The wealthy film king begged for a broken mirror to reunite
Chapter 45 Lu Wei's Thorough Awakening
The day of the interview between Yuan Su and Lu Wei was set on the second day after the filming of his "Returning to the God Medicine". The place was chosen by Yuan Su. In the private room.
Where it starts, it ends.
It was a sunny autumn day, and the two sat quietly across a table, facing each other, neither of them spoke first.The table is a bit wide, and the distance between the legs of the two people under the table is neither far nor close, like two hearts that are involved with each other.
"Didn't you always say you want a chance to explain? Now you can say it." It was Yuansu who broke the silence in the room first, and his calm tone carried a hint of a quick fix, which made Lu Wei feel inexplicably confused. trembling.
He opened his mouth, obviously prepared a lot of words, but when the words came to his mouth, it seemed that the cold north wind had penetrated his throat, and he didn't know where to start.After much deliberation, I decided to tell the truth.
"In the beginning, I really intended to make friends with you. At that time, it was to have better contacts and resources in the circle. Later, I fell in love with you and wanted to be with you forever, so I played tricks again. lied to you."
As soon as the words fell, he noticed that the expression on Yuan Su's face became colder.The usually calm young man took a sip of the lemonade in his hand with some grandeur at this time, until he felt a little warmth, and then continued to speak in a self-deprecating tone.
"I really didn't intend to hide from you about my life experience. Mrs. Shen will ask me to go back, just because her precious son had an accident, and she needs to recognize me. Just take what you need."
He leaned forward with his hands crossed, and his words were very earnest: "But I never thought of marrying a young lady. The meeting was just to talk about cooperation. Those are all lies she made up to deceive you!"
"During that time, I was busy with entertainment all day long. I studied acting desperately not for the sake of fame and fortune, but to become a person more worthy of you. I want to give you a better life by standing at the top."
The young man's eyes were full of hot emotions, pouring out like a flood, and his gaze also carried a burning temperature.But the person sitting opposite just looked up lazily, and after a long time, he let out a long sigh.
"It seems that you still don't understand." There was a hint of helplessness in Yuansu's amber eyes, and his voice was as soft as a cloud: "I believe in promises the most. But you gave me so many bad checks, let me Frustrated with so many expectations, gave me disappointment again and again—"
"Then what if I make up for all these disappointments and expectations?" Lu Wei's lips trembled slightly, and his tone was so cautious that he was even a little humble: "There is not only one meteor shower that happens once in a century. The scenery of the mountains and fields will reincarnate every year. I'm watering the silver chrysanthemum every day and it's about to bloom! By then, will you consider coming back to me?"
Yuansu smiled lightly, and quietly clenched his cold fingers: "Yes, I thought so too. You are still young, immature, and don't understand the meaning of promise. I can wait slowly, because..."
He spoke the following words very softly, almost in a breathy voice, and only the shape of his mouth could be seen.
"I really like you," he said.
Lu Wei's eyes suddenly enlarged. After such a long time, he finally heard Yuan Su confide his love to him again, but he didn't expect it to be in such a situation.
"But I can't accept it. You've been plotting against me from the very beginning. Feelings are a very sacred thing, and you can't tolerate any deception. But from the first time we met, have you ever told me the truth?"
This question hit his heart like a bell hammer from a temple, which made him feel deafened immediately.
"You said you love listening to my songs, you have been collecting albums from a very early age, you often cook, and you like children, but you have always lied to me. Even now, you are still so unrepentant!"
Yuansu took a heavy breath, and there was a misty fog in his eyes, so empty that it was heartbreaking.
"No matter what you do, you only want to use calculations to achieve your goals. You deliberately took me to see Rarity, and worked hard to appear on the same variety show as me in the same drama. This is basically repeating the same old tricks, and I will not do it again The second time I've been fooled—"
"That's because I have had nothing since I was a child, and I finally found my family but even my biological parents don't really care about me. Every thing that others can get easily, I have to work ten times harder."
Lu Wei held Yuansu's arm tightly, and the madness in his eyes was shocking: "I only know that the more precious the thing you want, the more you need to plan to hold it firmly in your hand!"
"Yuansu, I regret not being able to fulfill my promise to you, and regret not being nicer to you, but only this matter I have never regretted." The young man's tone was firm, and his deep voice was full of unrepentant obstinacy.
"If I don't do everything I can to please you, I will always be just an ordinary colleague of yours. It is impossible for you to fall in love with me. I don't even have the happiness of those three years, four months and nine days!"
