horrible!My Zhengjun and Side Jun are on good terms!

In other words, you have to take good care of your body, so that you can be together without worries. "

"It's not necessary." Xue Xinghe said suddenly, "We won't be together."

"Why?" Xue Xingqi's eyes widened in confusion, why aren't the two lovers together?As long as you think of a way, any difficulty can be overcome!

"Because it's impossible."

"We can think of a way!" Xue Xingqi said excitedly.

"That's impossible." Xue Xinghe emphasized that the impossibility he wanted to say might not be what Xue Xingqi understood.

Xue Xingqi was almost driven crazy by his brother's stubbornness: "But two people who love each other should be together! Brother, how can you say that? Cheng Zheng loves you so much!"

Xue Xinghe seemed to be stimulated, he looked at Xue Xingqi seriously: "Don't mention these words in the future, are you trying to force me to death?"

Xue Xingqi was shocked, what do you mean?Why let two people who love each other be together to force him to death?As long as you hide it well, you won't be in danger of your life. Why is your eldest brother so stubborn? !

Xue Xinghe was silent for a while, he didn't want to talk about this anymore, so he changed the topic abruptly: "In the future, remember to take care of your family more. My sister is not at home often, and my second brother is going to get married. He will be very lonely by himself."

"Brother?" Xue Xingqi looked at him puzzled, why did he suddenly say this, "Isn't it more convenient for you to live at home?"

Xue Xinghe ignored it, and continued: "I know that you and Xiao Zixu also have this kind of relationship. I am very happy that you can be happy. When you get along with each other, you should be patient with each other. The relationship is easy to fade away. Don't regret it when you were together. "

"Brother!" Xue Xingqi was flustered by these same last words.

"Okay, I'm tired, I'll sleep for a while." Xue Xinghe didn't want to say more, and lay back on the bed with his eyes closed.

"Then you rest, I won't bother you anymore, and don't talk nonsense, we will all be fine."

Xue Xingqi exited the room, closed the door for him, and took a deep breath.

He was the one who was impulsive just now, and he shouldn't have provoked the elder brother, but the elder brother's behavior is really worrying. It seems that his previous worries were not superfluous.

Xue Xingqi hesitated for a long time, but he still didn't choose to tell Wen Shi about Xue Xinghe's death ambition. After all, it's Chinese New Year's Eve, so it's better not to make Wen Shi worry too.He recruited Xue Xinghe's servants and told them to watch Xue Xinghe drink the medicine. In order to prevent them from taking it seriously, he told them about Xue Xinghe's death ambition.

The two servants were frightened out of their wits, and they heard Xue Xingqi tell them to keep quiet, and don't let Xue Xinghe see it, so they managed to restrain their emotions.

That's right, it's better not to spread this matter, as long as they keep an eye on Xue Xing and take their medicine on time every day, there shouldn't be any major problems.

Xue Xingqi went to Wen's to chat with Xue Yuelan, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and then returned to the Hou Mansion full of worries.

"What? Are you troubled again?" Xiao Yuyan was actually a little bored with the uncle's residence, and every time Xue Xingqi came back from the uncle's residence, he was basically unhappy.

Xue Xingqi cheered up and wanted to smile at him, but couldn't.

"Stop laughing, tell me what's wrong." Xiao Yuyan sighed.

Xue Xingqi simply stopped laughing and told everything.

Xiao Yuyan was silent for a while, then smiled at him comfortingly: "Didn't you let people watch him drink the medicine? What are you worried about? It will be fine."

Xue Xingqi replied listlessly, that's what he said, but Xue Xinghe's state is really worrying.

Xiao Yuyan coaxed him for a long time, trying to make him feel better, and finally persuaded him to go and see Mu Ling.

"Mu Ling was still talking about asking you to take her to see the lanterns at night."

Speaking of her daughter, Xue Xingqi finally smiled: "She still remembers, well, I'll take her there when it gets dark."

Xiao Yuyan looked at Xue Xingqi's leaving back with deep eyes.

Although he loves Xue Xingqi, he has to say that Xue Xingqi's thinking makes him completely disagree.

People who love each other should be together... This is purely the idea of ​​innocent children who have stayed in the ivory tower for a long time.Xiao Yuyan probably guessed what Xue Xinghe meant, he really wanted to die, and he thought he had to die.

