Inhaichenghe

Author: Jiang Haixin

【There are many things in life that you don't want to do but you have to do, this is responsibility; there are many things in life that you want to do but cannot do, this is destiny. 】

Dear friends, you need to readjust your thoughts to that year. Jiang Yinghai was less than 18 years old, and Yang Zicheng just passed 18 years old...

The story of the second volume still begins when Jiang Yinghai returns to City F with a heart full of scars and endless regrets...

At this moment, Jiang Yinghai was truly alone, even his own shadow seemed extremely lonely and desolate.No luggage, no mobile phone, no one to accompany.After buying the ticket, I didn't have any money on me.He didn't feel hungry after two days without eating.Because of a life and death experience, Jiang Yinghai's body is very weak now, and there is nothing else in his blood vessels except a few bottles of glucose and normal saline.His face was pale and his eyes glazed over.

Jiang Yinghai boarded the train with the crowd of people, and was bumped by many migrant workers' big bags.The whole person is light, without soul, without heartbeat, as if a gust of wind can blow him away.He's curled up in a corner of the train...

He couldn't think of Yang Zicheng, and he didn't even look at Yang Zicheng before leaving. "Ma Chi should tell him that I was taken away by the sea..." This reason, which even he thought was absurd, inexplicably made him feel the pain in his heart.I will also disappear from Yang Zicheng's life from now on, of course I must disappear, this story must end.

Yang Zicheng's cowardice and his own insignificance in the face of family affection are self-evident.I also have to pay for Yang's mother's accident, all I can do is leave, leave cleanly.

But, how could he miss Yang Zicheng? "I'm in such pain, Cheng Zi's heart should be broken, right?" I don't know how much "heartbreak" is on the level of pain that human beings can bear.But this kind of pain is really worse than death.

Jiang Yinghai's frail body has always had a strong idea: If I can survive this time, I will live well...

[The scenes I experienced with you in the past are so clear that I can't forget them.Although it cannot be said to be earth-shattering, but at least it is unforgettable. For me, it is because you are the protagonist and the person I love... These are just memories that I will never get rid of. They are all part of my life The first time, some are destined to be the last... Our so-called love has ended, and you are no longer the protagonist...]

When he got home, Jiang Yinghai fell seriously ill, and he had been taking medicine during the Spring Festival.Although he tried his best not to worry his mother, wanted to get better quickly, and wanted to smile easily every day, but his body seemed out of control.The heart is gone, the skin is sick...

After school started, Jiang Yinghai returned to school and continued his usual life.It was as if Yang Zicheng had never appeared before, everything was as plain and normal as it seemed on the surface.

There are almost no people in the niche class. There were not many people in the first place, and it is time to practice in half a year. Now, for the next step, some go to cram schools, some go to practice, and those who can leave...

On the weekend, director Ji Zhonghui came to Jingjing Opera School.Although he didn't come often, he would come once or twice a month, just to see Jiang Yinghai.After several exchanges like this, they can already talk about many topics.In addition to his special sexual orientation, Director Ji is a very knowledgeable and talkative person.Of course, he has been in the TV station for a long time, and he is still a member of the appearance association, so ordinary looks can't catch his eyes.It is because of this that Jiang Yinghai, who is cold and aloof, makes him particularly "careful".

It is really tiring to communicate with Jiang Yinghai, he is not talkative, and he doesn't have much in common.If it weren't for Jiang Yinghai's hard-to-break face, Director Ji, at his age and experience, really wouldn't be interested in making friends with this kid.

Director Ji took Jiang Yinghai to a newly opened massage center near his home today. "Try this, I've done it a few times, it's so comfortable".Director Ji enthusiastically recommends it.

"Okay," Jiang Yinghai agreed.

