start learning to love you

I was kicked to the ground by my sister. I rubbed my calves and listened to what the person above my head said: "Let me ask you, do you want to piss off the situation or me? When are you going to go out to find a job? Do you want to eat and drink for free and be a fool?"

"Isn't it because you didn't let me go to work? I used to work well for more than 1 a month."

"Yo, I've delayed you, I've influenced your grand plans, Xiao Jinse, can you grow your brains, you can become a manager as soon as you just graduated from work, and you will be given so much money, do you believe it? .”

"I believe it"

"Are you short-sighted?"

"Yes, I'm still short-sighted. How can I hinder you, old man?"

"Talk back, don't I treat you well again, don't you owe a slap again?"

"Ah..." This time my sister put her foot on my back, and my eyes turned black from the pain. Sister Xiaoya didn't come forward to stop my sister. After kicking my feet, he grabbed my ear and picked me up from the ground, "Apologize to the situation in the past, go quickly."

"I'm sorry, I was wrong, and I won't dare in the future."

"And later"

"No, no, I don't dare anymore, my sister hurts... ah..."

My sister was discouraged and threw me aside. I went upstairs and went back to the room to get into the bed. Shijing came upstairs after seeing off my sister. Pulling down the quilt covering her head, she carefully asked her, "Has my sister gone?" She smiled helplessly, pulled the quilt to tuck me in and said, "Well, I just left." I gave a long cry He took a breath and turned back under the covers again, closing his eyes.

Shijing didn't ask me anything at night, and didn't mention her recent discomfort and bad mood. The next morning, I got up early and had breakfast before going out to the talent market.

"Hello, here is my resume, please take a look..." I applied for five foreign companies in the morning, but all were told that there were no suitable positions. At noon, I bought an egg burrito and squatted on the curb While chewing.

"Hello" Sijing's call came in, he swallowed the food in his mouth and pressed the answer button.

"How did you find it? Is there anything suitable?"

"No, they ask too much and I can't do it."

"Then what do you want?"

"No technical content, the kind that can wait to die."

“It's not easy to find”

"It's not"

"Are you still competing with Jinyan?"

"no"

"That's how childish I am"

"nor"

"Then you don't want to find a job?"

"Time situation, I want to go out for a walk and change my city life, will you wait for me?"

"Where do you want to go, let me see if there are any friends who can help you contact me." She bypassed my topic and said to help me contact me to take care of me. I held up the phone and finally said: "No, I can do it myself , I love you, but I don't know what love is. I feel that I have been taken care of by your side and I am passive. I want to go out and see by myself. I know you are feeling uncomfortable, so you don't have to worry about me, no matter what Is it Wu Man or someone else, if there is a suitable one during my absence, I will contact you, time situation, thank you for doting on me."

I want to leave, just like Wu Man who resolutely left regardless of her feelings, chose to leave the city you are in when she was extremely restless.

The moment I stepped on the high-speed rail with my suitcase, my heart began to ache slowly. I didn’t even leave for college for more than [-] years, but now I stepped on the leaving train alone with a bag.My sister said that I was worthless, and I only knew how to hide and play rogue when encountering things. Sister Xiaoya said that the cinnamon may not have grown yet, but Shijing said that going to a big city will definitely lead to better development, work hard and live a good life.

It was even more irresponsible for me to leave and run away before everything was clarified. There was a photo in my phone that I secretly took many years ago when I first met Shijing. I remember that the Nokia brand was popular all over China at that time.

Since I came to K City, I have really lived a life of wandering, squeezed in a rental room for 20 people, because I couldn't adapt to it, so I found another two-bedroom room to share with two other people after half a month.

"Jinse, how is your job search going?" Xiao Yang and Xiao Xu belong to the same family. They live together and I live in another room. When I took off my shoes and entered the room, I met Xiao Yang who was watching cartoons.

"Oh, I'm going to interview tomorrow morning, I don't know yet, go and have a look."

"I'll go out to eat later, and she won 300 yuan in a scratch-off today."

"Well, I'm going to change and come out."

"it is good"

The three of us entered the hot pot restaurant. During the meal break, I stared at the smoking copper pot in a daze, "Hey, what a fool."

“Nothing to think about”

"What do you think, there are a few good sisters in Jinse's circle, do you want to introduce them to you?"

"Ah, no need, I don't want to talk about it, let's focus on work."

"Yes, you are right, come and drink."

I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, but I’m surrounded by people of the same kind. I often think that my sister has misled me, or that I’m just like this and like to gather with my kind.

The interview was so-so. When I applied to the ninth company, I found a position, assistant to the president. The requirements of this leader are a bit strange. She doesn't ask whether the applicant has high professional ability, but gives you a psychological Questionnaire for you to answer.

I don't know how many points I got in that questionnaire. Fortunately, I beat the siege among the top fifteen reserve candidates. On the first day of work, I appeared in the boss's office dressed in a serious manner.

"Mr. Bai, I'm Xiao Jinse, the newcomer." Standing in front of the large writing desk, I introduced myself word by word. She put down the pen in her hand, looked up at me slightly and said, "Well, you are the vice president. recruited."

"Yes"

"Xinran, this little assistant is not bad. As soon as I saw her, I felt that she was too kind." The door of the CEO's office was suddenly pushed open by a woman with a smile on her face. Bypassing the work and sitting directly on the boss's lap, and printed a lipstick on his cheek.

"Well, it's okay, you go down and don't hinder my work." The boss pushed the woman who had just been sitting on his lap to the side with a cold face, and then buried himself in reviewing the documents, and the woman who was left aside pouted , and then smiled at me and pointed to the door to let me go out. I walked out of the president's office knowingly and stood at the door. After about ten minutes, President Ren pushed the door and walked out of the office. She glanced at me and said, "You My only job is to stay by Xinran's side and make her feel better, as long as you can make as much money as you want."

"What is this job"

"Personal assistant, if you have an idea, you can leave immediately. Don't force or ask. Do you understand? If you think you can come to the office with me, if not, you can leave. We will be recruiting people."