start learning to love you

Shi Jing half leaned against the head of the bed and fastened the nightgown that I had just torn off. I sat on the left side panting heavily and blushing.

"Do you think I'm dirty?" She suddenly said that I was taken aback. Seeing her guilty expression, my heart tightened, and I said, "How could it be, but I don't know what happened. It has been like this ever since you had a relationship, as long as you get a little closer, you will have a particularly big reaction."

"Then you still think I'm dirty"

"what did you say"

"I really regret it, I hate myself, I..." Shi Jing cupped her face in her hands and began to choke up, I was very helpless and reached out to wrap her around her, if I said I didn't care, it would not be the truth .As far as a normal person is concerned, whether you can hold back your sweetheart being crushed by another woman, but although this is part of the reason, I know that the biggest problem lies in my unadjusted mentality.

We didn't go anywhere in the next few days. Apart from cooking and washing for me, Shijing spent time watching the computer and typing files, and I was lying in bed all day, too lazy to even get off the ground.On the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, I clocked in to work at the unit on time. On the way, my colleagues said hello to each other. After seeing me, Sister Zhu said: "Jinse, how much did you eat during the Chinese New Year, and your face is so round." I heard her say that my face is round. I immediately found the picture in the small mirror, but you know that baby, I rely on my face to eat, and my life will be ruined if I get fat.

"All right, all right, I've been taking photos for an hour, just to tease you."

"Sister Zhu, are you so cute? It's not like you don't know how important a woman's figure is."

"Okay, okay, here you are. You are in charge of this case. The rights and responsibilities are clear and easy to fight."

"Yo, so much legal fees, all belong to me."

"Well, it just so happens that you also practice your hands. These companies are too tricky to fight privately. No one dares to show it to the public. Remember to keep it private. If it comes to court, whoever gives us money is ours. God, you should know all of these, and take good care of them.” Sister Zhu is quite a nice person, and I guess she might really think that I am particularly short of money when I cry from time to time.I took the black folder and opened it, and suddenly felt like a thunderbolt. My god, my sister sued Shijing Company with a lawsuit. If this case is in my hands, my sister can't beat me to death, no. catch.

"Hehe, Sister Zhu, you should handle this case yourself."

"Why, no confidence."

"No, look, I haven't been working for long, and I don't have much experience. I want to learn more."

"Well, well, there is a divorce here, you go, the fee is naturally not as good as this case, do you think..."

"No problem, I promise to complete the task." Quickly pulled out another folder in Sister Zhu's hand and turned back to sit on her desk. Sister Zhu half-raised her arms and shook her head with a smile and said: "This child, give it away for nothing." I don’t want any money.”

Don't say that professions such as judges and lawyers stand on the side of absolute high morality. We also have to survive and eat well, so we have to look at both sides of everything. There is right and there is wrong. There is never a black and white truth in this world, but there are mostly dark spaces that we don't want to see.

In the divorce case, it was obvious that the husband cheated, but the man insisted that the woman was infertile and refused to pay compensation, which made the case dragged on for more than two months before it came to a conclusion.It’s already three o’clock in the afternoon when I came out of the People’s Court. Occasionally, Sister Zhu would bring up her sister’s case with me. She said: “Rich people just like to make troubles. If you pay three to five million yuan, you can get it. Alas, it’s going to be the end of the case. I just let it go, and in the end I lost my money and my reputation and I don’t know what to do.” I thought that the relationship between Shijing and my sister should not only be the company’s business disputes, but also the personal conflicts. I took a taxi and reported the location. On the way there, I remembered what my sister said, no matter what happens to me and the situation in the future, don’t intervene to protect yourself.

"I always look for you, trouble."

"Okay, may I have your last name, ma'am?"

"Xiao Jinse" was replaced at the front desk again. The little girl's voice was soft and sounded very comfortable. After asking for instructions, I was let go. The secretary of Shijing came out to receive me. She said: "Shi is always in a meeting, she said Let you wait in her office for a while."