The two changed their clothes and came to a room.Director Ji vaguely felt that Jiang Yinghai was a little absent-minded.The masseur is very considerate in his service, and he ordered essential oils. There is a faint smell in the room, but it will make people feel relaxed.Pushing and pushing, Jiang Yinghai felt sleepy.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Yinghai raised his eyelids and found that he was still lying in the room. There were two cups of green tea on the table between the two beds. The guide was lying beside him, looking at himself in a daze.

"Xiao Hai, how did you feel just now?"

"It's pretty good, I slept very comfortably." In fact, Jiang Yinghai felt a little heavy in his head.

"Xiao Hai, when you're done resting, go to my house and sit down."

Jiang Yinghai really regarded Director Ji as a teacher and an elder.Subjectively, he was not very willing to go, but it was not easy to refuse.Just didn't speak.Besides, Director Ji's family was nearby, so it seemed too far-fetched to refuse.

Ji Zhonghui's home is a very warm three-bedroom and one-living room. The decoration is not luxurious, but it is also very high-end.What especially attracted Jiang Yinghai was Director Ji's study room. Although Jiang Yinghai didn't like reading very much, he still felt intoxicated seeing all kinds of books densely stacked in the floor-to-ceiling bookcases.

"You can take whatever book you like." Director Ji poured Jiang Yinghai a glass of lemonade.

Jiang Yinghai was not used to the taste of lemonade, and those who knew him later knew that he liked to eat soft things and drink sweet things.So Jiang Yinghai put the lemonade on the writing desk, still focusing on the books on the bookcase.

Jiang Yinghai was suddenly surrounded by a pair of arms from behind, it was Director Ji.

Director Ji said softly in Jiang Yinghai's ear, "Don't be afraid, I don't mean anything malicious, let me hug you for a while"

Jiang Yinghai thought of Wu Tianming back then, the shameful expression and lewd words that humiliated him, and also remembered that Yang Zicheng had told him that these people had plans for him.But Jiang Yinghai didn't struggle. He felt that Director Ji was different from Wu Tianming. At least after contacting him for so long, he felt that Director Ji was still like an elder. Director Ji was a very decent person, and his refusal would make him very embarrassed.

Jiang Yinghai said in a low voice, "Mr. Ji, I'm not used to it"

Ji Zhonghui let go of his hand. To be honest, he himself felt that this was very indecent, but he had been waiting for a long time. He was like any straight man who would be ready to move when he saw a beautiful woman by his side. He had been coveting Jiang Yinghai for a long time. , but his mentality is a normal one, and he doesn't want to play with it.

Under the standards and pressure of so-called "normal people", Ji Zhonghui got married, had children, and was with "normal people" every day, which made him extremely lonely and depressed.Seeing Jiang Yinghai, he seemed to rekindle the flame in his heart that was about to be extinguished. He wanted to pursue Jiang Yinghai, to have an unforgettable love with Jiang Yinghai, and to have a real love, but he felt that he No, at least he already has a wife and children, which is unfair to Jiang Yinghai. This idea always makes him feel humble in front of Jiang Yinghai; he wants to use his status to give Jiang Yinghai many opportunities to be close to the water, and he has been working hard. To create such an opportunity, use these conditions to even out the distance with Jiang Yinghai, and let Jiang Yinghai take the initiative to fall into his arms. He can use his power to smash the opportunity, but the effect is minimal. Jiang Yinghai doesn't seem to care about these opportunities; Jiang Yinghai is attracted by his profound knowledge and wide range of hobbies, but they hardly have a common language.This Jiang Yinghai, who has an appearance that makes her dream about, but is not spiritually material, makes Ji Zhonghui a headache.In addition, he vaguely felt that Jiang Yinghai seemed to have someone he liked, but of course it wasn't him.

Today, his wife brought the child back to her natal home, which is a good opportunity. He has long wanted to take further action towards Jiang Yinghai, at least let this boy know what he wants, he can treat Jiang Yinghai endlessly, and he can also enter his own He can satisfy Jiang Yinghai's needs, as long as Jiang Yinghai can accompany him, of course, without changing everything now, he even thought that if Jiang Yinghai is willing to throw himself into his arms, he can find a way to get Jiang Yinghai to the TV station and stay in the TV station. Work by yourself.