For Xue Xinghe, maybe love is really important, but there are other things he cares about more, he can't abandon other things just for love.

So I'm afraid Xue Xingqi will be disappointed. Cheng Zheng and Xue Xinghe are basically unlikely to be together.

Things seemed to be at a dead end, and Xue Xinghe began to not cooperate unilaterally. Cheng Zheng came to Xue Xinghe after a year, but he stopped him with the excuse of being sick and resting.

He didn't want to see Cheng Zheng.

Cheng Zheng also felt it. He was inexplicably flustered, and he couldn't come to see him every day, so his heart was burning with fire.

After much deliberation, only Xue Xingqi could help him. He came to the door specially, hoping that Xue Xingqi could bring him into the uncle's residence, even if he could meet Xue Xinghe.

"He was fine a year ago, but I don't know why he suddenly doesn't want to see me after the year." Cheng Zheng was heartbroken. His lover was sick in the uncle's mansion, but he was not allowed to visit him.

How seriously ill is it that he is not allowed to see it?Or not sick at all and just don't want to see him?

No one knows Xue Xinghe better than Cheng Zheng. He knows what Xue Xinghe is going to do, but he has no way to stop it.

Xiao Yuyan was by his side, seeing that Cheng Zheng was agitated, he asked him to drink some tea to calm down.

"It's useless for you to be anxious now. You can follow Xingqi when she returns to her mother's house tomorrow. With Xingqi here, they won't be able to stop her."

Xue Xingqi nodded again and again: "Yes, you can relax first, I also went to see my eldest brother these days, he is fine, the illness is not serious."

Xue Xinghe is in good spirits, and it seems that he is not seriously ill.Perhaps there is also the psychological effect of Xue Xingqi, after all, he can be sure that Xue Xinghe takes medicine on time every day.

"That's good." Cheng Zheng breathed a sigh of relief.

"Young Master Cheng, let's go back first." Xiao Yuyan put down the teacup, "Tomorrow you come to our place first, and then take the carriage with Xingqi."

Cheng Zheng said gratefully, "Thank you very much."

But whether Xue Xinghe is really going to do something, he has to find a way to persuade him, this is probably the best chance...

It's just that Cheng Zheng also knew that Xue Xinghe was very stubborn, and it might be difficult to persuade him to go back.

Xue Xingqi had no idea what Xue Xinghe would do. Although he was worried, he was not as anxious as Cheng Zheng, and he even comforted Cheng Zheng to reassure him.Cheng Zheng reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, but said nothing.

Chapter 44

The next day Xue Xingqi took Cheng Zheng to Bo's Mansion.

Seeing that it was Xue Xingqi's car, no one stopped him. When they got off the car, the people who got off discovered that there was an extra Cheng Zheng.

However, they were not specifically ordered by Xue Xinghe, so they didn't take much care of them. Now the young master and the young master naturally put the young master first. Although the young master ordered Cheng Zheng not to come, since Cheng Zheng is the young master It's hard for them to stop the guests.

"I guess you will be stopped in my brother's yard in a while, but don't worry, I will help you."

Cheng Zheng nodded silently.

Sure enough, the servant who got the news stopped Xue Xinghe's bedroom door and prevented Cheng Zheng from entering.

"Master Cheng, please go back, our young master really doesn't want to see you." Father-in-law persuaded him earnestly.

Mother-in-law knew about the relationship between the two, but now the young master suddenly didn't want to see him. Although father-in-law felt strange, he couldn't ask any more questions, so he had to do as he wanted.

Xue Xingqi frowned: "It's not a problem for you to stop me like this. If there is anything, let the elder brother and the elder brother Cheng clarify."

Mother-in-law didn't think so, but he couldn't disobey Xue Xinghe's order.

"I'm taking care of something." Xue Xinghe frowned, "Let's go."

"This..." The two servants looked at each other in blank dismay, and finally stepped aside, that's all, since the young master said so, it would be shameless for them to stop them, and the two servants still dare not offend Xue Xingqi.

Xue Xingqi led Cheng Zheng inside. At that time, Xue Xinghe was lying on the bed in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

Seeing her lover haggard a lot, Cheng Zheng couldn't help but stepped forward and called anxiously: "Xinghe!"

