love you hate for a long time

Gong Qingcheng has been standing at the door since Bei Chenzhe left, and never left without Mo Chenmo speaking.

"What are you still doing standing there? Waiting for me to eat."

"okay."

Gong Qingcheng immediately went to pick up the porridge bowl, raised his head and smiled gently at Mo Chenmo. Mo Chenmo still had a stinky face, only then did Gong Qingcheng remember that Mo Chenmo couldn't eat when he saw his face.So Miya Kiyoshi lowered his head again.

"Gong Qingcheng, why are you feeding me with your head down! Don't you know this little thing?"

Mo Chenmo allowed himself to raise his head by saying this, Gong Qingcheng raised his head, and then fed Mo Chenmo porridge, and Mo Chenmo stopped picking on Gong Qingcheng's thorns.After feeding a bowl of porridge, Gong Qingcheng was very happy.This is the first time Mo Chenmo eats something he made so seriously.

"There are still downstairs, do you want more, young master?"

"No, you can eat by yourself! I have something to ask you? Where is the watch in your hand?"

I didn't expect Mo Chenmo to notice the things in his hand. Logically speaking, it is impossible for Mo Chenmo to remember that he has a watch on his hand!

"I put it away, and I don't think it's appropriate to wear it in this status."

"Gong Qingcheng, you have to know that I hate others to lie to me the most. For the sake of saving me, I will give you another chance. After you think it over, where is your watch?"

As soon as Mo Chenmo said this, Gong Qingcheng felt pain all over his body. If he told him that the watch was sold, would he think that he was trying to curry favor with him.

"I...I...really...cough, I sold it."

Gong Qingcheng originally wanted to say that he put it away, but when Mo Chenmo glanced at him coldly, Gong Qingcheng immediately said that he had been lied to, not because he was afraid, but because he was afraid that Mo Chenmo would not believe his words in the future.

I knew it would be like this, Gong Qingcheng had no money at all, but just now Bei Chenzhe told himself that Gong Qingcheng bought a lot of medicinal materials for nourishing blood, so he was wondering where Gong Qingcheng got the money from.

Mo Chenmo kept observing Gong Qingcheng while eating, until he finished his porridge, and when Gong Qingcheng put the bowl away, he saw that the watch in his hand was gone.Only now did Mo Chenmo know where Gong Qingcheng's money came from.

In addition to observing this reason, I also observed that Gong Qingcheng's movement of raising his hand was not very smooth, which should be due to his shoulder injury.

"You took off your clothes."

"Ah? Master, why do you want me to undress?"

Gong Qingcheng couldn't figure it out at all, was he still talking about watches just now?Why are you undressing yourself now?

"If I tell you to take it off, you can take it off. Don't worry, I won't do anything to you."

Gong Qingcheng had no choice but to listen to Mo Chenmo and take off his clothes. When Gong Qingcheng unbuttoned the top buttons, the clothes were opened, and Mo Chenmo saw that the shoulders on both sides of Gong Qingcheng were red, and the skin on the surface was worn away. .

"Okay, you don't have to take it off, just put on your clothes!"

Did this Mo Chenmo get shot in the head with a gun?

"Where did you go at noon yesterday? I'm giving you a chance to tell the truth now."

"I went to the construction site. I went to the construction site to help people carry cement."

Gong Qingcheng has never done manual labor since he was a child, but now he actually goes to the construction site to carry cement. No wonder his shoulders are so red and swollen. It should be because he has no money and wants him to buy things.That's why I'm going to do that kind of work!

"Gong Qingcheng, I will give you a chance to choose, and I will treat it as repaying your life-saving grace. You can leave here with your things now. Back to City A, we owe nothing to each other, and we will never know each other again.

The second is to stay and continue to be my servant, and continue to live a life of fear. Maybe I will take it out on you if I am in a bad mood, or I will kill you if I am not careful. Are you willing to live such a life?Whether to go or stay is up to you to decide, take 3 minutes to consider. "

In fact, there is no need to think about it at all. If I can stay, I definitely want to stay. For nothing else, I hope to be by Mo Chenmo's side. I have been used to my brother's dependence and company since I was a child. It's better to stay.

As long as he is willing to work hard, he will definitely be able to dissolve the ice in Mo Chenmo's heart. Now that Mo Chenmo can talk to himself like this, doesn't that prove that his efforts have paid off.

"I'll stay, I'll choose second."

Gong Qingcheng's choice without hesitation shocked Mo Chenmo's heart, as if a piece of his heart was broken somewhere.

"Gong Qingcheng, I am giving you a chance. You are sure that you want to seek death by yourself. You are not afraid that I will treat you like yesterday again."

"I am afraid. There is no one who is not afraid of death, but I want to stay."

"Since you are afraid, why do you stay?"

"because I like you."

The liking that Gong Qingcheng said made Mo Chenmo forget what he was going to say next, because I like you.I remember that I said this to Gong Qingcheng once, when Gong Qingcheng asked himself why he rejected Mo Zi.He also said without hesitation.Because I like you and you like her.