"Xiao Hai, did you scare me?" Ji Zhonghui was a little embarrassed and lowered her head.

"It's nothing..." Jiang Yinghai didn't know what to say.Ji Zhonghui didn't make any further coercive actions, which made him relax a bit.He wanted to leave, but he was too embarrassed to speak, fearing that Director Ji would not be able to step down.

Ji Zhonghui lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and the smoke slowly overflowed from her mouth and nose, adding a bit of melancholy to her.Jiang Yinghai had never seen Ji Zhonghui smoking.I feel that he must have something to say to himself today.

"Xiao Hai, are you in love?"

"Yes, but it's over"

"With a boy?"

"Yes..."

"I knew I couldn't read it wrong." Ji Zhonghui smiled wryly, "Xiao Hai, can you accept me? I like you for a long time, and I can give you whatever you want. Can you be with me, can you Stay with me..." Ji Zhonghui's voice was a little trembling, and his emotions were a little agitated and excited, especially when he heard that Jiang Yinghai had a boyfriend, he was jealous or resentful, strangled the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and then In the past, he hugged Jiang Yinghai.

Jiang Yinghai struggled a little this time, because Director Ji's mouth pressed against his face again, and the pungent smell of smoke came out of his mouth, which made Jiang Yinghai a little sick, but the more Jiang Yinghai struggled, the more excited Ji Zhonghui was, like... □Previous foreplay, like a cat that is more eager for a mouse that wants to escape.

Ji Zhonghui hugged Jiang Yinghai and pushed to the desk. With a swipe of his hand, all the things on the desk fell to the ground, and he pressed Jiang Yinghai onto the desk. His body was tightly pressed against Jiang Yinghai. Jiang Yinghai felt a A hard object was pressed between his legs, and his hands were pulling on his pants. "Xiao Hai, just once, you let me in once, I promise you will like it..."

Jiang Yinghai had this experience once, he could bear the physical pain, but he couldn't bear the heartache, let alone in front of this person, under such circumstances.He felt that he was just a tool to vent his desire.

"Xiaohai, I can give you everything except being upright, work, money, and my body..." Ji Zhonghui kept saying in Jiang Yinghai's ear. Facing this body that he wanted to enter countless times, he couldn't help it. self-sufficient.

He understands the humbleness and death of gay love too well. In real life, he is like a super actor, playing the role of a husband and a father. He seems to be speaking lines every day. Only at this time is he flesh and blood.

For his experience at this age, love is actually a luxury, and the real physical satisfaction is the most important. He wants Jiang Yinghai to understand this too.He felt that such a long period of spiritual communication was enough.

"Mr. Ji, you have a wife and children, aren't you afraid they will find out?" Jiang Yinghai finally spoke, but he squeezed out such a sentence, which was very unpleasant.But it works.Ji Zhonghui stopped.

"Xiao Hai, I know it's unfair to you, but the kind of love you think about doesn't exist in real life. When you fall into such a situation, you are the only one who suffers." Ji Zhonghui sat down on the chair. "You will graduate next year. You need a good job. You will need money for food and housing in the future. I can help you with these. These are the most important and real things."

"Then what can I do for you?" Jiang Yinghai straightened his twisted clothes.

"Xiao Hai, I want you to accompany me. When I am lonely, no, we can be together when we are lonely. We can hug, kiss, and be happy together..." Ji Zhonghui looked forward to it, and he felt that such a condition , as long as it is a pragmatic child will definitely accept it.

Ji Zhonghui paused, "Xiao Hai, you can also get married in the future and have your own children. At that time, we can still be together like this."