Xue Xinghe returned to his senses dully, glanced at the two of them indifferently, and said to Xue Xingqi: "Why did you bring him in, I don't want to see him again."

Xue Xingqi looked at him in surprise, does this mean he wants to break up the relationship?

Cheng Zheng turned his head slightly, resisting the severe pain in his heart and asked in a trembling voice: "Why are you doing this? Are you really going to abandon me?!"

Xue Xinghe didn't speak.

Cheng Zheng endured and endured, and finally couldn't help laughing bitterly, and left in a daze.

"Since you insist on this...that's all, I can't bear to force you..."

Xue Xingqi froze on the spot, not knowing how to react.

"Big brother?"

Xue Xinghe closed his eyes in pain, and opened them after a while to look at him with an inexplicable expression: "Xingqi, you shouldn't care about this matter, where is Xiao Zixu?"

"What?" Xue Xingqi was a little unhappy. He could see that Xiao Yuyan actually didn't approve of him participating in this matter, but he couldn't directly speak out to dissuade him, so he kept silent.

"Go back, there is no need to come again." Xue Xinghe shook his head.

Xue Xingqi frowned: "Brother!"

"There are some things you don't understand..." Xue Xinghe had a gentle look on his face, he stopped talking and just waved him off.

Xue Xingqi hesitated for a long time, but finally left helplessly.

Maybe he was really wrong?

Xue Xingqi decided to go back and ask Xiao Yuyan what was going on, why he felt that things were getting more and more complicated.

Xiao Yuyan seemed to have expected that Xue Xingqi would return in vain, and was sitting in the flower hall drinking tea and waiting for him.

Xue Xingqi looked annoyed, how could this person drink tea leisurely at this time?

"Angry?" Xiao Yuyan put down the teacup and sighed, "This matter is none of your business, and your brother and the others don't want you to intervene, so why should you?"

Xue Xingqi felt that he had nothing to say to him, so he sat down and drank tea angrily, ignoring him.

Xiao Yuyan didn't spoil him this time, and Xue Xingqi, who hadn't waited for someone to coax him, became more and more awkward. He wanted to say something, but when he saw Xiao Yuyan's indifferent eyes, he suddenly couldn't speak.

That strange feeling came up again, Xue Xingqi always felt as if he was wrong?But what went wrong?

This year's Lantern Festival was as boring as the previous year.

Last year, because of the foot ban, he only came out to have a family dinner during the Lantern Festival. He heard that there was no curfew on the streets during the Lantern Festival in ancient times. He wanted to see it this year, but because of Xue Xinghe's affairs, he lost interest.

It was Xue Xinghe who was unwilling to see Cheng Zheng before, but now even Xue Xingqi is gone when he comes.

After Xue Xingqi went back to Xue Mansion to see him and had a few closed doors, Xiao Yuyan refused to let him go. Xue Xingqi didn't know why he suddenly felt short of breath towards Xiao Yuyan, so he didn't dare to resist. He stayed obediently in the Hou Mansion, teasing his daughter every day. Put your worries aside.

Lantern Festival and the Xue Mansion returned the gift, Xue Xingqi looked at the ceremony sent by Wen's messenger, and thought of his elder brother again.

"Don't think about such unhappy things during the Lantern Festival." Xiao Yuyan knew what he was thinking when he saw him like this.

He and Xue Xingqi had been in a cold war for more than ten days, and he felt uncomfortable, but this time it was indeed Xue Xingqi who hadn't turned the corner, but he couldn't be blamed, after all, Xue Xingqi was not a native of the Great Xia Dynasty, so he couldn't understand the thinking of the men here.If Xiao Yuyan hadn't worked hard to figure out the customs and customs of the Great Xia Dynasty later, he might be as "naive" as Xue Xingqi now.

Xue Xingqi nodded silently, trying to make himself happy.

"Didn't you say you wanted to eat glutinous rice balls last time? I asked the kitchen to make them." During the Lantern Festival, Da Xiachao eats small pea-sized glutinous rice dumplings without fillings. They are boiled with rock sugar. Xiao Yuyan likes this kind, but Xue Xingqi I prefer the glutinous rice balls with sesame filling.

Sitting on Xue Xingqi's lap, Mu Ling's eyes lit up when she heard Tangyuan: "Tangyuan!"

