Can not become a demon

The cicadas outside the window kept screaming, making his thoughts go back to a long, long time ago. It was also a summer. He lived in the countryside. There were a lot of cicadas in the village and a lot of homework. Before going to bed, he always goes out to hunt cicadas, so he sleeps very well at night.

Later he moved to the town, there were not so many cicadas in the town, and there was no need for his father to call for cicadas, but his father's hair was already gray, and his mother's hair was already gray. Leave a few words to Dad, they are old, how can they stand up to a white-haired person sending a black-haired person.

He suddenly remembered one thing, that is, one month before the time travel, he met a fortune teller and said two words to him: "Ming, Mao."

He didn't understand, he thought the fortune teller was a liar, so he ignored the fortune teller, the fortune teller sighed, he thought it was nothing, it was just that the fortune teller sighed because he didn't deceive him, so he forgot , he only now knows the meaning of those two words, Mao is Li Xiaomao's Mao, Ming is Li Ziming's secret, at first glance, he thinks these two words have nothing to do with each other, but in fact, he, Li Xiaomao, traveled to Li Ziming's body, Live as Li Ziming.

"Little Mao, you're awake."

As soon as he got up, he heard a familiar and annoying voice. He didn't even need to guess that it was that guy Dongfang Hua. He was haunted!But Ye couldn't think that way, he had saved his life.

He asked dissatisfiedly: "Dongfang Hua, why are you here? Where is this?" He was actually curious as to why Dongfang Hua suddenly appeared, didn't he say that he would never look for him again?

Hearing this, Dongfang Hua became angry: "Li Xiaomao, what do you mean? I heard that Xuanguo people appeared there, and Xuanguo people know that you are their enemy. I am afraid that you will be in danger, so I will save you. It's fine for you, it's fine if you don't thank me, and I'm not welcome, this is my prince's mansion, you can rest at ease."

"I know you saved me, I am very grateful to you, you saved me, what about Ye Luo? And Ye Luo's brother?" Ye Luo is his spiritual pillar!

Mentioning Ye Luo made Dongfang Hua angry. If Li Xiaomao didn't like her, Li Xiaomao wouldn't have come out of the palace and suffered this kind of thing, since she saved Li Xiaomao by herself: "Li Xiaomao, what else do you have?" Mention her face, if it weren't for her, would you have met this Xuanguo person? They are all dead, and Ye Luo is a traitor sent by Xuanguo, do you know? Once they die, Xuanguo will definitely send troops to attack, you now Still have the face to mention her."

He knows Ye Luo's identity and the danger Li Xiaomao will encounter when he leaves the palace, doesn't he?I just don't know how to tell Li Xiaomao.

Li Xiaomao was full of displeasure, and he said, "Actually, you know everything, right? If you've figured it out, I'll transfer the hidden guards just to find someone who can destroy the Xuan Kingdom in one fell swoop? Tell me, Ye Luo and Where's her brother?"

"Ye Luo and her brother are both dead. I asked Lin Hua to bury Ye Luo in a place with good feng shui. After a while, I asked Lin Hua to take you to see her."

Ye Luo is dead, that is his hope, just gone, the only person worthy of his protection is gone, how can he not be sad, not sad, even though he is a man, but still can't beat the heartache, so Crying like this, regardless of other people around, thinking of Andy Lau's "It's not a crime for a man to cry, it's not a crime" in my heart, I sang it unconsciously, as if this song was tailor-made for him.

The tears kept flowing like this, but fortunately there was no wine nearby, otherwise he would pour pots and pots down his throat, Dongfang Hua couldn't stand it anymore, so he found a towel to wipe his tears for him, but someone But he didn't appreciate it, and put his hand aside.

"Dongfang Hua, how can you tell me not to hate you? You kill me, give me a good time."

It was the first time that Dongfang Hua wiped tears for others, and it was for a man. Dongfang Hua did what ordinary people can’t do, but Li Xiaomao didn’t understand. You have to mourn, if she is still there, how do you make her feel, she is gone, don’t you still have me? And what do you look like, a dog biting Lu Dongbin, you don’t know good people, it’s you who insist on leaving the palace , how can you blame me? How can I explain to General Li after you die?"

There was nothing wrong at first, but when Dongfang Hua said this, he became even angrier and stood up: "Can you two compare? You are a man, she is a woman, besides, we really love each other, she can accompany me For the rest of my life, can you? Don’t you just look at me with Li Ziming’s skin? Who in the world is nostalgic for the past, unable to extricate themselves, which man does not want to have a good woman to accompany him for the rest of his life, unless you can find someone more worthy of my liking Girl, aren't you just afraid that if I die, my father will raise his troops to attack?"

