It was wrong for her to do that, but it turned out that I was the culprit. I rested my head on the The elder sister leaned on her not generous shoulder and whispered in her ear: "Sister, don't worry, I will take care of it."

The saying that you will grow up through experience is indeed true. After going through the period of confusion, I have strengthened my beliefs. I will still play tricks with my sister, but I have become stable and mature in the face of the current situation.Shijing said that now I am better at taking care of people than I was in the past, and I know how to take care of her emotions. I smirked and said that is, who am I.

She didn't refute my publicity. When she raised the corners of her lips, I hugged her waist and leaned over to kiss her. I said, "Time, please give me tonight." I have a deep memory of her meaning, I clearly remember Shijing shivering shyly under me, and I like to hug her hot body and gradually fall asleep.

Times say that I'm like a wolf cub is not enough, I also like to stay by her side and kiss her or tease her from time to time, but most of the time she won't stop my nonsense, I know her Both my sister and I are in love with me. When I was young, I felt that their restraint was my pressure, but now I live happily under their restraint. It is actually a happy thing to be controlled by them, right?