Looking at the cute little girl, Xue Xingqi smiled a little, and kissed her little face: "Daddy take Xiao Ling'er to eat glutinous rice balls, okay?"

"It's... black!" Mu Ling raised her head and stared at Xue Xingqi with burning eyes.

"...Okay, black ones." It's understandable that children don't know what sesame is.

The mother brought up the glutinous rice balls, and the freshly cooked glutinous rice balls were squeezed together in the porcelain bowl. They were round and cute, and looked very pleasing. Xue Xingqi scooped up one with a spoon and let it cool, fearing that Mu Ling would stick to his throat when eating glutinous rice. He simply bit off the skin and asked her to eat the sesame stuffing directly.

Both father and daughter only love stuffing, and in the end there was a puddle of glutinous rice balls left in the bowl. Xue Xingqi looked at Xiao Yuyan silently: "It's a waste to throw it away."

Xiao Yuyan resignedly picked up the glutinous rice ball skin and ate it.

Seeing Xiao Yuyan slumped, Xue Xingqi was finally happy and played with his daughter. Xiao Yuyan was finally relieved to see him like this. The Cold War is over, right?

After the Lantern Festival is over, the New Year’s Eve is over, life is back on track, Xue Xingqi and Xiao Yuyan have ended the cold war, and continue to live sweetly, but occasionally Xue Xingqi will feel sad about Xue Xinghe’s affairs. The news came that Xue Xinghe's health was getting worse and worse.

Xue Xingqi thought about it and didn't worry too much. Generally speaking, after a sick person survives the winter, there should be no major problems in the spring. Therefore, Xue Xingqi always thought that Xue Xinghe's illness was just a small problem, until the Xue family suddenly sent People came to pass the news that Xue Xinghe died of illness.

Xiao Yuyan came in from the outside and looked at Xue Xingqi sitting there blankly, feeling a little unbearable in his heart.

"Xingqi." Xiao Yuyan walked over to hug him, "Don't be too sad."

"Why... did he die?"

Xue Xingqi couldn't accept it. After he came to this world, Wen Shi and Xue Xinghe were the best people to him, but now, Xue Xinghe is dead.

Xiao Yuyan had guessed it a long time ago, but he didn't say it, and he didn't know how to tell Xue Xingqi.

"Everyone is going to die, so he is relieved now." Saying anything now is powerless, Xiao Yuyan is really not very good at comforting people, "Clean up, we will go to mourn in a while."

Xue Xingqi nodded dully, and let Xiao Yuyan lead him back to his room to change his clothes.

Just after the New Year's Eve, when it was supposed to be a time of joy, Xiao Yuyan saw Xue Xingqi's distraught appearance, so he had no choice but to ignore him for the time being, and turned around to order his servants to collect all the festive things in the house.Xue Xingqi was a married son, and it was his eldest brother who died, so he could only let himself wear plain clothes to mourn the dead, and he couldn't force the Hou Mansion to do the same, but Xiao Yuyan was afraid that he would be sad when he saw the festive things, so he gave this order.

The Xue Mansion probably had already made preparations for Xue Xinghe to be unable to hold on, and soon the funeral ceremony began. The Hou Mansion received the funeral invitation, and Xue Xingqi and Xiao Yuyan brought their attendants to mourn the funeral.

After entering the door, Xue Xingqi saw Cheng Zheng in the crowd for the first time. This person is probably more sad than him, right?

However, to his surprise, Cheng Zheng's face was calm, except for the sorrow in his eyes, he couldn't tell that he was sad at all.

"Brother Cheng." Xue Xingqi walked over and greeted in a low voice.

Cheng Zheng nodded and did not speak. After a while, Xue Xinghe's servant came over and handed a letter to Cheng Zheng.

"This is left to you by my young master." The waiter looked very haggard, and left after delivering the letter, unwilling to stay any longer.

Cheng Zheng looked at the letter in his hand, was silent for a long time, and said to Xue Xingqi: "Can you borrow my room to rest?"

Xue Xingqi knew that he wanted to read the letter in a place where no one was around, so he quickly stopped a servant and asked him to arrange a room.

Cheng Zheng thanked her and left alone with her servants.