The young man's forehead was throbbing with blue veins, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and he looked fierce like a wounded little animal desperately guarding his territory.His eyes were red and he approached unconsciously, and Yuan Su could even hear the rapid and powerful heartbeat through his chest.
His expression suddenly became soft and sad, and he sighed softly: "But you can still rely on your sincerity, which is what I want and give you the most, but you are the most stingy. "
Lu Wei was stunned for a moment, blinking his eyes for a while, as if the machine stopped suddenly and couldn't think at once.
"But I can't blame you for this. The world is indeed not fair to you. You have received too much malice, so you can't demand that you give back with kindness."
Yuan Su's face became softer, he had completely calmed down, and his voice was as gentle as before: "So I can understand you and forgive you, but I can't continue to trust you, and I don't have the strength to continue to like you."
"Lu Wei, what is the most important thing for two people to be together? Love and trust. Now, I don't seem to have any left for you."
Lu Wei trembled visibly. The lemonade in front of the table had already been completely cold, and the hot air probably entered his eyes, making his vision blurry.
He asked in disbelief: "Yuansu, but the relationship between us after we got together is real, and the beauty is not fake. Just because I lied to you at the beginning, can you deny all of this? Has it been so long? , do you really have no feelings for me at all?"
It was Yuansu who answered him with a bewildered smile.
"I don't know, and I don't want to figure it out. This is really a mess. Lu Wei, the past can't be traced back. Both of us need a new start."
His tone was a little regretful, but more relieved.The smile on his face was too free and easy, so dazzling that Lu Wei couldn't look directly at it, so he could only turn his head slightly to avoid it.
The window was left open and suddenly opened, and the cold wind rushed in.Yuan Su flinched in thin clothes.But Lu Wei didn't dare to raise his hand to put a coat on him, he could only let the feeling of powerlessness spread in his heart.
The sunlight coming in from outside just happened to project the figures of the two on the white wall.It's so strange, two people who are obviously not close to each other, but their shadows seem to be entangled and difficult to separate.
At this time, Yuan Su suddenly opened the door of the box, said goodbye to him seriously, and then strode out with Guang behind his back.
He was stunned for a long time, and then suddenly realized that he hurried to the door, just in time to see a tall and steady man leaning against Yuansu naturally.
"Is the talk over?" The deep voice carried the power of trust and reliance.
"Well, how do you know I'm here?"
The man laughed lowly: "This is probably because of a shared understanding. Let's go, senior brother will take you to eat delicious food to celebrate!"
The faint sound of talking and laughing drifted into his ears along with the lazy jazz music played in the outer hall, and the two figures walked further and further away together, and finally disappeared at the end of the corner.
Is this a new beginning for Yuanju?
Jealousy and grievances engulfed Lu Wei's heart almost instantly. He couldn't help but took a few steps back in a daze, and then sat back on the seat, his back slamming heavily on the hard back of the chair. Did not feel.
"You're so used to playing with people's hearts, you don't have the ability to love someone at all. Teacher Yuan is such a good person, why bother to delay each other with you."
In the dizziness, Fang Ruiyang's words suddenly echoed in his mind, and they were very clear.
But since childhood, no one has taught him how to get what he wants in an upright manner.He didn't fight or grab, and all the toys were given to other children.He didn't cry or make trouble, and the couple who originally wanted to adopt him abandoned him without hesitation based on the nurse's lies.
So he knew very early on that only by calculation and deception can he get everything he wants, and he has never missed it for so long.
Fans will like him only if he pretends to be sunny and easy-going.Pretending to be a human being is harmless, and everyone around him will trust him.Pretending to be obedient, he coaxed the support of the Shen family, and only then did he have the right to turn his hand into clouds and his hands into rain.Only by laying out tailor-made traps one after another can Yuansu get closer to him bit by bit.
Because no one will really love him, no one likes him for who he is.He just wants to get what he wants, is it really wrong?
"Your water is already cold, can I get you a warm cup here?" The door of the box was open, and the waiter came in and asked respectfully and politely.
Hearing this, Lu Wei took a deep breath, frowning tightly, and reached out to hold the cup for a long time without letting go.
"...No, I just want the original cup."
In such a somewhat cold season, he showed a slight smile, raised his head and drank the cold lemonade in one gulp.
He doesn't want a new start, he just wants Yuansu.
Returning home in a daze, Lu Wei hung up his coat, and habitually raised his eyes to look at the sofa.
There was nothing there, the young man had just parted ways with him and left with Qin Wenhao, so of course it was impossible to appear here.As if realizing his absurdity, he laughed silently, then stood at the entrance for a long time in a daze.
