After being scum, I sent the scum to the crematorium

Compared with chocolate sold in the market, it hardly feels bitter.Just pure milky aroma and a hint of cocoa.It's not so much chocolate, but more like chocolate-flavored toffee.

It can only be said that it is completely in line with Qin Yusheng's preferences.

Qin Yusheng was still holding Zhou Xun's arm, as if completely stunned.The snowflakes fell and lightly fell on the fingertips of the two.It quickly melted into water, leaving only a slight coolness.

Zhou Xun glanced at his hand and pulled it out.

"Let's go..."

He turned around and got into the car.

Qin Yusheng didn't seem to recover until he heard the door knock.His eyes shifted to the left and landed on the loose plastic bags.

The ridiculously shaped chocolates are still scattered inside.

He was going to take it out and throw it in the trash.But I didn't know what to think of, so I didn't do it in the end, I just closed the trunk with a bang.

The car hit the road.Until they arrived at the apartment where Zhou Xun was currently living, the two of them didn't say a word.

Zhou Xun thanked him before getting out of the car.Qin Yusheng stared through the rearview mirror, hesitating to speak.

Zhou Xun: "?"

Qin Yusheng: "Be careful on the road..."

Perhaps because of thirst, his voice was slightly hoarse.

Zhou Xun walked away.

Qin Yusheng put his hands on the steering wheel, his eyes fixed on Zhou Xun's leaving back.Until the other party entered the building and was no longer seen.

Only then did he relieve himself, lowered his forehead against the steering wheel, and closed his eyes.

Zhou Xun ate the chocolate he made himself.Obviously the appearance is not good, and the pretense is messy, even he has no appetite to look at it.

But Zhou Xun ate it.

Does this mean that there is finally a possibility between him and Zhou Xun?

It was difficult for Qin Yusheng to express his current mood.I only felt that it was snowing heavily outside the car, but it was warm inside the car.

My heart was originally blocked by a big stone, but now it is shattered.Surging emotions gushed out, sweeping the whole person.

After Zhou Xun took a shower, he lay down on the bed.

He hasn't opened Qin Yusheng's gift yet, and put it on the bedside table.

There is no special meaning to eating chocolate.

only……

Zhou Xun stared at the ceiling.

He wanted to know what kind of things Qin Yusheng would make.

Sure enough, it was hard to eat.

What happened on Christmas Day seems to have sent a signal.Zhou Xun only felt that Qin Yusheng's pursuit was becoming more and more undisguised.Even Hu Xing saw something, and teased him about when he had such a good relationship with the Crown Prince of the Qin family.

Zhou Xun didn't know how to reply.

Ordinary people may have been captured by Qin Yusheng long ago.Even if he is a straight man, he might be shaken by being pursued by such a handsome and wealthy man.

It's just that what happened in the previous life is a pimple to Zhou Xun after all.He doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes.

New Year's Eve is coming soon after the New Year's Eve.

When Qin Yusheng finally approached him, he said he wanted to go back to his hometown.

In this life, because I obeyed my parents' wishes, many places were tied.

For example, the reunion between relatives must go back.

Qin Yusheng: "I'll be back when I'm done over there."

Zhou Xun was working overtime at this time, and suddenly received a call from Qin Yusheng.After a long silence, he said: "I will go back too..."

The four years of university were too busy, and I was busy doing internships in companies during the winter and summer vacations.He hasn't been back for a long time.

This time it had nothing to do with He Xing - he had already lost contact with that family.It's just that Fang Sicheng wanted to go home, so he asked if he wanted to come together, saying that the shop owner wanted to see him.

So Zhou Xun agreed.

He hasn't seen the shop owner for a long time, and he only calls to greet him during the New Year and holidays.

After hearing Zhou Xun say that he was going back to Fang Sicheng's house, Qin Yusheng remained silent for a long time.Finally, he said "I see" and hung up the phone.