Although Xue Xingqi was very curious about what was written in the letter, but it was difficult to follow up to read it. It was Xiao Yuyan who also came over, and his second brother Xue Xingmin followed.

"Second brother."

"Go and see Dad." Xue Xingmin was a little at a loss, "He... doesn't look very good..."

Xue Xingmin's mouth was stupid, and his words were too ambiguous, Xiao Yuyan explained helplessly: "Uncle Wen is too sad, go and see him, and comfort him by the way."

Xue Xingqi didn't speak, Wen's had him to comfort him, who would comfort himself?He looked at Xiao Yuyan, always feeling that if he went to find Xiao Yuyan, Xiao Yuyan would say something unacceptable to him.

Forget it.

Xue Xingqi took a deep breath and cheered himself up, people will always die, but sooner or later.

Chapter 45

Xue Xingqi was dragged home by Xiao Yuyan in the end.

In the Great Xia Dynasty, as a married son, even though it was Xue Xingqi's eldest brother who died, he was not an elder after all, so he could not stay in his natal family, otherwise it would be unlucky.

Xue Xingqi was very silent all the way, he was very curious about what was written in the letter that his elder brother left for Cheng Zheng.In Xue Xingqi's heart, he hoped that Xue Xinghe could be with Cheng Zheng.Maybe it was because Xiao Yuyan blocked all the pressure for him when he was with Xiao Yuyan, so he still had a naive fantasy about this kind of thing, thinking that two people would be able to be together as long as they wanted to, it was just more troublesome.

Actually not so.

Xue Xinghe is not Xue Xingqi, nor is Cheng Zheng as capable as Xiao Yuyan.

"What are you thinking about?" Xiao Yuyan handed him the twisted towel and asked him to wipe his face.

Xue Xingqi was very confused, he didn't know what he was thinking, so he simply didn't speak, and continued to keep silent.

Xiao Yuyan didn't ask any more questions, and continued to work on his own affairs.

After turning off the lights and going to bed, neither of them felt sleepy. After a long time, Xue Xingqi said softly: "During the day, I saw that the waiter gave Cheng Zheng a letter, saying that it was left for him by the elder brother..."

Xiao Yuyan hugged him tightly: "Don't think about it, it's all over."

Xue Xingqi shook his head, and asked puzzledly: "What's wrong with elder brother?" Xue Xinghe was not in poor health when he was retired, but after returning to Xue's house, he fell ill, and then became more and more ill, until died of illness.

There seems to be no other more reasonable argument than being depressed.But Xue Xingqi felt wrong.Xue Xinghe didn't really care about his wife, maybe he was divorced on purpose, how could he get sick because of being divorced and "stuck in his heart"?

Xiao Yuyan was strangely silent for a long time.

"You really want to know?"

Xue Xingqi had a bad premonition in his heart, and his intuition told him not to ask, but he really wanted to know.

"In that case..." Xiao Yuyan sighed, "Your elder brother didn't die of illness at all, he committed suicide by taking medicine."

what? !

Xue Xingqi was shocked when he heard the words, and sat up straight up, looking at the person lying beside him in disbelief.

"Why..." No wonder...but...

Xiao Yuyan also sat up and looked at Xue Xingqi unbearably: "This is my speculation. Your elder brother should have added other things to the medicine that made him weaker and weaker. Your elder brother...had it in his heart a long time ago. Dead will."

Because he couldn't be with the one he loved, and didn't want to make false claims with his wife, Xue Xinghe chose to be divorced and then died.

"But..." Xue Xingqi suddenly felt very cold, and his whole body couldn't stop shaking.

"I can probably guess what was written in your elder brother's letter. It's nothing more than persuading Cheng Zheng to marry well and forget about him by the way."

"How can big brother be so selfish!" Xue Xingqi couldn't accept it.

Now that you know that the other party loves you, how can you choose to die selfishly, and let your lover marry you selfishly?

Xiao Yuyan's expression turned cold, and he looked at Xue Xingqi lightly: "Oh? Do you think he is selfish? Where is he selfish?"

"Of course he is selfish! Didn't he think about how sad his relatives and lovers would be after he died so irresponsibly? Could he choose to end his life at will just because he couldn't bear the pressure of the world?" Xue Xingqi The more he talked, the more excited he became, "He secretly helped Cheng Zheng make the choice to marry, isn't he selfish? He is using Cheng Zheng's love for him to force Cheng Zheng to live a good life and not let Cheng Zheng die in love, right?"

