The lost beauty

My life is like a pool of stagnant water, with no waves, no source, and even less hope.

And I'm like a cockroach living in this stagnant water, no matter how dirty and harsh the environment is, I can still live tenaciously

I used to have a happy family, it was a very distant memory, so long ago that I began to forget that mountain, that small village...

There are parents who love me and simple villagers. They all say that I am like a Nezha with noodles. Wherever I go, people rush to hug me and give me delicious food.

Later, a raging and ruthless flood swept across the entire village like a beast, taking away my parents and this village that should have been full of laughter.

From then on, my grandma and I depended on each other. Grandma said she had a younger sister in City D, so I followed my elderly grandma to another strange city to seek refuge with relatives.

However, everything seems like God is continuing to write a farce.

When we arrived in City D, we had nothing, we couldn't find any relatives, and food, drink and housing became problems.

I feel suffocated by the luxury and luxury here, and I suddenly feel helpless as if I have fallen into the abyss.

We even went to live in bridge holes, underground passages, and even begged in order to survive.

With the help of a welfare agency, we moved into an old residential house and managed to find a place to stay.

Grandma has severe asthma. In order to buy medicine for her illness, I collected money everywhere, stealing and cheating, and because of this, I met Xiao Maozi. Xiao Maozi and I became friends in need. Very good.

Later, I went to borrow usury, and because of this I forced myself into a vortex from which I couldn't extricate myself.

Forced and helpless, I took my grandma and moved away again, and found an abandoned tire factory to live in. The only thing I thought about every day was money.

I hang out with Xiaomaozi and a group of brothers, learn to smoke and drink, learn to fight and gamble... We went out to steal and cheat together. During these days, I gradually lost my principles and disguised myself. Know when to pretend to be pitiful, when to pretend to be cruel, and when to play with a hippie smile...

Until I met a person, that person seemed to have light on him, and his presence made me feel at ease and warm, allowing me to find my own sense of existence.

The first time I met him was when I was the poorest. My grandma was seriously ill and I was penniless. I found a high-end bar search target and finally settled on him.

I pretended to be drunk and bumped into him and took the opportunity to steal his wallet without him noticing what I was doing.

After stealing the wallet, I ran out regardless. I just wanted to get the money to see a doctor for my grandma. She is my only relative in the world, and I don't want to lose her.

However, I never expected that he caught me in the blink of an eye.

I saw that he was agile and flexible, and he looked like he had been trained. My shoulder was twisted by him and hurt, but I couldn't break free at all.

I hurriedly begged him for mercy, "Big brother, big brother..." I kept shouting, and sure enough, this man was a soft-hearted master. Hearing what I said was pitiful, he relaxed his strength.

I turned around and escaped very easily. Fortunately, I didn't forget Se, I turned around and made a face at him, but at that moment, I caught a glimpse of the sense of loss in his eyes.

So, carelessly, I plunged into another person's arms, and when I looked up, I had a cunning smile that was not a smile, very unkind, "My boy, are you good at running?"

I knew that this time I was on the right path, and I couldn't run away.

When I turned around, he didn't know when he had an extra bamboo stick in his hand, and he said something, "You didn't learn well at a young age, and you were cheated. I will let you learn this lesson well!" On the wall, I was forced to stick my butt up high and beat him up.

He raised his hand and hit my butt three times solidly. Although it was through the pants, it hurt so badly that tears came out of me all at once, and I cried out loudly.

He taught me a few words, and then continued to beat me. I felt my ass was hot, as if it had been beaten into eight pieces. At that time, I was only thinking about how to beg for mercy and how to make him stop.

After about a dozen times, he finally stopped. I was out of breath from crying, my butt was so swollen that it hurt when I rubbed against my pants, and I couldn’t run even if I wanted to. I just stood there and wiped my tears miserably.

He took the wallet back anyway, looked it over, and then walked towards me, I thought he was going to do it again, and backed away a few steps in fright until he approached me.

When his slender and cold fingers touched my face, I was surprised, and he wiped my tears. I clearly saw the distress in his eyes, and my heart couldn't help but shake.

Apart from grandma, he was the first person who cared about me from the bottom of his heart. From that moment on, I truly became myself once in front of him, and I thank him from the bottom of my heart.

The good times didn't last long, but within half a month, my grandma died of a serious illness. Before she passed away, my grandma told me a secret. She said that I was not a child of her family, but that I was abducted by traffickers and sold to her family.

Grandma is gone, I am the only one left in this world, and I have become a helpless orphan.

I'm getting more and more decadent, and I'm living my life in a daze, and I don't plan to look for my so-called relatives. They lost me back then, but they haven't looked for me for so many years, which means they don't care about me.

From now on, I, Li Muhao, use the sky as my bed and the earth as my bed, living only for myself!

After a few days of freedom, the group of scumbags came to the door again. They threatened me that if I could not raise the money in three days, they would throw me into the Heishui River to feed the fish.

Xiao Maozi told me that there is a way to make money quickly, and that is "gambling". He asked me to go to Baile Fengyun underground casino to try it out.

I also have no idea, that place is full of people with high means, and I, a little kid, will either die or be disabled if I am caught.

In the end, I was in a dilemma, and I chose to go. I took the dice that Xiaomaozi had prepared for me in advance, and took a risk.

