love you hate for a long time

On the highway, Shi Ran asked Zeng Zhen to send him back to City A. Since Mo Chenmo was gone, there was no need to go to City S by himself. "Xiaoran, won't you go to city S with us?"

"I won't go, city A is my home, I want to go home, I want to take Yifei back to my home."

Zeng Zhen parked the car at the service station and stopped to discuss whether to send Shi Ran back to City A. They were worried that Shi Ran hadn't calmed down yet, and hoped that Shi Ran would go back to City S with them.

"Xiaoran, you are not in a hurry to go back to City A right now! You go back to City S with us first, and stay there for a few days. I still have a lot to talk to you! And I want to go back to Country E to see Look at my parents, you should go back with me and have a look!"

Shi Ran is very grateful to Situ Yu's parents who taught him medical skills back then, and they paid for his face in exchange. Country E is his second hometown, but it's not conducive for him to return to Country E at this time.

"Yu, my uncle and aunt are waiting for me. I will go to see it myself when I have time. I don't have time recently. I want to go back to city A. Now that Yifei is gone, I can't be sorry for Liu Li anymore, can I! Liu Li almost had a miscarriage before , it's been four months now, and my belly should be big, I'll go back to take care of her, and this is what you all think, isn't it?"

This is what they think, but they don't care about these few days if they want to take care of Liu Li!Shi Ran still needs others to worry about, so why go back to take care of Liu Li!Shi Ran knew what they were thinking, but Shi Ran knew that he was calm now.

"Yu, don't worry! I'm very calm now, and I know what to do is right. Yifei and I have been separated and reunited for more than ten years, and I have long been used to this kind of separation. I have no way to make up for the dead. , I can still make up for those who are alive, and I hope to make up for Liu Li."

Shi Ran made up his mind to go back to City A. Zuo Wing saw that Shi Ran’s words were very good, and what he said was well-founded, but they were still worried. Only Zeng Zhen and Jian Feng agreed to send Shi Ran back to City A, because They think that city A is Shi Ran's home, with parents supporting Shi Ran, and a child who will not be born soon.

"Okay, Shi Ran, let's take you back!" Shi Ran was thinking about whether to go back in the car and confess to Liu Li about recovering his memory, remembering that his marriage contract with her was fake, and he didn't love her. However, when he really arrived at the door of the house and saw Liu Li basking in the sun with her big belly, Shi Ran couldn't open her mouth.

Zuo Yi and the others sent Shi Ran at the door of their house and left. Then it was Shi Ran and Liu Li's business, and they were also tired.I need to go back and take a good rest, then do what I should do, and wait for Mo Chenmo's return.

Shi Ran didn't say anything to Liu Li when he went home, he just carried Mo Chenmo's ashes back to the room, Shi Ran held Mo Chenmo's ashes and cried hard once, when Gong Shangming came back at night, Liu Li and Gong Shangming told about Shi Ran's return, Gong Shangming knocked on the door, but Shi Ran didn't respond.

Shi Ran stayed in the house until the next morning, when Shi Ran got up very early in the morning, as if nothing had happened, Shi Ran decided not to tell Liu Li about his recovery of memory, everything was still waiting for Liu Li Let's talk after the baby is born.

"What's wrong with you, Shi Ran? Your eyes are swollen. Did something happen to you?"

At the dinner table in the morning, Gong Shangming served as his father's greeting. Liu Li also thought that Shi Ran had changed this time. She seemed to have something to say to her, but she couldn't say it. Shi Ran didn't even look at her when she went home yesterday.

"Dad, Yifei is dead. He died of leukemia."

Gong Shangming put down his chopsticks, knowing Shi Ran's pain in his heart, Liu Li's eyes were red, and he didn't have a deep friendship with Mo Chenmo, but when they first met, Liu Li was very optimistic about Mo Chenmo, now that he is dead, Liu Li was also very sad, Mo Chenmo was still very young, so he died of illness just like that.

"Shi Ran, don't be too sad. People are mortal. Perhaps death is not a bad thing for Xiaochen. Enduring illness and torture all day may be a relief."

Shi Ran doesn't need others to comfort him now, Shi Ran wants to return Mo Chenmo to the dust after eating, and go to the cemetery to choose a good place, so that he can leave with peace of mind.

"Dad, I'm fine, it's just... It's just that I couldn't accept it at the beginning, but it's much better now. I'll go to the cemetery to choose a place later, so that Yifei can go well."

"Okay, okay, let Liu Li go with you, Liu Li is fine at home, going out for a walk is also good for the baby in Liu Li's stomach."

Gong Shangming asked Liu Li to accompany Shi Ran, Shi Ran turned to look at Liu Li, Liu Li looked at Shi Ran with a smile, "I listen to Dad, after we have dinner, I will change clothes and accompany you." you go."

Shi Ran only has a basic smile towards Liu Li now, the test in his heart is not so easy, maybe he will get used to it after a long time, maybe Mo Chenmo's position in his heart will fade after a long time, just Like dad and mom.