The door and window of the kitchen were left open, which happened to form a draft in the room, and the coolness made him wake up suddenly.He looked around blankly, then went straight to the partition between the two halls, and gently opened the transparent cabinet.
There are Yuanju's albums and peripherals inside, and there is also a hidden compartment, which stores the letter left by Yuanju when he left.A thin piece of paper, just a few lines, but Lu Wei never dared to read it a second time since that day.
Today, for some reason, he suddenly wanted to read it again and look at Yuansu's handwriting.So he took out the flattened paper again, and stretched out his hand to trace it lightly on the paper.
But his hands trembled too much, and he couldn't hold things steady when he trembled.The paper fell lightly on the ground, and Lu Wei hurriedly picked it up, but was surprised to find that there were other words on the back of the letter!
It is still a familiar handwriting, each row and column is neatly written, like a poem.
Lu Wei couldn't help frowning, and read the contents of the paper carefully from beginning to end, and then his pupils immediately tightened.This is not a poem, this is a song, a song I have never heard before.
He saw a couple of the sweetest lovers in the lyrics. They cook together and grow flowers, and watch shooting stars on their birthdays.Although they are stumbling, they are always clinging to each other and will never be separated.
"Okay, okay, I will also write a song for you, a song that belongs to us."
"If you really win the actor, I have a gift for you."
"It's something you've always wanted."
Some vague words suddenly became clear in his mind, it turned out that this was Yuan Su's gift for him.At that time, he really took every word he said to heart.
A smile uglier than crying appeared on Lu Wei's face.
So far in his life, he has achieved countless successes, but only twice has he been close to happiness.
Once when he was eight years old, a loving woman put his little hand into her warm palm and said that she would take care of him forever.But later, the happiness at your fingertips was easily taken away by other people's full of calculations.
The other time was when Yuansu promised to be with him and solemnly promised to be with him forever in the future.But he was so stupid that he pushed happiness away with his own hands.
The silver phoenix chrysanthemum placed in the living room has already grown flower buds, and maybe it is really about to bloom the most delicate and beautiful flowers, but it can't wait for the person who loves to see flowers bloom.
"I was wrong." Lu Wei murmured, he pursed his lips tightly, trying to hold back, but there were still tears at the end of his eyes.
"I was really wrong."
The author has something to say: this time is Xiao Lu who really wakes up. Only when the knot in his heart is completely untied can he have a new start.
Where it starts, it ends.
It was a sunny autumn day, and the two sat quietly across a table, facing each other, neither of them spoke first.The table is a bit wide, and the distance between the legs of the two people under the table is neither far nor close, like two hearts that are involved with each other.
"Didn't you always say you want a chance to explain? Now you can say it." It was Yuansu who broke the silence in the room first, and his calm tone carried a hint of a quick fix, which made Lu Wei feel inexplicably confused. trembling.
He opened his mouth, obviously prepared a lot of words, but when the words came to his mouth, it seemed that the cold north wind had penetrated his throat, and he didn't know where to start.After much deliberation, I decided to tell the truth.
"In the beginning, I really intended to make friends with you. At that time, it was to have better contacts and resources in the circle. Later, I fell in love with you and wanted to be with you forever, so I played tricks again. lied to you."
As soon as the words fell, he noticed that the expression on Yuan Su's face became colder.The usually calm young man took a sip of the lemonade in his hand with some grandeur at this time, until he felt a little warmth, and then continued to speak in a self-deprecating tone.
"I really didn't intend to hide from you about my life experience. Mrs. Shen will ask me to go back, just because her precious son had an accident, and she needs to recognize me. Just take what you need."
He leaned forward with his hands crossed, and his words were very earnest: "But I never thought of marrying a young lady. The meeting was just to talk about cooperation. Those are all lies she made up to deceive you!"
"During that time, I was busy with entertainment all day long. I studied acting desperately not for the sake of fame and fortune, but to become a person more worthy of you. I want to give you a better life by standing at the top."
The young man's eyes were full of hot emotions, pouring out like a flood, and his gaze also carried a burning temperature.But the person sitting opposite just looked up lazily, and after a long time, he let out a long sigh.
"It seems that you still don't understand." There was a hint of helplessness in Yuansu's amber eyes, and his voice was as soft as a cloud: "I believe in promises the most. But you gave me so many bad checks, let me Frustrated with so many expectations, gave me disappointment again and again—"
"Then what if I make up for all these disappointments and expectations?" Lu Wei's lips trembled slightly, and his tone was so cautious that he was even a little humble: "There is not only one meteor shower that happens once in a century. The scenery of the mountains and fields will reincarnate every year. I'm watering the silver chrysanthemum every day and it's about to bloom! By then, will you consider coming back to me?"
