Can not become a demon

Li Ziming and Ran'er have been together for so many years, his temper is not as irritable as before, and he has also learned to joke, he said: "Nine years ago, I would definitely have a big fight with you, but now I won't gone."

"Nine years ago, your temper was really bad enough. Since I traveled through time, I have often seen you quarreling with Dongfang Hua. I used to have a bad temper, and I belonged to the very irritable kind of person. Later, I saw too much I had a bad temper, killed someone, and wasted my youth in prison. If I couldn’t control my emotions, I think I would be like them. I did something wrong and regretted it for the rest of my life. Fortunately, I controlled my emotions. And then step by step to today.”

"I like you like this. You think of everything on the bright side, and you will never be afraid. Thank you for changing me and letting me discover that the world can be so beautiful."

Ran'er smiled and said, "Actually, you have a pretty good temper. It's just that you can't control yourself sometimes for the sake of Dongfang Hua. Many people have sharp mouths and bean curd hearts, and you are no exception."

"Thank you for understanding me."

"It's nothing, who made you my husband?"

Li Ziming and Ran'er chatted very happily. After Li Xiaomao went back, Ding Xiaojun cried dissatisfiedly and said, "You went out, why didn't you tell me, Ye'an is missing."

Li Xiaomao was stunned and said, "What?"

"You still ask me, if you hadn't sneaked out, how could Ye'an have disappeared, go find it!"

"Tell me where he might go?"

"Jin Yanshan has been searched all over, but we can't find anyone. Except for Jin Yanshan, we have never taken him to other places. You should find him quickly, or you will not come back."

Ding Xiaojun cried so much that it made people feel very sad.

"Don't worry, I'll go find it!" Li Xiaomao was worried about Dongfang Hua, but he didn't think about where Li Yean, a one-year-old child, could go. He panicked, his son was his own, and Dongfang Hua was an outsider. , what is he doing?

Li Xiaomao searched anxiously, and shouted: "Ye'an, where are you? I'm back, let me know."

Li Xiaomao didn't care about eating. From noon to night, he felt more and more uncomfortable. Where did this kid go?

"Ye'an, come back quickly, Dad will never leave you again."

Li Xiaomao looked for Li Yean for several days, did not eat well, did not drink well, did not sleep well, and had nightmares all night. He dreamed that something happened to Li Yean, and he was very scared. He said in his sleep: "Ye Ann, don't!"

Li Xiaomao's body was originally weak, and after searching for a few days, he finally became tired and sick. However, he was still worried about Li Ye'an when he was sick, and he continued to look for Li Ye'an.

Ding Xiaojun became anxious, and said: "Xiao Mao, forget it, don't look for it, forget it if you don't find the child, look at you, you've exhausted yourself."

Li Xiaomao choked up and said: "Mr. Xiao, it was my capriciousness that caused Ye'an to disappear. I must find him. He was born in October of your pregnancy. I can't let you suffer again. He is your child." , even if I'm not around someday, you still have someone to rely on."

"Xiao Mao, don't talk nonsense, you have a good rest, I will find Ye'an."

A few days later Xiao'er brought Li Yean back, Li Yean was a little angry and ignored Li Xiaomao.

"Young master, you see that your father has become so ill just to find you, so quickly admit his mistake."

Li Ye'an snorted coldly: "I won't admit to him! Who told him to leave me, Uncle Xiao'er, take me away quickly."

Li Xiaomao yelled: "Whether you want to go or not, anyway, I didn't intend to have you when your mother was pregnant with you. It was your mother who insisted on giving birth to you."

Ding Xiaojun said dissatisfied: "Xiao Mao, what are you talking about, he is only a one-year-old child, what do you think when you let him grow up?"

"He can think whatever he likes, he has been sticking to me since he was born until I left, crying when I'm not around, can I have some freedom of my own, I can't stay by his side twelve hours a day Bar!"

"Xiao Mao, he is your son. You can't let him hide something in his heart and keep it from telling you for the rest of his life! You despise him now, and when you grow old in the future, who will take care of you and talk to you."

Li Xiaomao closed his eyes, not listening to Ding Xiaojun's words.

At this moment, Li Yean cried.

Li Xiaomao still ignored Li Yean.

Li Ye'an watched as Li Xiaomao remained silent, and pulled Ding Xiaojun's trouser legs.

Ding Xiaojun took Li Ye'an to the guest room to rest, and Li Ye'an said, "Mother, does daddy not want me anymore?"

"Ye'an, it's okay. Your father just has something to deal with. He got sick again in order to find you. He said that out of desperation."

"Mom, I feel that Dad doesn't like me, since you were pregnant with me, right?"

"Your father has something on his mind. He couldn't accept the news of a sudden child. Mother gave birth to you while he was not paying attention. He didn't say anything, but he cried as soon as you left when you were born. He couldn't stop it. He I want to do what he likes, but I can't."

Li Yean said aggrievedly: "Mom, it's not that I want to cling to daddy, it's just that I feel uncomfortable when I leave daddy, and I cry when I'm uncomfortable. I went to find my father, I really didn't expect my father to be so angry, I didn't run away from home on purpose."