Seven months later ________

"Exercise, exhale...inhale...exhale...exhale..." In the delivery room, Liu Li was giving birth vigorously, but it has been an hour since she entered the delivery room, and Liu Li's clothes are all soaked, and she is also working hard to listen to the nurse. instructions, but the child's head just won't come out.

The person who delivered the baby was also very nervous. Why didn’t she give birth after such a long time? Hurry up and find the family members to sign."

Liu Li, who was in pain, heard the doctor's words, and stretched out her hand to grab the doctor's clothes, "Doctor, I...I want...to protect the child...Let my old...government protect the child."

"We will convey it." The doctor opened the door of the operating room, and Shi Ran and Gong Shangming were waiting outside the door anxiously. Shi Ran thought Liu Li had given birth, but what he heard was the news of dystocia, "Sir, please make a decision as soon as possible." Whether you want a child or an adult, if you delay for a minute, both mother and child may be in danger."

"Shi Ran, make a decision quickly! Who do you want to protect?"

The choice Shi Ran faced was too difficult. Liu Li didn't want her to have trouble, but Shi Ran also wanted her child to be safe, "I...I...I want my lord to be safe."

"But your wife wants you to keep the child safe. Your wife has something to say to you. Please talk to your wife."

Shi Ran followed the doctor into the delivery room, and Liu Li was exhausted on the bed in the delivery room. When she saw Shi Ran coming in, Liu Li stretched out her hand, and Shi Ran held Liu Li's hand, wanting to hear what Liu Li had to say.

"Liu Li, I want to keep you safe. We don't want the child anymore. I only want you to be safe."

Liu Li shook her head, Liu Li grabbed Shi Ran's hand and said in a weak voice: "Shi Ran...you must keep the child...safe, this child...has been in my stomach for eleven months, and I have feelings for him. It's our... two children, I want him to be safe, Shi Ran, please promise me, keep the child... safe, you promise me."

Shi Ran can't promise Liu Li, and can't give up Liu Li's life because of the child, "Liu Li, listen to me, let's not want this child, okay, I only want you to be safe, and we will have children in the future, as long as you are safe, We can have as many children as we want."

"Shi Ran, in fact, I feel... feel that you don't... like me, and I have something... to hide from you, I'm sorry, my marriage with you was a... mistake, I used you... amnesia, in fact, me and your... The engagement is fake, I..."

"Can you please make a decision as soon as possible? If it is too late, adults and children may not be able to keep it." The doctor urged Shi Ran and Liu Li to make the most direct decision.

"I know, Liu Li, I lied to you too. In fact, I have recovered my memory a long time ago. I know our affairs very well, but even so, I want you to be safe."

"So you already know, Shi Ran, listen to me, keep our child, I want our child to be safe, Shi Ran, I beg you, I want a child."

"no I do not…."

"Shi Ran, you promise...promise me, I want...a child, this child...I hope he comes to this world, doctor, we will protect the child."

Shi Ran really didn't want to agree to protect the child, but Liu Li insisted, and if the delay continued, the mother and child might not be able to keep it. Shi Ran finally agreed to Liu Li's request to protect the child.

"How is Shi Ran? Did Liu Li give birth?" Gong Shangming asked Shi Ran anxiously. Shi Ran just squatted in the corner with his head in his arms. After a while, a child's cry came from the delivery room. Gong Shangming was overjoyed.

Shi Ran was both happy and sad in his heart. He was happy because he became a father, but sad because he lost another person who loved him. "Congratulations, Mr. He is a little son. The child is very healthy and weighs 5 catties when he was born."

It was a son, and the doctor took the child away. A child who has just left the hospital cannot leave the hospital immediately. It takes a week for the nurse to take care of him where the baby should be.It's just that this is not what Shi Ran cares about. Shi Ran went in to see Liu Li.

Liu Li has been covered with a white cloth. After Liu Li dies, what is left is the child, and what is left to Shi Ran is the memories of the past, Liu Li's cheerfulness, and Liu Li's persistence.

Shi Ran always remembers his promise to Liu Li, as long as he is there, nothing will happen to Liu Li, but now Liu Li chooses to lose her life in order to give herself a child.

"Liu Li, thank you, go away, you will always be my Shi Ran's wife, I will raise my child well and make him a useful person to society."

Shi Ran took Liu Li's hand. The wedding ring on Liu Li's hand was still shining, but the ring would still be taken off when cremated. Shi Ran would bury this ring with Liu Li. Liu Li's.

"Shi Ran! Liu Li is a very good child. She does this because she hopes to keep the crystallization of your love. She is sweet in her heart."

Gong Shangming knows how important a child is to his parents. Back then, he and Qing Wan were together because of Shi Ran. Now Liu Li also sacrificed her life for the sake of the child, which shows how powerful a child is.

"Liu Li, thank you in this life, thank you for everything you have done for our Gong family."