Jiang Yinghai didn't realize that such an existence was like the popular "little three" at the moment, and he didn't have too many expectations for material and work, he just didn't dislike the person in front of him.He knew that Ji Zhonghui was different from Wu Tianming, he could pay a price to get himself, but Jiang Yinghai hadn't been too involved in the world yet, so he didn't know what was reality, what was illusion, what he should pursue and want. "Marriage and children" is not because he dare not think about it or avoid it, but because he really has never thought about it.

"Mr. Ji, I don't need anything. I just think it's not good to let your wife and children know, but if you want, you can do it." Jiang Yinghai stood there straight, eyes closed.At this time, Jiang Yinghai didn't know why he did this, if Yang Zicheng was around, he would never say such a thing, no matter what the price was, he would categorically refuse it.But now he didn't know whether it was to punish himself or to fill the emptiness, and he said such words.

Looking at Jiang Yinghai, Ji Zhonghui felt even more that this boy was clean and simple from the inside out.Under the proud appearance, you can actually see through it at a glance.He walked over and hugged Jiang Yinghai. Jiang Yinghai's body was a little stiff, and he didn't know whether to respond or how to respond.His body would naturally respond to the intimacy with Yang Zicheng, but now he is at a loss.

Just stand still.Ji Zhonghui held Jiang Yinghai's back with his hand and stroked it. He also closed his eyes, and his lips slowly approached Jiang Yinghai. Jiang Yinghai had already felt the increased panting, and then pressed his lips together. Unlike Yang Zicheng's, Ji Zhonghui's lips There was stubble around his body, and his mouth smelled of smoke.Jiang Yinghai didn't know why he made the comparison unconsciously.The extremely passive contact of the lips was followed by the attack of the tongue. It pried open Jiang Yinghai's teeth, and after the probing, it was followed by a powerful sucking, sucking out Jiang Yinghai's tongue. I feel dizzy...

After kissing for a while, both of their mouths were wet, and suddenly the kiss stopped, and Jiang Yinghai opened his eyes.

"That's enough, Xiao Hai...You are charming with your eyes closed, your lips are soft, these pictures are enough...Although I can't possess you, I can still like you, that's enough" Ji Zhonghuiwang Looking into Jiang Yinghai's eyes.His expression was a little sad.

"Okay, then I'm going back"

"I see you off"

In the afternoon, Ji Zhonghui sent Jiang Yinghai to school, and then drove directly to the mother-in-law's home to pick up his wife and children...

Afterwards, Ji Zhonghui contacted Jiang Yinghai through the school and asked him to guest host some programs on the TV station. Jiang Yinghai would go there, and after the end, Director Ji would invite Jiang Yinghai to dinner alone; Not accepted.Jiang Yinghai was very frank that his relationship with Ji Zhonghui was a teacher-student relationship, so he always called Ji Zhonghui "Teacher Ji".

"Xiao Hai, do you want to join the TV station after graduation? If you have this idea, you have to start it sooner." Ji Zhonghui reminded Jiang Yinghai kindly.

"Mr. Ji, I've thought about it. I still want to sing. I feel better on stage. On TV, I always feel that I don't understand anything..." Jiang Yinghai said from the bottom of his heart.

"Okay, I respect your choice, remember, you can come to me if you have any difficulties, anytime..."

"Um..."

A year later, Jiang Yinghai graduated. With the help and recommendation of Teacher Qiao, and through the influence of the previous performances at the Five Arts Festival, Jiang Yinghai joined the Provincial Peking Opera Troupe.

On the one hand, due to his young age, on the other hand, the Provincial Peking Opera Troupe is also full of famous artists in the province, so Jiang Yinghai has no rehearsals at all. Of course, he will not be reduced to just playing tricks, usually he will sing the B corner or a certain excerpt.The Provincial Peking Opera Troupe has not rehearsed a new play for a long time, and the old plays have a fixed cast, so if the old people can't get out, the newcomers can't come in naturally.Jiang Yinghai usually lives in the single dormitory in the regiment.Eat in the canteen of the group.He has never had many friends, so his life is boring.