Xiao Yuyan sneered: "Really? I think you are really selfish?"

Xue Xingqi was taken aback, why is Xiao Yuyan angry?How can you be selfish?

"Do you know what a divorced married woman means to a big family? Shame, pure shame." Xiao Yuyan's tone did not fluctuate in the slightest, saying the cruelest truth, "Xue Xinghe can live on, and then outsiders They will poke at the back of the Xue family and say that there is a man in the Xue family who can't bear children, that the men in the Xue family are not virtuous and that the Xue family must have done something shameful to suffer this. The married man of your Xue family, Men who marry into Xue's family will be branded as unworthy, and it will even affect the marriages of other unmarried men, and the whole family will be ashamed."

Xue Xingqi looked at Xiao Yuyan in a daze, he couldn't understand why it was only his elder brother who was divorced, and it would be involved in other men?

After all, Xue Xingqi is a modern person. He has no concept of "family" in his bones, and he doesn't know that a person's words and deeds bear the face of a person's family.

"Unless your eldest brother is dead, if he is divorced, it means that his wife's family is ungrateful, or he has a problem, and there is a problem with the Xue family behind him. The ancients paid attention to chastity and cared about these things very much. It can't be blamed on the Xue family, the world will also condemn the wife's family and uphold justice for your eldest brother."

"But brother, he doesn't care about being divorced!" Xue Xingqi retorted, Xue Xinghe didn't care about fairness or injustice at all.

"But the Xue family cares." Xiao Yuyan said softly.

Xue Xingqi was speechless.

"Xue Xinghe received family education since he was a child. In his heart, everything is not as important as the Xue family. He can't shame the family for his own benefit, and he will definitely choose to die."

"You only see the pain that his death brings to you, but you don't know the disaster that his life will bring to the Xue family, because his personal affairs will affect the entire Xue family's men, how selfish? Those who are already married may be in the house because of this. The wife's family lives in a hot and prosperous life, and those who are not married may not even find a good wife. Who will bear the impact? Can you do it?"

"The same is true for Cheng Zheng. He has never married. Do you know how many rumors and rumors the Cheng family has suffered because of this? If he really never married, either he and the Cheng family will be stuck in messages for the rest of their lives, or In the end, the Cheng family couldn't stand such an irresponsible young master, and sent Cheng Zheng to live with the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha in the family temple, do you think your eldest brother is willing to let Cheng Zheng end up like this?"

"As for dying for love..." Xiao Yuyan sneered, "Do you think what will be said outside after Cheng Zheng died for love? Have you ever thought about the terrible impact this kind of thing will bring? Xue Xingqi, this is ancient times, this is the world of female nobles , It’s not something you can just wipe everything out of if you take it for granted!”

"Xue Xingqi, you just take it for granted that you want others to follow your own will, you are truly selfish."

After Xiao Yuyan finished speaking, he got out of bed, put on some clothes, opened the door and left, leaving Xue Xingqi tossing and turning alone.

After that day, the two fell into a cold war. Xue Xingqi still couldn't understand these things. Xiao Yuyan's accusation was like a slap in the face, which made him feel embarrassed. He refused to accept this explanation, and Xiao Yuyan also felt that there was nothing to say. The two Just stop talking too much, eat together in silence every day, and then do their own things.

After Xiao Yuyan left that night, he slept with Xue Xingqi in a separate room. Before Xue Xingqi turned around, he didn't want to share the same bed with Xue Xingqi. After all, Xue Xingqi has a stubborn and stubborn personality. Conflicts will only hurt the feelings of both parties. It is better for both of you to calm down and talk about it after the matter has passed.

The fact that Xue Xinghe committed suicide had a great impact on Xue Xingqi. Although Xue Xingqi lived in the Great Xia Dynasty for nearly two years, he still regarded himself as a modern person in his bones and refused to accept the ideas of the Great Xia Dynasty. Many of his words, deeds and ideas are incompatible with the world. If Xiao Yuyan is not protecting him, he will suffer a big loss sooner or later.

Xue Xingqi silently drank the porridge in front of him, while Xiao Yuyan sat beside him, also silent.

