After being scum, I sent the scum to the crematorium

Qin Yusheng thought for a long time after that night, why Zhou Xun regretted it.

He always felt that there was nothing wrong with the relationship between the two of them, and even the number of quarrels was few and far between.

Although thinking about it carefully, every time a conflict is about to explode, Zhou Xun ends up taking a step back.

It's been so long that I don't have any impression.But Qin Yusheng's memory of the latest quarrel was still fresh.

——This is the only time Zhou Xun resisted him, and it was because of that woman He Xing.

Qin Yusheng hated He Xing, and knew the family's attitude towards Zhou Xun.It was obvious that the relationship was severed in such a tragic way, but when the other party called, Zhou Xun ran back in a panic, as if he had completely forgotten what that person had done.

He couldn't understand it, so he fell into a cold war.

In other words, it was his unilateral cold war.Zhou Xun's attitude towards him remained the same as before.

So far it's not wrong.

After that.

He went to the class reunion, but Zhou Xun didn't come in the end.And when he came back to his senses, he had already returned to 13 years ago - when he just transferred to No. [-] Middle School.

Since then, everything has changed dramatically.

Qin Yusheng once thought it was the butterfly effect caused by himself.Thinking about it now, it turned out that Zhou Xun was hiding from him on purpose.

Why are you so angry?

He thought of a reason.Is it because I forgot my birthday?

But this kind of thing is obviously good to say directly.And when he returned to this life, he also deeply reflected and tried to make up for it, but it still didn't work.

The root cause is not here.

Zhou Xun said that he didn't understand anything.

Qin Yusheng frowned.

What other reason could that be?He forgot the dating anniversary?Living together anniversary?

But these days, he really couldn't remember any of them.

Qin Yusheng wanted to ask Zhou Xun what he was dissatisfied with.But when he drove downstairs to the company, he suddenly began to hesitate again.

Once you have realized your mistakes, if you really have unforgivable mistakes, how should you recover.

Is this the end?

【No, please don't ask】

[I have to realize my mistake.The more you ask, the more annoying you become]

[Think about it yourself first, then try my method]

【Break the boat to die and come back to life】

【If you want to save your relationship, there is only one last way】

【Bitter Meat】

After March, the weather finally started to gradually warm up.It's just that the temperature difference between day and night is large, so you may only need to wear a single coat at noon, and you have to wrap it in a cotton coat late at night.

And the change of season is also the time when you are most likely to catch a cold.

Many employees of Dark Spider Technology put on masks and sucked their noses.

During the morning meeting, Shen Chengyan couldn't bear to look at the staff around him: "Everyone with a bad cold should go back to rest. Don't pass it on to me at the end."

"Working while sick is not efficient." Hu Xing said, "There are not so many projects recently, so I will come back after rest."

Shen Chengyan looked at Zhou Xun: "You are in good health."

It is rare for Zhou Xun not to wear a mask.He was taking minutes of the meeting, and when he heard the words, he looked over: "It's okay..."

In order to cope with heavy studies and work, he has been exercising since college.At first it was just jogging in the morning, and later I also found time to go to the gym.Compared with high school, my physical fitness is much better.

Zhou Xun: "President Shen's voice is a little hoarse, pay attention to rest."

This is complete politeness.

Shen Chengyan snorted softly and looked away.

Work overtime until late at night.When Zhou Xun regained his senses, there was no one around.

He put on his coat and went downstairs.As soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw a familiar figure standing by the door not far away.

The man didn't know how long he had been waiting there.There are many cigarette butts in the upright ashtray beside him.

Zhou Xun paused, then walked out.The other party noticed him immediately and looked up.

Zhou Xun found that the other party's lips were even slightly purple from the cold.

"President Qin..." Zhou Xun said hello temporarily, "Since you're here, why don't you go up."

Qin Yusheng: "I'm here to find you..."

Zhou Xun: "You can make a call. If you don't remember the way, I will arrange for a secretary to come pick you up."

Qin Yusheng twitched the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to say something.Finally said: "Zhou Xun, now he is outside the company."

Zhou Xun was silent for a while: "If what happened that night, I think I have made it very clear."

"But I don't know..."

Qin Yusheng turned a deaf ear and looked at Zhou Xun, "I thought about it for a long time after that day. I think it is necessary to communicate again."

Zhou Xun sighed: "Qin..."

"The day you turned 28..." Qin Yusheng interrupted, "I forgot your birthday and went to the class reunion. Are you angry?"

Zhou searched for a meal.

