start learning to love you

On Saturday, I was carrying two suitcases and stood in front of this lakeside villa according to the address given to me by Shijing. After ringing the doorbell, the door opened shortly after Shijing helped me move the two heavy suitcases into the living room in pajamas.

Looking at the beautiful and pleasant lakeside villa, I turned around and said to her in a daze, "Why don't I pay you some rent, this place is too..." I didn't know how to say it later, she went into the kitchen and gave it to me. When he poured a glass of water and handed it to me, he said, "It's up to you, I have no objection."

"Don't tell my sister that I'm here to live with you, or... I'm afraid I'm going to die without a whole body."

"Aren't you not afraid of Jinyan? Why have you been surrendered now?" Shi Jing looked at me with a smile, talking about my sister, I guess none of us would be scared, I shook my head and nodded, thinking Thinking: "Isn't that related to you? If my sister finds out that I ask you for help behind her back, I won't go to the house."

"Which room do I live in?"

"The room on the second floor that turns left"

"how about you"

"Across from you"

"Are there any other rooms?"

"Yes, the guest room on the first floor is a bit damp, I'm afraid...you will get a rash."

"Oh, forget it, I'd better go upstairs."

I originally thought that the bedrooms should be about the same size, but I was pleasantly surprised when I opened the door. The bedroom is so big, and the large floor-to-ceiling glass facing it can see the beautiful lakeside outside the window.Throwing the box on the ground, I happily pushed open the sliding door on one side and stood outside on the terrace with open arms to embrace the beautiful nature. When I turned around to play back, the clothes in the smaller box were neatly hung up into the closet.

"I'll do it myself"

"Okay, come by yourself, I'll go down and cook, what do you want to eat?"

"all good"

"Well, today I bought chicken breasts, can I make Kung Pao Chicken for you?"

"Okay, put more spicy."

"Well, you pack it up." Shi Jing stood up and went downstairs, and then I squatted on the ground and started to pack the clothes. It was fine at the beginning, but within 10 minutes, I went crazy again. Sister, I am most annoyed by tidying things up. It's crazy to tidy up desks, closets, etc.

Shijing probably heard my wailing and then came up again. After seeing me sitting on the ground with disheveled hair and a sad face, she laughed aloud. She said with joy: "Obviously I'm not that patient, but I'm trying to be brave. Get up and sit on the bed." I really felt indifferent to tidying things, so I stood up and went downstairs to watch TV in the living room, Shijing quickly packed my clothes and she came down with some underwear in her hand and outerwear.

"Did you not wash these? I'll wash the clothes later. Is there any unwashed?" I looked at the items in her hand and said without thinking: "I haven't washed those clothes. , I haven’t come here to throw these underwear away, so you can just throw them away.”

"Buy one and wear it once, you wear it like this now."

"That's right, otherwise washing every day would exhaust me to death. I'm already tired enough to go to work and have to be tortured by these trivial matters. I don't want it."

"No wonder you don't have enough money to spend, it's really a waste."

"I'll just buy cheaper ones in the future, and I can save a little money."

"In the future, throw the things you change into the green basin in the bathroom. After I wash them, you can wear them again. Who can change one in a day."

"It's not good"

"Then wash yourself"

"I do not"

"Then throw it in the basin, remember?"

"Oh." Just as Shi Jing was about to turn around, he turned around and asked me, "Is there any change today?" I shook my head at her, and she then turned around and went into the bathroom and threw my underwear into the washing machine, and then threw my underwear into the washing machine. After washing, I took it out to dry, and when I hung it on the hanger, I said: "I will wear mine first at night, they are all new, I have never worn them."

"Well, that's fine."

Don't look at me as dirty, but I am very particular about it. When eating, I hold the plate and shove it into my mouth. I really feel that the dishes made by Shijing are even more delicious than sister Xiaoya's.She saw that my mouth was full of food and took out a wet towel to wipe my mouth. She was as careful as before, which reminded me of us in the past. : "You little guy, it's not over yet, it's all my fault, it's okay, you're right, sleep well."

I stared blankly at her and then turned my face away. Now I resist this kind of contact from the bottom of my heart. I seem to be afraid that what I really am will become a different kind in everyone's eyes. The older I get, the less courage I get. up.

Her fingers hung in the air for half a second, then slowly fell, and then she got up and began to clean up the dishes. She was in a good situation, no matter what the storm was, it couldn't knock her down.

I have always thought that the time environment is strong, but I was really wrong for being so selfish, because one night when I heard the pressure and wronged cries from the next room, I discovered the fragility hidden behind the time environment.

Walking lightly to the door, a faint sobbing sound came from the room through a wooden door. Standing by the door and listening to it was much clearer than lying in my own bedroom. I don’t know how long it took for the crying to disappear. When I heard the sound, instead of avoiding it, I looked at the moment when the door was pulled open.The tears welling up in the darkness are still visible, and I raised my hand to caress her face that is no longer young. My words of sorry came too late, too late.

"Time situation, let's start again, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, hate me, hate me." In the dark space, I held her tightly in my arms. This was one of the few times I hugged her tightly. And embraced in his arms.After many years, I made another promise. I don’t know how long I will persist this time as an adult, but I will work hard and try my best to be able to support the responsibility and responsibility that is not easy.

"How long have you lived together? Xiao Jinse asked you something, talk." I hid behind Shijing when my sister rushed up, and sister Xiaoya hugged her waist tightly to prevent her from smashing the glass in her hand. Me, I answered my sister's words tremblingly: "It's almost two months, I... sister..."

"It's been two months, Xiao Jinse, you can do it, if you don't let you enter the house, you will go to the situation, isn't it, enough scheming, do you think that the situation is soft and can't do anything to you, today I will take the place of heaven Eliminate harm, if I don't beat you, I'm not your own sister."

"Jinyan, calm down, anyway, Jinse is your own sister, isn't she, if there is something wrong with her, how can you explain to your uncle and aunt?"

"This guy has been spoiled by his parents since he was a child. He can't eat it, he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, there's nothing she thinks is okay. When it comes to feelings, he just lets go. With whom? The two are playing because she is my younger sister. If I don’t care about other people, come here and don’t be a cat, just get out of here.”

Following my sister's roar from the river east, I walked up to her with numb scalp and weak legs, but it was really my own sister, who was kicked by me and sat on the ground with a big ass, It hurts so much that I have two gold stars.When my sister came over and wanted to grab my collar, I hugged my sister's thigh and howled loudly: "Dad, Mom, you have spirits in heaven to protect your little daughter. I am weak and weak. My sister wants to beat me!" Damn me, I'm her own sister."

"Go away and stay here" as I called out, my sister kicked me away, then sat on a chair angrily, looked down at me kneeling on the floor and said, "Xiao Jinse, if you are messing around, this I don’t have a sister like you in my life.” Every time my sister gets angry and wants to kill me, I will move out my parents who are no longer alive, this trick has been tried repeatedly.But I don't dare to use it indiscriminately. I only dare to do this when I have to. Naturally, my sister also knows that I will move my parents out in the end. I know that my sister blames me for doing things and takes it for granted. It's for my own good, to prevent me from making bigger mistakes.