Xue Xingqi thought about it for five days, and managed to figure it out. He glanced at Xiao Yuyan and felt a little sad. Xiao Yuyan hadn't spoken to him for five days.His heart was extremely sour, and he felt very wronged.

Xiao Yuyan couldn't eat his breakfast even after being watched by him, so he put down the bowl and chopsticks and sighed.

"Have you figured it out?" Xiao Yuyan gently combed his hair.

Xue Xingqi didn't nod or shake his head. After a while, he suddenly said with emotion: "Why didn't they marry the same person like us? This way we can be together..."

Xiao Yuyan clapped his hands, and after tidying his hair, he slowly put it back. He continued to eat his breakfast without saying a word, and left after saying "I'm going to deal with the affairs of the house".

Xue Xingqi nodded, not noticing anything unusual.

Xiao Yuyan didn't go to the flower hall to meet the steward who was waiting there, he sent someone to inform the other party to discuss it another day, and left his servants to walk into the garden.

He felt very tired.

Xiao Yuyan had never told Xue Xingqi how many things he had done and how many backhands he had put in for the two of them to be together, and he was too lazy to explain to Xue Xingqi what family honor was and the secrets of aristocratic marriage.If it wasn't for Xue Xingqi's troubles, it would be impossible for him to marry into the Hou Mansion and become a side king!Cheng Zheng and Xue Xinghe are both the eldest sons of a big family, how could they serve one wife together?Who will be the rightful king and who will be the side king after marrying in the past?Marrying like this is not a marriage or a feud, okay?No matter who is the side king, it will slap one of them in the face.

Don't say that Xue Xinghe can be the side king after being divorced now, who is good enough to marry Cheng Zheng will accept a divorced person as the side king?What's more, if they really take Xue Xinghe home, they will completely tear themselves apart from Xue Xing and his former wife's family.

Does Xue Xinghe have such great ability to make the other party willing to face another thriving family for a divorced man?

Xue Xingqi still didn't understand, he still insisted on his nature of taking it for granted, no matter how much Xiao Yuyan said, it was useless.

Chapter 46

The breakfast that day did not become a buffer for the cold war between the two of them. At first Xue Xingqi thought that Xiao Yuyan had let go of this matter, but it turned out not to be. Xiao Yuyan still ignored him as before, which made Xue Xingqi feel very uncomfortable.

Never before, Xiao Yuyan has never blushed at him, let alone accusing him, even if he did something wrong before, Xiao Yuyan would let him go with a good temper.Why did Xiao Yuyan hold on and get so angry this time?

If you ignore me, I don't want to talk to you either.

Xue Xingqi became arrogant silently, avoided Xiao Yuyan on purpose, pretended not to see him when he saw him, and refused to even have a meal together, and asked his servants to prepare meals for him in the room alone.

Xiao Yuyan sat at the table looking at the tempting food, sighed helplessly, and ate on his own.

Xue Xingqi was so awkward, but he was too tired to coax him.

Xue Xingqi's behavior didn't bring much trouble to Xiao Yuyan, but he himself, alone, felt more and more uneasy, the more he thought about it, the more wronged he felt, the more wronged and awkward the relationship between the two fell into a stalemate.

This stalemate did not last long. Two months later, the Hou Mansion received an invitation from Cheng Zheng to get married.

"So fast?!" Xue Xingqi looked at Mo Chun who came to deliver the news in surprise.

Mo Chun still understands this matter, Xiao Yuyan probably asked him to explain it to Xue Xingqi, and explained the matter clearly in a few words.

It turned out that after Cheng Zheng read the letter and went home, he told his father that he agreed to marry. Cheng's father wept with joy, and quickly began to talk.Cheng Zheng has a childhood sweetheart cousin, and the two families have always had a good relationship. The cousin is only three years younger than Cheng Zheng, and she should have married two years ago, but that cousin has high vision. After seeing Cheng Zheng too much, she insisted on marrying her She was not satisfied with the young master the family found for her with a man like her cousin. This time, Cheng Zheng was willing to marry someone. Once the two families got together, they simply kissed each other.