Qin Yusheng: "Or is it that I scolded your mother and had a cold war with you, making you feel uncomfortable?"

"Anything else? Tell me, Zhou Xun."

Zhou Xun stood in place.

It must be because the air conditioner is not turned on in the company, so it is very cold.

So much so that when he touched the keyboard, his fingers became stiff in the end.

So now, I can't move.

His fingertips trembled slightly.

"What are you talking about?"

After a long time, Zhou Xun finally spoke.The words spit out turned into white mist and dissipated in the air.

"I'm only 23 this year, why 28 years old?"

Qin Yusheng looked at him, his brows furrowed tighter.

"it's too cold……"

As if it was really cold, Zhou Xun pulled off the scarf and buried the lower half of his face in it.

"Tomorrow will be very early again, and I want to go back."

Qin Yusheng: "Zhou Xun..."

Zhou Xun turned around and left.

"Zhou Xun!"

The people behind seemed to catch up, and Zhou Xun walked past him.The cold wind blew across his cheeks, stinging painfully.

He shouldn't have said it.But because of Qin Yusheng's attitude, he couldn't hold back.He said he missed something, but Qin Yusheng guessed it.

You guessed it, he is Zhou Xun from his previous life.

It's that little dog that's always around other people, begging for mercy.

Zhou Xun wanted to sever ties with himself in his previous life.

That self, always only thinking of pleasing others, so that he lost himself; delusional about unrealistic feelings, thinking that as long as he works hard to love his lover and mother, he will look back at him.

So weak, so despicable, so ridiculous.

He walked forward quickly, unable to hear any sound.It was dark in front of him, only the road under his feet could be seen.

You must go back as soon as possible, you can't admit it, and don't chase it.

Countless thoughts flooded into my mind and kept circling.In the end it just turns into an action.

He moved on regardless.

"Searching!"

"careful!"

Suddenly, a strong force came from behind and pushed him out violently.

Zhou Xun staggered and almost fell.There was a wind blowing behind him, making his clothes rattle.

Brake hard.The harsh sound of tires rubbing against the ground.

The body fell to the ground, very dull.

Only then did Zhou Xun realize that he had stepped onto the road.The traffic lights ahead turned red and traffic was prohibited.

There were footsteps.

"Are you OK?"

"Call an ambulance!"

The cold air irritates the scalp.Zhou Xun turned around stiffly, and when he saw the scene in front of him, he felt that his whole body was soaked in cold air.

From the soles of the feet to the top of the head, everything is filled with cold air, like falling into an ice cellar.

In a few days...

Zhou Xun stood outside the door of the ward with a lunch box.After a little hesitation, he opened the door and entered.

This is a private ward.There are thick carpets on the floor and LCD TVs on the walls.If it weren't for the lingering smell of disinfectant in the air, it would be more like a hotel.

People in the ward were half lying on the bed, working with computers in their hands.

Seeing him coming in, his men stopped.

"Take a break and eat."

Zhou Xun opened the lid of the box and filled out the food inside.

Qin Yusheng looked at those meals, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Did you cook it yourself?"

Zhou Xun: "Hmm..."

He said, "Just do something."

In fact, he hasn't cooked for a long time.Needless to say, when I was in college, I mostly ate in cafeterias and takeaways.And after work, I don't even have the heart to cook by myself.

Before, Qin Yusheng offered to propose that the hospital's food was unpalatable and wanted him to do it.

Qin Yusheng closed the computer and watched Zhou Xun busy: "I haven't eaten your cooking for a long time."

Zhou Xun: "Did I do it for you?"

Qin Yusheng clicked his tongue: "I still don't admit it..."

Zhou Xun didn't speak again.Passed over the served food and sat aside.

To be honest, he didn't think his craft was so good.How much the other party misses what he has done.

After all, in his previous life, every time he cooked a meal, he waited for the other party to come home.As a result, the man didn't even look at it, saying that he had already eaten and entered the room.

It was probably because too much time had passed that I had the illusion of wanting to eat.

Qin Yusheng finished eating quickly.When Zhou Xun went to pick up the empty bowl, he heard the other party say: "Thank you, it's delicious."

"..." Zhou Xun put the bowl back, "You're welcome..."

Seeing that Qin Yusheng was about to start working again, he asked, "How is your injury?"

When Qin Yusheng was hit by a car, he was sent to the emergency room.He didn't want to recall the feeling at that time.I just remember being relieved when the doctor came out and said there was nothing serious.

It's a knee contusion, and it's got several stitches.