Dongfang Hua has nothing to do now, he doesn't believe it, he can solve the country's major affairs, but he can't even solve a small problem, it's a failure, he wanted to solve Li Xiaomao's problem, he didn't expect to be defeated by him Yes, although Li Xiaomao has Li Ziming's skin, but later slowly discovered that he is actually very special, Li Xiaomao is so stubborn, no, he must find a way to prevent Li Xiaomao from hating him.

"Li Xiaomao, remember, without me, you wouldn't be what you are now. I know what you want, and I can't give it to you, but I will let you be free in the palace, as long as you don't play too much. , just like you liked it at the beginning, but she already has someone she likes. I have to say, she is a heroine, and the palace can't keep her. I will take you to see this heroine in a few days , I really foolishly thought she was just an ordinary little court lady, don't worry, my orientation is normal, it's not that I don't want to love, it's just that I can't afford to love, and if I can't love women, then love men!"

Li Xiaomao knew that he was an emperor, and he seemed to be superior, but it was not easy, but he always felt awkward, so he didn't take a serious look at Dongfang Hua. Every time he was in danger, Dongfang Hua would send people or come in person In fact, I am very grateful to Dongfang Hua for saving him. As the emperor, most of them treat others as slaves, and only treat him like this!Knowing that he doesn't like it, he still wants to do it, but that's Dongfang Hua's idea, he doesn't need it.

The tears on his cheeks had dried, and he showed a long-lost smile, and said to Dongfang Hua: "Dongfang Hua, thank you for your kindness, but we are not realistic, the two men can't justify it, many ministers and palace officials Everyone else knows that I have left the palace many times, what should they think when they see me again, and the career I have not completed outside the palace, it is impossible to just give up like this! That is not only my goal, but also Ye Lo's goal, she fell in love with it."

Dongfang Hua saw that he was not crying anymore, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground: "You can rest assured to be your behind-the-scenes boss. I have already found someone to help you take over your affairs. You just need to solve the problem, my father-in-law in the palace You can go back to visit relatives after a while, you don’t need to worry about this, it’s June now, the weather is a bit hot, don’t think about it so much, drink more water, I often go out of the palace when nothing happens.”

Time flies, he has been here for more than two months, and he still can't adapt to the life here, and he doesn't know how he got here, maybe Yuelao is too old to see clearly, and he and Dongfang Hua The red thread is tied together, he wants to change the status quo, he wants to cut off the red thread between him and Dongfang Hua, Yuelao has bad eyesight, this is a disease and needs to be cured.

He nodded, agreeing, but it doesn't mean that he will live his life peacefully in the palace, one can't be idle, one will get sick when idle.

Dongfang Hua saw him nodding, so he didn't say anything, but he saw that Li Xiaomao's mood was not particularly good, and he knew that he still hadn't come out of the shadow of Ye Luo's death. To be honest, it was pretty good for him to accept all this. It's difficult, he knows everything, but he can't stop Li Xiaomao from falling in love with her. After all, they both really fell in love with each other, but they didn't expect someone from Xuanguo to make a move so soon. They just wanted to put Li Xiaomao to death, and Ye Luo How could he not know about Ye Luo's suffering just as a pity!It is difficult to be a man, it is even more difficult to be a man in the palace, it is even more difficult to be an emperor, one wrong step, one wrong step, although he and Ye Luo have different identities, but they have the same heart, it is a pity that they fell in love with the right person at the wrong time .

Li Xiaomao is very helpless now, he just lies on the bed and closes his eyes to think about things. In this world, besides Dongfang Hua, who else knows what he has gone through?He needs time to digest slowly, his time travelling, his experience of going out of the palace twice, among them Ye Luo's death, he was not reconciled, Li Ziming made mistakes, why should he take responsibility, Li Ziming is helping Dongfang Hua The one who fights the world, but he is not. He has no strength now, so he can only rely on Dongfang Hua as a life-saving straw. When he has strength, he will talk about leaving Dongfang Hua.

Dongfang Hua saw that he was asleep, covered him with the quilt, got up and left, Li Xiaomao was really tired, so he let Li Xiaomao have a good sleep, wake up is a new day, some people say that Li Ziming's horoscope is evil It is too heavy, hits his wife, and it is impossible to marry a wife and have children. He thought it was just talking, but he didn't expect it to be true. In the early years, Li Ziming married a wife, but it was a pity. He is a very good person at a young age He never told Li Xiaomao about these things. He was afraid that Li Xiaomao would not be able to accept this cruel reality.

He didn't sleep, only heard Dongfang Hua say: "Little Mao, sleep well, please forgive me for everything I have done, Ming Liguo needs you."

Li Xiaomao doesn't understand anything, it's the same if Ming Liguo has him or not, but if he dies, it will be a white-haired man giving a black-haired man, no matter what, his father lost him, he can't let another person lose his son , After thinking for a long time, he slowly fell asleep.