Yuansu smiled lightly, and quietly clenched his cold fingers: "Yes, I thought so too. You are still young, immature, and don't understand the meaning of promise. I can wait slowly, because..."
He spoke the following words very softly, almost in a breathy voice, and only the shape of his mouth could be seen.
"I really like you," he said.
Lu Wei's eyes suddenly enlarged. After such a long time, he finally heard Yuan Su confide his love to him again, but he didn't expect it to be in such a situation.
"But I can't accept it. You've been plotting against me from the very beginning. Feelings are a very sacred thing, and you can't tolerate any deception. But from the first time we met, have you ever told me the truth?"
This question hit his heart like a bell hammer from a temple, which made him feel deafened immediately.
"You said you love listening to my songs, you have been collecting albums from a very early age, you often cook, and you like children, but you have always lied to me. Even now, you are still so unrepentant!"
Yuansu took a heavy breath, and there was a misty fog in his eyes, so empty that it was heartbreaking.
"No matter what you do, you only want to use calculations to achieve your goals. You deliberately took me to see Rarity, and worked hard to appear on the same variety show as me in the same drama. This is basically repeating the same old tricks, and I will not do it again The second time I've been fooled—"
"That's because I have had nothing since I was a child, and I finally found my family but even my biological parents don't really care about me. Every thing that others can get easily, I have to work ten times harder."
Lu Wei held Yuansu's arm tightly, and the madness in his eyes was shocking: "I only know that the more precious the thing you want, the more you need to plan to hold it firmly in your hand!"
"Yuansu, I regret not being able to fulfill my promise to you, and regret not being nicer to you, but only this matter I have never regretted." The young man's tone was firm, and his deep voice was full of unrepentant obstinacy.
"If I don't do everything I can to please you, I will always be just an ordinary colleague of yours. It is impossible for you to fall in love with me. I don't even have the happiness of those three years, four months and nine days!"
The young man's forehead was throbbing with blue veins, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and he looked fierce like a wounded little animal desperately guarding his territory.His eyes were red and he approached unconsciously, and Yuan Su could even hear the rapid and powerful heartbeat through his chest.
His expression suddenly became soft and sad, and he sighed softly: "But you can still rely on your sincerity, which is what I want and give you the most, but you are the most stingy. "
Lu Wei was stunned for a moment, blinking his eyes for a while, as if the machine stopped suddenly and couldn't think at once.
"But I can't blame you for this. The world is indeed not fair to you. You have received too much malice, so you can't demand that you give back with kindness."
Yuan Su's face became softer, he had completely calmed down, and his voice was as gentle as before: "So I can understand you and forgive you, but I can't continue to trust you, and I don't have the strength to continue to like you."
"Lu Wei, what is the most important thing for two people to be together? Love and trust. Now, I don't seem to have any left for you."
Lu Wei trembled visibly. The lemonade in front of the table had already been completely cold, and the hot air probably entered his eyes, making his vision blurry.
He asked in disbelief: "Yuansu, but the relationship between us after we got together is real, and the beauty is not fake. Just because I lied to you at the beginning, can you deny all of this? Has it been so long? , do you really have no feelings for me at all?"
It was Yuansu who answered him with a bewildered smile.
"I don't know, and I don't want to figure it out. This is really a mess. Lu Wei, the past can't be traced back. Both of us need a new start."
His tone was a little regretful, but more relieved.The smile on his face was too free and easy, so dazzling that Lu Wei couldn't look directly at it, so he could only turn his head slightly to avoid it.
The window was left open and suddenly opened, and the cold wind rushed in.Yuan Su flinched in thin clothes.But Lu Wei didn't dare to raise his hand to put a coat on him, he could only let the feeling of powerlessness spread in his heart.
The sunlight coming in from outside just happened to project the figures of the two on the white wall.It's so strange, two people who are obviously not close to each other, but their shadows seem to be entangled and difficult to separate.
At this time, Yuan Su suddenly opened the door of the box, said goodbye to him seriously, and then strode out with Guang behind his back.
He was stunned for a long time, and then suddenly realized that he hurried to the door, just in time to see a tall and steady man leaning against Yuansu naturally.
"Is the talk over?" The deep voice carried the power of trust and reliance.
"Well, how do you know I'm here?"
The man laughed lowly: "This is probably because of a shared understanding. Let's go, senior brother will take you to eat delicious food to celebrate!"