Cheng Zheng's father began to prepare for him to marry in the early years. Although Cheng Zheng was unwilling to marry people these years, he pretended that everything had been prepared long ago, and his cousin's house was similar, so the progress of hiring a relative was progressing according to the horoscope. It will be soon.Cheng's father was afraid that his son would regret it, so he wished he could marry him off sooner. If it wasn't for the rare auspicious time, Cheng Zheng might have married earlier.

Xue Xingqi couldn't be happy after hearing this, his elder brother's lover is getting married, can he still be happy in a fake way?

It's just that he and Cheng Zheng have some friendship, and the invitations have been sent, with Xue Xingqi's name written on them, but it's hard for him not to attend the wedding.

On the day of the wedding, Xue Xingqi accompanied Xiao Yuyan to put on makeup, and after a while, someone came to invite him, saying that their young master wanted to see him.

When Xue Xingqi entered, only Cheng Zheng was left in the room, and the other servants all retreated.

Looking at Cheng Zheng, who was dressed in a red wedding dress, which was extremely festive, Xue Xingqi twitched the corners of his mouth, but he still didn't laugh.

"Your brother misses you very much." Cheng Zheng tugged at his clothes indifferently. He had heavy makeup on his face, but it didn't look offensive.

"I know..." Xue Xingqi was a little sad.

Cheng Zheng smiled: "How are you doing recently? I think you and Xiao Zixu are very affectionate."

Xue Xingqi was taken aback: "You know?"

Cheng Zheng nodded: "Xiao Zixu loves you very much. Since you are lucky to be together, I hope you can be happy and cherish the present life. Don't be like us..." Cheng Zheng held a jade pendant tightly in his hand, with a sad look on his face.

Xue Xingqi stopped talking, he didn't know what to say.Xiao Yuyan loves him very much, he knows it, but now they had a little problem before.

"Don't waste your love for trivial things." Cheng Zheng seemed to have noticed something, "What are you struggling with?"

Xue Xingqi was suddenly a little angry: "You don't know what I'm struggling with?"

"Are you upset and angry?" Cheng Zheng understood, he smiled lightly, and asked knowingly.

Xue Xingqi took a deep breath, he still remembered the explanation Xiao Yuyan had given him, that he had no right to be angry.

"I thought you were unwilling to marry." But now you seem to be willing, without any sadness.

Cheng Zheng shook her head: "I am indeed willing. Since it is Xinghe's wish, I don't think there is anything forced."

"Why?" Xue Xingqi couldn't understand, "Aren't you sad? If Xiao... Zixu died and left a letter asking me to marry someone, I must be very sad."

"I'm sad, but I'm willing to marry."

Seeing that Xue Xingqi still didn't understand, he sighed and explained with a lonely expression: "I'm very sad that Xinghe passed away, but it was expected. I knew he would choose to die, but I couldn't stop him. But he wanted me to marry People, I hope I have a normal life, I am very grateful for his consideration for me, so I am willing."

Xue Xingqi felt unreasonable: "But...he chose a normal path for you privately. He said it was for your sake, but in fact it was his own idea. How did he know that you wanted such a path? If I were you, I would absolutely I can't accept this kind of 'consideration'! I don't need this so-called 'for your own good', and I can't accept the other party leaving me alone!"

"Because you are not me." Cheng Zheng was unmoved, "You are not me, and if you can't accept it, it doesn't mean I can't accept it."

Cheng Zheng looked at Xue Xingqi firmly: "Your so-called empathy for my sake is just something you take for granted. How do you know that I can't accept these, and I'm unwilling to accept them? If you really feel wronged for me, you should stand up In my position, in my thoughts, understand my choice, instead of imposing your thoughts on me. You are not complaining for me, you just want to assimilate me into the same as you. You subjectively refuse Xinghe's choice made all his arrangements and expectations useless, negating Xinghe's good intentions...Xue Xingqi...what on earth do you want?"

Cheng Zheng calmed down his breath, and when he spoke again, he suppressed all kinds of anger in his tone: "Xue Xingqi, you are sorry for your brother! I am sorry for his sacrifice. Why do you have the face to say such things in front of me? Xinghe's intentions were completely rejected. You ruined it all!"

Xue Xingqi was shocked, he opened his mouth but couldn't make any sound, he wanted to refute, but he was too ashamed to open his mouth, Cheng Zheng's duty was right, he just took it for granted, insisted on his own opinion, and denied Xue Xinghe's words one by one mind, he