Gong Qingcheng fell in love with a man himself, this was not led by him, and he did not give him any illusion of liking him.It stands to reason that I should be very happy, but why can't I be happy.

"Don't think that if you say this, I will believe you and treat you well. We will never be able to."

Mo Chenmo's cold-blooded words destroyed Gong Qingcheng's hope, and Gong Qingcheng thought that even if Mo Chenmo didn't accept it, he wouldn't make a permanent judgment.

"I know it's impossible for us, because of you...because you have someone you like, and I know who you like? Presumably he likes you too, otherwise he wouldn't have left a hickey on you."

The hickey was left by Yi Sixuan, it seems that Gong Qingcheng has seen it a long time ago, and also misunderstood himself, since he misunderstood, he completely misunderstood.

"I know you are Mo Chenmo, but you are also Gong Yifei. Gong Yifei is very affectionate when it comes to feelings. As long as he likes someone, he will not change his feelings easily. So from what I know you have The moment you love someone, you know we can't."

Gong Yifei has a long love, and it is because of the so-called long love that he went to jail for six years, and it is because of the so-called liking that he is in such pain now.And now Gong Qingcheng said that he likes himself, what is this?My six-year prison sentence was for nothing.

"Gong Qingcheng, do you still remember Mo Zi?"

Remember, how could I not remember, that was the first woman I wanted to talk about marriage, and it also failed because of Mo Chenmo.

"I once went to jail for six years to make you feel better. I didn't want to talk about it, but I suddenly wanted to talk about it again. I didn't push Mo Zi down, she fell down by herself."

"how is this possible?"

Gong Qingcheng couldn't believe Mo Chenmo's words, how could Mo Zi fall by herself, didn't she know that falling from the second floor would kill her?

"Yes, I didn't believe she would do that at the time, but when she looked at me and sneered when she fell, I knew she did it on purpose. Maybe she never thought that she would die if she fell. If she could think of it, she probably wouldn't either. did that.

But you are all to blame for what happened. You told Mo Zi that I like you. You know that I like you, but you are still so kind to me. It is because of this that Mo Zi became jealous. That's why it happened.

She wanted to frame me, and wanted you to think that I killed her, and you didn't let her down. Every time we met, you asked me to surrender. I really don't want to hear it, but seeing your health getting worse every day .

I couldn't bear it, so I promised you to surrender, and I also admitted that I accidentally killed Mo Zi, but it was the same as what I said before going to jail.At that time I said.

What I regret most in the past 23 years is falling in love with you. I regretted that I entered your villa that year, and I regretted my love without hesitation in the next five years.I only hope that the rest of my life will never meet you again.

If there is a next life, then I would rather never know you, so that I will not have such shameful feelings for you. I hope I am an orphan and live without taking on anyone's responsibilities. In fact, I am also an orphan now.

The fault in this life is because of my persistence. I used to think that you would always see me if you worked hard, and I would not hide my love for you in front of you, but I was wrong. After five years of hard work, what I got in return was a sentence of mercy I'm waiting for you.

I don’t need this sentence, my love cannot be responded to by pity, if that’s the case, I will feel sorry for myself, the reason why I agreed to you to come here to surrender, is entirely because I want to have an understanding with the past.

So Gong Qingcheng, I like you in the past, and now you and I are not the same 23-year-old and 25-year-old people.I still stick to what I said at that time. "

Mo Chenmo made everything clear to Gong Qingcheng today, just to let Gong Qingcheng know that he didn't owe him anything, but the relationship is over when it's over.Looking at Gong Qingcheng's red eyes, do you feel sorry for yourself?

"Yifei..."

"Call me master."

"Master, you rest first, I...I'll go downstairs to see the chicken soup stewed for you."

Gong Qingcheng left Mo Chenmo's bedroom almost as if escaping. Today, I know too much. Mo Zi died almost ten years before I knew the truth of her death. It turned out that I had misunderstood Yifei all along.

But who can blame it now?You can only blame yourself, you can only blame yourself for seeing things with your eyes instead of your heart.After Miyakiyo turned off the stew, he stood in the kitchen.

It seems that I owe Yifei more and more, how can I say I like him when I treat him like this, I really only deserve to be a servant, stay by his side, and repay bit by bit.

It's no wonder that Mo Chenmo likes others. Who would like to like a man who has a grudge against him and caused him to be imprisoned for six years.Gong Qingcheng's heart is now full of guilt towards Mo Chenmo.

What kind of mentality should I use to face him next, as a brother?Or the identity of redemption?In fact, these are not.Still as a servant, forget your previous identity.Don't always cling to your identity as his brother, you are not worthy at all.

No matter what kind of suffering you suffer, you should not think about the past, and don't think about leaving, even if you die, don't think about leaving Mo Chenmo.Until I think that I have paid it off and I am no longer in arrears.