Zhou Xun bought a lot of health care products before I went back.I heard that the baby-faced female employee got married and had a baby, and bought some baby clothes and milk powder.

The female employees live close to each other and have a good relationship with the shop owner.On New Year's Eve, I dragged my family to come together to celebrate the New Year.

When he saw Zhou Xun and Fang Sicheng, he showed a shocked expression.

"Oh my God, it's different after work. Both of them are getting longer and more handsome!" She said with a smile, holding their arms on the left and right.

"After that, let my baby look at the photos of you two every day, and try to get on the right track!"

On the side, the husband was holding the newborn baby, silent.

Zhou Xun's eyes fell on the little baby.At this age, I still can't tell the difference between beauty and ugliness, I just feel that every cub is very miniature.It is like a different species from adults.

After the female employee noticed it, she signaled her husband to hand over the baby, and smiled and stuffed it to Zhou Xun: "Would you like to give it a hug?"

Before Zhou Xun could react, a child was stuffed into his arms.

Babies are soft, as if they have no bones.Grape-like round eyes stared intently at Zhou Xun, and his two small hands were clenched into fists.

Zhou Xun froze.It was his first time holding a baby and he didn't know how to hold a baby at all.

Such a soft and fragile existence is obviously very light, but it feels extremely heavy.

The female employee patted Zhou Xun on the shoulder happily: "Relax. My son is very strong."

The husband complained: "Who would describe his own son as strong."

The female staff turned a deaf ear and lowered their heads to tease the children.

"I hope he grows up safely and happily."

The female employee, who has always been carefree, now also has a hint of maternal brilliance.

"With two role models in front of him, he will definitely become a very good person."

Zhou Xun felt that he was not a "good person".

In other words, it's not the kind that can make parents feel at ease.In terms of sexuality alone, he will never have children in his life.

After the reunion dinner, the family of female employees left.

The shop owner got old and sleepy early.Zhou Xun and Fang Sicheng cleaned up together.

The heater was turned on in the room, and it was a little hot.After washing the dishes, Zhou Xun said he was going out to blow some air.

After staying for a while, Fang Sicheng came out with a bottle of hot drink.

"Don't catch a cold..."

Zhou Xun thanked him for taking it.

Fang Sicheng sat down beside him.

"After having a child, the changes are really great." Zhou Xun took a sip of water, "I have the brilliance of motherhood."

Fang Sicheng: "Do you care about that child?"

While eating, he could tell that Zhou Xun's gaze had been on the baby.

"It's just a pity." Zhou Xun was silent for a moment.

"I can't have kids."

Because I like the same sex, I can't have my own offspring.

"But when you get married and have children, I can raise your children as my own." Zhou Xun joked.

Fang Sicheng said coldly, "It's too far..."

Zhou Xun: "Also..."

Not to mention getting married and having children, Fang Sicheng doesn't even have a girlfriend.

After finishing the hot drink, Zhou Xun had almost rested and was ready to go back.Before he got up, he heard Fang Sicheng say: "I may not have children anymore."

Zhou Xun paused and turned to look over.

Fang Sicheng's eyelids drooped and his eyes fell on the ground.The eyelashes cast a shadow under the eyes.

Zhou Xun thought for a while: "You are really too young at this age. Don't worry, let nature take its course."

"That was not what I meant."

Fang Sicheng's hand holding the hot drink tightened.

"I mean, I probably don't like women."

After speaking, the air fell into silence for an instant.The cold air condensed the air of speaking into white smoke, which dissipated between the two of them.

Zhou Xun was stunned for a while after hearing this, and then showed an annoyed expression.

"Because of me……"

Fang Sicheng turned his head and looked over.

"I influenced you?" Zhou Xun frowned, "Sorry..."

When he met Fang Sicheng, the other party was only 15 years old.No matter how mature you appear, values ​​are not yet fully formed.

Although Zhou Xun usually does not specifically mention sexual orientation, the two of them hardly talked about it.But maybe he subtly influenced Fang Sicheng when he was unconscious?