"That's right! I'll tell your father not to leave you again. If you feel uncomfortable, tell your mother and grandfather. My grandfather has excellent medical skills and he has a solution."

Li Ye'an nodded and said, "My son knows, my son will never run away from home again."

"Good boy, you go to bed first, and then go and apologize to your father."

"it is good!"

Ding Xiaojun slept with Li Ye'an tonight, even though Li Ye'an came back, Li Xiaomao still couldn't sleep well, Dongfang Hua and Li Ye'an were both lying in a pool of blood in his sleep, he could only save one person, he was very scared.

He was woken up by the nightmare, he was alone in the room, he felt very scared, he thought something happened to Ding Xiaojun and Li Yean, and he looked for someone everywhere.

Xu Nian was on patrol today. When Xu Nian saw Li Xiaomao, he said, "Master, you are still sick. Why did you come out? Go back and rest."

"Where are the madam and the young master?"

"Oh! This is the matter! The young master is not happy today, Madam took him to the guest room to sleep!"

Li Xiaomao sneezed and said, "As long as they are fine."

"Young master, go back and rest! The night is so cold."

"it is good!"

Li Xiaomao wanted to sleep again, but no matter what method he tried, he couldn't fall asleep. He could only sit with his eyes closed, covering the quilt.

In the second half of the night, he has been in a state of insomnia sitting. When Ding Xiaojun took Li Yean to apologize to Li Xiaomao, he found Li Xiaomao in such a state. He was a little helpless and let Li Xiaomao lie on the bed. Something was wrong, Li Xiaomao was very hot, after checking Li Xiaomao had a fever.

Li Ye'an looked at Ding Xiaojun's movements, and was a little curious, and asked, "Mother, what's wrong with Dad?"

Ding Xiaojun made a booing gesture and said, "Don't talk, you go and invite your grandfather, and then you can play with Uncle Xiao'er."

"it is good!"

Ding Xiaojun didn't know what Li Xiaomao experienced last night, but it was definitely not a trivial matter to be so hot. She asked someone to call cold water to cool Li Xiaomao, but Li Xiaomao's body was like soaking in a hot pool. After changing a lot of water, the body temperature Still can't come down.

Xue Yi came over and said, "Mr. Xiao, I heard from Ye'an that something happened to Xiaomao. What happened to him?"

"Father, Xiao Mao has a high fever that won't go away. I gave him cold water, but it still can't come down."

"I'll take a look."

Xue Yi took Li Xiaomao's pulse, and when he came to a conclusion, he took out the medicine needle and applied it to Li Xiaomao, saying: "Mr. Xiao, his body is too weak. We take medicine for him every day, and it has become a medicine jar. Ye'an is sick, I'm afraid he won't be able to take it this time."

Ding Xiaojun said in panic, "What, Dad, you have a way, right?"

Xue Yi said helplessly: "This time I can only look for your uncle. Everyone he saved has come back to life. Didn't he save you last time?"

"You can try it, I'm leaving today."

"Let me go! The people on Jinyan Mountain are all in good health. Even if you are injured, you can handle it. The journey is not too far. You can come back in a few days. You can use the method I just gave him acupuncture every day, and you can carry it. .”

"Okay, Dad, be careful on the road."

Seeing that Li Xiaomao hadn't woken up yet, Li Yean climbed onto the bed with a stool. Ding Xiaojun said, "Don't get close to your father, it's hot!"

At this time, Li Yean had already touched Li Xiaomao, and he didn't feel hot, so he said, "Mother, it's not hot!"

The child's hands are very sensitive, and it should be very uncomfortable to be scalded, but Li Ye'an didn't feel the heat, which surprised Ding Xiaojun. She looked at Li Ye'an's hand, and it was amazing that it was not burned.

Li Xiaomao's breathing finally stabilized, and Li Ye'an said: "Father, are you still feeling bad? I'm sorry, I shouldn't have run away from home, so don't be angry with me! I dreamed last night that when I grow up, you will be with us Play, have fun."

"Ye'an, don't talk, let your father sleep, your father didn't sleep well last night."

"it is good!"

Li Xiaomao rolled over in his sleep and was quiet again after a while.

"Mother, look, dad slept really well, can dad play with me tomorrow?"

"That depends on whether your father can wake up tomorrow. Only when he wakes up can he play with you. If he can't wake up, he can only wait slowly."

"Then I'll wait slowly, hoping that Dad can wake up earlier."

Ding Xiaojun hoped that Li Xiaomao would fall asleep like this, so that Li Xiaomao would not think about Dongfang Hua.

"Xiao Mao, how much Ye'an wishes you to wake up, for Ye'an's sake, you must persevere."

Even when Ting Yi came, Li Xiaomao didn't wake up, but Ding Xiaojun could feel Li Xiaomao's breathing, as if he had slept for a very long time, Ding Xiaojun knew that Li Xiaomao had become a vegetable.

"Uncle, what should I do?"

"Mr. Xiao, don't worry, he has a heart disease, his blood vessels are blocked by bad blood, just pat the blood out."