It will affect walking for a short time, and you need to lie in bed and rest for a while.It will probably take about two weeks.

But compared to a broken bone or a bigger injury, it is already a lot of luck.

The driver who caused the accident also actively cooperated and compensated for the medical expenses.So I didn't pursue it any further.

"It's okay..." Qin Yusheng raised his eyelids, "This little injury..."

Zhou Xun: "..."

Qin Yusheng noticed that Zhou Xun's eyes were always on his knees, and asked, "Do you want to see..."

Zhou Xun was taken aback.

Qin Yusheng just stared at Zhou Xun, and lifted the quilt covering his body.

The bottom is wearing a striped hospital gown.He rolled up his trousers and pulled them up, exposing his ankles, calves, and pulling them past his knees.

Qin Yusheng exercises regularly.The body is covered with muscles, but not exaggerated.The muscle lines are smooth and beautiful.

Only the knee part is very abrupt.

The stitches haven't been removed yet.The black thread shuttled through the flesh, closing up the open wound.shocking.

This is the first time Zhou Xun saw it.

Because he had no courage before.The key reason for Qin Yusheng's car accident is him.

His brain was in a mess at the time, and he just wanted to flee the scene as soon as possible.So he didn't pay attention to his surroundings and was almost hit by a car.

If Qin Yusheng hadn't pushed him away in time, he should be the one lying on the bed now.Being hit by the front of the car, the injury may be more serious.

Then this karma now falls on Qin Yusheng's head.

He stretched out his hand and reached for the sutured wound.In the middle, it paused in mid-air.

But when he wanted to retract, Qin Yusheng grabbed his wrist.

"Touch it if you want..."

Zhou Xun's wrist was pulled strongly, almost forcefully pulled down.

Zhou Xun only felt a scorching gaze fall on him.And he was pulled and fell straight down.

It wasn't until he was about to touch it that he suddenly came back to his senses and withdrew his hand abruptly.

Qin Yusheng hung his hands in the air, still looking at Zhou Xun.

"It will be infected..."

Zhou Xun put his hands back into his pockets and asked Qin Yusheng, "Does it hurt?"

Qin Yusheng: "..."

Zhou Xun: "I'll ask the nurse when the stitches will be removed."

He was about to turn around when he heard a voice behind him.

"It still hurts a little bit."

Qin Yusheng supported the bed with his hands, staring at Zhou Xun's figure.

"It won't hurt if you blow on it."

blow……

Zhou Xun paused.Finally, he bent down under Qin Yusheng's gaze.

He glanced at the man out of the corner of his eye.The other party had a half-smile and a playful look on his face.

Zhou Xun: "..."

He grabbed the hem of his trousers and pulled it down quickly.

"will not disturb your work."

Zhou Xun brought up the lunch box, "I'm going to see the nurse, and I'll see you in the evening."

Qin Yusheng folded his arms: "Hey, this time..."

"Let's go first..." Zhou Xun seemed to want to escape, and left the ward without looking back.

There was a knock at the door, and Qin Yusheng was the only one left in the room.

He clicked his tongue and took out his phone.

【How about it?There should be a big change in attitude this time, right? 】

[The other party should be very guilty of you now.You can take advantage of the victory to pursue and ask for compound]

【Don't expose this matter, otherwise even the gods will not be able to save you】

Qin Yusheng threw the phone aside and picked up the laptop.

How could it be exposed.

Originally, he would never agree to such a trick.That night I went to Zhou Xun for the last time, just to ask for clarification.As a result, the other party did exactly what his friend said and did not want to chat with him.

This car accident is an opportunity.

Let Zhou find an opportunity to change his mind.

Since the past can no longer be changed, it is better to start all over again.

This time, he must hold Zhou Xun firmly in his hands and will not let him leave again.

A week later, Qin Yusheng had his stitches removed and was discharged from the hospital.

It is still inconvenient to walk around and need to rest.But he has a driver to pick him up when he travels, so it's not a big problem.

Zhou Xun specially asked for leave to see Qin Yusheng off.After arriving at the apartment building, the driver was about to get out of the car to help the young master upstairs, but was stopped in a cold voice.

"No, you go back first." Qin Yusheng said.

Driver: "But young master, it's still inconvenient for you to walk now..."

Qin Yusheng didn't listen to him at all, he opened the door and got out of the car.

"It's okay..." Zhou Xun said, "I'll send him off..."

Driver: "Ah, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Zhou Xun got out of the car, and Qin Yusheng was waiting for him outside.Seeing him coming out, he stretched out his hand: "I can't walk alone."