"Think about it..." Zhou Xundao, "Maybe you just misunderstood the love among friends."

This path is difficult.

He has no father or mother, but he doesn't have to be responsible to anyone, but Fang Sicheng is different.The shop owner is so old, can he accept the fact that his son likes the same sex?

Most importantly, Zhou Xun couldn't help feeling annoyed once he thought of the butterfly effect that might be caused by himself.

Fang Sicheng looked at him quietly.Under the darkness of night, his dark eyes were full of secrets.

"I didn't expect you to be so disgusted."

Zhou searched for a meal.

"If I didn't say it..."

Fang Sicheng stood up and walked into the back door, "I'm going to bed first, and you should go to bed early too."

Then, only Zhou Xun was left in place.

Sitting sideways, he watched Fang Sicheng go upstairs through the half-open door.

The opponent is much taller than high school.Seen from behind, it was completely the figure of an adult man.

Zhou Xun remembered the past.

After Fang Sicheng learned that he was gay, although he was a little surprised, he quickly expressed his understanding.

【"There are many ways of love. Homosexuality is not uncommon, nothing to mind."】

Those words were a great salvation for Zhou Xun at that time.

He has always been very timid, especially in his previous life, he did not dare to let others know his sexuality.

Especially Fang Sicheng is a very important friend to him.

So when I heard that reply, I just felt relaxed.

But he said that to Fang Sicheng just now.

Zhou Xun frowned and lowered his head.

The door is closed.

Fang Sicheng planned to go to sleep immediately, but couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, so he simply sat up.

It has been seven years since I recognized my feelings in high school until now.But he didn't dare to pierce the window paper, he only dared to stay by Zhou Xun's side as a friend.

What he said just now was that he finally couldn't bear the temptation.

Qin Yusheng pressed on step by step, and Gu Xinghe also made a move.Only he has been standing still.

So he's at least trying to figure it out.If Zhou Xun knew that he liked a man, what would his reaction be?

Then just now...

Fang Sicheng covered his eyes with the back of his hand.

It's like talking to yourself in the tone of an elder.

【You have to think clearly】

【This is wrong】

——Fang Sicheng could only hear this meaning.

Not to mention being aware of your own existence.Zhou Xun doesn't even seem to agree with the point of "like men".

From the beginning to the end, Zhou Xun's relationship with him is only a "friend".

What are you delusional about.

Fang Sicheng moved his hand away, his eyes fell on the ceiling without focus.

"Bang bang..."

At this time, a knock on the door was suddenly heard.

"Are you asleep……"

It was Zhou Xun's voice.

As usual, Fang Sicheng would probably get up and open the door immediately.But at this moment, he was about to leave, but he didn't know what to think, so he lay down again.

"I'm sorry for what you just said."

Although there was no response, Zhou Xun's voice still came from the opposite side of the door.

"I'm just worried about you, afraid that you will be influenced by me. Because I have walked through it, I know how difficult this road is."

passed by?

In Fang Sicheng's impression, the other party had never dated anyone.Is it something that happened before the acquaintance?

"Just now I was too self-righteous and didn't consider your mood."

Zhou Xun paused for a moment, and then said: "If you really like that person, I will help you. Including any problems in the future, you can come to me to discuss."

To avoid waking up the store manager, Zhou Xun kept his voice quiet.

Corridor lights are dim.He waited for a while without hearing a response, and prepared to leave.

As soon as he took a step, the door behind him suddenly opened.Fang Sicheng stood at the door with a complicated expression.

Zhou Xun: "You really didn't sleep..."

Fang Sicheng: "..."

Zhou Xun: "What you just said..."

"I heard..." Fang Sicheng interrupted.

"You don't need to apologize..." He looked away, "It's my own problem. It's better to say that I am..."

Because I didn't get the response I wanted, I was a little depressed.But all of this had nothing to do with Zhou Xun.

Fang Sicheng: "Sorry..."