I didn't expect that group of people to be so stupid. No one noticed that I cheated until the second half of the game. Seeing that it was over after a few cards, a person suddenly appeared out of nowhere and grabbed my arm and walked out.

I was shocked and terrified at the time, was this discovered?I was so anxious that I yelled and tried to test the person.

He was probably angry, and threw me on the ground vigorously, which scared me into a daze. When I looked up, it was him, and I let go of my hanging heart. Although I was afraid of him, I knew he would not do anything to me. Sample.

At that time, I just wanted to finish the last few games as soon as possible, and use the money I won to pay off the debts. I couldn't say anything, but he insisted on me leaving with him.

I was anxious, so I turned my face and refused to play rough with him. I said some hurtful words against my will. I was an unclean person, and I didn't want him to get involved.

Unexpectedly, it was the little follower who followed me and knocked me to the ground with a punch. I wondered in my heart, why are you everywhere!

He scolded me for not being able to speak, and I pushed back in a rage. I almost collapsed at that time.

When I was about to return to the gaming table, suddenly, more than a dozen people came from all directions, pointing at me and saying to arrest me.

I was like, Oops!was found!

I turned around and ran, and ran into him head-on, and the first person I thought of in the desperate situation turned out to be him.

I pulled his arm for help, but he didn't even think about it, he pulled me and ran away.In this way, I followed him all the way, and he held my hand tightly.

When the big guy said that he was going to lose one of my arms, I still couldn't help being frightened and cried. I was afraid that I would lose my arm and break my leg, crawling around on the ground like a poor wretch.

When they came to grab me, my whole body was shaking, and every cell in my body was trembling.

At a very critical moment, he made a move and kicked the three of them to the ground neatly. It turned out that he was hiding his secrets and his skills were so amazing!While being amazed, I also didn't forget to dodge the chasing and hitting. I saw that his little follower was also good at it, but it was just a three-legged cat kung fu, and he suffered a lot.

I don’t know when, those people all became one with each other. In a panic, the little follower rushed over desperately. Before I realized what happened, the little follower was knocked to the ground with a stick, and blood flowed from his head. There was a lot of blood.

I was so scared that I covered my mouth and stood motionless. I saw the pain and grief in his eyes, but I couldn't do anything.

When he beat the group of people looking for teeth all over the place, the police came, and 120 soon followed, and sent the little follower to the hospital. I saw him nervously following the accompanying doctor and asking what, I Knowing that he was worried about his friends, he also blamed himself.

When we arrived at the police station, he didn't say a word, and his expression was not very good. I faintly felt that he was angry.

I leaned forward and apologized to him, after all, I caused this incident.

He asked me with a cold face why I gambled?

I said I was short of money!

He asked me why I was short of money?

I couldn't help it, poured out all the bitter water in my stomach, and it made me feel much more comfortable when I said it, but when I saw his face became even uglier, I thought that what I said was the truth, there was nothing wrong with it!

Unexpectedly, when he came over, he hugged me in his arms, and I was startled, but soon stopped moving.

He said very sincerely that he would protect me well and let me call him brother?

I was a little puzzled, and I emphasized it a bit, "You want to recognize me as your younger brother?"

He nodded incredulously.

Just then, a policeman came in and he told us to call the family for bail.

It was like a mirror in my heart, I was alone, with no father, no mother, no one to rely on, and naturally no one came to bail me out.

The first time I called him brother, he was concise and smooth, not abrupt at all. I don't know what he thought, but I called him as my brother from the bottom of my heart.

I thought I was really going to spend the night with him at the police station, but I was still unscrupulously planning his irresponsible parents. Whose parents are so cruel, and their son is trapped in the police station, and they don’t even hear him? Don't ask, I can also see his depression.

In the end, his belated father still came, and I was dragged by him towards the middle-aged man who seemed to be full of aura. He was the kind of handsome, tall, mature, stable, and very temperamental uncle.

I approached step by step, but I became a little timid, so I had to hide behind him and called softly: "Brother."

He was obviously quite scared himself, but he still held my hand tightly, as if to make me feel at ease, but my heart beat faster for no reason.

The uncle seemed to have noticed me, so I took a peek at him. After so many years of observation, I knew that he didn't like a child like me, and even disliked him, so I quietly lowered my head.

I can see that the relationship between him and the uncle is very delicate. He didn't call him "Dad", and his behavior is more obedient than usual. I can't understand this father and son. I can see that he should be afraid of his so-called father. .

With the arrival of the uncle, everything was settled quickly. He followed the family driver home first, and I was released on bail and left the police station.

Walking outside the police station, looking at the moonlight as cold as silver frost, a gust of cold wind hit me, which made me shiver unconsciously.

Thinking back to today's scene in my mind, I always feel that what happened today is very strange. Why did he appear in Baile Fengyun?Help me at my most dangerous moment?Did he do all this for me?

Thinking about it, I hesitated and stopped, and saw a silver car parked by the side of the road, and walked over step by step.

After waiting for a long time, the temperature dropped rapidly at night. I didn't wear much clothes that day to cool off, and then I was shivering from the cold.

Finally, I got the person I was waiting for, and the uncle seemed surprised to see me.

I just feel sorry, I don't want to hurt this brother I just met because of this incident.

The uncle didn't promise me anything, but just asked me to go home early. I was a little distressed, and it seemed useless to continue the stalemate. In the end, I couldn't help, and then I said goodbye and left in despair.