Zhou Xun was speechless.

When I got out of the car just now, I walked vigorously.

Having said that, he still stepped forward to hold Qin Yusheng's arm.Qin Yusheng put his shoulders on his shoulders, not all of his weight, but more like hugging him.

He frowned: "Let's go..."

Take the elevator back upstairs.Zhou Xun helped Qin Yusheng to sit on the sofa, and was about to let go, but his arm was grabbed.

He hadn't fully straightened up yet, and his center of gravity was down.Being pulled like this, she almost fell directly on the man.

Fortunately, the reaction was quick, and the other arm supported the back of the sofa in time, not pressing Qin Yusheng's knee.

The distance between the two suddenly became very close.You can almost feel the breath between each other, spraying on your face.

"No one will bother you here."

Qin Yusheng's light-colored pupils stared at Zhou Xun intently.

"This time, can we have a good chat?"

Zhou Xun has been running away.

Whether it was before the car accident that night, or when taking care of Qin Yusheng later.

Whenever the other person seemed to have something to say, he would change the subject or make excuses to leave.

Because he couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't be surrounded by Qin Yusheng.Then, repeat the life of the previous life again.

This is what Zhou Xun absolutely wants to avoid.

Now, however, he is also a little shaken.

Not only because of the wound on the knee, but also because of getting along during this period of time.No matter how unwilling he was to face it, he had to admit that he hadn't completely let go of the other party.

Maybe if Qin Yusheng doesn't come back from abroad, he will be able to really forget.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

So he just wants to know a little bit now.Qin Yusheng pursued him again, whether it was because he was unwilling or because he couldn't let go.

Was the last sentence he heard in his previous life a misunderstanding? Did he, in fact, not waste ten years of his life?

After not hearing a response for a long time, Qin Yusheng cast his eyes to ask.

Zhou Xun closed his eyes and simply sat next to the other party, his arm still being held.

"What do you want to talk about?"

Qin Yusheng was still looking at him.After a while, he turned his head back.

There is an LCD TV right in front of it.The screen went black, reflecting the figures of the two sitting together.

"I don't understand why you hide from me. Last life..."

Having said that, Qin Yusheng scratched his hair in annoyance, and said, "The past is the past. Zhou Xun, I just want to ask you one question."

"Do you want to be with me?"

A confession similar to the previous life.

At that time, after graduating from high school, he and Qin Yusheng only had to pierce the last layer of window paper.Although he likes Qin Yusheng, he dare not confess because of low self-esteem.

If you are rejected, I am afraid that you will not even be able to make friends.

So, when he heard Qin Yusheng ask "Do you want to be together" seemingly unintentionally, he...

Memories interrupted.

In other words, Zhou Xun abruptly broke this memory.

He really didn't want to remember that appearance.

"I just want to ask you a question." Zhou Xundao, "You like me so you ask that?"

Qin Yusheng was taken aback for a moment, then frowned: "Do you think I'm so free, chasing after someone I don't like all day long?"

Zhou Xun: "Then what do you like?"

Hearing this, Qin Yusheng paused.He never thought about it.

He only knew that Zhou Xun had been with him for so long in the last life, so he should be with him in this life.Seeing other people wantonly approaching and looking around.He will feel extremely irritable.

So want to get it back.

as well as……

After studying abroad for four years, he thought about Zhou Xun all the time.

At that time, I heard Zhou Xun say that the relationship with him was "bad fate".On impulse, he agreed to his parents' request to study abroad.

As a result, for four years, day and night, no matter how many things I did to divert my attention.But he still can't forget.

So come back again.And this time, thinking that Zhou Xun must be brought back.

Then I found out that Zhou Xun was actually the same person from his previous life.

After not hearing a reply for a long time, Zhou Xun looked at Qin Yusheng.

The other party lowered his head slightly, his beautiful brows were furrowed, as if he was thinking.

Zhou Xun sighed.Do you need to think this long?

He tried to withdraw his hand: "It's really impossible..."

In the end, Qin Yusheng grabbed him even harder.Slide your palm down your arm until it covers the back of your hand.Insert five fingers between the fingers and clasp them tightly.

"Does the reason matter..."

Qin Yusheng asked, "Isn't what I did enough to prove?"

Zhou Xun was silent.

Everything the other party has done so far.

A clumsy copy of a birthday party, cloyingly sweet chocolate.On a cold and windy night, cars whizzing by.

And that night reflected in the eyes, the other party's fallen figure.

Is it asking too much?

Zhou Xun never expects to get [-]% return for his efforts.