Zhou Xun: "Because you pretended to sleep?"

Fang Sicheng was taken aback for a moment, then laughed: "It's okay..."

Zhou Xun also smiled.

The originally tense atmosphere eased a little.After chatting for a few words, Zhou Xun asked, "Do I know that person?"

Fang Sicheng hesitated to speak.

Zhou Xun: "It's fine if you don't want to say it. It's just that I'm afraid you'll fall in love with a scumbag."

Fang Sicheng looked at Zhou Xun firmly.

"I think..." he said, "there is no better person in the world than him."

After hearing this, Zhou Xun seemed a little puzzled.He just said, "It seems that you really like him."

Seeing that Fang Sicheng didn't want to talk in detail, he didn't ask any more questions.

Zhou Xun: "If you have something to discuss with me."

After leaving this sentence, he returned to his room.

There was the sound of water from the doorman next door.Fang Sicheng looked at the light shining through the gap in the door, and slowly closed the door.

Impossible to say.

He wasn't that stupid when he knew he would be rejected.

Telling the truth will only annoy Zhou Xun for nothing.

that's it.

As long as he can stay by Zhou Xun's side forever.Even as a friend, he is willing to do so.

Years later, Zhou Xun returned to City A.

After the start of the new year, it will enter February, and it will be Valentine's Day on February 2th.Dark Spider Technology has organized a series of online activities.

Zhou Xun still remembered Gu He's invitation before, so he asked for leave on the 14th in advance.

"December 2."

Shen Chengyan looked at Zhou Xun's note and raised his eyelids.

"What? Have a date?"

Zhou Xun stood in front of the desk without looking sideways: "Private matters..."

He didn't intend to tell Shen Chengyan too much.If it wasn't for Hu Xing's business trip during this period, he probably wouldn't have come to ask Shen Chengyan for leave.

"Okay, let's go."

Shen Chengyan signed it.

Zhou Xun took the note and wanted to leave.As a result, I couldn't move around, and the other end of the leave was pulled.

He turned his head to look, and saw Shen Chengyan holding one corner between two fingers, looking at him from bottom to top.

"So angry? It's been so long since that incident, and you're still angry with me?"

That incident refers to what happened in the bar before.Shen Chengyan suddenly asked him if he wanted to give it a try, and pushed him onto the sofa by the way.

Zhou Xun didn't speak.

Shen Chengyan: "I was wrong about that, let me apologize. Don't be so awkward."

Zhou Xun looked at Shen Chengyan for a while.Increase strength in your hand and pull out the leave slip.

"I'm not mad at you."

"It's just that I think that my personality may not suit Mr. Shen. Let's try to keep as little contact as possible in private."

Shen Chengyan: "Zhou Xun—"

"Farewell first, I still have work."

Zhou Xun left the office.

After the door was closed, the air pressure in the room suddenly dropped very low.Shen Chengyan had a sullen face, and unconsciously clenched his hands hanging in mid-air, and put them under the table.

The phone rings.

"Hello..." He answered angrily.

Hu Xing's clear voice came from the other end of the phone: "What's the matter, old Shen, who made you lose your temper?"

Shen Chengyan: "What's the matter?"

"I just finished talking with the client here, let me tell you about the situation."

Hu Xing talked about business first.Finally, he returned to the original topic: "I see, is it Zhou Xun?"

Shen Chengyan remained silent.

Hu Xing smiled: "I said a long time ago that you shouldn't play tricks on people, and now you regret it."

Shen Chengyan: "I don't regret it..."

"No regrets?" Hu Xing understood the temperament of his old friend very well.

"I don't regret that you listen to me every time I talk to Zhou Xun. Ba Xinbagan waited for Zhou Xun to come to you, but he didn't even dump you."

Shen Chengyan was sullen: "Hu Xing!"

When calling him by his name instead of Lao Hu, Hu Xing knew that this person was really angry.