The faint sound of talking and laughing drifted into his ears along with the lazy jazz music played in the outer hall, and the two figures walked further and further away together, and finally disappeared at the end of the corner.
Is this a new beginning for Yuanju?
Jealousy and grievances engulfed Lu Wei's heart almost instantly. He couldn't help but took a few steps back in a daze, and then sat back on the seat, his back slamming heavily on the hard back of the chair. Did not feel.
"You're so used to playing with people's hearts, you don't have the ability to love someone at all. Teacher Yuan is such a good person, why bother to delay each other with you."
In the dizziness, Fang Ruiyang's words suddenly echoed in his mind, and they were very clear.
But since childhood, no one has taught him how to get what he wants in an upright manner.He didn't fight or grab, and all the toys were given to other children.He didn't cry or make trouble, and the couple who originally wanted to adopt him abandoned him without hesitation based on the nurse's lies.
So he knew very early on that only by calculation and deception can he get everything he wants, and he has never missed it for so long.
Fans will like him only if he pretends to be sunny and easy-going.Pretending to be a human being is harmless, and everyone around him will trust him.Pretending to be obedient, he coaxed the support of the Shen family, and only then did he have the right to turn his hand into clouds and his hands into rain.Only by laying out tailor-made traps one after another can Yuansu get closer to him bit by bit.
Because no one will really love him, no one likes him for who he is.He just wants to get what he wants, is it really wrong?
"Your water is already cold, can I get you a warm cup here?" The door of the box was open, and the waiter came in and asked respectfully and politely.
Hearing this, Lu Wei took a deep breath, frowning tightly, and reached out to hold the cup for a long time without letting go.
"...No, I just want the original cup."
In such a somewhat cold season, he showed a slight smile, raised his head and drank the cold lemonade in one gulp.
He doesn't want a new start, he just wants Yuansu.
Returning home in a daze, Lu Wei hung up his coat, and habitually raised his eyes to look at the sofa.
There was nothing there, the young man had just parted ways with him and left with Qin Wenhao, so of course it was impossible to appear here.As if realizing his absurdity, he laughed silently, then stood at the entrance for a long time in a daze.
The door and window of the kitchen were left open, which happened to form a draft in the room, and the coolness made him wake up suddenly.He looked around blankly, then went straight to the partition between the two halls, and gently opened the transparent cabinet.
There are Yuanju's albums and peripherals inside, and there is also a hidden compartment, which stores the letter left by Yuanju when he left.A thin piece of paper, just a few lines, but Lu Wei never dared to read it a second time since that day.
Today, for some reason, he suddenly wanted to read it again and look at Yuansu's handwriting.So he took out the flattened paper again, and stretched out his hand to trace it lightly on the paper.
But his hands trembled too much, and he couldn't hold things steady when he trembled.The paper fell lightly on the ground, and Lu Wei hurriedly picked it up, but was surprised to find that there were other words on the back of the letter!
It is still a familiar handwriting, each row and column is neatly written, like a poem.
Lu Wei couldn't help frowning, and read the contents of the paper carefully from beginning to end, and then his pupils immediately tightened.This is not a poem, this is a song, a song I have never heard before.
He saw a couple of the sweetest lovers in the lyrics. They cook together and grow flowers, and watch shooting stars on their birthdays.Although they are stumbling, they are always clinging to each other and will never be separated.
"Okay, okay, I will also write a song for you, a song that belongs to us."
"If you really win the actor, I have a gift for you."
"It's something you've always wanted."
Some vague words suddenly became clear in his mind, it turned out that this was Yuan Su's gift for him.At that time, he really took every word he said to heart.
A smile uglier than crying appeared on Lu Wei's face.
So far in his life, he has achieved countless successes, but only twice has he been close to happiness.
Once when he was eight years old, a loving woman put his little hand into her warm palm and said that she would take care of him forever.But later, the happiness at your fingertips was easily taken away by other people's full of calculations.
The other time was when Yuansu promised to be with him and solemnly promised to be with him forever in the future.But he was so stupid that he pushed happiness away with his own hands.
The silver phoenix chrysanthemum placed in the living room has already grown flower buds, and maybe it is really about to bloom the most delicate and beautiful flowers, but it can't wait for the person who loves to see flowers bloom.
"I was wrong." Lu Wei murmured, he pursed his lips tightly, trying to hold back, but there were still tears at the end of his eyes.
"I was really wrong."
The author has something to say: this time is Xiao Lu who really wakes up. Only when the knot in his heart is completely untied can he have a new start.
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