As long as Qin Yusheng can respond a little bit, as long as he knows that Qin Yusheng loves him—then he may continue to live like that in his previous life.

And now, has he gotten the answer he wants?

Are those things Qin Yusheng did and what he said just now what he wanted?

Zhou Xun was a little confused.

At this time, the shoulder is close to a temperature.He came back to his senses, and when he saw that it was Qin Yusheng, he moved closer.

The two were arm to arm, thigh to thigh.The body temperature of each other is passed on to each other.

This is the first time that Zhou Xun has gotten so close to Qin Yusheng since his rebirth.Usually when the opponent wants to approach, he will dodge one step earlier.

That's why he discovered the subtle changes in Qin Yusheng's body.

After the studs were removed, the hole was almost healed.Only when you get close can you see the traces left by high school.

The eyebrows are broken eyebrows, which are usually not conspicuous.I just feel that I am arrogant and angry, and there is always a bit of sternness in the eyebrows and eyes.

Then there are the eyes.The brows and eyes are still deep, but the pupils are shallow, like beautiful glass beads.

The fluorescent lights in the living room are shining, and the glass beads are shining brightly, which makes people almost unable to take their eyes off.

Zhou Xun just watched Qin Yusheng approach.Until the temperature came from his lips, his body froze.

When he wanted to retreat, the other arm was also held by Qin Yusheng.

"Don't move..." Qin Yusheng left some distance and whispered, "My knee hurts..."

Zhou Xun's eyes fell on the opponent's lap.

Such a gap was dragged by the opponent.

On the TV screen directly in front of them, the overlapping figures of the two are reflected.

When Zhou Xun came out of Qin Yusheng's house, he was still in a daze.I just feel my lips are hot.

Is this a first kiss?no, but...

Just as his mind was in chaos, someone entered the elevator again.It's a mother and daughter.

The child looked only three or four years old, biting his hand as soon as he came in, staring at Zhou Xun intently.

Zhou Xun felt uncomfortable all over, only feeling that he was being seen.The inner wall of the elevator is reflective, and shadows can be vaguely reflected.

He subconsciously raised his hand to cover his mouth.

The elevator goes to the first floor.The mother and daughter went out first, while the child looked back while walking.

The mother pulled the child down: "Walk well, and do what you want to do."

"That big brother..." The child pointed behind his finger, "Has your mouth been bitten by a mosquito?"

Mother couldn't laugh or cry: "What nonsense are you talking about..."

The mother and daughter walked away.

And Zhou Xun covered his mouth with his hands, his fever reached the base of his ears, and he just wanted to find a place to get in.

Taking that day as an opportunity, Zhou Xun and Qin Yusheng started dating.

Life hasn't changed much.Because both parties have jobs, they can only get together in their free time.

Qin Yusheng asked him if he wanted to live together.However, Zhou Xun's rent has not yet expired, so he has to wait until next year.

Qin Yusheng was impatient: "I will pay you the liquidated damages."

Zhou Xun shook his head: "Not long, let's talk about it later."

Qin Yusheng clicked his tongue.

The matter of cohabitation is put aside for now.

But compared to the rent, Zhou Xun actually refused because he was still confused.

The relationship thing is completely smooth.

Because of him being injured, Qin Yusheng also said that he really liked him.

In this way, the obsession of the previous life seemed to dissipate.

It has nothing to do with Qin Yusheng's attitude.After all, his biggest obsession is whether Qin Yusheng puts his mind at ease.

Can this be the answer.

Zhou Xun himself didn't know either.

I just occasionally receive text messages from Qin Yusheng asking him what to eat tonight.He will also ask for his opinion on more things.

Compared with the previous life, it has changed a lot.

Seems like that's enough?

Staring at the computer for a long time makes the eyes tired.Zhou Xun pinched the bridge of his nose.

He sorted out the materials, got up and prepared to hand them over to the two bosses.

He went to Hu Xing's office first and found that the other party was not there.Had to go next door again.Just as he was about to knock on the door, he noticed that the door was ajar.

A voice could be vaguely heard inside, Shen Chengyan was talking with a client.

Zhou Xun is going to come back later.When I was about to leave, I heard my name.

"Zhou Xun agrees."

"congratulations?"

"Don't make such a fuss. Since you got what you wanted, let's call it a day. It's time for me to get out."

"President Qin..."

The author has something to say: Xiao Qin quickly overturned——

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket: wait for 5;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: the leader of the violent collection group, Bi Xin, the descendants of Dashan, and physics is so difficult;

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