Hu Xing: "I don't know exactly what you are doing. But if you really want to reconcile with Zhou Xun, you should sincerely apologize to him."

Shen Chengyan: "It's useless..."

Hu Xing was shocked: "You actually went there on your own initiative? Before I said that?"

Shen Chengyan clicked his tongue: "Stop talking nonsense..."

"Oh, oh." Hu Xing said, "Since he doesn't accept it, it means you are not sincere enough."

Shen Chengyan sneered: "Why, do you want me to kneel down for him?"

Hu Xing was speechless for a moment: "Why are you so extreme."

"Not much to say, I'm getting in the car."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Chengyan threw the phone on the table.

Folding his arms, he was still a little out of breath.

Taking advantage of Zhou Xun for profit is indeed a shame for the other party.But now Zhou Xun probably doesn't know this.So it was simply because of my actions that night that I felt uncomfortable?

Shen Chengyan looked down, the black screen of the phone reflected his face.

People in the gay circle are very realistic.Because I know it won't last long, I am more addicted to the momentary pleasure.

Basically, as long as you have a good face and a good figure, you can do everything in the circle.

No matter how bad the rumors are about him, no matter how bad his temper is.Hook your fingers and someone will be hooked.

But Zhou Xun was different.

Obviously gay, but never stepped into this circle.If the prince named Qin Yusheng hadn't appeared, he would almost have thought that Zhou Xun was asexual.Neither men nor women are interested.

And that Qin Yusheng had a similar face to him.

"... "

Shen Chengyan seemed to be bored, and flipped the phone screen upside down.

Zhou Xun received the ticket.

Gu Xinghe's solo concert on February 2th, seats in the infield.Located in the first row.You don't need to look at the big screen, you can see the singer's live performance up close.

The concert started at seven o'clock in the evening and ended at nine o'clock, lasting two hours.

During this period, in order not to disturb the other party, Zhou Xun did not have much contact.I only send blessings during the New Year and holidays.

And Gu Xinghe was probably really busy, so he didn't chat much after replying.

During the Chinese New Year, Zhou Xun visited Gu's mother's family.The other party was very pleasantly surprised.Said that his son was too busy to come back during the Chinese New Year, so he dragged Zhou Xun to stay with them for a day.

until February 2th.

From here to the venue, it takes about two hours to take the high-speed rail and then transfer to the bus.Zhou Xun set off in the afternoon and arrived at the destination near six o'clock.

There is still an hour before the opening, and there is already a long queue outside.There are both men and women, but the number of girls is obviously much more.

Therefore, Zhou Xun was extremely eye-catching when he appeared.

"Are you a star fan too?" Someone even took the initiative to talk to him, "It's so rare! It's a male fan, and he's so handsome!"

"As expected of our Galaxy!"

The girls were chatting, and seeing Zhou Xun empty his hands, he insisted on stuffing a fluorescent stick and a name tag.

"It's your first time to come to a concert? Let's call together later, it will be more atmospheric." The girl said with a smile.

Zhou Xun lowered his head and looked at the name tag with Gu Xinghe's name on it.At this time, a voice was heard not far away.

"How long have you liked Xing Xing? I didn't expect my family to have such a handsome male fan."

Familiar dialogue.

Zhou Xun looked up.Not far away, a familiar figure came into view.

The man took off his suit and dressed casually, and he was less inaccessible than usual.More like a first-time college student.

He just frowned, as if he was extremely impatient with the girls who surrounded him.

The girls also wanted to push light sticks in the past, but the man folded his arms and didn't answer.

At this time, it seems to be aware of the line of sight.The young man raised his head and met Zhou Xun's eyes.

Both of them were tall, and they easily saw each other through the crowd.

Among the crowds, it is extremely conspicuous.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: physics is so difficult, the other side of the weak water, and one heart;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 112 bottles of raven; 7 bottles of Qiandao sauce; 2 bottles of Sai and cat; 1 bottle of Zhang Zifang, bald girl, and Juemin;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!