"Oh, thank you." The secretary brought me coffee and backed out. I was so bored that I walked out of the office and wandered around the office building.Seeing through the transparent glass the person who is having a meeting with a serious face makes my heart throb. Sitting on her left, Wu Man is also looking at her affectionately. Go out much more than me.

"Break for 10 minutes" During the break between the meetings, Shi Jing got up to leave, and Wu Man also stood up when Shi Jing got up. At this moment, I pushed open the door of the meeting room and walked in. Standing in front of the two of them, I said "Sister Wu, long time no see, you're getting more and more interesting." When Shi Jing saw me rushing in, his face turned slightly pale, Wu Man walked away knowingly, and when she was about to speak, I said, I'll just sit on you I will accompany you in the meeting by my side, and we will talk about it after you finish the meeting.I didn't give her a chance to speak, I just grabbed a chair and sat down on the left side of the vacant seat to separate her from Wu Man.

"Continue the meeting, according to..." She said that she will not delay her, and when she listened to her subordinates' opinions, I took a look at their draft contract, and there were three of them that I thought could be more rigorous. Some, take the signature pen and indicate the remarks below on your own initiative.

The meeting ended in about four or 10 minutes. Instead of getting up, I waited for all her subordinates to leave and took her hand and rubbed it on my face.

"Why did you come here suddenly?" We all had a tacit understanding and didn't mention the woman who didn't want to be mentioned. We dropped the pen in our hand, opened the briefcase, and handed the A[-] paper in the bag to Shijing. I said: " I was supposed to be in charge of the case, but now I'm working on it with sister Zhu in the same office, and it's almost spring, so I want to go out and play."

"Where do you want to go, I will accompany you when the matter at hand is settled."

"Greece"

"it is good"

I didn't ask Shijing and my sister's lawsuit, nor did I ask her how to solve it, but after two weeks, sister Zhu told me that the case was closed because one party requested a settlement and was willing to pay double the liquidated damages.

The weather is slowly getting warmer, and the beautiful flowers are about to bloom again. However, under the bright prospect, I am facing huge challenges in terms of work and physical and mental health. A lawsuit that should not have been lost because of my sentence this year. It is not uncommon for Xiaosi to lose the lawsuit.The defendant is a playboy and has countless girlfriends. Originally, she and his wife did not intend to quarrel in court, and the woman didn't really want to get divorced and want family property, but she couldn't stand the trouble of the mistress. The only problem was that the woman's evidence was insufficient. So the winning rate is [-] times [-] times in hand, plus this man bought some office staff, but it is a pity that I messed up the lawsuit with a random complaint from me. As a result, the angry director gave a meal after returning to the office Be harsh.

"Is there something wrong with your brain, you are stupid, can you talk nonsense in court, now it's over, people will refund the fee, go back and reflect on it."

I rolled my eyes and walked back to the office. As soon as I entered the door, I took a sip, and muttered to myself: "It's reasonable to hook up with each other. Virtuous beast, bastard, you deserve it if you lose."

"Sister Zhu, I have to leave today." I said hello and ran out of the office with my bag. I made an appointment with a specialist at the hospital today and arrived at the outpatient clinic before the hospital got off work.

"What did you say, sexual disorder."

"Yes, go to the psychology department and don't be nervous anymore. According to the examination report, there is nothing wrong with your body."

"Oh" I went to see a gynecologist, but the doctor suggested that I go to a psychiatrist, saying that it was not a physical problem but a psychological problem. When I walked to the psychiatrist with the test report, my feet were so heavy that I couldn't even lift up. up.

"Name"

"Xiao Jinse"

"age"

"26 imaginary years old"

"worried about something"

"I... I... I always feel sick at that time, and then I have shortness of breath, and my hands are shaking badly."

"Talk about the specific performance"

"It's not that I said how to say such a private thing as a doctor. Forget it, I won't read it."

When I came out of the hospital, I was in a bad mood to catch up with the rush hour. Now it was even worse. Grandma’s going around and going around became my problem. Why?