If I had known that graduating would be better than spending time in school, I would have stayed in school at that time...

"Xiao Jiang, the team leader is looking for you." The director of the office came to the dormitory to look for Jiang Yinghai.

Today Jiang Yinghai wanted to be lazy, so he didn't go to the practice room. It doesn't matter whether he practices or not, and he doesn't have much chance to act, so he just took half a day off.As a result, the package has not been captured yet.

"Okay, I'll go right away..." Jiang Yinghai thought it was unlucky, there must be nothing good, and it was true that good things were not his turn.The Beijing Opera has been in a downturn recently, and the treatment in the troupe has been the same for more than ten years. Willing to pretend to be aloof in the regiment.

"Commander Ning, you are looking for me"

"Ah, Xiao Jiang, didn't you go to rehearsal today?" Ning Tuan pulled up his glasses and glanced at Jiang Yinghai.At the beginning, this child was the one he had taken a fancy to.

"Oh, I'm not feeling well today. I don't have anything to do right now, so I'll let it go." Jiang Yinghai prevaricated.

"There is a task right now." Ning Tuan smiled and asked Jiang Yinghai to sit down, "Our group has been trying the strategy of going out, strengthening various cooperation with the society so as to achieve the purpose of promoting the national quintessence, and more importantly, generating income. At the beginning of next month, I will go to Thailand to perform together with the provincial acrobatic troupe. This time, the troupe decided to let you go. You are young and have good skills. Go back and arrange it carefully. You are good at "The Legend of the White Snake", "Suolin Bag", "The Dream of Spring Girl" "I've been through it all, get ready."

Jiang Yinghai was still a little excited when he heard the news, although he couldn't understand that if he went out for a month like this, there would be no extra money just to generate income for the regiment. No one can stand it for a month.But for the extremely boring Jiang Yinghai, this is a good opportunity.At least this month he won't be bored.

"Okay, Ning Tuan." Jiang Yinghai readily agreed.

"The formalities for going abroad will be handled by the group. You can copy your ID card and send it to Director Zhang." Ning Tuan explained the follow-up work. "From tomorrow, I will give you the rehearsal hall No. 4, and I will organize the rehearsal of the relevant actors."

"Ok"

This is the happiest news for Jiang Yinghai since he started working.In the afternoon he went to the commercial street and bought a beautiful white suitcase.Although I feel that I have prepared a bit too early, I am still very excited.

Of course, Jiang Yinghai will not predict what will happen in Thailand... In this romantic country, he will experience the most passionate and unreachable feeling of "love", and he will also make the most true friend in his life. ..

In Thailand, Jiang Yinghai is still very curious, after all, he has never been abroad, the customs and culture there are full of attraction and temptation.Jiang Yinghai began to find out what fun and delicious things there are in Thailand, and even started to plan, because he didn't know if he could promote the quintessence of the country in one month, but he cared about whether he could play well.

In the evening, Jiang Yinghai called her mother, "Mom, I'm going to perform in Thailand next month."

"How long?"

"one month"

"Then you have to pay attention, pay attention to your body, eat something, bring more delicious pickles from here, if you are not used to eating there, you will not be hungry after so long."

"Hahahaha, okay, I'll be ready, don't worry."

"That's great, such a good opportunity is given to you, you have to act well, do you hear me?"

"Yes, don't worry"

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The author has something to say: For those of you who have been following "Yinhai Chenghe", I can tell you with certainty that Jiang Yinghai has not been in contact with Yang Zicheng in the next 10 years, because it was explained in the previous episode.But don’t feel empty, let’s start with a spoiler about Jiang Yinghai going to Thailand and coming back for a long time. He will gain another wonderful experience. It will be updated at 17:00 every day, so stay tuned.

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